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Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia- Fear of the number 666.

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MorbidAngels15
15:36 Mar 31 2009

haha! thats a long word......O_o

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I'm going to Europe, Scandinavia, and Eastern Europe for ten weeks. ^_^ Five weeks in Mexico. Three weeks in South Western United States. Four weeks in Colorado for training. I'm so excited. :)

no school today! -.- hooray

I have decided that I am going to leave the subject for my website as gay rights and marriage. If i get an F on it, then ill know she's a homophobe. (:

A snail can sleep for three years.

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MBK
15:54 Mar 30 2009

Those lucky bastids

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I feel like ranting. -.- Soo i just checked my grades. I got 25 out of 30 points on my german project. I got 80 points out of a hundred for my tshirt design. I'm pissed about that. I have a D in brit lit. I'm pissed about that one... anyway... I feel like screaming at the teachers, but that won't do me any good... = I really want to know why i got 80 out of a hundred for my tshirt design. I did it by myself. Perhaps she's just a freaking homophobe with everyone in else in this school. I'm so excited to get the hell out of this rat hole we call school. I won't come back and I'm quite glad that I'm not coming back. Oh, of course I'll come visit, but that's just visiting. :) and i'm okay with visiting. I've gone through four years of schooling, and I want out now. isn't that everyone's wish? to get out for good? to never come back? -sigh- i'm tired of school. I'm tired of the homophobes. I'm tired of everything. I want it to stop. My tshirt design was the day of silence design and i got 80% on it. and i thought it was a fairly good design. I designed it myself. Maybe she thinks i got it off the internet or something. oh geeze. maybe i'm looking to much into this and she really did like my design, it wasn't just appropiate. >.<

i'm quite tired, and i really don't want to google useless facts. sorry guys. i know how you enjoy them. :) hehe



we went to sioux falls today to go see Justin. he looks really sore. i wanted to hug him though. :) but i would've hurt him. he should be able to get out in a couple days if Amanda continues to push the burgers and the soda. (:

I absolutely feel like bawling my eyes out.

1. because my uncle got into a real bad motorcycle accident this morning.

2. my mom continously yells at my brothe and i because of the stuff he does to me.

3. because i'm pissed off and feel like breaking something.

4. because Dylan's going to be a senior in like five months and I'll miss like half of his senior year. and if i get accepted into up with people for another six months, i'll miss his graduation. :(

5. because everything is so tense in this house it feels like the littlest things i do ill get my face ripped off.

6. i have a ton of anger in me and i feel like telling the next person that yells at me to fuck off and fall off the earth. yikes >.<

Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia is the fear of long words.

just got back home from the bake sale and I made 200 dollars today ^_^.

how do you cure the hiccups when you get them?

andrew has to come to the bake sale tomorrow. -.- *sighs* hooray. wish me luck on it for tomorrow. I want to get rid of everything. :) soo wish me luck ^_^

soo carli and i were driving in the fair grounds today and there was a truck and i freaked out and he followed us and i was screaming and was going 45 down a 30 mph street and he kept following us till we turned. it was a state pickup. so he probably got my license plate and called the cops.

A family of 26 could go to the movies in Mexico city for the price of one in Tokyo.

i won 80 bucks for best attendance last quarter. ^_^ hooray!

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password: huron

she brought her goodies in a red bag, and now i want to be like a little kid and be sneaky and sneak into the red bag that they're in and take the rest of the brownie that i took earlier. damn red bag. >.< it's taunting me and i dont want to look like a freak sneaking into the red bag to get a brownie. stupid bag. I wish i could take them out to my car, but then i'd have to walk the long way back to school and i dont want to do that. I wish Ms. Brewer wouldve left them at home so i could get them tomorrow and take them home tomorrow during lunch. I have studyhall tomorrow. So i could easily take them home and stay home, but now she brought them here today. and i want to get into them. >.< but she did say she was proud of me. ^_^ I wanted to cry.

Rem

The One I Love lyrics

(chorus 1)

This one goes out to the one I love

This one goes out to the one I've left behind

A simple prop to occupy my time

This one goes out to the one I love



(chorus 2)

Fire!!!

Fire!!!



(repeat chorus 1)



(repeat chorus 2)



This one goes out to the one I love

This one goes out to the one I've left behind

Another prop has occupied my time

This one goes out to the one I love



(repeat chorus 2 2x)

If Texas were a country, its GNP would be the fifth largest of any country in the world.

Ms. Brewer brought her baked goods today for my bake sale. I want to eat some cookies cause they smell really good, but i think my mom would notice if i took one from the plate. hmm. i really want one! or perhaps a brownine. hmm. =

i dont think she'd notice if i took a brownie from a plate.



I came into Mrs. Weerts for homeroom and Katie scowled at me. what did i do?

i just finished Eclipse for the second time about a half hour ago. I cried the last few pages of the book. = hmph.



I got a journal tonight and some pens. hooray! :)

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LoveXStarr
02:44 Mar 26 2009

I'm just after the big fight. Page 594 ATM. I'll be done really soon, lol.

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sam's being a bitch and I didnt do anything to her this time. She was all chattery with me Friday and now she's being a witch. I didn't do anything to her. I'm pretty sure she I was the one she was talking about during lunch. If she did, she called me annoying. I promise I didn't do anything to her. >.

people still seem to be obsessed with Twilight. Not as bad as when the movie was going to come out. Everyone had to read the books and get twilight gear and stuff. It made me sick to my stomach. Now, it's not as bad but I see the books out every so often and now that the dvd is out they're all obsessed about. "it's the most amazing movie ever!" Maybe it's just me but i didnt think the movie was that great. I enjoyed it but i didnt think it was the most amazing movie ever. Perhaps it's just my school that's obsessed with it. Perhaps it's just me and i'm the only one that's not obsessed with it. = hmm...

South Dakota is the only U.S state which shares no letters with the name of it's capital.

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MBK
15:33 Mar 25 2009

Cause we're fuckin'amazing ;).

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i didnt get to school till eight this morning. it made me feel late. >.< usually im there at like 7:35. but i had to go drop off cupcakes cause its my brothers birthday today

really long headline i know. forgive me :P

soo i'm doing a site for computer applications two and my sugject is the lgbt community and stuff. but i'm starting to think maybe I shouldn't do that. Maybe I should find something else like rabbits and horses. That way I won't have to hear all the homophobic comments that I'd get if i keep the lgbt subject. = hmm... what should I do?



Comments are welcome :).

Lastnight I had a dream that Chrysanthemia commented on my "perhaps he's a distraction" entry. I dont remember her comment but she commented on it. I think had something to with if the entry was my own thoughts or something. I commented back and that was it. I don't remember. Maybe the dream is telling me something. = *shrugs*

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chrysanthemia
21:07 Mar 24 2009

Well, the explanation of the dream told me I should read it. And I did. And I commented.



It's all coming true! Lmao!



Wow, you had a dream about me? That's amazing. If that didn't make me feel special, I don't know what would. Haha.

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lastnight Kim and I were talking about Dylan. She came to the conclusion that he looks like the guy that plays Jacob in Twilight. We then started talking about him. She doesn't know him at all and she thinks he's awesome. :) That makes me smile ^_^. She doesn't even know him and by what I've told her he's amazing. oh jeeze i wonder what she thinks of sam. :P yikes. >.< soo we were talking about Dylan and i told her Jessica says that him and I would make a good couple, and out the blue she's all "I agree with her". I dont know if that's a good thing or not. = hehe and then I had to go. Our whole conversation was about Dylan. I wonder if that's a good thing. :)

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MBK
15:37 Mar 24 2009

I look nothing like the person who plays Jacob Black! :(

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MyBleedingReaction
15:41 Mar 24 2009

That's what kim thinks. = I know you don't. :)

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Blue whales weigh as much as 30 elephants and are as long as 3 Greyhound buses.

from the pictures Kim has seen of Dylan, she and Julie thinks he looks like the guy that plays Jacob in Twilight.

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MBK
01:42 Mar 24 2009

=[ Sad.

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wanna know something sad or perhaps kind of good? out of all the years I've know one of my friends, he still seems to distract me very easily. :) I was rating one profile and he walked by and the message that i wrote ended up being "welcoem to the raev. hoep you enjoy your stay here. this place is amziaing is" I mean seriously. Of course I fixed it, but it was just the fact that he walked by and my fingers suddenly became jello and typed whatever they wanted to.

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chrysanthemia
21:05 Mar 24 2009

Or maybe he makes you dyslexic. Lmao. That would be a tough relationship to sustain. Haha.

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I have to pick up Ms. Brewer's baked goods up on Friday before noon.



I have to pick up Collete's baked goods Friday.



I have to pick up Frau Sam's baked goods Friday.



Mrs. McLaury is bringing her baked goods to the house Friday sometime.



Melanie is going to bring some too, but i doubt she's going to cause she forgot to last time. :)

I hate rating profiles! :'(

it take for freaking ever!

I just finished putting up flyers for the bakesale. I have most of them on the other half of the school. I only had eight left after hanging up all of them on the finearts side. is that a good thing? lots of people go that way to leave and stuff. :)

It's all a game of this or that, now versus then

better off against worse for wear

And you’re someone who knows someone who knows someone I once knew

And I just want to be a part of this



The road outside my house is paved with good intentions

Hired a construction crew, 'cause it's hell on the engine

You are the dreamer and we are the dream.

I could write it better than you ever felt it.



So hum hallelujah,

Just off the key of reason

I thought I loved you

It was just how you looked in the light.

A teenage vow in a parking lot

"Till tonight do us part"

I sing the blues and swallow them too



My words are my faith to hell with our good name.

A remix of your guts-your insides X-rayed

And one day we'll get nostalgic for disaster

we're a bull, your ears are just a china shop



I love you in the same way, there's a chapel in a hospital

One foot in your bedroom and one foot out the door

Sometimes we take chances, sometimes we take pills.

I could write it better than you ever felt it.



So hum hallelujah,

Just off the key of reason

I thought I loved you

It was just how you looked in the light.

A teenage vow in a parking lot

"Till tonight do us part"

I sing the blues and swallow them too



Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelu...

Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelu...

(Hum hallelujah (Hum hallelujah), hum hallelujah (Hum hallelujah))



A teenage vow in a parking lot

"Till tonight do us part"

I sing the blues and swallow them too



So hum hallelujah,

Just off the key of reason

I thought I loved you

It was just how you looked in the light.

A teenage vow in a parking lot (Hum hallelujah)

"Till tonight do us part"

Love in a parking lot (Hum hallelujah)

"Till tonight do us part"

A teenage vow in a parking lot

"Till tonight do us part"

I sing the blues and swallow them too

Oh I wish wish wish that i could have a cellphone. It'd be quite nice, but I won't get one till I'm older. = Perhaps my mom will buy me one for graduation. :) I'd be all for that. :)

I believe about seven more drop everything and reads before I graduate. that means seven more d.e.a.r and the junior class will be seniors and then nine more months for them to drop everything and read on mondays. :)



haha juniors haha :P

i will be so glad when I graduate. No more drop everything and read. The juniors have another nine months for it. haha juniors haha

In the original architectural design, the French cathedral of Chartres had six spires. (It was built with two spires.)

The world's largest amphibian is the giant salamander. It can grow up to 5 ft. in length.

Soo I'm having a bakesale friday and I emailed fifteen people asking if they could help out with baking something. I've gotten four responses all with "sure" :) I'm excited!

soo i found this one game on candystand.com and it has to do with electricity and stuff. you have to make the power go with the things they give you and in the end it has to make the end object spin. I can't get off level six for my life. It's actually quite addicting but i decided to quit playing because it's angering me. >.< damn addicting games!

why people so young like ten year olds have a facebook.



My cousin macie has a facebook and she's ten years old. She has a freaking msn too. oh the joys of freaking technology. -.- She claimed herself as a fourteen year old, but really she's ten. her brother and sister have facebook and next her little brother will have a facebook.



I'm sorry vr but I'm not referring any of them to vr. forgive me but I really don't want them on here and they wouldn't know how to do it either. really they're kind of idiots when it comes to stuff. :P but they're family i can say that. :)

I bought Twilight today ^_^. I'm quite excited to watch it tonight :) Alexis, Setoya, and Spencer are here tonight.... I dont know if I'm in the mood for children tonight. =

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LoveXStarr
02:46 Mar 22 2009

I got Books one and two for my birthday yesterday. I just finished Twilight, in 12 hours. I still haven't seen the movie. I want to wait for my honey.

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The shortest poem ever goes 'Adam, hae'em'.

The word "Checkmate" in chess comes from the Persian phrase "Shah Mat," which means "the king is dead".

You're the Jack to my Ennis ♥



I saw it on a flair and thought it was cute so i thought i'd share with the world of vampirerave. :)

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KamarillaKaine
23:50 Mar 19 2009

oh good lawd .... i LOVE flair !! lolol

i need about 364 flair boards on facebook haha

and yeah .. ima hafta go get me that one ! lol

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I wonder why our school has more team/school spirit for sports like basketball and volleyball, but not football. = they have moer spirit for basektball and volleyball than they have spirit for football. why?

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JohnnyTambourine
18:42 Mar 19 2009

It might be the location of your school or your coaches really prefer one sprot to another so they get the students to think the same thing. Just a thought. Or, your school might suck at football and be really great at basketball and volleyball.

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PostInsanity
18:47 Mar 19 2009

Our football team sucks. =]

lol

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MyBleedingReaction
20:40 Mar 19 2009

oh I know our football team sucks. -.- can't win a game. :P perhaps that's why we have more team/school spirit for the other sports. :)

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soo i've written a lot today. i think about six entries. possibly i dont know...

anyway...



yesterday i was on facebook and I was rearranging my flair on my corkboard and a thought came to mind. I have all lgbt flair on my corkboard and stuff. and i was thinking 'if love knows no gender, then what does that have to do with sexuality?' think about it. I dare you

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In German class today Frau Sam asked if there was any new news and someone said something about obama and five videos in the store or something. and then she said that Obama wanted to make veterans pay for their health coverage stuff and thankfully that was denied. and that's when they started talking about Obama and being on tv or something and that's when Frau Sam went off and was all 'Why do you guys not like Bush? Because the press didn't like him.You guys need to think for yourselves and have people not tell you what to think.' Maybe that's why the world hated McCain also. Because the press didn't. Is that why the world likes obama? -.-Because the press does?

this is nothing special. just another boring entry that has popped into my head :)



yesterday I came back to school because I had to put out flyers and the principal wasn't there. So while i was waiting, I started writing a letter type thing to all the homophobic hates out in the world. I think it was suppose to be a poem but it ended up being a letter type thing. I thought it was quite good :) hehe



on another note; my freaking leg is killing me. It hurts when I walk and it's on the side of my leg instead of the back, like a charliehorse. I'm gonna go insane.



on the next note; I randomly decided that I am going to go Darrell's wedding next month. I bawled when I read her email and it was quite simple. She told me she loves me. ^-^ hehe that's all that was needed to wash the hate away. "I love you hon!" and the hate was gone. I no longer hate Darrell. I hate David with a passion. :)

sam called Darrell a royal bitch. She's a bitch to her. well grr! Darrell's my best friend and if sam wants to think Darrell's a royal bitch then i say let her. I don't think she is, I've known she's changed and all but I dont think Sam has to be a bitch either. Jessica told me that Sam ripped her apart because she's talkin to Rachel, sam's ex girlfriend. ugh!

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MBK
14:49 Mar 19 2009

Well, it's true... Darrell has become a bitch ..

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MyBleedingReaction
15:14 Mar 19 2009

Oh Dylan.

I dont think she's become a royal one. = she is one but I think she's one because her dad is being dumb. (: and she has no way to stick up for herself. =

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Donald Duck comics were banned from Finland because he doesn't wear pants.

Tell me do you think it'd be all right

If I could just crash here tonight

You can see I'm in no shape for driving

And anyway I've got no place to go

And you know it might not be that bad

You were the best I'd ever had

If I hadn't blown the whole thing years ago

I might not be alone

Tomorrow we can drive around this town

And let the cops chase us around

The past is gone but something might be found

To take its place...hey jealousy

And you can trust me not to think

And not to sleep around

If you don't expect too much from me

You might not be let down

Cause all I really want is to be with you

Feeling like I matter too

If I hadn't blown the whole thing years ago

I might be here with you

Tomorrow we can drive around this town

And let the cops chase us around

The past is gone but something might be found

To take its place...hey jealousy

Samantha's kind of being a baby. I dont know why nor do I want to know, but she's just sitting there being all sad and babyish. It's kind of starting to anger me... but i dont dare ask what's wrong, she'll go off on me...



on the next note, i'm quite sure the stitches in my mouth on the right side fell out. :) and Alex, Dylan's cousin, looks good as a blonde. :)

The longest recorded flight of a chicken is thirteen seconds.

today in personal finance we had a junior achievemnet guy come talk about stocks and stuff. We played a game, and it wasn't that bad. :)

now i just have this class, and i'm going to leave for lunch and possibly not come back till the time i'm expected home, which is about 3:30. that gives me four hours to mess around ^_^. hehe yayy!

I got my graduation announcements today ^-^. Hooray! they're cool looking :) I like them. Two months! two months and no more school till I go to college. Hopefully that will a year away :)

I made my day of silence tshirt design today in computer applications two. :) I just need something for the back. I have just realized that the day of silence is a month away. Graduation is two months away. :|

The average four year-old child asks over four hundred questions a day.

my mouth really hurts. -.- I have to wait another 10 minutes to go to the bathroom. The principal locked all doors to the hallways because of some freshmen that were messing around. Soo everyday around this time I have to pee really bad but i cant because the doors are locked. I say if they want to pay for an exploded bladder then I say let the doors stay locked!

Mozart wrote the nursery rhyme 'twinkle, twinkle, little star' at the age of 5.

soo i guess Darrell's not mad at me for not calling her for the baked potato feed. She's just disappointed that our friendship isn't as strong as it used to be. She wasn't yelling at me and she was never mad at me. Well our friendship goes both ways... She has more important things to do... like her wedding. I have friends and up with people and stuff. she has david. I have Dylan and Eldon and Kim. She has Trip. I have Huron. She has a dumb father. I dont, well i do but i never see him. She has a father that's an asshole to her and wants her out of the house *snaps fingers* like that. I don't. I have a mother that plays both parent roles. -.- ugh! All my money is being saved up for my up with people tour. her's is going to her father for cigarettes and bills.



kayy im done. (:

jean's coming over for a bit ^-^. I'm kind of excited for it. (: she hasn't been over forever. I miss her. Mom said she could come over if she doesn't drive her nuts. :) hehe



she gets to meet lola! my car (:

The Black Widow spider eats her mate during or after sex.

well today i'm doing quite well. My mouth hurts. The right side hurts worse than the left side. while in the grocery store i felt the long strand of my stitches come out. It was kind of gross... it was just the piece of stitches i could feel with my tounge. -.- ugh.



lastnight i went to bed at 10:30. The darvaset medicine stuff instantly works. I like that stuff, but my face gets all red when i take it. possibly im allergic to it, but i dont think i am. It helps with the pain. :)



I might get to help my mom make cupcakes or something today :) hooray!

TYPEWRITER, is the longest word that can be made using the letters on only one row of the keyboard.

is it a bad thing that my mouth hurts worse today than it did thursday? it hurts when i talk. -.-



lastnight I had a hot turkey sandwhich, it was good, the turkey gave me a hard time though. and i ate a couple bites of andrew's omlett, the hashbrowns poked my mouth and i quit after that. I went to bed at 9:30 lastnight. i was exhausted. I can feel my stitches. I dont think that's a good thing. = hmm.

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chrysanthemia
16:38 Mar 14 2009

I felt my stitches. They drove me nuts, I could always feel them against my tongue, and through my skin and stuff.



I also felt one when it came out. It was against my cheek and I took it out with my finger. The other one I didn't feel which disturbed me even more. Yuck.



Everything will hurt for a couple weeks. Then it'll slowly start to get better.

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More Monopoly money is printed in a year, than real money throughout the world.

When the Hoovers did not want to be overheard by White House guests, they spoke to each other in Chinese.

soo today i had my wisdom teeth out. I feel pretty good. my left part of my jaw really hurts, but that's where i had two out. The nurse took me into the operating room and it was really nice. i remember having my bloodpressure taken, three things to monitor my heart, an iv, and then the sleepy stuff. the sleepy stuff hurt and then it started working. and i was still awake when the dentist came in and i think he slapped my arm or put more sleepy stuff in my iv and then i was out. and i woke up an hour later and my arm was attached to the bloodpressure thing. the guy came and took the gauze out and put an icebag thing around my head. and then the lady wheeled me to the room and my jaw started hurting really really bad so she put medicine in my iv and then it quit hurting, and we went home. (: i can feel the stitches on the left part of my jaw. :)

i get to go to sioux falls tonight. >.< andrew has a dentist appointment at 7:30 tomorrow morning. my dentist appointment is at 9:30 and i dont know how long that will be. -.- maybe it'll be a little over an hour or something. Andrew's gonna be a cry baby want to do something... >.

If one spells out numbers, they would have to count to One Thousand before coming across the letter "A".

i fear marzley is going to tell darrell that sam and i talked about her in studyhall today. >.

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MBK
21:03 Mar 10 2009

She can suck it up.

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MyBleedingReaction
17:20 Mar 11 2009

Dylan you're amazing ♥

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the glue on the envelops kind of taste nasty.... -.- ugh!

I just apologized to Darrell through a letter. I hope she reads it. :) I hope she forgives me... I dont think i did anything to her... but whatever... it just helps to apologzie every once in awhile. :)

Jean's mad at Darrell.

good maybe darrell can set a record of how many huron people she make mad at her. it's possibly a record now. :) i dont know if she's ever had at least five people mad at her at the same time over the same thing. = hmmm. makes me wonder....

Leonardo da Vinci could write with one hand while drawing with the other

I have thirty four entries in my journal. is that a bad thing? I really hope chris doesn't come today. >.< i don't really want to share my table with him today.

i gave out all my thank you notes to everyone except Eldon but that's because he didn't stay for lunch :).

most of the people took them and smiled and said thanks :).

101 Dalmatians, Peter Pan, Lady and the Tramp, and Mulan are the only Disney cartoons where both parents are present and don't die throughout the movie.

Dylan-

I think Christina is going to be kind of mean to me too... just because darrell and david are pissed off at me... maybe she'll be kind of decent to me, but don't hold your breath...



by the way Happy belated birthday darling. (: i was going to write you a journal entry yesterday, but i couldn't get on till after eight. :( so sorry.

soo David messaged and yelled at me because my mom called Darrell's mom the other day because they got pissed off at me because I didn't call Darrell tuesday for my baked potato fundraiser. Soo he's supposely "bullying" me and he's soo tired of and sick of pepole using him in America. ummm... well i didnt use him... so he blocked me... i didn't do anything to him. whatever... i dont care anymore... he can go screw off.... so i blocked him, darrell, christina, and allison just incase darrell decides to get pissed off at me for being an asshole to her finacee.

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MBK
18:42 Mar 08 2009

Christina is probably the only one who wouldn't be mean.

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Dreamt" is the only English word that ends in the letters "mt."

The worlds oldest piece of chewing gum is 9000 years old.

kori poked me and made me sound like a duck. -.-

soo i'm considering my options for college. i dont know where i want to go... but i do know that i want to be a german teacher. two of the colleges i looked at today don't have german as a major. soo i considered my options of an english teacher, a music teacher, a photographer, or oceanography. i dont know what i want to be or where i want to go or anything... i have about a year, give or take a few months, to decide where i'm going and what i'm going to be. -.- maybe ill just stay with up with people forever. and maybe get a job there or something :)

If a rooster can't fully extend its neck, it can't crow.

my clicker button on my laptop is really broken. -.-

Desiree said they're going to feature me in the tiger stripes newspaper next month. -.- im kind of excited, but that means i have to get my picture taken.yay >.

Jason Mraz

Lucky lyrics

Do you hear me,

I'm talking to you

Across the water across the deep blue ocean

Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams

I feel your whisper across the sea

I keep you with me in my heart

You make it easier when life gets hard



I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh



They don't know how long it takes

Waiting for a love like this

Every time we say goodbye

I wish we had one more kiss

I'll wait for you I promise you, I will



I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

Lucky to be coming home someday



And so I'm sailing through the sea

To an island where we'll meet

You'll hear the music, feel the air

I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees

Move so pretty you're all I see

As the world keeps spinning round

You hold me right here right now



I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

Lucky to be coming home someday



Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh



Raining Blood by Slayer



My sinful glare at nothing holds thoughts of death behind it

Skeletons in my mind commence tearing at my sanity

Vessels in my brain carry death until my birth

Come and die with me forever

Share insanity



Do you want to die!



The waves of blood are rushing near, pounding at the walls of lies

Turning off my sanity, reaching back into my mind

Non-rising body from the grave showing new reality

What I am, what I want, I'm only after death



Trapped in purgatory

A lifeless object, alive

Awaiting reprisal

Death will be their acquittance



The sky is turning red

Return to power draws near

Fall into me, the sky's crimson tears

Abolish the rules made of stone



Pierced from below, souls of my treacherous past

Betrayed by many, now ornaments dripping above



Awaiting the hour of reprisal

Your time slips away



Raining blood

From a lacerated sky

Bleeding its horror

Creating my structure

Now I shall reign in blood!



On my way by Phil Collins









Tell everybody i'm on my way

New friends and new places to see

With blue skies ahead, yes i'm on my way

And theres no where else i'd rather be



Tell everybody i'm on my way

And i'm loving every step i take

With the sun beating down, yes i'm on my way

And i can't keep this smile off my face



Cause theres nothing like, seeing each other again

No matter what the distance between

And the stories we tell, will make you smile

Or really lifts my heart



So tell'em i'm on my way

New friends and new places to see

And to sleep under the stars and could ask for more

With the moon keeping watch over me



Not the snow nor the rain, can change my mind

The sun will come out, wait and see

And the feeling of the wind

In your face can lift your heart



Oh... theres no where i'd rather be

Cause i'm on my way now

Well and true

I'm my way there

I'm on my way now(x3)



Tell everybody i'm on my way

I just can't wait to be there

With blue skies ahead, yes I'm on my way

And nothing but good times to share



So tell everybody I'm on my way

And I just can't wait to be home

With the sun beating down yes I'm on my way

And nothing but good times to show



I'm on my way

Yes, I'm on my way

By raising your legs slowly and lying on your back, you cannot sink into quicksand.

christa and i were talking about owwies and scars and stuff today through email. It was kind of fun just to talk someone about something that isn't so important in life. :P anyway.... i've had stitches twice, i split my head open, many scars, many owwies, many aches and pains. oh the joys of owwies. and i always seem to pick at them and the bleed allover again.... =

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22:35 Mar 04 2009

Probably not the brightest idea, Rae. =P

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Intro (T-Pain)]

(Shortayyyy) Aww shit

Get your towels ready it's about to go down (shorty, yeah)

Everybody in the place hit the fuckin deck (shorty, yeah)

But stay on your motherfuckin toes

We runnin this, let's go



[Chorus (T-Pain)]

I'm on a boat (I'm on a boat)

I'm on a boat (I'm on a boat)

Everybody look at me cause I'm sailin on a boat (sailin on a boat)

I'm on a boat (I'm on a boat)

I'm on a boat

Take a good hard look at the motherfuckin boat (boat, yeah)



[The Lonely Island (T-Pain)]

I'm on a boat motherfucker take a look at me

Straight flowin on a boat on the deep blue sea

Bustin five knots, wind whippin out my coat

You can't stop me motherfucker cause I'm on a boat



Take a picture, trick (trick) I'm on a boat, bitch (bitch)

We drinking Santana champ, cause it's so crisp (crisp)

I got my swim trunks, and my flippie-floppies

I'm flippin burgers, you at Kinko's straight flippin copies



I'm ridin on a dolphin, doin flips and shit

The dolphin's splashin, gettin e'rybody all wet

But this ain't Seaworld, this is real as it gets

I'm on a boat motherfucker, don't you ever forget



I'm on a boat and, it's goin fast and

I got a nautical themed pashmina afghan

I'm the king of the world, on a boat like Leo

If you're on the shore, then you're sho' not me-oh

{Get the fuck up, this boat is REAL!!!}



Fuck land, I'm on a boat, motherfucker (motherfucker)

Fuck trees, I climb buoys, motherfucker (motherfucker)

I'm on the deck with my boys, motherfucker (yeah)

This boat engine make noise, motherfucker



Hey ma, if you could see me now (see me now)

Arms spread wide on the starboard bow (starboard bow)

Gonna fly this boat to the moon somehow (moon somehow)

Like Kevin Garnett, anything is possible



[T-Pain]

Yeah, never thought I'd be on a boat

It's a big blue watery road (yeah)

Poseidon~!! Look at me, oh (all hands on deck)

Never thought I'd see the day

When a big boat comin my way

Believe me when I say, I fucked a mermaid



[Chorus]



[T-Pain]

Whoahhh

Sha-sha-shorty, shorty

Yeah yeah yeahhh

i dont wana think about graduation anymore... I'm actually kind of scared to graduate. I mean i know that it's a quick process once you get up there and shake the guy's hand, it's over with. you just have to wait with the singing and the speeches and the music and the principal to announce that your class has graduated. It's gonna take forever. My graduating class has almost two hundred kids in it... good thing I won't be wearing makeup, ill be crying... i think in a good way though :) the tears will stain my robe and ill probably have to pay for it be cleaned, but it won't be smeared with makeup. :) so that's a good thing. Alex made me smile cause I'm totally in hopeless condition right now... I dont want to graduate. I dont want to think about it and when I do, I start to get all choked up. anyway... I'm afraid that when i come back home from my tour and apply for school, i'll fail miserably and end up becoming a bum and living in a box. Soo maybe I shoud stay close to home just incase i fail. I want to become a German teacher. I want to teach German. I believe that is what God has called me to do and if not, he'll make me fail. that's just the way fate is... Alex was all "oh Rachel hunny you'll do just fine." and i started to cry cause i hope i do just fine, and i hope I become a german teacher. Hillary said she'd take her kids to me if i was a german teacher. That was a while ago and that made me smile. With graduation two months away, i'm scared to death. I also have the day of silence and that's going to be very successful. I have prom, darrell's wedding, graduation, up with people, school. and all in that mess I hope to go see a broadway play. :) I'm going to go to New York and see a broadway play. I'm going to go to the statue of liberty. and i'm gonna get lots and lots of pictures of New york.

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SeleneTremere
20:47 Mar 04 2009

You've got so much ambition and so many goals! I don't know you and you make me feel proud.



Failure isn't measured by what you cannot achieve, not in my book, anyway. It's measured by what you do not TRY to achieve.



It sounds like you have a pretty good plan for your graduation. That's more than a lot of kids have these days. You should be very proud of yourself.



Good luck and best wishes!

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If we hold on together by Diana Ross





Don't lose your way

With each passing day

You've come so far

Don't throw it away

Live believing

Dreams are for weaving

Wonders are waiting to start

Live your story

Faith, hope & glory

Hold to the truth in your heart



If we hold on together

I know our dreams will never die

Dreams see us through to forever

Where clouds roll by

For you and I



Souls in the wind

Must learn how to bend

Seek out a star

Hold on to the end

Valley, mountain

There is a fountain

Washes our tears all away

Words are swaying

Someone is praying

Please let us come home to stay



If we hold on together

I know our dreams will never die

Dreams see us through to forever

Where clouds roll by

For you and I



When we are out there in the dark

We'll dream about the sun

In the dark we'll feel the light

Warm our hearts, everyone



If we hold on together

I know our dreams will never die

Dreams see us through to forever

As high as souls can fly

The clouds roll by

For you and I





CHORUS

Set me for a seal upon your heart

For I am with you 'til the end of time.

For (many waters cannot quench this love of ours) (2x)

>From the hills I will give my love to you

Like the flowers open in spring

Come away with me, my beloved, my friend

Come away 'til the end of time.

CHORUS





Graduation(Friends forever) by Vitamin C



And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives

Where we're gonna be when we turn 25

I keep thinking times will never change

Keep on thinking things will always be the same

But when we leave this year we won't be coming back

No more hanging out cause we're on a different track

And if you got something that you need to say

You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down

These memories are playing like a film without sound

And I keep thinking of that night in June

I didn't know much of love

But it came too soon

And there was me and you

And then we got real blue

Stay at home talking on the telephone

We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared

Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair

And this is how it feels



[1] - As we go on

We remember

All the times we

Had together

And as our lives change

Come Whatever

We will still be

Friends Forever



So if we get the big jobs

And we make the big money

When we look back now

Will our jokes still be funny?

Will we still remember everything we learned in school?

Still be trying to break every single rule

Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?

Will Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

And this is how it feels



[Repeat 1]



La, la, la, la:

Yeah, yeah, yeah

La, la, la, la:

We will still be friends forever



Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?

Can we survive it out there?

Can we make it somehow?

I guess I thought that this would never end

And suddenly it's like we're women and men

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?

Will these memories fade when I leave this town

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly



[Repeat 1 (3x)]





"I Believe I Can Fly" by R. Kelly



I used to think that I could not go on

And life was nothing but an awful song

But now I know the meaning of true love

I'm leaning on the everlasting arms



If I can see it, then I can do it

If I just believe it, there's nothing to it



[1]

I believe I can fly

I believe I can touch the sky

I think about it every night and day

Spread my wings and fly away

I believe I can soar

I see me running through that open door

I believe I can fly

I believe I can fly

I believe I can fly



See I was on the verge of breaking down

Sometimes silence can seem so loud

There are miracles in life I must achieve

But first I know it starts inside of me, oh



If I can see it, then I can do it

If I just believe it, there's nothing to it



[Repeat 1]



Hey, cuz I believe in me, oh



If I can see it, then I can be it

If I just believe it, there's nothing to it



[Repeat 1]



Hey, if I just spread my wings

I can fly

I can fly

I can fly, hey

If I just spread my wings

I can fly

Fly-eye-eye

Sunday Shoes, Cap and Gown

The whole town gathered around

Waited 18 years now it’s all comin down to this.

I scanned the crowd and it fills my soul

My best friends all here in rows

No turning back, Now its time to walk that line

This tassel is gonna turn

But when the moment passes by

We’ll just walk away

Then slowly grow apart



But I’m not gonna cry, no

Not one sad or happy tear

I’ve waited my whole life

Now I’m gonna fly right outta here



It’s a bittersweet goodbye, but I’m not gonna cry



Friday night, football games,

First loves and first heartbreaks,

It didnt matter who won or lost,

Only how we played,

Memories as good as gold,

Tearin' up those mountain roads,

racin' out 53, to old georgetown,

sure we made a little trouble,

but learned from every mistake,

so theres no regret,

we've done the best we could



so im not gonna cry, no

not one sad or happy tear

ive waited my whole life

now im gonna fly right outta here



these have been the best years of my life

so im not gonna cry



its been a lonely, winding journey

and we've lost a few along the way

still we've hung in there through the tribulations

now its time to celebrate

its our graduation day



so im not gonna cry

not one sad or happy tear

ive waited my whole life

so im gonna fly right outta here



this has been the best day of my life, so im not gonna cry



its a bittersweet goodbye, im not gonna cry

i just finished reading new moon. i cried when Bella had to go in and talk to Charlie at the end. :( Soo now im reading eclipse :).

mrs. peiffer has never had a ticket.



the color of someone's car has more risk of getting in trouble. red cars tend to get in more trouble than other colored cars. :).

my ears kind of hurt. -.- i have a sore throat and mom says they're all from my teeth... i dont think it's from my teeth... but i had a really good night's sleep lastnight. it was great. i didnt want to wake up. :P i got to poke the dylan this morning. I also got to hug him too ^-^. hehe

The world's record for keeping a Lifesaver in the mouth with the hole intact is 7 hrs 10 min.

my baked potato feed went okay :). not as much as i wanted though. (: i ended up making about 1,200 dollars :). that's not that bad is it?

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PostInsanity
04:27 Mar 04 2009

That sounds awesome!

Great job! =]

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MBK
04:32 Mar 04 2009

Not bad? That's amazing!

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MyBleedingReaction
13:57 Mar 04 2009

thanks guys for the encouragement :). i apperciate it ^-^♥

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i'm in the mood to complain. :P it's my journal, so what's it to ya? i got my hair cut yesterday, and my mom really likes it. At the bus today this kid was all 'your hair is weird'. I got called a boy in german class. she was all 'you look like a boy'. I know it's really short, but you know what i like it that, so she can shut up. :) I'm pretty sure the guy that hung himself was Jay. He's only like 20. I'm kind of sad. He was a cool person. I liked his hat that he let me wear. :) he said i looked good in it. I shoulda stole that hat. :P I liked wearing too.:) hehe. I'm almost done with New Moon. I have less than fifty pages to go. Then i can start eclipse. Jean came and sat at my table this morning. I wanted to hug her. :) She was complaining about how she wants to read new moon, but kayla won't borrow her it. I could borrow it to her when i'm done, but i'd want it back. I have to read the Great Gastby for language arts. I didnt like the first page of it when we got it.... the only book that i really liked when it was assigned was tuesdays with morrie. that book made me cry when he died. I didnt like a lesson before dying. I liked the mock trial though after the book was done. I feel like crying. :( I dont wana be in school anymore... well today i dont... I wish i could runaway... I smell like baby puke. -.- My fingernails glow in the dark. I like three people, well not including dylan, he doesn't count cause i've liked him forever. :P soo i guess if you want to count Dylan, i like four people. :P David's not one of them... he's darrell's man. I wish I was in Slovenia. It'd be nice cause I'd feel safer than what i do now in my own hometown... I could be with Danko in Slovenia. I could hug him and all my troubles would be gone. :) I'm fine with that.:) hehe well not gone, but put away... I wonder what Darrell will say when someone tells her Jay hung himself... eh... she'll probably be all 'oh well...' or something like that... anyway... i'm done for now. :) I'm sure i'll be back later :)

There were four murders that happened in a week.



the first murder was a block away from my house.



the second and third murder*mother and baby*, my mom knew the guy. He took care of the mother at the dump.



the fourth murder... the guy hung himself. I think i know the guy that hung himself... i dont know any of the others...

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MBK
16:33 Mar 03 2009

I never heard about the baby dying.



The fourth isn't murder, Rae :P Suicide.



So it is true...

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MyBleedingReaction
16:36 Mar 03 2009

it was an unborn child Dylan. the lady was going to tell the guy's wife that had an affair and the baby was his, so he killed her. took her to the dump and hit her with some kind of bar that killed her instantly... and then the other guy that helped take care of the clothing of the lady hung himself.

I knew what i meant. :P

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i'm kind of scared... there were three murders, four if you want to include the baby, in my home-town. My mom knows the guy that killed the lady. The first murder only happened a block away from my house. I think i know the guy that hung himself that took care of the clothing. Huron's not safe anymore. >.< I wana cry... especially if the guy that hung himself is the guy that everyone is talking about. I hung out with him when he liked darrell...

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MBK
16:33 Mar 03 2009

Wait, who was the fourth guy?

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MyBleedingReaction
16:37 Mar 03 2009

Jay Winter

he helped take care of the clothing... and knew he was in trouble... so when the cops went to his house they found him hanging.

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does everyone go through the stage of cutting their hair when they're younger? or cutting someone else's hair?

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chrysanthemia
23:10 Mar 02 2009

I still cut my hair. . . . Doesn't everyone? Lmao.



By the way it's thought. You missed the last t. No big deal.

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MyBleedingReaction
23:12 Mar 02 2009

ah! thank you :)

i was hurrying. (:

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chrysanthemia
03:26 Mar 03 2009

Hee hee--lookit the smileys!

:)

(:

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MyBleedingReaction
16:40 Mar 03 2009

hehe :D

it's an open mouth smiley now :)

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Arnold Schonberg suffered from triskaidecaphobia, the fear of the number 13. He died at 13 minutes from midnight on Friday the 13th.

i'm sad :(...



actually.... i feel like punching something :) hehe

lastnight we made trail mix for the bake sale we're having, and one of my m&m' s had an n on it, and today's m&m was blank. i think it's kind of funny :)

If NASA sent birds into space they would soon die; they need gravity to swallow.

two months and sixteen days till i graduate. :)

why people have to be so cruel in this world... -.-

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LoveXStarr
03:28 Mar 01 2009

'cause they're dumb. People do dumb things.

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In the movie "Toy Story", the carpet designs in Sid's hallway is the same as the carpet designs in "The Shining."