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estherofhell



estherofhell
Limbus Patrum (Coven)

Vampire Rave member for 12 years.

Status:  Apostate (62.93)
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Affiliation:  Limbus Patrum (Coven)
Account Type:  Regular
Gender:  Female
Birthdate:  January 17, 1992
Age:  28
Location: 

los angeles, california




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torn pices of memories from my past come back to haunt me now. what can i make of all this. is it why i lead this life now?


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first and formost id like to ask people to please not bite me if you want to say hello please just MESSAGE ME! but if you want to kill time and still bite me fine go ahead i wont stop you, but atleast try to keep a conversation please? dont just bite and not answer back at all or give short responces. try will you? i know on the warnig it says that i like to bite and be bitten but we meant the type of bite were teeth sink into flesh.


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i love listening to lots of metal i enjoy other music as well but most than often prefer metal. but i hate country,rap, and classical music. my most current favorite band whom im obsessed with is TOOL!! it helps me relax and sooths me as i said i enjoy many other like craddle of filth, marilyn manson, korn, slipknot, and others but at the moment TOOL is what im listening to most also lesting to kerli, alanis morissette and others
if its sarcastic,ironic,switches from anger to peaceful then its most likely i love it lol


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some of my favorite movies are nightmare before christmas, corpse bride, underworld 1 and 2, blade (all), queen of the damn, and such. my fanorite authours are christine feehan, edgar allen poe, L.A. banks, sherrylin kenyon, laurrel k. hamilton, j.r. ward and many others the list can go on and on on both accounts.

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about me:
i am currently 19, obviously female, black hair, 5'2 so im kinda on the short side, dark eyes (continiously going from dark brown to black), my hair is wavy as you can see and shorter than my first pic. its about medium length right now. im trying to let it grow out again.
i am a caring and loving person but cross me and lets just say im not so nice anymore ^_^
i am currently going through a self improvement fase. i am trying to make myself a better person, after going through a lot of personal things i have come to realize its time for me to take care of myself and stand up for myself at last so thats currently my work in progress.
i am straight and i am currently single. i am a playful flirt but i am currently not looking to be in a relationship, sorry but id rather not give anyone hope about that. i recently got out of a 3 year relationship and im not looking for anyone at the moment. just in need of some space and friends. sorry
i honestly say i appreciate, love and respect all the people that are helping me to get through it.
i will admit i am attracted to guys older than me ^_^ lol i have this weakness for nerdy guys, theres just something about smart guys i cant refuse especially if theyre tall and have piercings and tattoos *bites bottom lip* sssiiiiggggghhhh lmfao.
i am realistic person yet i am also a day dreamer. once in a while i do like to let my mind wonder and escape from reality for a bit but at the end of the day im always realistic.
i guess im just your average teenage girl, going to work and going to school and trying to learn how to have fun. just trying to enjoy my life and learn how to live it.
i am the type of person that once you prove youre worth it i will always be by your side. i guess im just a really loyal person. i am a sarcastic person at times. i like to joke around and have fun. though i lot of people tell me im either too silly or too serious....not sure how that works really lol.
i am wiccan and proud to be but i still do keep some of the catholic believes i was raised believing. im not saying im like one of those people you see running around humping and cursing everything that moves and then on Sunday you see me at church and im the most devoted person ever. NO!!!! I actually get really really pissed when i see those people. how can you say youre a believer of god if your only "true" on sundays. stupid.
i am an honest person. i dont believe in lies, i just dont get the point to it. tell the truth or get out. i do believe in white lies. like around someones birthday or christmas. you know like when they ask you what their getting. ugh just wait damn you lmfao
like everyone else i had a really rough childhood. too much drama, not enough people minding their business. got back stabbed by everyone i thought i could trust. so can you really blame me if i dont trust you right away? any who from this i learned to just keep going. im the type of person that would rather laugh at myself and the stuff going on around me than to let it all get to me. im done with letting it affect my health and my life.
i do and say random things.....i think im more on the insane side but sssshhhhh dont tell that to anyone *looks around* ^_^ ok.
i honestly just love to meet new people so if youre bored, wanting to meet someone new or just wanna talk dont hesitate to message me. i LOVE meeting new people. you never know what youll learn. but this does NOT mean i will accept drama into my life. NO DRAMA PLEASE!!!!
if youve got drama please go look for someone who will welcome it. im trying to get rid of the drama in my life not add more to it.
i will admit i do drink but im more of the occasional drinker. i only drink when the mood strikes which is like every 4 months or so? but you will never find me stupid drunk. i know my limits lol.
well other than all this im honestly not sure what else to tell you....if you have anyother questions about me dont be afraid to ask i wont bite...........well unless you ask me too ^_^

again: PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT I WILL PLAYFULLY FLIRT BUT WITH YOU BUT DO NOT EXPECT ANYTHING MORE THAN MY FRIENDSHIP! I AM NOT LOOKING TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP RIGHT NOW NOR DO I WISH TO CYBER SEX IN ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM!!!!! PLEASE RESPECT THAT!

IM NOT KIDDING WHEN I SAY I DONT FOOL AROUND LIKE CYBERING AND STUFF. I DONT. SERIOUSLY.

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LIKES:
reading
writing
sleeping
moon
stars
beach
fall
rain
music
cookies
white tigers
wolves
faries
tattoos!!!!
peircings!!!!
i can honestly say i have a weakness for tattoos and piercing i dont know why but i do......sigh......
geeks ^_^
tarot cards
dancing
clubbing
flirting (playfully)
johnny depp!!!!

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Dislikes:
liars
two faced people
concieded people (because you think youre all that doesnt mean every one else does. get over yourself)
people that hurt animals
that abuse others
basically people that would intentionally hurt another living thing
back stabbers
people that are irresponsable
country
rap
this one falls under hate:
when a guy on the street has a bible and is preaching to you about god, and how he forgives all and you have to accept him and welcome him into your lives and during that whole time his eyes dont move from your chest...
are we still talking about god here????
(again im not saying im super religious or anything like that {far from that} but at least have some respect in the god you say you believe in or at least for the person youre talking to....)

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why yes, i am insane thank you for noticing ^_^








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