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People this is me thru and thru if you don't like it, go look elsewhere lol, i am a headsrtong, sadistic and masochistic young woman. If I dont like something i will let you know, Oh and BTW don't ever call me Doll i hate that!!! Oh and beware i bite back ;)


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This is probably the hardest question any goth could try and answer, one may as well ask 'what is society?' as it has so many facets it defies any definitive explanation.
Goth in its simplest form, is a subculture. A group of people who feel comfortable within each others company. There is no specific thing that defines what you need to do or be to fit into the goth scene (except of course the implied black clothing). People in the goth scene all have different musical tastes, follow different religions, have different occupations, hobbies, and fashion sense.

  

Most goths become goths because they have been spurned by 'normal' society because the way they want to live their lives does not fit in with how most people are told to live theirs. Goths are free thinkers, people who do not accept the moral rules of society because they're told 'This is just how it is' or 'This is what God says!'. Rather goths tend to listen to what you have to say, and make up their own mind. This kind of free thinking and rejection of dogma earns only rejection in todays society.
However because of this rejection from 'normal' society, goths have banded together to associate with other free thinkers. This has a beneficial effect on both the individual and society as a whole. For the individual they have a sense of belonging, and friends they can associate with. For society it removes one more misfit filled with rage from society's streets.
This of course is not the case for all goths. Many goths today are goths for a variety of other reasons. They like the music, or the clubs are better, they have goth friends and joined in with them, or they just like staying up late nights and goths are the only ones awake to talk to.

  

Ah, but this is the beauty of goths. Most subjects that are taboo in 'normal' society are freely discussed and debated about. Death, religion, magick, mysticism, and many other topics that are only roached carefully outside of the gothic community. Most goths have realised that fear is only a reaction instilled in us by dogmatic propaganda, and once you realise there is nothing to fear from the topic, whats to stop you discussing it?
Goths often revel in the fear given to them by society as a whole. Often the behavior exhibited by society to them based on society's perception of them from stereotypes, rumour, etc are a constant source of entertainment. Of course, most of the rumours are totally unfounded, goths are people like everyone else, however when you already have a reputation, going for the shock factor is often far too tempting to see how much society at large is willing to believe (or deduce) with only a little encouragement.
This does not totally fall away once you get inside the scene unfortunately, and goths are all too often tempted to try for the shock factor within the scene (which turns out more tacky than shocking). Goths when you get down to it can be a rather pretentious bunch, trying for those extra 'goth points' on the gothier than thou scale, but it adds to the enjoyment.
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ReAd ThE pOeTrY oF dArK-pOeT




The above link is my friend finch's link to his site, that has crazy poetry and i would like to share it with everyone here at VR. Hope you all enjoy it ;)
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Hey people, I just want to add a little something to go with these pictures... I can't understand, no matter how hard I try to, I just don't see why people are so cruel and mean towards gay guys... It's accepted by society to see to gurls make out and have sexual intercourse, but why is it not okay for two men to be together... all i can say is that to me people are people whether they are gay or lesbian... And to be 100% honest gay guys are the best friends to have, they are fun to be around and they don't judge others the way we tend to... Just because some men have different sexual preferences doesn't mean that they should be excluded from society or even rejected... To all you gay's (wether it be guy or gurl) I stand behind you :)


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What piercing are you?

Surface
the dark one... mysterious, you keep to yourself and dont mix well with others, but you dont want to either. you like to be alone and dont like to go out clubbing and having fun (thats not a bad thing - im like you!)

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Which vampiric angel are you?

Alejandro, Angel of Destruction
The need to see death captivated Alejandro a mile from the exit of the Nether Realm. It came close to him and nearly took him alive, until he realized he was dreaming.


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hey guys and gurls, men and women...
Don't forget to check out my most personal thoughts.... i have a journal in which i am sharing my deepest most inner feelings with others like myself:)

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Are you going to Heaven or Hell?

Burn baby Burn!
Why did you ever bother asking yourself? Either you're completely unaware how evil and sadistic you are or you got a little giggle out of hearing just how messed up you are. Hope that the Mormons are right.


I'm a very happy and energetic person but not much people see the other side of me... the gothic dark depressed side... but i have perfected ways to hide it from many people who do not understand my lust for blood or the way i think about things... I love to bite and cut just to feel pain.. pain to me is like a remedy... my only escape from the emotional pains in my life! I'm friendly and very likeable but if people get on my bad side they stay there!


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Are You Kinky?


You are a ADVENTURIOUS LOVER!
Nice work! Mmmm. You enjoy tripping the light fantastic and exploring new avenues. You delight in the temptations of the flesh. You find candles lit during sex to be erotic. You are a fanatic in the bedroom. You love to explore and try new things. You enjoy hot fragrant steamy baths as well. Nothing is off limits to you. You rule the roost and know it. And you leave your partner virtually breathless. You may also leave your virtual partners' breathless. Keep up the good work!


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Poetry
Hey people, in my journal i have posted poems for whomever wants to read them. Poetry to me is a way of escaping... taking me a place where no one can tell me to think or act a certain way. Where people can't judge me for who i really am... poetry is like the entry to my dark soul. The only way I can truely open up is if i have a pen and pad of paper to write my thoughts. Poetry is my deepest most inner thoughts i hope whoever reads my poetry can understand how i feel on a certain level.



  

Feelings of hatred and dispare,
in my twisted world are not rare.
The sight of blood takes me to a place,
Where no one would ever dare to face.

My world is black, as is my heart,
give me yours and i shall tare it apart.
As so many have done on to me,
i shall do on to them, to me they will plea.

to stop the pain, i have no mercy,
The pain shall always go on.
As long as this world exists,
I shall continue on and slit their wrists.

As they bleed to death,
I linger over their dead bodies,
singing my dark sweet melodies.
I take their souls to hell,
Where they shall be tortured for all of eternity...

God can't even save them....
For I am the devils spawn
And to their poor souls,
they will feel so drawn.

Drawn into the depths of my cruelty.
They shall never escape, nor will they be free.
Black is my soul and black it will stay,
For the one they call God has givin up on me,
And I on him...

I have learned to embrace the darkness,
instead of pushing it away...
The power i have over s many,
Is the same that shall lead me to my destruction.

I slit my wrists just to feel pain
The blood so red, so soothing to my eyes
Is to many people, quite a surprise.

Inflicting pain upon others and myself
Often causes me to wonder,
how i ever did without.

Feelings of weakness i often hide,
Over time i have perfected ways
To keep it locked inside.

My pains and pleasures will not be in vain,
Individuals will die along with me.
But only i shall be reborn
In order to destroy what others have built,
I will leave them in sickness and in guilt.

The dark world i live in shall continue on
As satan himself wills it so.
Pain and torture will fallow in great waves upon mankind,
To satan's wishes we will no longer be blind.

So now i lay me down to rest,
And pray satan,
To rip the heart from my chest...

written: by gothic_gurl
Saturday, August 13th 2005 @ 4:30 am
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i was checking my comments earlier and decided to make a shout out to everyone that took the time to leave a comment on my page THX alot for making me feel welcome and like i belong somewhere finaly...I can finaly be me and not be called a freak thats a big encouragment thx once again to everyone for the ratings and the comments add me to ur friends lists if you like :)

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Well to start off with, i like blood, inflicting and receiving pain and i love being what they call a so called freak! I love music, music is my life and always will be. I listen to HIM, Cradel of Filth, Dimmu Borgir, My Chemical Romance and much much more... I like to write poetry but latetly i havent had much inspiration... I like to cut just to see the blood flow from my weins then to taste my own blood is pure extasy! I love the darkness in wich i live. I also love to read up on different religions. I also have a little collection started of little spycho bunnies in my room lol... the attitude that bunny gives out, reminds me of myself WAY too much lol , oh oh oh, and i love tarantulas :) i had one as a pet for years when i lived at my mothers...

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I like this picture :) too bad the angel is not wearing all black;) or maybe nothing would be better lol
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I hate preps, happy people that think they are better then everyone else, and i hate being told what to do or what to think. I hate having to fallow any religion when i dont beleive in a word they say. I hate the hypocracy int he bible! I hate when people label others by the way they dress or by their actions... I hate people that say they like pain but cant bare the bites or the pain i inflict upon them (posers). I hate life... but then again who doesnt at one point in their lives... I hate the world! But i guess ihave to deal with all the stuff i hate or dislike...


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MOVIES: I LOVE the movie Queen of the Damned ( mmmmm Lestat! :) ) , Interview with a Vampire, Underworld 1 and 2 and SLC Punk... those are but my all time favorites lol i also like SAW 1 and 2, Hostle and other gory movies:)...

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How truly depressed are you?

Suicidally Depressed
You are longing to kill yourself, you slit your wrists, not for fun, but because you want the world to see your pain

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BOOKS: i am currrently reading the fallowing:
-Satanic Bible by Anton Szandor LaVey
-Satanic Rituals (companion to satanic bible) by the same author
-Necronomicon
-Necronomicon spellbook
-The Vampire Chronicles collection ( which consists of: Interview with the Vampire, The Vampire Lestat and Queen of the Damned)
-The Egyptian Book of the Dead (papyrus of Ani)


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Are You Fit For Satan?

Yes
You are fit for Satan! Good for you. You've escaped the lies of Christianity and other white-light religions. You're not a victim of that crap...you're your own person, and you know the truth!

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You Are 60% Weird



You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right?

But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!





Be good, Be bad, JUST BE!!!

Has anyone ever told you that you werent supposed to do something because it would reflect back on them??? How does that make you feel??? You have to change the person you are because they don't like you to be who you are... they might think that you are embarrassing or stupid when you act like yourself... does it ever occure to them that you want to be your own person or that you dont care what people think about you??? i dont think they think about how you or i feel when they tell us to act a certain way. i will not be a follower just because they ask me too... you can be a good person, or a badass it doesnt matter all i ask is that you dont change the person you are for no one... they wont always be around to tell you how to act... so just be independant and be your own person... if they judge you badly then let them... there are plenty of other people that will like you for who you are and not for what others want you to be... dress the way you feel most comfortable and dont worry about the trends or fashion, just do what you want to. Don't you hate it when people label others by how they act or even worse, by how they dress?? I do.. they dont even take the time of day to see who that person is... they just push them aside or use them. Well i've had enough of people like that... i am an individual and i no longer care what others think about me or what they say about me anymore. Cause today i choose not to care, i choose to be me! Will you take the same road??? You should, and remember: be good, be bad, just be!



What Dragon Spirit Resides in You?
Black Dragon. You have the spirit or a Black Dragon. You like to be active, but You often feel empty and alone. But you take those and turn them into hate and aggresion. Sometimes you have a temper problem. You often are social, but hide behind it. You are a whole different person behind it, but let no one get close enough to find that person, however you despise being told what to do You like to always be free to do what you wish though.Take this quiz!

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Are U a Rocker,a Punk,aGothic,a Girly Girl,Tom Boy,or a wannabe Ghetto? (Girls required only)

Gothic
cool.......i love gothics........they are the most uniqiuest people livin in this fuckin world..........i have problems with punks....but not with gothics......ur personality is so unique......always live the life...........or else the scene would soon be extict and i or anyone doesnt want that..........

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Are you a skeleton, zombie, vampire, demon or dark angel? (pics aren't really working)

vampire
You are a vampire! kick ass! You love pain and blood!!!! You reigh terror at night and retreat to your coffin at day. Of course you kill other people and drink the blodd. Fear is struck into the people you make conntact with (witch doesnt happen very often) You happen to think that zombies and skeletons are gay and lame.. well compared to you thats no question! you are awesome and should be proud. But you need to learn to like day.

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Your Drug Personality...

Party Drugs ((X,Coke, Meth, Dextro))
Party party party party, You are prolly one crazy fuckerrrr. Ha thats cool tho, you are living your life like you want. Having fun, being crazy... and thats cool, when you die youll be one of the few that can say, and mean it, that you actually had a good time while alive. Maybe you've made some mistakes, but thats fine thats what life is about... you make mistakes and you learn from them... SO KEEP PARTYING AND LIVING IT UP
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What Xtasy "Love Drug" Ingredient Are You?

MDMA
You Are Pure Xtasy! You're Just Like Me, In The Purest Form. You Have A Profound Ability To Shift My Perception, And Induce Emotional Honesty. You Fill My World With Beauty And Fascination, And You Allow Me To Finally Acquire The True Feeling Of Love! Though Your Marvelous State Of Being May Not Last Forever, I'll Always Remember The Peak Experience Of Soul-Baring Empathetic Bliss Your World Had To Offer. You Are Truly Worth Your Risk, And I Will Never Regret Having You Inside Me! :)

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New pic of Me today on April 13th, 2006! Hope you like it...

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I have to thank everyone here for making me feel so welcome here

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Hey everyone, if you actually read this, i have been undergoing alot of changes in my life that i am rather proud of. My pictures have changed in my portfolio and my journal entries have been updated with new exciting things to read about. I am going to be making osme changes to my site as soon as i can get some time off work to do so. But like i was saying my life has changed, for the better, i have a better outlook on life ever since one certain thing described in my journal changed my views and outlook on life. I have colored my hair blonde (or was supposed to be white and black but i had a hairdye catastropy) and since that change my life has changed to match my new style... Also a Certain person i would like to thank would be my BF Derek which no one on VR knows... He has made everything in my life worth while... anyway look out for more changes and dont forget to rate


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