I am eternaly enki's child of darkness! I have broken all of their commandments but non of my own.nor shall I ever
Embracing the darkness, light orgasms into bliss
I chose Bathymskiss, for I call on the demon Bathin, also known as Bathym to take me throughout the night in journeys to be remembered forever.
And so I ask Bathim to kiss me gently before we take flight.
Oh I am a character I suppose. I believe in creating your own reality and so therefore I do not leave things in the hands of others. They are in mine. If they be good I thank myself for being such a good God to myself. If the day goes wretched then it must have been a reflection on my inner turmoil. I place more power in my human form that way. To some that makes me intolerable. To some that makes me sacreligious. To some that makes me egomaniacal. I am not really, I just think we are the gods of this place and this place is our kingdom.
True it is a mess right now, but still quiet beautiful, still worth saving. However we have left the power in the hands of some being far far far away in some heaven we have never seen. We have given the power to other entities which we fear. Can you imagine Fear? I can not. Darkness yes I have walked through and survived because somewhere my cells did recall, that I was a daughter of Gaia and could create a brand new day.
My musical preferances should be easier to tolerate:
nine inch nails
my dying bride
type o negative
about 100 dark filthy bands
System of a Down
To many more to mention here but
whatever makes me tingle
I have simple obsessions and Pleasures
am fascinated by the asian samurai
by Art and I love my Yoga
as well as my meditation
Releasing this world and journeying to
the Stillness in Chaos
creates a tolerance for this experience
we call life.
I like beauty I dine on it.
most favorite character
most favorite creative duo
Paul Allender Cindy Fry-vomitorium
I like all things that make us step deep past the edge.
I am a lover of gasmasks
Torture and pain
even if it be self induced
Face each day with courage
no matter how dark and deep under
it takes you.
face each day with
Book wise I love Frank Miller,
Ken Wilber, Leary, Crowley, Black Elk Speaks and anything from Lakota or Dakota hisory, ONA and Franz Bardon. I adore wicked spooky reads, Harry Potter, and Dr Seuss for he wasn't just for children. I love political anarchy and read everything on issues that are close and dear to me. Am an activist for Human Rights Watch, and also Anti-child Soldiers, Save Darfur, Groups against Big Pharma and the One campaign. So I read many political reads that keep me abreast of the wonderful activity of those in Control. However my most favorite reads would be the sacred texts. Any, be it Book of the Dead or Ancient Scrolls online.
I also collect them so perhaps another obsession.
Absorb the writes of a great writer. Melt onto a page and see where it takes you. Whatever you read, Just Read something!
And though I confess somedays I do feel like this:
I always seem to find a way to put the pieces back together and rise above the machines.
The rage now gets channeled onto paper, for I am a writer and an artist as well. The Rage gets poured out onto canvas or onto a yoga mat. And the flesh turns to light and Rises.
The light within embraces the darkness within and the two take the flesh to much higher levels of existence.
I embrace all other views of what this journey is or is not, for we all have our unique purpose and each is so very very much in place.
Organized divine Chaos.
My writes are like those of a mad drunken poet chewing chickweed drinking absynthe and enslaved by darkness..
Am covered with thorns in agony
I am bloody with broken limbs and silent screams.
Behind me lovers cries deafen the night.
for solitude flies her cold soul through us all
and leaves us barren and mourning.
Am covered in thorns
am without breath
forsaken and drowned in tears.
Though my fingers reach for your mercy
they break off and splinter off
never able to touch you.
Blinded is my skin by the fire of your forgiveness
Don't touch me
Don't kiss me
Don't hold me
Instead Stone me
and exhale me into the core of Abandon.
Your sweet eyes
they look at me
from a place I have not seen
in such a long lost time.
Your eyes look up at me upon this cross
you kiss my feet.
And bring me down ever so gently.
You wipe my tears
and carry me
carry me home.
To the beloved
to the beloved
you remember my name
given to me by existence
and saying it
you carry me home
my sweet lovely
(c) 2007 Erica Bathym
Everything is delicious when it comes to Sin.
Such Perfection in the disorder
Such Courage necessary to navigate through
this thing called Life.
Our Magick and Our Knowledge that there is
to it all than just what we see and what
they tell us is real.
The Powerful Gift of Love
The Loving embrace between the Darkness and The Light
But really now, something simple not all this darkness and light bullshit.
Lets see what of movies?
I like to see intense mind bending mind F***ing suspense filled movies.
I like fun movies. I like to get taken for a ride if at the movies.
again too many too tell but a few faves.
Anything Rob Zombie and Time traveling, Remote viewing Suspect Zero type of thing, the classics: Matrix, Lord of the Rings, Potter, and the indie greats, as well as All to do with Vampyres, Lycan or other beings occupying this terrain or astral/etheric/ physical plane.
For other fun I often game. Yeah am a game lover but not a great gamer at all. Often get lost in group missions and plain and simple I just love to Shoot!
The eternal question here may be Sanguine or Energy vamp? Well I am both, I was made by an elder on the other side of the world. Great ritual, blood purification and all. Tantric rythms, chants and blood letting along with great care.
and oh yes what else do I like?
Freaks like Me!!!!
come out come out
where ever you are...
Beings like me
Creeps like me
However in this day and age so much to watch out for and so I learned to absorb energy from all: the air, the earth, the sea, the mist, the fire, the bodies that straggle about.
And I learned to inhale the prana effortlessly
and recycle the energy, release the negative unwanted, and snack on life force if need be.
Not evil. No. No Polarity.
and so I write, I Love, and I digest Prana.
Do visit my writes at
and now my art/post warhol
photography as well
Look for Erica Bathym in Staff Section
For writes on Political Anarchy
and awesome Music Reviews!
Join me with DR. Steel and help him take over the world on nights you can't go out and hunt.
Be yourself you are like no other.
Respect to you and Yours.
Embrace your darkness and your light
Embrace your being. No need for more.
Thanks for stopping by.
I am Erica Bathym
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