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I'm on an adventure of self discovery, there is nobody where I live that is near to me. I've lived in Louisiana my entire life and I know I'll never fit in, that isn't my goal. I just turned 16 and I'm not really happy where my life is now. I am a fan of tattoos and piercings, I got a tattoo when I was 15 and now I know it was just the beginning of an addiction.
I attend a high school with roughly 1200 people in one of the more populated areas of Louisiana. I am surrounded by people that are afraid of me and I enjoy that they don't know my name, I am "that chick" to everyone including my friends. I used to self harm and now I'm stuck in a numb depression. I'm improving but I'm still lonely, I want to find people like me.
I am a solitary wiccan, not for personal gain but understanding. I plan on making a YouTube to help beginners and give advice. I'm rather shy but once I begin talking I never stop. =) Blessed be.