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Has anyone ever had this unexplained emptyness filled inside them? causing them to say and do things they should regret but dont?

Hell yeah, It's called to fuct up to care. After a long period of time of catching shit and bad shit happening you become numb. Kinda like when shizophrenics don't feel loss or get sad when someone they know dies. It's a terrible feeling. I think the closest I've come to it is being on a drug called seriquil, or maybe it was respertiol hell I can't remember. But it was like watching your life fall apart and you just do not respond. Hey reminds me of a good movie, Serpant and the rainbow. :)>

yes im like that way to much. i dont like it, i dont know what to do cuz it happens so much...

No, not one that lengers on. But one that just.... happens... out of no where.

Yeah, that hapens to me every once in a while. Nowhere near constantly though.

i once had a bit of an empty feeling, i had a dream i had a son born right infront of me. i loved that child and ever since have felt a little hole where that once was. i've gradually gotten used to the fact that he didn't exist so i'm fine now. i just had random bouts of crying and silent moments in odd places for a month or two

Gee, positive thinkin on here.

Hmmm,, *hard thinking* No i never had such a thing...must be hard to have such feelings :)

it's odd to know what it's like to love a child... and even more odd to love a child that never existed...

it gives me a bit of an insight into being a parent. makes me understand my parents a bit better too

I am not quite sure I understand.
Though I have had this happen to me,

I was typing to a friend and I ment to type I want to hide but it came out as I want to die.

Didn't really want to die, but it made me feel all puzzled and sorta empty. Like maybe I didn't care anymore. It seems that way now that I think about it. Cause I am so behind on school work and I just don't care to get it done.

yes I have... it sucks

Actually I have, quite often felt this way or said things that left me feeling empty, lost and very, very alone .. thsi was sometime ago, but I have come to realize the reason I had feelings like that was because it was a time that was very low in my life and I truly didn't much care about things. I've since found out how ways in which to find good feelings in life ..

::nod nod nod:: This is an affliction i suffer from constantly .... Partly because of medication , and partly because of alot of pain>> i find myself apologizing for things I say a majority of the time .. and for feelings that are completely unjustified. I guess the crux here is to realize what is worth the effort or the merit

     Yes, everyone holds this feeling. Especially teenagers, because we enter the world with a sudden bolt of awareness. We learn so many complicated things that our parents tried to shun, since our birth. Sadly, it still gets to us.

     Yes, its true, that is why a lot commits suicide, keep there emotions intact, hides from the prying crowd and other things. I hope everyone will learn to live with or endure it, just like I have for the last years. I still keep holding on... I just don't know why I bother.

Not often but when its all over it hurts

It tends to make me lose people sometimes

hmmmmm,
i'm thinking.....Alassiel has filled the emptiness.....thank you love

well i dont think i have any regrets so no i dont think so y

well, I may have said something or done something that would be regretful and I was regretful, so I guess my answer is no, not in my adulthood that I can recollect.

no, no not really, no time i can recall... but that doesnt mean it cant happen in the future..
i always feel empty

Yes I have, and it has to do with the moons cycles... If this is happening to you right now it is because of the moon.. Try to follow this, if it has a pattern and falls around the time the moon is becoming full, then the moon is effecting you.. its very common.

Honestly? HEll YEA! I mean I feel as if there is nothing normal or mortal about me. I say mortal because I don't feel like one. I mean, with that emptiness I feel..Strong..high tempered and such. I mean I can do so damage to anyone who pisses me off. Perhaps that emptiness is the fact I have so much of it due to death through out the years.

every day of my life.

i have had this happen to me, i think it is always there, it just has phases of higher and lower intesities. i only really notice on the high intesties so i guess i will have numbess to being numb if that makes sence which brings its own intresting sensation. once i felt as cold as death(like a dead person) and even a nice long hot shower didn't make it leave.

Yes....sometimes it went straight to a depression...and after long time I found out that it all was from my illness....
Thanks god its better now.
WISH YOU ALL LESS AND LESS OF THOSE FEELINGS!!!

I feel that I go through a re-newal proccess everyt so often, and I often feel like I am slightly 'empt' in regards to the evolution of myself.

yes i've had this feeling... a lot of my life... it never really goes away it goes hand in hand with anothere feeling i have , and i wonder if you hav ever had this feeling too TasteOfHate,...have you ever been with your clostest friends and yet you feel completly alone?

I've had that feeling many times... like somethings missing out of my life and I have no idea what it is.. thats more frustrating than the actual empty feeling. If I could just find out what it is and fill the gap, I think I would be happy....

hard question!....

Yes, I've had that emptiness....But after much looking into myself, it's no longer unexplained.

DistortedSmile.... excellent response.

yes all of the time. :D ;D

yus many many MANY times, its so difficult to understand and explain, its sad but true

I have this interesting "place" inside my mind/soul, however you want to put it, where if I dig deep enough through my emotions I find complete emptiness. Not a cold, lonely type of emptiness, but a complete void. Black and serene. No matter how deep any emotion I've felt has been, it's never been able to reach deep enough to hit that void. Oddly enough, the closest I ever came to finding something that sounded remotely similiar to how it feels was reading about psychological profiles of sociopathic serial killers.

i would have to say most of the time but i try to stay away from it , its like a moneky that wont get off my back

Yes. Alot of the time I haven't had regrets...but one time I really did...I have just departed from a lover at the time, and took things out on my best friend Exuros (DarkLight) and I just can't get over how horrible I was to him. This was last November, and after not speaking to him for 2 1/2 months, he's back in my life...he wasn't even upset with me for all I had said and done...He never gets upset with me...that kind of hurts more than anything that in times he should just yell and cuss at me, he can't bring himself to do it...That was the one time I've regretted anything like that..But the emptiness still comes and goes...I'm feeling pretty empty right now....

no I full o bitterness and gin

yup-i hurt people,ruin lifes,destroy
-truth be told i do feel bad....sometimes
-but you get over it....sometimes

ya-sometimes
but the difference between us+animals is the ablity to feel bad---sometimes

this is exactly how i feel because for the few past days...nothing seems to go the right way... :(

i seem to be unable to focus on anything... and it's getting worse...

yes, i have felt this way before. it makes me sad to look back on those times...

i wouldn't wish such a feeling on anyone.