pain is in the mind of the inflicted
my name is daylar. i am a horror addict, rock fanatic, love to bite, love to drink blood, love horror films and books. i am very strange. i dont cut myself but love deaththreats. i love fire and think the only thing better is fresh blood. ok more about me... erm... well im a choir girl, sad i know but oh well i love it. we do school concerts twice a year and ive been doing it for four years. i love reading. i have over 600 books and have read most of them. im obsessed!!! so if anyone else likes horror or fantasy them message me and we will chat. erm.. i do wear a mask to hide my emotions and noone is going to get me to take that off. i did once and he hurt me beyond belief, and i dont think he even knows it. i also live for my music. i love to listen to the lyrics and relate to them. i cant play an instrument and i dont care to learn but i know many people who can play. ive always known i was different to others but ive only recently discovered who i am. i hate people who judge because ive been judged my whole life and i believe you should get to know someone first. ive been in love before and it hurt like hell so ive decided not to let anyone get close to me. i have MSN and my addy is above. feel free to add me as long as you have something you want to talk about because i probably wont know who you are. erm... what else... i have a strange fear of tarantulas which is weird cos i love all other spiders. i have a strange obsession with wolves and always have. the wolf is my animal spirit guide. i was a wicca for about a year but realised it wasnt really me so i quit but i still got in touch with my guardian angel. if anyone wants to get in touch with theirs then message me and i can help you. i made this profile when i had just broken up with my boyfriend who was a bastard. he hurt me so much. right ive rambled on for long enough so here are some random quizzes i liked and my fave things likes dislikes ect. bye bye people x x x.
point horror unleashed
the da vinci code
anything by james patterson
aything by RL.Stine
anything by graham masterton
the subtle knife
the amber spyglass
anything by stephen king
anything by christopher pike
blood ties:book 1 the turning
anything by darren shan
a series of unfortunate events 1-9 ( i got lost after that and couldnt find the rest)
angels and demons
artemis fowl 1-4 (havent read the 5th one yet)
clare mc nally
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queen of the damned
bottom 3: hooligans island
bottom 2: the big number 2 tour
bottom weapons grade y-fronts
interview with the vampire
the lost boys
creepshow 1 and 2
the excorsist all of them
scary movie 1+2
all nightmare on elm streets
friday the 13th
anything horror and bloody
pirates of the carribean1+2
fear dot com
house of 1000 corpses
the devils rejects
mates i can rely on
people who are not afraid to be themselves
cuddling(yes im romantic get over it)
when CHAVS call us weird like its an insult. sorry i just think its funny.
people who can make me laugh
playing random games on my comp
people who stand by you no matter what
people who like you for who you are and don't try to change you.
writing(see my journal)
being growled at. (fuck knows why but my mate did it once and never regretted it put it that way)
tongues(my strange fetish, well one of them)
people who pretend to like u when they dont
people who try to change you
having to talk to people i have nothing in common with. i mean what do we talk about??
people who cross the street when they see beggers
girls who think theyre better than you cos theyre prettier or have shorter skirts
people who cant accept you for who you are
ppl who get close to you to purposely hurt you (wtf is the point??)
ppl who shout at you out of a car window (its stupid i cant hear you and i dont want to so dont do it)
ppl who look shocked when i say i have a bf( what is the point just cos im different doesnt mean i cant fall in love and have him love me back)
ppl who cant accept me cos im bi( its not as if i fancy you you fucker get over it)
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My name is Sarah
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see.
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long.
When I awake
I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car.
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault.
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy
!!!!There are thousands of kids out there just like Sarah. And you can help. Copy and send this poetry and maybe most of people will become more wise !!!!!!
system of a down
bowling for soup
fall out boy
panic! at the disco
blue october:hate me( it makes me cry every time but i love it is that strange??)
i u like me then rate me and add me if u want but let me know. if u dont like me then its your problem but dont tell me its annoying.
if you want check out my journal there are random stories on there ive been working on.
What is your zodiac sign?: gemini
Where were you born?: Manchester
Where do you live now?: Same
What color eyes do you have?: brown
What color hair do you have?: erm...cos of many dyes it is now brown red black purple and probs a couple of others besides.
How tall are you?: 5'4"
How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies):
about 8-9 stone. it varies
What is your race?: Vampire
What is your worst fear?: tarantulas/my bf dumping me
Do you smoke?: I used to
Do you drink?: Some
Do you cuss?: yes but not as often as i used to
Do you use drugs?: not anymore
Have you ever or will you ever steal?: Yes/no
Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: Can be
Do you play in a band or play an instrument?: no
Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: no
f you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?: in real life:jack the ripper. in films:freddy krueger. in books:the mastermind(from james patterson
Do you suffer from depression disorder?: no
If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?: quickly and painlessly.
Have you ever tried to commit suicide?: no
Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?: Yes to both
What subculture do you belong too?: Vampire
Are you evil?: Sometimes
Do you believe that you can be possesed?: Yes
Are you a paranoid person?: yes especially when it comes to my bf
Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?: yes anyone who gets close to my bf. fucking hell im possessive
Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?: Yes/No
Are you a violent person?: Yes
Do you take your anger out on other people?: No
Do you blame other people for your mistakes?: Yes
What is your favorite game?: Hide and seek
What is your favorite movie?: Queen of the Damned
Who is your favorite band?: too fucking many
What is your favorite song?: I don't know
What kind of books and/or magazines do you read?:horror, james patterson, and fantasy, and read kerrang sometimes.
What is your favorite color?: black, red, purple
What is your favorite food?: blood
What is your favorite drink?: blood
Do you own a pari of converse?: Not anymore they broke
Do you own a pair of dickies?: No
Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?: No
Are you a virgin?: No
Are you kinky?: Yes
Do you like biting?: Yes
Do you masturbate?: No
Do you watch pornography?: no
Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?: Yes purple
Have you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way?: No
Are you hyper active person?: sometimes
Are you religious?: Yes
Do you have any self inflicted scars?: yes
Does pain turn you on?: yes
Do you stand for originality and creativity?: Yes
Do you like meeting new people?: yes
What do you like most about life?: Death
What do you dislike most about life?: Life
Do you believe in love at first fright?: yes
Have you ever pierced a body part yourself?: No
Have you ever had to beg for dinner money?: yes
Do you own a car?: no
Have you been to jail, yet?: No but ive been arrested
Are your clothes held together with safety pins?: No
Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows?: No
Have you ever vomit while making out?: No
Have you held a job for less than a day?: No
Do you own more than two pair of jeans?: No
Have you ever had to fuck stuff up for no good reason?: No
Have you ever been kicked out of your parents house?: no
Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude?: no
Does the world piss you off?: Yes
a EvErYthIn sUrvEY
ur name:: Daylar
ur nicknames:: Kitty
current location:: My Room
rite or left handed:: left
hair color:: erm...many cos of various dyes. has a bit of black, brown, red, purple, blonde.
long or short hair:: long
eye color:: brown
weight:: idk about 9 stone
height:: 5 foot 4
shoe size:: 6
ur heitage:: erm...british??
live with both of ur parents:: yes
wut are ur parents name:: muppet and kidie
any siblings:: brother
if so wuts the name n how old are they:: fred and 21
any pets:: cat and fish
if so wut r they:: a cat and fish lol oh and my bf
wut school u go to:: i dont anymore.
school colors:: silver and maroon
fav. subject:: english
fav. teacher:: Mrs Mc.Laren/Mrs. Davison.
worst fav. teacher:: erm....Mr. Scragg
do u want to go to collage:: im in it
if so wut collage:: Ashton 6th form.
do you get good grades in school:: yuppers
alot of friends in school:: nope
dress up to go to school:: god no what for???
what kind of classes u in:: erm...normal ones???
whats your fav. related arts class:: none hated art
this or that
pepsi or coke:: coke
sprite or 7-up:: sprite
rap or rock:: rock defo
computer or cell phones:: cell phone.
summer or winter:: summer
looks or personality:: personality
tv or movies:: movies
love or money:: love
hugs or kisses:: both
car or trucks:: car
alchol or drugs:: alcohol
mcdonalds or burger king:: MAC DONALDS
choclate or vanilla:: chocolate
blk or white:: black
fruit or veggies:: fruit
cat or dog:: both
long sleeve or short sleeve:: short
jeans or skirts:: jeans
boys or gurls:: both
have u ever/do you
smoke:: used to
get mad easily:: sometimes
play an instrument:: nope
like to sing:: yes
have a job:: of sorts. i walk my bfs dog and get paid does that count???
have a cell phone:: yes
play any sports:: no
like school:: meh didn't like the students
had sex:: yes
gone skinny dippin in the past month:: i wish
color:: black, red, purple.
song:: disturbed deify
movie:: house of 1000 corpses
book:: james clemens wit'ch series and godslayer series, jennifer armintrout blood ites series and kelly armstrongs bitten. oh and dantes girl and robin hobb the assassins apprentice
alc. drink:: blue wkd
tv show:: erm....the simpsons
website:: www.gaiaonline.com and vampire rave.
flower:: red rose
food:: chocolate and pasta. (not together)
candy:: chocolate. and toffee popcorn
do you have a bf/gf or are you single:: bf
who do you go out with now:: chris
who was ur last bf/gf:: my ex is carl
do u have a crush:: not really im in love
ever said i love u n didnt mean it:: yes im not proud of it
gotten kissed:: yes many times
cheated on someone:: yes im not proud of that either
been cheated on:: yes
best friend:: alison and chris and simon and adam
ladie friend u knew the longest:: alison
guy friend u knew the longest:: adam
funniest:: omg chris
smartest:: definately chris
who was the last:
person who texted u:: chris
person u texted:: chris
who IMed u:: chris
u IMed:: chris
u huged:: chris
you touched:: chris
you yelled at:: alison
who you saw:: my mum
that u laughed at:: chris
u thought about:: chris
who u takled to on the fone:: chris
word u said:: fluffy.
clothes:: black baggy pants
shoes:: hiking boots
food/drink:: sprite and popcorn
smell:: my room
what do u wanna be wen u grow up:: forensics officer
where do you want to live:: somewhere near here
do you live in the moment: yes and no i do like to plan for the future
your best physical feature:: eyes
have any piercings/contacts/braces:: nope nope and nope
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