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And they call me weird...

"It's so high up..."



The wind swaddling my clothes in one breath. My eyes to the door, my back moving slowly towards the edge.



"How high up is this again? Twenty stories I think the doorman said."



My arms spread wide, moving closer to the point of tipping over. My right foot finds no grip.



"This is it..."



My body rocks back and forth as if the wind is tugging me over. My old friend wants to play. I fill my lungs, close my eyes and empty my mind of today's troubles. As I rock on the precipice of sanity, this is the freedom I crave. I let my weight go back. Loosing the sound in my ears. Feeling weightlessness take over and fear dropping out of my mind. Right now, falling, I am both dead and alive...

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MidnightDarkness
23:56 Aug 20 2010

....beautiful....

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Her face grows grotesque, her features stretched horrid. Inaudible screams pantomime her terror. She staggers back. Her body turns, moves and falls. Her heart races, life numbed by the pounding blood in her ears. Grass mats between her fingers, as she struggles to regain her footing. Her stomach turns, and with her breath exhales bile and tears. The coughing rakes at her insides, the smell fueling the convulsions. Her mind repeats, "Its not real."

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MidnightDarkness
03:44 Aug 15 2010

Damn....this is mind-blowing....

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Not in a very good place right now... Just not...

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AnaliethiaThionoeSangita
22:27 Aug 12 2010

???? talk to me friend...

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MidnightDarkness
01:59 Aug 13 2010

I'm here love...

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If you're going to block me lol tell me what I'v done to you lol You rated me, I asked for an explanation of your system and you block me? I didn't even hate rate you back lol Some people yes lol

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MidnightDarkness
23:40 Aug 11 2010

some people...

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AnaliethiaThionoeSangita
22:26 Aug 12 2010

lol I know right people are nuts sometimes wait til you get a hate rater and blocker with friends.... lol

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I don't know why but I just don't feel too happy tonight. Something feels wrong or off. I just wish I knew what it is.

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MidnightDarkness
23:40 Aug 11 2010

I'm not there

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MidnightDarkness
23:41 Aug 11 2010

i'm always here love

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I am learning the hard way that I should not tamper with things I do not fully understand...

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Zilaheteb
13:10 Aug 10 2010

It's just coding.... nobody will die.... this time... =)

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NamaahFelenora
21:05 Aug 10 2010

ahhhh... I have done this before in the past.



I can see where you are coming from but look at it this way: Everything we do is done on a trial and error basis. If you mess with something you do not fully grasp, don't worry, there is a lesson to be learned. But it's all good

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MidnightDarkness
22:19 Aug 10 2010

LOL! relax love, it's perfectly ok :)

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Sometimes... Just sometimes...

Falling into the cracks of my mind. Stumbling through twisted nerve endings. Losing myself in this Mental Decay.

Time to slip...

I have grown to love Vita Ex Nex. I wish I had premium membership, I would do so much with it. Maybe in time I'll get it. Slowly my writing is coming back. Vita ex Nex, I admire you all.

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FireSerpent
05:42 Aug 04 2010

Respect to you. We are fond of our Caribbean friends/Coven family.

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LingeringWhisper
05:54 Aug 04 2010

Why thank You :)

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Bellanova333
19:55 Aug 04 2010

I personally am very pleased to share a home with you and MidnightDarkness.

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Zilaheteb
13:09 Aug 10 2010

You are a very welcome addition to our home.

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