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my name is daylar. i am a horror addict, rock fanatic, love to bite, love to drink blood, love horror films and books. i am very strange. i dont cut myself but love deaththreats. i love fire and think the only thing better is fresh blood. ok more about me... erm... well im a choir girl, sad i know but oh well i love it. we do school concerts twice a year and ive been doing it for four years. i love reading. i have over 600 books and have read most of them. im obsessed!!! so if anyone else likes horror or fantasy them message me and we will chat. erm.. i do wear a mask to hide my emotions and noone is going to get me to take that off. i did once and he hurt me beyond belief, and i dont think he even knows it. i also live for my music. i love to listen to the lyrics and relate to them. i cant play an instrument and i dont care to learn but i know many people who can play. ive always known i was different to others but ive only recently discovered who i am. i hate people who judge because ive been judged my whole life and i believe you should get to know someone first. ive been in love before and it hurt like hell so ive decided not to let anyone get close to me. i have MSN and my addy is above. feel free to add me as long as you have something you want to talk about because i probably wont know who you are. erm... what else... i have a strange fear of tarantulas which is weird cos i love all other spiders. i have a strange obsession with wolves and always have. the wolf is my animal spirit guide. i was a wicca for about a year but realised it wasnt really me so i quit but i still got in touch with my guardian angel. if anyone wants to get in touch with theirs then message me and i can help you. i made this profile when i had just broken up with my boyfriend who was a bastard. he hurt me so much. right ive rambled on for long enough so here are some random quizzes i liked and my fave things likes dislikes ect. bye bye people x x x. fave books: point horror unleashed anthony horowitz the da vinci code anything by james patterson aything by RL.Stine anything by graham masterton sabriel lireal abhorsen shades children northern lights the subtle knife the amber spyglass human anatomy anything by stephen king anything by christopher pike blood ties:book 1 the turning anything by darren shan a series of unfortunate events 1-9 ( i got lost after that and couldnt find the rest) angels and demons creepers shivers nightmares point horror artemis fowl 1-4 (havent read the 5th one yet) the supernaturalist wit'ch fire wit'ch storm clare mc nally jk rowling Hosted By SparkleTags.com Hosted By SparkleTags.com this is for everyone who has been my friend on here ill never forget any of you. fave films: queen of the damned bottom 3: hooligans island bottom 2: the big number 2 tour bottom weapons grade y-fronts interview with the vampire the lost boys countess dracula creepshow 1 and 2 killjoy the excorsist all of them scary movie 1+2 all nightmare on elm streets friday the 13th anything horror and bloody saw1+2 pirates of the carribean1+2 all hellraisers fear dot com house of 1000 corpses the devils rejects likes: blood deaththreats mates i can rely on honesty cemetarys people who are not afraid to be themselves cuddling(yes im romantic get over it) when CHAVS call us weird like its an insult. sorry i just think its funny. people who can make me laugh biting being bitten this website playing random games on my comp kissing people who stand by you no matter what people who like you for who you are and don't try to change you. feeling wanted reading writing(see my journal) pain(sexual) cuffs teasing being teased being growled at. (fuck knows why but my mate did it once and never regretted it put it that way) tongues(my strange fetish, well one of them) my gf(obviously) dislikes: CHAVS liars people who pretend to like u when they dont people who try to change you having to talk to people i have nothing in common with. i mean what do we talk about?? rapists abusers homophobes people who cross the street when they see beggers girls who think theyre better than you cos theyre prettier or have shorter skirts people who cant accept you for who you are my family ppl who get close to you to purposely hurt you (wtf is the point??) ppl who shout at you out of a car window (its stupid i cant hear you and i dont want to so dont do it) ppl who look shocked when i say i have a bf( what is the point just cos im different doesnt mean i cant fall in love and have him love me back) ppl who cant accept me cos im bi( its not as if i fancy you you fucker get over it) Hosted By SparkleTags.com PLEASE CHECK OUT MY WEBSITE: AKASHA06.PICZO.COM AND SIGN MY GUESTBOOK BUT LEAVE YOUR VR NAME SO I CAN RATE YOU. THANK YOU X X X
check out my HI5 profile http://greendaygirl4life.hi5.com Get a Web Counter Child Abuse My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see. I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long. When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight. Don't make a sound! I just heard a car. My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault. That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall. I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken. "I'm sorry!", I scream But its now much too late His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate. The hurt and the pain Again and again Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door, While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor. My name is Sarah And I am but three, Tonight my daddy Murdered me. !!!!There are thousands of kids out there just like Sarah. And you can help. Copy and send this poetry and maybe most of people will become more wise !!!!!! fave bands: greenday tenacious d system of a down manson korn papa roach rob zombie linkin park mcr dragonforce kaiser chiefs bowling for soup blink 182 him nickleback evanescence the rasmus fall out boy good charlotte panic! at the disco stratvarius avril lavigne kelly clarkson metallica blue october:hate me( it makes me cry every time but i love it is that strange??) i u like me then rate me and add me if u want but let me know. if u dont like me then its your problem but dont tell me its annoying. if you want check out my journal there are random stories on there ive been working on. What is your zodiac sign?: gemini Where were you born?: Manchester Where do you live now?: Same What color eyes do you have?: brown What color hair do you have?: erm...cos of many dyes it is now brown red black purple and probs a couple of others besides. How tall are you?: 5'4" How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies): about 8-9 stone. it varies What is your race?: Vampire What is your worst fear?: tarantulas/my bf dumping me Do you smoke?: I used to Do you drink?: Some Do you cuss?: yes but not as often as i used to Do you use drugs?: not anymore Have you ever or will you ever steal?: Yes/no Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: Can be Do you play in a band or play an instrument?: no Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: no f you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?: in real life:jack the ripper. in films:freddy krueger. in books:the mastermind(from james patterson Do you suffer from depression disorder?: no If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?: quickly and painlessly. Have you ever tried to commit suicide?: no Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?: Yes to both What subculture do you belong too?: Vampire Are you evil?: Sometimes Do you believe that you can be possesed?: Yes Are you a paranoid person?: yes especially when it comes to my bf Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?: yes anyone who gets close to my bf. fucking hell im possessive Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?: Yes/No Are you a violent person?: Yes Do you take your anger out on other people?: No Do you blame other people for your mistakes?: Yes What is your favorite game?: Hide and seek What is your favorite movie?: Queen of the Damned Who is your favorite band?: too fucking many What is your favorite song?: I don't know What kind of books and/or magazines do you read?:horror, james patterson, and fantasy, and read kerrang sometimes. What is your favorite color?: black, red, purple What is your favorite food?: blood What is your favorite drink?: blood Do you own a pari of converse?: Not anymore they broke Do you own a pair of dickies?: No Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?: No Are you a virgin?: No Are you kinky?: Yes Do you like biting?: Yes Do you masturbate?: No Do you watch pornography?: no Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?: Yes purple Have you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way?: No Are you hyper active person?: sometimes Are you religious?: Yes Do you have any self inflicted scars?: yes Does pain turn you on?: yes Do you stand for originality and creativity?: Yes Do you like meeting new people?: yes What do you like most about life?: Death What do you dislike most about life?: Life Do you believe in love at first fright?: yes Have you ever pierced a body part yourself?: No Have you ever had to beg for dinner money?: yes Do you own a car?: no Have you been to jail, yet?: No but ive been arrested Are your clothes held together with safety pins?: No Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows?: No Have you ever vomit while making out?: No Have you held a job for less than a day?: No Do you own more than two pair of jeans?: No Have you ever had to fuck stuff up for no good reason?: No Have you ever been kicked out of your parents house?: no Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude?: no Does the world piss you off?: Yes
a EvErYthIn sUrvEY basics ur name:: Daylar ur nicknames:: Kitty age:: 16 birthday:: 4/6/91 birthplace:: Stalybridge current location:: My Room rite or left handed:: left sex:: female apperance hair color:: erm...many cos of various dyes. has a bit of black, brown, red, purple, blonde. long or short hair:: long eye color:: brown weight:: idk about 9 stone height:: 5 foot 4 shoe size:: 6 ur heitage:: erm...british?? family live with both of ur parents:: yes wut are ur parents name:: muppet and kidie any siblings:: brother if so wuts the name n how old are they:: fred and 21 any pets:: cat and fish if so wut r they:: a cat and fish lol oh and my bf skool wut school u go to:: i dont anymore. school colors:: silver and maroon fav. subject:: english fav. teacher:: Mrs Mc.Laren/Mrs. Davison. worst fav. teacher:: erm....Mr. Scragg do u want to go to collage:: im in it if so wut collage:: Ashton 6th form. do you get good grades in school:: yuppers alot of friends in school:: nope dress up to go to school:: god no what for??? what kind of classes u in:: erm...normal ones??? whats your fav. related arts class:: none hated art this or that pepsi or coke:: coke sprite or 7-up:: sprite rap or rock:: rock defo computer or cell phones:: cell phone. summer or winter:: summer looks or personality:: personality tv or movies:: movies love or money:: love hugs or kisses:: both car or trucks:: car alchol or drugs:: alcohol mcdonalds or burger king:: MAC DONALDS choclate or vanilla:: chocolate blk or white:: black fruit or veggies:: fruit cat or dog:: both long sleeve or short sleeve:: short jeans or skirts:: jeans boys or gurls:: both have u ever/do you smoke:: used to drink:: sometimes cuss:: yep get mad easily:: sometimes play an instrument:: nope like to sing:: yes have a job:: of sorts. i walk my bfs dog and get paid does that count??? have a cell phone:: yes play any sports:: no like school:: meh didn't like the students had sex:: yes gone skinny dippin in the past month:: i wish shoplift:: yes favorate color:: black, red, purple. artist/band:: omg....idk....metallica song:: disturbed deify number:: 3 holiday:: halloween season:: summer movie:: house of 1000 corpses book:: james clemens wit'ch series and godslayer series, jennifer armintrout blood ites series and kelly armstrongs bitten. oh and dantes girl and robin hobb the assassins apprentice drink:: coke alc. drink:: blue wkd tv show:: erm....the simpsons website:: www.gaiaonline.com and vampire rave. flower:: red rose animal:: wolf food:: chocolate and pasta. (not together) candy:: chocolate. and toffee popcorn love do you have a bf/gf or are you single:: bf who do you go out with now:: chris who was ur last bf/gf:: my ex is carl do u have a crush:: not really im in love ever said i love u n didnt mean it:: yes im not proud of it gotten kissed:: yes many times made-out:: yes cheated on someone:: yes im not proud of that either been cheated on:: yes which friend best friend:: alison and chris and simon and adam ladie friend u knew the longest:: alison guy friend u knew the longest:: adam loudest:: me/adele/alison prettiest/handsom:: chris funniest:: omg chris smartest:: definately chris shyest:: alison craziest:: alison who was the last: person who texted u:: chris person u texted:: chris who IMed u:: chris u IMed:: chris u huged:: chris you touched:: chris you yelled at:: alison who you saw:: my mum that u laughed at:: chris u thought about:: chris who u takled to on the fone:: chris word u said:: fluffy. current clothes:: black baggy pants shoes:: hiking boots mood:: ok food/drink:: sprite and popcorn taste:: toffee smell:: my room random what do u wanna be wen u grow up:: forensics officer where do you want to live:: somewhere near here do you live in the moment: yes and no i do like to plan for the future your best physical feature:: eyes have any piercings/contacts/braces:: nope nope and nope the end Take this survey | Find more surveys Bzoink - The Original Survey Site PLEASE HUG MEEEEE!!!!!!! *HUGS* TOTAL! give rockdevil more *HUGS* Get hugs of your own What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::. 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