I am not a vampire, but forever will I be in the darkness. it is of my choosing for i do not want to be in the light with the people I hate most, the people who turn their back on an individual, a human, and stabb them with their words and thoughts. so this is where i stay, in my sanctuary of lonliness and grief. forever in my thoughts until the sun goes down and the dead shadow that is the moon wraps me within its world of waking nightmares.
~likes~
HIM
the 69 eyes
left to bleed
bloodpit
tokio hotel
lacrimas profundere
trance
reading
writing
sneaking out at night
poetry
acting
anita blake
edgar allen poe
anne rice
l.j. smith
the crow
the craft
handcuffs
whips
chains
revenge
~dislikes~
you
me
everyone
MTV
VH1
evil Bunny
assholes
bullies
portable toilets
the gap
american eagle
white
~tired of~
rap
school
the world
my life
people
myspace
pink
~into~
dominance and submission (wink*wink*)
pain (bite me stalk me i dont care, i like it anyway) (but if you stalk me tell me who you are first)
yes, i am a naughty little girl but what is wrong with giving people kisses and hugs (and other things) make love not war.
love (if there is such a thing)
death
life (not of my chosing)
i write all the time weather it be poetry or my book that i'm writing.
i like to think of myself as a student and scholar, i read anything dealing with the dark side of life but i don't do anything that i read. my first vampire book was an l.J smith book i fell in love with the whole idea of the world she so beautifly described and before i knew it i was grabbing anything to deal with vampires, werewolves, witches, and the preternatural.
i started being wicca when i was six because my brother who was sixteen at the time was one too, he used to read me books and make prosperity potions, but then as i got older i fell out of it, i didnt want to do those things i just wanted to read about them. acting is one of my favorite passions, just being on stage with people watching your every move. beautiful.
i like to tell jokes and hang out, some people think my jokes are either sexy or perverted, but there just funny (to me anyway)
i embrace my pride because that is all i have i get into fights all the time at school whether it be student or teachers (i don't care). even to the extint that they were going to expel me,
i trust very few with my friendship and loyalty, i do this because of my past and don't want that time in my life repeted. alot of people dont get me i have a lot of personaltys that don't fit together.
i grew up to fast, thinking about life and death when i was supposed to be making mud pies and sand castles. and now i have bad memories because of it it gets hard after awhile to surpress them, but i dont want them to get out for fear of what they will do to me when they do...
this is what i am. you can love me, you can hate me, either way i am stll going to be here.
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A rebel with and without a cause, you belong to the clan of the Brujah. This clan is the muscle of the Camarilla and are always up for fights. However, you are difficult to control...especially since you tend to frenzy easier than most vampires. You are /the/ clan not to piss off or expect a missing limb.
What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?
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we are waiting.....
asher from anita blake has got to be my favorite character. so here he is
