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Every once in a while, we stumble across connections that touch our spirit in ways words can’t quite describe. Like the morning sun, they awaken us — bright and real — and also reveal those shadowed places within us that still need tending and healing.

In moments of silence and reflection, I reminisce. During those times, I can see the patterns more clearly now — the fears, the triggers, the timing that wasn’t quite right. I should’ve paused to breathe instead of letting my emotions burst forth the way they did, but I am human. I stumble, I fall, I make mistakes. I own those mistakes, because I want to grow, evolve, and learn to be better than I was then. It also helps me understand the different ways people protect their hearts.

While silence can hurt, it can also teach. Not every distance is unkind, and not every space needs someone to blame. Sometimes it’s just two souls protecting the parts they don’t yet know how to share.

I once wrote words that came from pain. Looking back, I see they were skewed and no longer hold the same energy. I released those words days after they were written — a small moment of clarity. As time has passed, I’ve released them again, not just by deletion, but from within myself.

I’ve softened — not in weakness, but in understanding. Time has brought clarity.

Letting go doesn’t mean I stopped caring — oh no, not at all. That care still lives quietly, tucked in a safe place as I continue my path. I’ve stopped clinging to what could have been and instead honor what was. I’ve made peace with the quiet distance, though a small light will always stay lit above the space where a sign once hung. It isn’t an expectation — just an open place for understanding, should the universe ever decide to intertwine our paths again, or if there’s ever a desire to look beyond the door.