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My Life... In My Eyes17:36 Jul 16 2009
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Do I honestly need someone? Need them like I do air? I am depressed and broken because of her... Elizabeth... I am searching for someone to make me happy again... (But not on here! lol) So its not like ive given up all hope... I know I can find someone to make me happy but itll take awhile to find... It feels like I am nothing now but a ant to all my friends... Because theyre all happy and im just... Alone... I feel small... But I cant get over this girl and if someone has any advice... Please tell me... Itd be a big favor and well appreciated... I start to think of her... Than get suicidal but I start to think of our good times and get happy.... Im weird like that! lol. She has the thinnest black hair and the brightest green eyes, the softest skin and the lips of wine... But the heart of steel, cold and black when it comes to me... I made her happy but she couldnt handle my anger... Honestly though, for you reading, if you think im bitchin to much, fuck off! This is stoppin me from killin myself, get over it. But for you who want to help... Feel free... Any advice is good advice... She has my heart in the clinch of her fists... But I love her more than life itself... This her... Her... my love, Elizabeth... My life.... In my eyes...
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COMMENTS
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Keira
19:43 Jul 17 2009
I know how actually you feel, long time ago I couldn't get over someone.... it takes awhile, believe me, first you feel like they're your whole world. But slowly it comes to reality that you'll never be with them and the depression sets in.
The only advice I can give to a friend is that it may hurt to loose them, but your friends and family are there to make you happy. My mom was there for me and knew so were my friends.
Just never forget the first people to ever love you for you, are your friends and family. Plus, when you get up each morning take a deep breath, then tell yourself I'll be fine.
I hope it helps ~Keira~
Theban
14:29 Jul 18 2009
Sort out your anger issues...if it scares away woman then it needs to be calmed!
There are many ways to sort out anger...boxing and other sport is good...that's what I did when I was alot younger.
xxWiccanxPrincessxx
02:24 Jul 19 2009
I agree with Theban. Find something to manage your anger. You are still young and this must be painful to you right now. Trust me, someone will come into your life and hit you like a bolt of lightning that you never thought existed. May you find peace my friend. ~*WP
Lunalessca
01:15 Jul 20 2009
owwww its okay buddy. Alright you might not see it now but your heart will heal not all the way but enough over time until you can look back on this moment with out pain. Until then i wish u luck and hope dearly that you don't kill yourself.