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Its time i stop dwelling on what will be or what might be. I spent far too much time worrying about what others think. If i am meant to have friends or to find love again then it will happen and if not im fine with that. At the end of it all i can at least say im happy with myself and maybe one day someone else will too. For now im letting go of the past.

So I turned 30 the other day and now im thinking back i havent changed much since i was 20. I mean im still shy around new people i usually dont talk first. I still have complicated relationship issues even though im not in one anymore. My daily life is still chaos. Most of all im still trying to figure out life. I even look the same but the one thing that has changed is the fact ive learned alot of life lessons.

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IvysxHaven
08:40 Apr 27 2020

Live, Love, and Be Happy, that is the key to finding fulfillment in life hun.

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DamionxApocalypse
08:42 Apr 27 2020

Thank you

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Ylvax
12:23 Apr 27 2020

As long as you learn you're doing fine. I know some adults that could use some lessons... But they would never listen.
Everyone could always learn something

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Have you ever been surrounded by people and still feel like your the only one in the room? Thats basically how i feel everyday when im at work,at home, and even online. I feel like imthe only one left out of all the people i used to know like everyobe has faded away or that i pushed everyone away. Ive felt this way for a long time. Ive felt empty for a long time. Im starting to wonder am i really living or am i just alive going through the motions. Hon3stly i dont even know who i am anymore

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DarknessFollows
06:29 Apr 26 2020

K

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I told in my last journal that my sister died well i found out recently she was 6 months pregnant it seems she died from some type of blood clot ill have more info as the week goes on

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BMeKatastrophe
19:27 Apr 16 2020

Don't know you, but I'm sorry for your loss.

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So i havent been on here much in the past few years. Its mainly do yo work and the fact i dont see alot of my friends on here anymore but for anyone who keeps up my journals as of yesterday my sister died i dont know the full story but ill write more about it when i know for sure . its hard for me because we were close but ill be fine in time