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have u ever felt possessed? if yes what was it like.
sometimes at night, other than haveing weird dreams, i feel like i can't control myself. just the other night in the middle of my sleep i woke up, without opening my eyes, because i couldn't. i tried move and i couldnt' do that either. my body felt like it was wrapped in something other than my blanket. like little bugs crawling all over. it literally felt like something was holding my down, keeping my eyes shut so that i wouldnt' see it. eventually it went away, but it happens often enough to bother me. i'm sure this isn't possession, but it's close enough.

No it wasn't.I had expiriences like yours I think that your soul wanted to go out from your body but couldn't.Once I had this expirience and I was like seeing a shadow,yes a shadow in the dark.It wasn't a dream and I wasn't alone am sure about this.But donno if I was possed.Even when I had one of my dream paralysis there was a presence.
But I believe that people can be possed,one of my friends was and was a terrifying expirience.

Though I think that more then by spirits,demons and whatever we can be possed by rage,apathy,depression,hate etc....

i have never felt possessed and i am happy about it cause i think the worst thing which can happen to a human is to loose his mind...although just for a moment.

I never been possesed but i've experienced psychosis and like natural higness which is wierd. but yeah some people do have wierd dreams like that all the time

i dont know bout being possessed, but there have been times where i have just started to lose control, i even start speaking well i dunno what it is but its really freaky, im aware but not able to do anything bout it till the feeling subsides, its like its always inside me, and a certain thing sets it off, i dunno what it is.

LOL speaking stuff that happens to me a lot in my sleep my mom told me when i was about 9 that i talked in my sleep in french and its fluent but when i try to speak french when i am away its all crappy :(. so i feel you on the speaking in wierd lingo thing

Possessed?! Don't think so

don't belive :P

Only if I drink too much Jack Daniels...heh.

there have been times when i thought i might've been possessed. usually it involves one event in my life. but the one time it didn't it was all me.

it was my anger. it's pretty deep down inside me and you really need to tick me off to bring it out. The last time was when i was going out with a girl called liz. a friend insulted our relationship and i went a little crazy, ended up shouting at him and hit him a couple of times.

i did care about liz, but not too strong. makes me wonder what i'd do now if the same situation occured.

as for possession by spirits. i don't think i've ever had anything like that. there's been a couple of times where i've done things that i couldn't possibly have thought about doing. One example was were i was in bed and woke up to my alarm. but i also woke up with my hand over the alarm to switch it off.

might've been me though.

What a relief!!! I'm not the only one!!! I've hadexperiences EXACTLY like that! They scare me so bad! I don't know why i has such a huge effect on me, but it does. It just freaks me out. I'm thinking to myself, have I died or something? Then sometimes I start to feel like I'm floating around and stuff. And other times, when I try to move when I know I can't, if I try hard enough, It's like I am moving, but it's in super slow motion... I'll stop m rambling now, lol. I'm not crazy am I?...

I have felt like it a few times when I let my anger get the better of me.

I think with me that its more a case of feeling like the side of me I dislike is getting its turn in my body. The self-doubting, self-hating and melancholic side thatmost people have. I tend to feel like I go onto a different level of myself, that I get out of the flow of the rest of the world, and I sink down a little.

i know the feeling echo hun. but isn't it much better when you get out of that little phase and come out on the other side.

if possession by spirits does exist. i'd hate to come out of that. with mortal possession (i.e. anger) you come out of it ok. but with spiritual possession you have to wonder if there are any third party effects from it.

I felt possesed all my teeage years, but the medication made me much better.

re: possed all tenage year

you said meds made it bether i think you were experiencing mild psychosis. I go trough it but yeah i don't believe in taking med for that. I for stuff like that lets see. Ive had real intense dreams were everything felt real but that probly is more related to OBE yeah and when i feel different i just call myself by another name and NO not schizo people.

I like meds, makes me nice to people.

lol my friend says the same too lol. they are his "happy" pills

sometimes @ night i get this feeling where i'm not my normal self. it's like i wanna do one thing, but my body wants to do something else. i'm dissoriented and i can't think straight and i can barely walk. could this be that i've been possessed?

oh . . . wait . . . that's me when i'm drunk!


::blushes:: nevermind

ya im sure i have been possesed before, when i was 14 years old, i had a strong blood lust for klling and watching things be killed i cant quiete remember the inbetween from when i was changed out of the possesion... its wiered i dont remember when it ended exactly i just know it did before high school.

only by the holy spirit

No, I think i havent been possesed, i dont believe in it very much cos I believe your soul is able to win the battle with that "thing" If u r strong and if u wish to.

I'm possessed by alot of things, but I don't think the dead or the like are it ...

Hehe, than Im possessed too....
By LIFE!!!!!!!!!!
lol

I want to add,I had similar expiriences like mannyboop.I sometimes can be very violent if am provocated and yes I've got that feeling to kill when a person really pisses me off to hell,but till now I always controlled it and I always feel a strange person cause usually am a very quite person.

Have to say no on this one

Nope.

How does it feal like????????

well by worldly behavior, to the point that is expresses itself. Either Lust, greed, anger, jelousy etc. something many can identify with........where the Choatic Water is the Possessor.

i feel possesed everytime i dream my exs have always been freaked out when i would be asleep and then start floating above the bed. it freaks me out to

sometimes i feel possessed by a certain emotion. It is almost like a feeling permeates my being and causes me to act in ways i usually wouldn't.

yeah i believe that a person can be possessed my emotions. there was this one time when i was in florida with my family. we went out to swim in the pool. my cousin couldn't swim, but i could (and at the time i was much younger than him). i guess he just wanted to prove something, so he jumped in the water and it was deeper than he expected and he would have drwoned if my other cousin (his sister) hadn't pulled him out. now, i'm a very nice and sympathetic person in such situations. at that time i could hear myself yelling at myself to go over to him and find out if he was ok. but it was like i was watching myself from another position as i mocked him, and made fun of him. till this very day i could kill myself for being so mean. i couldnt' believe i did that. i still kinda don't believe it was me that said what i said....

They are coming to take you away, tee hee, coming to take you away ha ha!

Emmy sells VR straight jackets! (always the good business woman) hehe

Once when I was about 18. It was a dark time in my life and I was cutting myself and just doing all kinds of bad things to my body. I was mastrubating in my bedroom one night and I was acting really vilolent. I felt like i was possessed but it might have been the ecxtasy of orgasm. LOL

Mark me down for, no

No, but I did feel like I was being haunted. I kept waking up with these scratches all over me, and they were not there when I went to bed. This went on for about a month and then it just stopped.

never been possessed, but my house is haunted. about the closest Ive been to being possessed is one day I was walking through my house and it felt like something just passed through me. It was kinda creepy.

it's not quite possession i don't think. but i have twice felt and communicated with spirits.

the first is questionable. It was over a year ago. i was rather drunk and stoned and was sat in the toilet cubicle of a club that was made in an old warehouse. when i heard a voice very close to me. i answered "who's that?" there was nobody in the cubicle next to me (there were two) so i held whisper conversation with whatever was talking to me. i think he died there and was stuck. i think (what i remember) he told me how he died and why he was stuck there. i said there's nothing here now except this club and said he shouldn't linger here as it's not his place anymore.

strangely enough the next week there were no voices but i felt a warmness come over me when i entered the cubicle. then i saw the bottle in the toilet bowl and got annoyed.

the second time was after the first. i was at home in the shower when i felt a presence staring at me through the shower door. i looked out and wiped the glass of condensation. then i felt like i was being gassed. i gasped for breath and shouted "stop" i thought it might've been linked to my haunted kitchen but i'm not sure...

I can't count how many times I had ghosts and paranormal expirincies!And yes I've had them in my room too hehe just check out my thread on ghosts :P

I don't get possessed. I just have a shadow that follows me around and plays with my hair, watches me play video games, and then makes funny faces at my boyfriend

im not really sure ive been possessed or not but i have heard voices talk to me and say my name over and over, when no one is there, grr it makes me paranoid sometimes when im in a room alone and hear them calling me

nope never been possessed that I can recall. I have known men who wanted to control, own and possess me, though. Does that count?

Only during PMS

i am possessed now-by learning even i dont want it at all!!:-((but i have to...

i have felt possessed. when i get depressed and pissed at the same time i feel all this energy rush through my body and i cant control what i do. like i will cut myself and not no that i did it. its really weird

I have felt like I have been possesed on many occasions and it felt like i was trapped in a box inside my body and I had no control on what I was doing and to be honest I really hope it doesnt happen again that has been the only thing that has scared me in my life

i dont know if i was being possesed but i have woken from my sleep and i couldnt open my eyes. it was weird cuz i think i pulled a muscle trying to open them. very weird. but other then that i have had a ghost hold me down in bed and i think he kissed me, cuz it felt like "it" was . but thats it .

Possession can actually happened by things other than dead spirits..there are also people...if they are good enough at astral projection, they can possess a person's body, which is why astral projection can be dangerous. Sometimes we can even astral projet in our sleep, which is pretty common..usually it's when we are the most relaxed.
When you are in possession...sometimes, especially if it's a first few times and you haven't experienced it before, you can black out...and not remember what happened...but the more it happens usually, the more awake and aware you are when it happens...now when you are concious of the possession...the best way to describe it is that you feel like you are in the back seat of a vehicle....you can see what is going on on the outside...but you are not driving....sometimes you'll hear the thoughts of the being/person that is possession you...as if they were in the drivers seat, babbling away at you about things....it's happened to be before...lol.
I've been practicing and studying magik since I was twelve. Now...what most people do not realize is that there are some people (just like there are some people who are naturally inclined to astral project...have premonitions...play athletic sports well...whatever.)) people who are what is called "open circuits"....now there are different kinds of open circuits..some who can see spirts...some who can hear spirits..some who can do both....some who can "channel" for lack of better words, a spirt...take another spirit into thier body without thier soul getting kicked out of it....and then...there are some people who can do all three of those.
Now at first, the person usually isn't aware that they have this ability...but if you realize what is going on..and speak to someone who knows about it certainly helps....you can learn to control it.
I've been able to do all three...and I have also been able to read people...thier past, present, and future...have premonitions....visions...things like that. Since I am an open circuit, I have learned how to control my abilities a little better..and can sometimes even call on spirits by will.
When people use a ouji board, that is what happens..they are calling a spirit. Now there are some people who are idiots who mess around with ouji board for kicks...and when something bad happens, they automatically assume that magik is evil.
Magik is neither good nore evill....just because magik is "black" or "white" doesn't mean that they are neccisarily good or evil. White magik is more passive, and black magik is more aggressive. For example...voodoo is a black magik...BUT not all people who practice voodoo are bad...it is simply a more aggressive magik. Wicca would be considered a white magik..more passive.
Even prayer is a form of magik...let me explain....magik...or at least..the basis of magik is the strength of the mind and manipulation of energy. Energy can not be destroyed or created, therefor, it simply changes...passes on to something else. Magik is a little like religion....religion is based off the one belief that something created everything..and then different groups spread off...branch off into what they mold into what they believe happened. Magik is the same so to speak...there is basic magik....just...excersising your naturally abilities. Everyone has the potential to become just as strong in thier abilities as any other person..but some people are just more naturally intuned with thier part of thier minds.
So there is basic magik...and then there are branches off of that...voodoo..conjo...wicca...etc etc...they are different beliefs of how magik should be practiced.
Lol...I know that I went a little beyond explaining about possession..but I tend to get carried away. I hope that it has helped some. :)

~Nehmahati Kerosna (Kala)

Only when i get mad....
no really most of the time i am gone.. is like osmeon else is in me. and i don't know what is ogin on .... it really freaks me out...

The only time I've ever felt anything close to being possessed because when I get angry I loose control...and after I've had a fight I cant remember whats happend...but I dont believe its possession just uncontrollable emotions...

I AM POSSESSED

no...i have not...i dont think i would ever want to feel that way.. to lose one self so something that you cant control..i hope never

I'm not doing anything harder than marijuana lately, so the answer would be no ;)