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>> ready to conform to the authority or will of another; obedient and yielding.

>> the opposite of dominant

>> not to be confused with easy, readily available, or indiscriminate

I recently started watching some youtube videos about the top 10 scariest stories, urban legends, etc.

I've taken it on as a kind of project to desensitize myself to things that scare me. Either by way of rationalization or simply encouraging my mind not to fixate. Because in the past I was exposed to horror movies at a very young age which led to graphic horror-driven nightmares throughout my life.

Every time I've watched even a single scene of a scary movie, my heartrate skyrockets and I start to get incredibly jumpy. I'll feel this need to run but at the same time be frozen and continue watching to some end. Then I'll turn it off and attempt to rid my mind of the images, only for them to come back tenfold and warped in my nightmares.

That needs to stop. So maybe I can train my body and mind to watch something and be indifferent. What do you think?

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LORDMOGY
15:41 Jan 24 2019

Train your mind to believe you are the most powerful or the deadliest character in your dreams. Watch more Superhero themed movies. That may stop the nightmares.

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FoxFire
04:06 Jan 25 2019

Aww. Thank you for the suggestions. I love super hero flicks! -smile-

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LORDMOGY
13:14 Jan 25 2019

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If you don't want to ravage her, she's not doing it right. At least not what's right for you. Move along.

The guys I've dated have sadly not been into biting. That's not to say that they wouldn't bite me... except for one who said he was worried about hurting me. But that's another story and topic. Anyway, what I mean is that they didn't seem to take pleasure from it in the way I did. And I had to ask them to do it.

I want a guy who can't help himself. If I were to ever meet a guy who spontaneously bit me when we were cuddling or making out, I would be his forever.

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SinfulMelody
08:10 Jan 22 2019

aww baby... guys truly dont know how to satisfy us girls... I'll bite you anywhere anytime ;)

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FoxFire
08:13 Jan 22 2019

Oh will you now? I may take you up on that. -wink-

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I'm not upset. I'm honored. You'll not face any drama, anger, or judgment from me about using my writing as a springboard into your fantasies. However, it would be nice to know more of what you think! Please leave comments or at least follow it to give back a little. - nudge -

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SinfulMelody
06:05 Jan 05 2019

I'm using your story in my pm girl... hope you dont mind... i love it..

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FoxFire
06:43 Jan 05 2019

Not upset at all! I'm really glad it is being enjoyed! ;)

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