i have come to find myself hunting and searching for a place where i feel at home...but i already know where that is ....i keep coming back over and over again....this place here..is my home..the rave has really became that...a website...*shakes head*..believe me i dont understand it...but that is what is ...my home..no matter where i go or what i do...i always come back here.....
trying to figure out what i did and how i did it.....trying not be bothersome...but every time i turn around i feel like im getting tin the way...trying to figure it out..*shakes head*...i dont understand....*sighs*...if that what was not bad enough my heart hurts twenty times over for so many different reasons that i must hide to keep the fa-sod up...to hide what and how i truly feel to everyone...it must stay in a very dark and hallow place where no one can ever see...The saying is very true....life is not fair... but it is also true U/u only have one life to live so U/u better make it good!...im trying on all accounts ...as well as trying to make everyone happy(witch i know U/u cant do)..but by God im trying..... no one really knows but God what is in my heart and mind...even those who think and are close to me dont know....so what do i do?...how do fix this before its to late?......i dont know
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paganwillow
14:32 Jun 24 2014
its where the heart is :) xxxx