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I've finally moved on! No more Britany! I'm soo glad that I'm over her. ^_^ It took about a month. (:

I am super stoked for San Diego. :)

1. I wear my emotions on my sleeve.

2. I wish I was someone else.

3. I don't like the way I look.

4. I love getting piercings.

5. I used to be suicidal.

6. I am really proud of my sexual orientation.

7. I am too forgiving.

8. I've tried weed.

9. I've drank alcohol.

10. I think too much.

11. I love flying.

12. I love traveling.

13. I'm not a big fan of my family.

14. I hate my father.

15. I've lived in Huron my whole life.

16. I have a journal and I write in it a lot.

17. I used to write stories and poems.

18. I like girls, but I like boys as well.

19. Right now, I'm crazy for this girl, she doesnt want anything to do with me.

20. I feel like i always disappoint someone.

21. If you really knew me you'd probably think I was a big baby.





that's all :)

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everstarven
04:18 Sep 29 2010

If you need a friend or just someone to talk to, I'm here

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It's Tuesday! that means britany's grandma will be coming to walmart today! maybe britany will come too. :) then i'll get to see her especially if she comes through my lane. :) I love tuesdays!

I have to work till 7:30 today. -.- yayyy. I'm soo not excited for it. =\



Danko and I were talking about Britany today and he told me to not talk about her anymore cause it pisses him off. (her telling me she didnt wana be friends and treating me like crap)



I'm just not ready to let go of her yet. I know I should've dropped her the moment she told me didnt want to be friends with me, but deep down I believe she holds a special place for me in her heart. She just can't kiss me, when we were friends, like she did and not feel anything. I think she had feelings for me and was afraid to show them. She was afraid that she was going to get hurt or she was going to hurt me. and she ended up hurtin me. -.-



on another note, Danko dyed his hair. It's red but it looks purple in the sun. ^_^

Only posers fall in love. -slc punk





I love that movie. of course britany and i watched it when we were high. it's a good movie though. :)

California is calling my name!



I'm soo going in November. Anyone wana come with?

I got to see Britany lastnight and she totally ignored me. Though she watched Andrew like a hawk when he got up and got pop and stuff. Those beady little eyes watched me when I left. It kind freaked me out, but I got to see her. That's all that counts. right?

I met Sam's boyfriend. I think I like the guy. :) I'm not entirely too sure though.





We went to this house tonight that's haunted and the first stop was the right side of the house. We were looking and Mike got his phone out to see what was inside and Samantha freaked out. Soo we were done on that side. We walked around the back and we got about half way to the door and I told them I wasn't going anywhere. I just had a bad vibe. Sooo Mike and Sam went all the way up to the door and they said it was colder than where I was. It was cold where I was. Mike tried opening the door and it was locked. Soo we left and around to the front and tried the front door. There were rocks up there so Mike moved them and tried to open the door. It was locked. Sam and I were back a little bit and we saw something upstairs. It was like a figure. Then after Mike was done at the front door he walked to the left side of the house where the side door was and Sam told him not to go there. She got freaked out and he came back and we left. I just had a bad vibe. like someone else was with us.





Sooo that's what I did tonight. :) What did you do?

Remember when we spent the night at your aunt's house and we went to walmart and got a bunch of food and stuff and Jackie ate fruit by the foot and how she ate it? That still makes me laugh. remember the cheese balls? She spilt them allover and you made her clean them up. Still makes me laugh. :) I miss those times.

Today is Sam's birthday! I think she said she's coming down this weekend. I'm not sure. I have today off. I wish Britany and I were still friends cause then I could go see her before she went to work, but she hates me. >.< I wana go somewhere. Where should I go?

Our entire system at walmart is down. =\ Soo people have to write their checks out. The part of the system that does the whole credit card thing, only takes it up to 250$. The debit part didnt want to work. yayy. -.-

My highschool has a GSA!! I'm soo proud. I tried to start one when i was a senior, so last year, and the principal told me no because the "homophobia" would just get worse. Sooo now that we have a gsa, I hope it gets better. :) Our school is homophobic and it pisses me off.

There's a policy about honesty and ass kicking. If you ask for it, I have to let you have it.

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KattrinaK
21:32 Sep 22 2010

nice, always lovely to meet like-minded Folk here.





you go girl!

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I still have feelings for you.... even though i shouldn't. =\ you drive me crazy.

what should i wear to a funeral?

i've had it... i'm done.

I'm tired. -.-



Everyone is coming down tomorrow for grandma's funeral. *my great grandma died yesterday* The funeral is monday so my great aunt can get back to work tuesday. talk about rush. -.- anyway... I hope everyone is having a good day.

>.< fuck...just fuck.

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thats how i feel right now.

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chrysanthemia
05:02 Sep 17 2010

I feel much the same.



Except my rant looks a little more like, "Men are douchebags." Rinse and repeat.

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I wonder if she regrets meeting me. =\ It was a good two months to be honest. ♥

You know that abc game where one person starts off with A and the next person repeats A and come with B and so forth? I love that game! Britany, her sister, and I played that game one night and it was quite fun. :)



Astrological Beaming Coleslaw ♥

-sigh- people make me angry.



ignorant fools. =\

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GrieviousDemon
03:57 Sep 15 2010

Thats the nature of people - they will disappoint you

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do you remember when we first met? June 21,2010 4:30 pm. I knew we were going to have something amazing the moment we got in Ashly's car. Do you remember your first time at culvers? remember mini golf at the starlight and those swings. remember sitting outside the car and watching maraduke and then about half way through we went to the car cause the bugs were eating us alive. remember the first 10 minutes of clash of the titans and deciding it sucked and we went back to go back to the apartment? remember tmnt and tmnt 2? cake and taco dip and chips? It was my first time ever watching tmnt. The next day we went downtown. I wanted to hold your hand while we were walking. Remember the first time I came into burger plus and you asked for my nunmber? yeahh, i was super nervous, but soo excited. Remember when you tried texting my home number, that still makes me smile. remember the frist time we hung out? you had to mow the lawn before your aunt let us hang out. I cant remember the first movies we watched, but we watched the first one downstairs and after that we went upstairs and talked. then we went for a walk. That night we hung out and watched another movie. I dont remember what it was called, but it was one you picked out. We watched many movies on that portable dvd player. I remember after the movie we watched we sat there and talked and I told you that you were amazing. I meant it. You told me that I'm real and you like that in a person. Then I had to go because I had to work the next morning. That was our first hug. You put one arm around me and I wrapped both mine around you. I knew from that moment we were going to have something great. Remember the first time you spent the night at my house. You got the fuzzy blue blanket and i got the other ones. You got the bed and told me you'd sleep downstairs so I could have my bed upstairs. I asked what the point of that would be and I would definently sleep downstairs with you. So I fell asleep behind the chair and you got the cot. That was the only time you spent the night at my house. It was fun though. Remember our first trip to Mitchell? that was after we got to know eachother. We went to Mitchell and spent the whole day together. I think we walked downtown forever. It was nice though. I asked what you like about me and you told me that even though I'm super quiet I don't seem to give a shit what people think. That made me smile. Remember that 50 dollar purse? yeahh I think it was one of the best investments. we had to drive there and back home with the windows down because my air conditioner belt was still broke. Then it started to rain and you fell asleep on me. Then when we got home I showed your grandma my purse and my shoes that I got. Then I went home and you walked me out and hugged me tight. We stood there for awhile until you let me go. That's how we ended our nights together. hugs and standing there forever in eachothers arms. I loved that as much as being with you all the time. Remember our first kiss? I walked you to your door and kissed you on the cheek. Then one night we hung out and you attacked me in a hug and we stood there forever in eachothers arms. Then we kissed. I told you that I was soo glad that I met you and you agreed that you were glad you met me. remember inglorious basterds? I think that's on my top movies. Remember when we tried to watch fight club like three times and we hadn't finished it until we watched it with Eldon? I think that will be our movie. definently. remember getting high for the first time,well my first high anyway? we watched slc punk. that still trips me out. :P I couldnt stay awake. Soo I finally went to bed. You asked me "do you think I would move to a small town and find a girl like you?" and i said no and you said "me either". that made me smile. You make me smile girl. I miss you a lot. =\ I hope that we can fix this whole not talkng to eachother situation. ♥

-I should be furious at you for everything you've done to me... but sad enough I'm not. Everyone else that knows... wants to kill you. I tell them no no don't do that. Don't hurt her please I still care for her! I still fucking care for you after all the stuff you put me through. I'm still crazy for you. I still wait for the phone call to see if you want to hang out. "hello?" "heyy do you want come get me?" "yeah sure!" "kay see you in a few". I still wait for that! I long for our hugs. I haven't hugged for what seems like EVER. I miss your kisses. I miss your smile. I miss your laugh. I miss you eyes and how they light up when we see eachother for the first time each day. I miss your scent. I miss your gauges. I miss your room. I miss your bed. I miss those horrible steps up to your room. I miss our movie nights. I miss you sitting in my car and changing the station after we hit the road. I miss our chats. I miss our car rides. After all the fucking shit you did to me, I still care for you. It drives me crazy not to call you every day after I get off work and see what you're doing. It takes every muscle in my body not to pick that phone up and call. To you I'm probably just some stupid girl that you decided to be friends with for a time and then ditch me because you got tired of me. To me you were someone amazing. You made me soo unbelievably happy. I loved being with you. I loved talking to you. I loved our little chats. Now... every time I think about you I want to cry! cry my eyes out because we're not friends anymore. cry because you make me soo angry. cry because you fusterate me. cry because i miss you. cry because we won't be friends again. It was an amazing two months spent with you. I loved every single moment we spent together. I'll cherish all of our memories together forever. ♥

i feel really sick. >.<

Soo I've decided that I'm not going to delete my account on here. I've been here for about three and a half years. that's a long time really.



anyway... I hope all have a good day. :) I hope I do too.

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rlugo718
17:13 Sep 09 2010

Glad you decided not to delete, cool!

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Did you know:



-that I'm a pot smoker and I've been doing it for a long time.

-I'm always high.

-I tend to run my mouth.

-I like girls.

-I drink.

-I smoke cigarettes.



-ALL of this is a lie.



this is what Britany told my mom on the phone lastnight. -.- dsklfjsalkjflskfa

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Bijou
03:47 Sep 17 2010

wow i would have been pissed

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I got a sore throat. -.-



I'm thinking of deleting my account. I'm not sure if I really want to though. I've been here for three and a half years, do i really want to go away? I'm not sure.... I'll let you know soon though. :)

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PandorasBx
16:44 Sep 06 2010

Maybe you just need a change of scenery ..

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Oceanne
16:48 Sep 06 2010

Yeah..maybe take a break but dont delete your account.

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rlugo718
17:12 Sep 06 2010

don't delete, just take a mini vacation

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I got a new lip ring the other day.



My camera is being a whore. -.-



Britnay's a stupid head. =P



I got pictures with eldon and dylan. My life is complete. ^_^

happy september first ya'll! :) hope you have a great day.