"Those small slices of death.....................how I hate them"-(sorry forgot who said it but it's a good quote)
I enter my bed
fear grips me
Heart full of dread
Fight the fatigue
Fight the mistress of sleep
for untold hours
My soul is not mine
Hers to keep
Thrown into repeat
Of events every day
Chained to my psyche
Can't get away
Fall to floor
chains dig in
She taunts me
my enemy within
Through bruised eyes and battered limbs
Chained in my mind
I am subject to her whims
I see a guardian
A being of light
An enemy of my sleeping mistress
To my rescue does she come
Sleeping darkness
quails in the light
Coward she is
She will not fight
Joyful dreams
Gentle caress
The guardian is here
I want more sleep
Not less
Parks and tree's
Gentle laugh and smile
She is here
Mine for a while
So I sleep now
long and deep
The mistress is no longer
Guardian of my sweet caress
Hand in mine
Together we sleep
For we have saved each ther
A gentle candle
In this dark keep
Dawn comes
I look and I do not know what to say
She changes form
To fly away
I know I will she her
At the end of the day
the form she takes
A bad omen you know
Not to me
A joy and cared for
My sweet Crow.
Lust, red
Desire, restricted to dream
Caged animal
Tied down in darkness
Soundless I scream
Pull and struggle
Excited to denial
Subdued by myself
Not really my style
Pray for a break
A micro fractured mistake
Muscle's bulge
Eye's strained
Focused insanity
Blot out the pain
Gentle sounds
Smooth caress
Soothing melancholy
I couldn't care less
Give me escape
An escape to denial
Excitable withdrawal
If but just a while
Censored nothing
Noting censored
Back to reality
Velvet chains again
Key with me soon
Released not escaped
Accepted by one
In warm embrace
Velvet chains……………..gone
Free all along
Read poem then watch the vid
I prayed for my friends happiness
Got it and cherished it really
I see the light they cast
And in joy it blinds me
I love them so
And And cherish them dear
The light fades
I am left here
I committed sins
Have I atoned??
I am cold and lonely
My love postponed
I fall to my knee's
Lament my loss
I have faltered
I pay the cost
No maiden of mine
To hold my heart
It stopped some time ago
I don't think it will restart
Climb to my feet
Walk on and on
My friends are here
Never gone
I warm beside them :)
Watch them glow
A happiness
Maybe I will know
Help them grow
Best I can
I'm warmed by them
Their happiness is my plan
COMMENTS
Eye's are a window
Straight to the soul
Youcan't see mine
Is my soul warm or cold?
First impression
Look into my eye's
Cruel or caring.
Will you ever know?
Amazing what's inside us
But our eye's can show
We don't trust people
Who when we speak and we say
Don't look at us
But look away
But our eye's can lie
Miracle really
When we don't try
Forgive me
I love you
False or true
Judgment I leave
Just with you
See my eye's
hello to you
All I've said
Eye's are an introduction
The rest is up to you
COMMENTS
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crowgirl
23:29 Jan 28 2008