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Currently, I am afraid of a number of things, family-wise, about my self. First to address, fears regarding my family. I am afraid of and fear for my brothers "state of being". He is nearing the age that I awakened to my true nature, as a vampire, so I fear that he may soon awaken. I fear for my mother, the stresses that she endures with me being what I am, my brother being all over the place.

I fear what may happen should my brother awaken, what additional stresses would arise within my family. I fear the receding control I have on my thirst, with the lack of available supplements. I fear what may happen if I lose focus for even a moment, for I don't want to hurt my family. I am afraid of losing friends and family, to anyone or anything.

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PsiGoddesS
09:17 Jan 29 2012

That makes sense but sounds to me like you should speak with someone that is familiar with these issues and get some good advice.

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Day in, Day out, I always wished I could be a vampire. Now that I understand what being a vampire includes; The thirst, the supplements, being careful with whom your secret is shared. I feel more alone than ever. I have good friends though and they make me stronger. They make me strong enough to withstand the pain that this life brings.

If you are suffering like I am, whether or not you are a young vampire or not, surround yourself with good friends who understand and will help you through this tough time, in one way or another. I would not be who I am, heck I might not even be here right now if it weren't for my friends.

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PsiGoddesS
00:26 Jan 26 2012

Why does your profile say you are a hybrid vampire but here you state that you wished you could be one?

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Well my computer has a built in webcam, but as of lately, the microphone is not working. I enjoy it because I skype with friends, but now I can't. I just can't do that now because the mic won't work.

I thoroughly enjoyed my New Years Eve, I was with friends and we played The Final Countdown at midnight. Ironic that we played that song considering the world is "Supposed" to end this year. I love the irony though.