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130 Questions About ME :)
1. Name: Pamela
2. Nicknames: Nikkie Nevaeh Baby Bat
3. Birthday: February 17th
4. Age: 16
5. Sign: Aquarius
6. Place of birth: Boise Idaho
7. Current residence: Idaho City Idaho GHOST TOWN
8. Where were you born?: St. Lukes
9.Hair color: Black And Red
10. Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?: Yes a pinkish purple when I was younger
11. Have you ever shaved your hair in an un acceptable way?: I cut it an inch off of my head if that counts and if not i guess no
12.Eye color: Sliverish Blue
13. Height: 53"
14. How much do you weigh? :135
15. What is your race? I am Hispanic and Scottish with all American meat but I am WHITER then WHITE
16. What is your worst fear?: Dieing where everyone can see me I want to die alone
17. Writing hand: Right.
18. Do you bite your nails? Hell yes i am a very nervous person
19. Can you roll your tongue? What fucked up question is this?
20. Can you raise one eyebrow:? Who made these DUMB questions?
21. Can you blow smoke rings:? Yes i use to be able to do hearts
22. Do you smoke?: Yes Depending on the time if I am Depressed or nervouse then Yes.
23. Do you drink? Depending on the time then Yes I remember going to a party about a year ago and that is the reason I am on probation.
24. Do you use drugs?: Do pills count? If so then Yes
25. Can you blow spit bubbles: Funny But I can
26. Can you cross your eyes: Yes I do it when I am pissed at my mom.
27. Sexiest Part on you: My tits
28. Colored hair: My Birthday
29. Tattoos and where: 8 and everywhere mostly on my legs
30. Have you ever pierced a body part yourself? Yes all are done by ME :)
31. Piercing and where: My Ears Belly Botton Tounge Eyebrow My Lip soon
32. Do you make your bed daily: Nope.
33. What goes on first, briefs or boxers: I am not a guy But I love Boxers :)
34. Which shoe goes on first right or left: Hell if i know I just put the on I dont pay attention to my shoes
35. Speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at: Everyone meets the wrath of my shoes I get pissed easly
36. Are you evil?: I would say so
37. Do you play in a band or play an instrument?: I play Guitar and Sing I have a band too its called Dark Rising but its only two people so far.
38. Do you believe that you can be possessed?: Yep
39. Who is your favorite band?: I have 2 Cradle of Filth and Slipknot
40. What is your favorite song?: Spit
41. What kind of books do you read?: Anything with vampires and gothic love in it
42. Are you religious?: Depending on what it is Yes....
43. Do you like meeting new people and hanging out?: Yes.
44. Do you believe in vampires?: Yes.
45. Do you believe in witchcraft?: Yes in fact I do it
46. Do you like modeling and/or acting?: Modles are stuck up and actors are fake they always act
47. How much money is usually in your wallet?: Right now I have 90 usually none I am Poor GIVE ME YOU MONEY
48. Have you held a job for less than a day? Nope I keep my jobs even if I have to make gay excusses
49. Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude?: Maybe I think I have though
50. What jewelry do you usually wear: Gothic, Metal Head, and Bondage
51. What's sexiest on a guy?: The Chest thing thats hot if you have the six pack and the rest your good to go
52. Would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look good?: I dont know I am not girly
53. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: DONT FUCKING KNOW cant eat it
54. How many cereals are in your cabinet: Cant eat it
54. What utensils do you use eating pizza I dont eat Pizza
55. Do you cook: Depending on who its FOR
56. How often do you brush your teeth: I dont count i dont think i do it
57. How often do you shower/bath a day?: once every two days
58. How long do these showers last?: 2 hours
59. Hair drying method: Shake my hair then its dry I love my short hair
60. Do you pee in the shower: I use to when I was a little kid but I have a phobia of showers (HEHEHE LAUGH IT UP)
61. Do you swear: Fuck YES
62. Do you mumble to yourself: Yes.
63. Do you spit in public: Yes if I have it in me
64. Do you paint your nails: My toe nails are always painted but my fingernails are too short
65. The C.D. player: Whats the question I dont get it
66. Person you talk most on the phone with: HMMMMMM my ass I dont get to use the phone but it would have to be Kim my best friend who is like my sister I have known her for 5 years wow to say I have friends is a miracle
67. If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?: HMMM I'd be ME
68. What color is your bedroom: Graffitti Walls and Painted pictures everywhere with a lot of posters of Slipknot Got to love JOEY (the drummer) HES HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
69. Do you use an alarm clock: Yes but I hate it I would like to sleep in 24/7
70. Name one thing or person you're obsessed? -Thing- My Computer cause I get to talk to you guys :) -Person- Joey Slipknots drummer.
71. Have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex: Yes best friends and boyfriends dont mix they make out with eachother after seeing eachother naked :(
72. Ever sunbathed in the nude: Could I try I hate the sun but I'll try
73. Window seat or aisle: None they hurt
74. What's your sleeping position: For some reason I like to sleep on my stomache
75. What kind of bed do you like: Round Bed with furs and a hot guy that I could call mine :)
76. In a hot weather do you use a blanket: Yes sometimes hey it gets cold up here at night in the summer or I am just a puss
77. Do you snore: I dont know lets ask my ass
78. Do you sleepwalk: Hmmm I dont think so
79. Do you talk in your sleep: I have conversations in my sleep
80. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Nope not unless I kill them
81. How about the lights?: Truely I dont get these questions im confuzed
82. Do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on: Neither if I am sick the t.v. stays on
83 Are you a virgin?: no
84 Are you kinky?: I wish I knew lets just say yes
85 Do you masturbate?: hell yes
86 Do you watch pornography?: Let me see I think I do I mean I just have 10 movies and 30 magazines
87. If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?: A tub full of my own blood from my wrists and I would like to drown from it If that didnt work just shoot ME
89. Do you watch wrestling?: If I am pissed.
90. Do you study martial arts?: Nope I wish I would start then I could kick someones ass :)
91. Do you like biting?: Only if I could do IT
92. Are you a virgin?: That Gay if I told you no would you freak out who cares if you are or not! Gosh plus this question is asked twice hehehe BLOW ME
93. Are you kinky?: Yes same with this question Why are they asked twice?
94. What is your favorite color?: Black, Red, and Blue
95 What is your favorite food?: Nothing
96. What is your favorite drink?: Kamakazi
97. Are you a violent person?: Always
98. Do you take your anger out on other people?: Always
99Do you take your anger out on other people?: For some reason Yes Same with this question I dont get why they are asked twice but might as well put two different answers
100. Do you blame other people for your mistakes?: Always
101. Are you a paranoid?: Why are you asking me this ask yourself it
102. Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?: Yes.
103 Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?: I think so
104. Do you believe in God?: Hmm thats hard what has god done for me right now I have been in trouble for the last year with shit has he helped me throught it?
105. Have you or will you ever steal?: Yep
106. Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: Sometimes.Trust me as far as you can throw me
107. Are you hyper active person?: Yep
108. Do you like to write poetry?: Yes I write my own DUH
109. Do you like to do your own photography?: UMMM Whats that? I dont get it I do but do i want to?
110. Do you like to rave or go to clubs often?: If I could go I would but I am on PROBATION THE END OF MY LIFE
111. Do you go to many concerts? A Couple I have been to 5 in the last two years
112. Do you stand for originality and creativity?: Hmm I'd Like to Say Yes but.... the other halfs telling me NO
113 Does pain turn you on?:Yes I get really horny over it :)
114 Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?: HMMMMMMM I would kill me but not someone else
115 Do you have any self inflicted scars?: MmmHmmm many of the I'd like to say 1000
116 Have you ever tried to commit suicide?: yes like maybe 70 times alone in the last five months
117 Do you suffer from depression disorder?: Yes but I think everyone does these days they stole it from the people like me and then made it their own HOW RUDE!!!
118. Do you like to read?: Depending on what IT is
119. What do you like in life?: That we ALL die after a while
120. What do you dislike most about life?: Life
121. Do you believe in love at first fright?: Maybe if you let me meet the RIGHT person
122 Have you ever had to fuck stuff up for no good reason?:Mmmhmmm
123 Have you ever been kicked out of your parents house? A couple of thimes *Thanks Mom*
124 What is your favorite game?: Kill me
125 What is your favorite movie?:Too many
126 Do you own a pair of converse?: Yes like four pairs
127 Do you own a pair of dickies?: Pants? No Shirts? Yes Etc...? Yes
128 Are your clothes held together with safety pins?: A lot of them yest
129 Do you own more than two pair of jeans?: All of my pants are jeans except my rave pants
130 Does the world piss you off?:FUCK YES EVERYTHING PISSES ME OFF
Got Anymore Questions?
Ask Me Please!
My hobbies are....
Well Ill try anything new unless it seems boring to me then I say fuck it. So far I am into.... Witchcraft, my art as you can see, For some reason I want to kill ME ( I think I know the reason), Punching walls (any wall cancret, brick, sheetrock,etc..), Singing my heart out, Playing my guitar, Overdoeing, Cutting, Tattooing, Drinking, and I cant name the other ones they arent coming out of my mind... Maybe I am crazy afterall!
Me As A Person:
I am Very Shy, I have a lot of gittery moments, I am very emotion so I cry a lot, I have a lot of family even I dont know my father Scott Graham left me when I was 2 months old. I am very un-organizedso I dont know where I put a lot of things I wouldnt be surpirised if I found something I was looking for a couple of weeks ago today. I am always in dark clothing if I am not I am going crazy.Everyone thinks I am crazy Oh Wait I Am I have the huggest boobs in my family except my mother she has the biggest one but then again she weights 30 pound more then i do 38 to 44 C is my size :) I love fishnests, chains, leather, and velvet. I love my knifes I have over 250 cds now all rock except one rap I dont know where I got it from. You this your kinky wait till you meet me then you'll have nothing :>
My favorite Movies:
Bloodmoon, It, Jason X, Dracula, Edward Scissorhands Silences of the Lambs, Hannible, Corpse Bride, Nightmare Before Christmas, House of 1000 Corpses, Devils Rejects, House of Wax, Mania (crazy mental kids in a mentall home starting a new life but yet beating the shit out of eachother in moshpitts in the home but always find a way to get out.), and other movies you dont want me to name cause the list will make my profile longer
My Favorite Bands:
1. Devils Driver
2. Lacuna Coil
3. Cradle of Filth
4. Himsa
5. Coal Chamber
6. Slipknot
7. Kittie
8.PM5K
9. Morbid Angel
10. Bleeding Tears
11. The Black Dahlia Murder
12. Damage Plan
13. Hawthorne Heights
14. As I lay Dieing
15. Between Buried and Me
16. Rammstein
17. Lamb Of God
18. Napalm Death
19. Immation
20. Crossbreed
Why is it that i am the one who has to write this story and everything fun and games until your the one who finally gets hurt then its like where the hell did i go wrong in my life i have had no friends and when i finally did i got a bf and he cheated on me 15 different times with other girls then i have had alex another one of my ex boyfriend cheat on his gf for me and i fell so hard for him that i acutally believed that he would break up with his gf for me and he did but... he got back with her and he cheated on her again with me and then she found out by his brother and cheated on him well they broke up for a while and we dated for a whole 3 weeks and then he dumped me cuz i was to pushy and jealous i tell everyone that i am before i am dating them
i guess you could say allof me childish because i cant control myself like a little kid would.. call me what you want i know at the end of the day ill be me and youll be you just saying some fucked up words about me its all in my past and i will forget it but not the worst parts of it might make it so i hate yo uand i am sorry i dont want to hate more people i think all of you are after me anyways...
hate when ppl yell at me it drives me mad i hate my step dad bruce hes a dick head and my mother to go along with it cuz she isnt better i hate a lot of ppl that arent nice to me my schools fucked up i have missed 16 days and if i miss one more i am fucked ill go to jail then my mom will and ill be kicked out of my house when we get back from jail my mom has warrents out for her arrest now because of me but do you think i care as it is i was going to leave when i turned 16 which is soon like the seventeenth of February i am an overly angry person fuck with me and ill kick your ass
it gets kind of crazy i get judged by ppl that dont even know me its all too much i hate it but finally just finally i get to . Racism, sexism, and feminism really ticks me off i think you all know why i come from a family where that doesnt exsist but abuse does like 5 months ago Bruce (evil step-dad) hit my leg really hard and left red finger prints i didnt think anything of it then my friend told me that i should go to someone with higher i dont know what to call it but when i got to finally talk to someone about it was too late thred marks where gone so i had no proof of it but still to this very day i would love to kill the baster for some reason i hate him and that is my reason. i have no place right now for life i just think we are here to fuck each others lifes up... it might be true i have had my life so fucked over latly i dont even remeber
i have thought about commiting suicida but where will that get me i have so much more to live then death but death is the leading source of where i come from all my friends have died to me and now i might be next...
You might think i am funny and look at this list...
this is what i would do...
this to do at wal mart
1) Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in ppls carts when they arent looking
2) Set all the alarm clocks in housewares to go off at a 10 minute intervales
3) Make a trail of tamato juice n the floor leading to the b-room
4) Walk up to an employee and tell them is an offical tone "code 3 in housewares and see what happens"
5) Move a caution wet floor sign into a carpeted area
7) set up a tent in the camping department and tell other ppl if they bring pillows they are invited
8) when a clerk asks if they can help you begin to cry and ask why cant you ppl just leave me alone
9) while handling guns in hunting zone ask a clerk if they know where the anti-depressants are
10) look right into the security camera use as mirror and pick your nose
11) dart around the store suspiciously louly humming the mission impossile theme
12) in the auto department practic your madonna look using different siz funnles
13) hide in clothing racks when ppl browse through say pick me in a manly voice
14) when an annoucement comes over the loudspeaker assume fetal position and scream "NO,NO its those voices again
15) go into a fitting room and shit the door ans wait a while and then yell very loudly theres no toilet paper in here!
I HAVE DONE ALL OF THOSE ITS FUNNIER THEN HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Our Bodies Come And Go But This Bloods Forever Sweet Black Kisses
Love your Blood Pioson And your Candy xXx This Crazy Life
Love your Poison. your sin, and your candy
~*_*~ Nevaeh Dawn Leeanh ~*_*~
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