I consider myself a fairly open-minded person, though I can be a bit dark or macob at times. I'm trying to find people to talk with, and I mean people, not posers or fakes. If you really want someone to talk with write to me and I will reply in turn. If you don't want to talk don't write....
If you care to know anything spacific you'll have to ask.
Until then...fare thee well.
I guess I should add more to this, and as I have time I will. I'm a 22 year old male from the United States. 5'2" tall and around 150lb. Joined the Army around 4 years ago, since July 2004, So, far I've spent a year in South Korea and 15 months deployed to Iraq. Outside of that I've mostly been stuck in El Paso Texas.
As far as intrests go... if your willing to talk about it I'm willing to listen to it. I try not being judgemental and I find my somewhat detached view of the world helps me stay true to that. I don't like to tell others what to do nor what to believe, though I do try to test their beliefs so they grow stronger as people. I would rather make the world change by bettering people then seeing it change by other people growing worse.
One could say I'm a neutral person, with a warped mind and dark soul. I find that after Iraq my humor is a bit more twised then before. Outside of war trauma. My thoughts are analytical for the most part and often drift to the dark or morbid. Then for the soul... it is dark and empty for the most part. Don't mix me up with being angesty or emo though!!! I may be depressed at times, though I do hold a positive outlook on things and work to make changes in myself and the world around me. I have an odd blend of thoughts and feelings that run from the malviolent and malious to the humble and self-sacrificing to the dark and brooding. I would say the best way to describe me is lawful neutral. I belive in order and analytical thoughts rule, but good and evil are at an equal distance from me. I would like to see happiness in the world, but I can enjoy the dark side of humanity.
I'm guessing that my little self-discription has confused a great many of the readers....Good. I hope it leads you to think about what it means. There is a point behind the writing. Don't get lost in the words themselves. If you do divine something you feel you can relate to or care to speak with feel free to write to me and I will respond as soon as I can. If you don't write....... no loss to me.... I'll just find others to talk with.
And the last question of the day...
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Earth Dragon. You have the spirit of a Earth Dragon
(most times green). You love nature, and peace
above all. You are very loyal to anything close
to you. You do not like to follow or be a
follower, yet respect all those who are. You
treat others with respect, but mostly like to
do your own thing. You love the beauty of the
Earth, nature, etc. Not into big crowds, but do
like to be with a small group of friends, now
and again. Sometimes unsure of yourself, and
doubt your feelings, but are loyal to those
that you have.
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Mage: You can bend and twist reality to your whims
as long as you are willing to pay the price.
Knowledge fuels you, and spurs you to new and
challenging heights on a regular basis. Magic
is your tool of choice, and no matter how you
invoke its power, you can control and shape it
to your whims. You try to slowly change
consensual reality in order to allow others to
experience your power, as well as lessen the
negative effects of casting your spells. One
day you hope to transcend this mortal husk that
binds you and become something greater.
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You are sad because of your grief
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You are an assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.
Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes
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Mors
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Life is all about balance. Darkness can't be
without light, and light can't be without
darkness. You see everything through different
angeles to gain perspective over situations.
You act rather rational and people can find you
stiff and/or emotionless due to this. Life is
not really that good to you, yet it's not so
bad. Like everything else, you need to balance
it in order to find peace.
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You aren't sure where you came from. Perhaps your sire did an embrace and run. Or maybe your sire was an outcast himself. Either way, your powers are unique and really don't belong to any clan...or maybe a little from each. Because you of these circumstances, you aren't really sure where you belong. You tend to wander and do a bit of soul searching in your eternal life. Maybe some day...you have a while after all. What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?
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What Type of Villain are You?
mutedfaith.com.
Take the quiz:
"Which Bloodline would you be best suited to?"
Necrarch
Well you are superior in the dark ways perhaps them most loyal to Nagash though the ways of the Necrarch involves Betrayal and promotions it's not surprising to be suspicious but if your smart you will live long. Average life 300-1500
you are a dark angel. you preefer to be alone,
almost like the hidden angel. you like to be
isolated from other. dark angels are the total
oppsite of the light angel. you aren't
sociable, but you just like to sit around, like
loafing around.sorry to say, but you don't
really have many friends, but you can always
make new friends. you need a friend like the
light angel. you tend to be lonely. you should
focus on others than just yourself. go out
there and live your life to it's fullest. don't
just stay in dark areas to yourself. also if
you talk to some like a water angel, your
problems will be solved. yet don't ever stop
being yourelf. there is alway sa dark side to
every one, but lighten up and get out there and
play. brilliant.:)
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Your death will be from a broken heart...Most
likely because you fell in love with someone
you loved more then yourself or because your
not loved at all. You will die from just giving
up on life itself...not eatimg, not talking,
not doing anything. You will most likely die
alone in your house with nothing but the
picture of the one you love in your arms...
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People view you as a Loner Artist. Loner Aritist
are exactly as their title says, loners and
artist. Now you are not alone by choice but
many people find you odd. This only bothers you
when you're in a public place like a dance club
or a crowded lunchroom so you tend to steer
clear of those places. You might have a friend
or two but they're either Loner Artists like
you or Truly Dark. Fear not! So many artists
are not appreciated in their own times!
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You are Oriya.
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Heart of Stone
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BEAUTIFUL ICE PRINCESS/PRINCE .You need distance
between you and your partner in your
relationship. You are very difficult to get.
You have big requirements and this one you love
must try hard to get you. But after she/he melt
your heart she/he will be the most happy person
in the world. You need someone who shoes you
that you are special and it makes you feel
good to see that you are loved. She/He shall
know that you could easily get another
girl/boyfriend but you wont as long as you
love him. when she/he hurts you you will hurt
him too, but in general you dont get hurt. If
your partner cheated you ,you would react cold
and immediately (try to) forget him
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.
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Sorcerous Evil (I'm sorry that the picture is
messed up) - "Enchanting and full of
mystique you are beautiful but lethal. Without
even lifting a finger you can decimate
thousands of humans. You are the epitomy of
total annihilation, but despite all that you
can be quite charming in your own way."
What type of evil being are you inside? brought to you by Quizilla
I think this shows I have an odd mix to me.
heart of stone, dark angel, assassin. And which of the 7 deadly sins am I.
You are... WAIT! - you're none of the Sins you're
an Angel!
Perfect, or close enough, and annoyingly so! Did
you always
behave so 'just right'. ARGHHH . You can annoy the
hell outta
people with your attitude, but no doubt your church
is real happy
with you. The positive side certainly outweighs the
negative,
after all, you do chores, are smart, are cute, do
charity work.
Least you know what a perfect saint you are. You
just make the rest
of us sinners vomit. Perhaps you could break the
rules once in a while, go wild - Eat an extra
cookie or something.
However - congratulations on being the most pure,
of the entire human race.
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You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ? brought to you by Quizilla
You are Form 3,
Unicorn: The Innocent.
"And The Unicorn knew she wasn't meant to
go into the Dark Wood. Disregarding the advice
given to her by the spirits, Unicorn went
inside and bled silver blood.. For her
misdeed, the world knew evil."
Some examples of the Unicorn Form are Eve
(Christian) and Pandora (Greek).
The Unicorn is associated with the concept of
innocence, the number 3, and the element of
water.
Her sign is the twilight sun.
As a member of Form 3, you are a curious
individual. You are drawn to new things and
become fascinated with ideas you've never come
in contact with before. Some people may say
you are too nosey, but it's only because you
like getting to the bottom of things and
solving them. Unicorns are the best friends to
have because they are inquisitive.
Which Mythological Form Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test
youre the raven fairy, always associating the world
with death you like being alone but do have a
caring side as well
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Take the quiz:
"What kind of eyes do you have?"
Mysterous/Hidden
Your eyes are mysterour or hidden. You never like to go out and meet new people. You never trust anyone untill you have know them for years. you never talk to your parents about anything at all, and you neve tell your friends everything that you should. They say they care about you, but you think they just want something from you. Sooner or latter in life you know you will find that one true friend.
Take the quiz:
"What is your inner Demon?"
Shadow of Hell
ever get the feeling you're being watched? the hairs prickling on the back of your neck? well this is the reason. the shadow of hell makes a person feel dire uncomfort, unseen and extremely sneaky. you need more friends if you got this result...
The Jackal
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color="black">PainPain
hides within you and I know. It truley does
hurt. You feel traped away from the world as
they hurt more and more. You dont like to cry
in public but when you are alone tears fall
down your face and it is uncontrolible. I like
to keep a sketch pad or poetry book to sketch
or write all my feelings down and sometimes it
helps so much I feel so much more happy. You
love the moon and sometimes you just wish you
could be on the moon away from all these people
who hurt you.
.:Quote:.
"They have hurt me so much. I only wish they
could know the pain they have conflicted upon
me"
.:Your Power:.
Chrono. you control time and all its beauty. You
freeze time, fast forward it, and rewind time.
I wish I had this
power.....
Message
Me.
Laters
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Take the quiz:
"What Kind Of Morbid Are You?(Pics+Plz Rate)"
Artist Morbid
You express your sick ways and anger through your stories, drawings, and poems. Just cause you dont act on your impluses doesnt mean you dont think of them. You write your sick fantasies down to keep yourself in control.
