Early Mornings I Go Jogging Around 6 so that the morning air Has a Bite to it, Every time I do so I feel Different a chill runs the length of my spine and still deeper and My personality changes to, for lack of a better term, a More Vampiric Nature More confident and it continues until I sleep, It Has become more Frequent as The days pass.
My Question for the general Public is this,
Is it possible that during the awakening of a vampire one can fluctuate In between the two?
It could be possible but I am not really sure of the question... are you asking whether it would be possible for you to be both vampire and human or are you asking something else? If you are asking that then my answer would be no.
To simplify ( I thought it was )
Is it possible to fluctuate in and out of the awakening for a time before it takes its full effect?
Maybe a few times before it has taken it's full effect but after that, no you are what you are and you can not change it.
I don't consider myself to be vampiric, but I don't see why not. There's nothing that says there's a moment of definite transition from one condition to the other.
I would int try to hide nor run from what I am I'm not asking if there is a way to turn back the clock or stop it from happening I would not try to even if there was a way.
I'm wondering exactly what I asked.
Apologies if That sounded hostile I meant no such emotion or feeling in that context.
There is no apology necessary, at least not from my point of view =)
I don't know what you are experiencing but consider it to be like, say, learning to tell the time on an analogue clock (the one with hands). For a while, you can kind of tell the time when it's an "easy" time, but sometimes you can't. Until one day it all just clicks into place and you wonder what you had ever struggled with.
Does that make sense?
i have no idea. but jogging early is always great, that's when you have the most energy, right when waking up.
It's amazing how a little exercise will liven you up isn't it. You feel more awake and energized for the day.
Its a natural process as it is a sort of evolution of the person
What do you mean when you say "a More Vampiric Nature" ?
The simple answer is usually the correct one. Running releases massive adrenaline and endorphins; natural feel good drugs. I think this would explain the confidence and "solidness" of feeling.
I'm not trying to be smarmy: but its the easiest solution for the 'Case of the Jogging Vampire.'
that more "vampiric" nature could be some form of natural vampire genes awakening inside of you.
I agree with Sevenn. That would be the most logical answer. But I do think it is possible to fluctuate until you fully turn.
LaathSweiReborn I get a power boost after I walk. Not that I am a vampire (I do not think so anyway lol) but I still get a boost. I feel more awake and such all day.
Yes the stuff the body gives off can be the biggest part of it. Just it can also feel like more then that and might be more then that.
Thanks to the stuff your body puts out when you do it and any thing else. Think of it as you giving your body and mind a charge up. The feeling of being more you.
Hmm... I don't know about the vampire part although I love the vampire part of anything... but those of you who know me you know I love my treadmill... mostly because of the rush I get after being on it for an hour. It could be either, but I get such a rush from working out!
I am not sure what the answer to this question is. I think it could very well be possible. I have asked quite a few people who have been awakened and they too have no answer to this question.
i am sure more along the lines that your spirit is awakening to surroundings it favors a great deal, go with it, to question it is really silly, bathe in it, find a tiime where u can spend several hours seeking out the area that makes u joyful, and then connect if u can to the reality of it so u can work with its possitive influence,good luck.
I'll phrase this the best I can. Sorry if this isn't very clear.
As a vampire, you don't remain in that "state", if you will, constantly.
When I feel "vampiric", it's usually when I'm Hungry or when I feel especially sensitive to the flow of energy around me. I'm also in the middle of an awakening. But it is not a constant thing. It would be too exhausting. If you use too much energy, you sleep too much.
I usually have the most energy when I've been up for awhile and been around people. I'm least energetic when I get up.
So, I guess, in answer to your question; you will always fluctuate between "awake" and "not awake". Or rather, when you're aware of it and when you're not. Maybe that's just me?
Some people, including myself, have a more vampyric nature during certain times or activities. For me it is Dusk and during light excercise... during rigorous excercise you don't want to be near me...
I would have to agree with the idea that its hormonal. Jogging, or the thought of it, could trigger your change. Use it. You know your gateway, you can use it anytime.
the jogging aspect (working out) release chemicals into our bodies making feel high
chemicals yes, but again I did say this change happens before I jog, a short time before usually when I'm getting ready or on the walk over to were i jog.
it might be due to an adrenaline hormone boost and it could be a possibility also that one can get caught in the middle untill fully transformed
damn … my awakening seems to be demonic dreams and a sex drive of nymphomaniac proportions ……
joggin gets your blood a pumpin and gets you off to a good start.....
it is possible to fluctuate.....but your jogging may be the reason for the invigorating feeling you are getting
If you're asking if it's possible for a human to fluctuate between his/her human and vampyric qualities, yes I believe it is very possible. I know with me, certain things trigger the fluctuation - the time of night, my mood in general, my location, the weather, etc. I love it when my vampyric senses are awakened because that is when I truly feel alive.
I would agree with Sevenn but I also have to think that the anticipation may have something to do with what your speaking of. I know that when I was doing that I would have a small burst of energy before I would go to jog. I also have heard of others that have done this as well.
It may not be one or the other kind of deal but a mixture of both?
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I am not sure what type you lean towards sang or psy, but it could be part that your body is feeding on the elements without your consciously realizing it.
all i can do is give my opinion and i feel it has to do with a part of both jogging befor hand feeling ( hypeness ) maybe thats what gets you going to this point
Yes that could be what you are expieriencing. When your astral self shifts in and out of dominance between the true mind and the mind of the mortal...
The true mind, here referred to as the spiritual mind, of the *self* as we exist in our minds.
The mortal mind the mind that governs the *self* that we project to the world of sheep.