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V.R. Today [Public Entry]-Best viewed with black background.
04:45 Apr 30 2026 Times Read: 72
-I'm liking this song from their new album that releases the eighth of next month. Though I don't actually follow the whole Satan thing. As a magician I have experimented with different spirits I found they are largely effected by your state of mind and how you perceive reality. There is a power in archetypal symbols like a Father God or Prince of Darkness related to authority in a social setting for us humans with abstract thought. Especially those two that have saturated dichotomized thought patterns and propagated by Jewish blood magick that just love cornering markets and indoctrinated many minds to think in relation to. If that's how one connects with the cosmos then more power to you. I don't as my mind has been trained differently. There are certainly averages of certain archetypes in the minds of beings throughout eternity one can tap into symbolism as a mortal and some are more powerful and popular but for me we all move in waxing and waning cycles in reincarnations and is more accurate to tap that part that remains through it all and that's where the elemental being comes from. It seems displaced or hidden within some august egos that lose sight of absolute truth during certain cycles of nature. Posted the image to left on Stream today titled: "Transmute the Shadow" by karmichorror.
Started my morning routine a little lated having woken up early that threw my schedule off but completed my dawn 10 mile hike. Took the day off for weight training.
Since I plan to begin my banner campaign next month if it goes well then I'll probably switch over to OccultRanger to focus more of my time on. We'll see how it plays out. I do need to update that profile as I haven't worked on it for a couple years. May create a mentorship on it for my referrals.
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22:58 Apr 28 2026 Times Read: 103
-Was feeling this song today I like the stereo effect and drums. Posted this image in the Stream today titled: "Vampire Ecstasy 26" by VampireEroticas. Been practicing vortex vampire magick with sigils and targets today. I suppose if I were in the Game of Vampire the Masquerade I'd be an Anarch.
Got my dawn exercise routine in. It's been getting easier so I've been taking more hilly routes. Worked out Chest and abs today with weights.
Well if all goes well with my banner campaign I'll probably switch over to OccultRanger to post on journal daily. I'm close to leveling up base score again on this one anyway so won't dip down in level when Stream buff wears off. Wonder what's up with the Database. That's like the heart of the site and it's broken. WTF?!!
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23:32 Apr 27 2026 Times Read: 137
-I really like the ending of this video. Reminds me of that line from Morpheus in The Matrix: "there's a difference in knowing the path and walking the path". There's lots of people that know things about vampires weather they hear it from us or read it in books and those that walk the path and deal with the dynamics of it.
Today I posted image to the left in Stream titled: "Vampire Ecstasy 29" by VampireEroticas. Though there is more to being vampire than the fetish there definitely is something to the sexual dynamic to it. Got my morning or more accurately dawn exercise in about ten miles is what I average in hilly hiking trails. Took the day off for weight training. Seemed to have a pulled something in one of my rotator cuffs doing reverse flies-hope doesn't impede future workouts. Got a lot more energy now sticking to this 16 hour daily fast with high protein meals and no more snacking. Though I see death as a mercy I still strive to make the best of the little I have in this life and need good health for that.
Im still hyped on my hunting campaign and glad I have the go ahead from my nature spirit companion. There's been many things I've wanted to do for years but didn't have it and I've learned to trust it though I sometimes don't understand why. I still want to create a vampire coven but it needs to be a physical thing and only extended to this site. Anyway I think we are headed for a recession soon so want to begin this banner campaign before it hits though I don't have a coven. Perhaps in the future I can become an alliance master and some of those I bring via the internet can join with their own covens.
Started playing Stardew Valley video game for recreation. I find it relaxing and like unlocking achievements. Been doing a lot of catfishing on the rainy days as they're worth lots of money. Got a Ranger's shirt that really fits my character. I'm just going to take my time with it and do things my way just like so many other things in real life.
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00:23 Apr 27 2026 Times Read: 208
-Woke up a bit early today but got a substantial morning routine in. Then worked out my shoulders and back with weights after breaking fast. Listened to this album by Messa for my hike. Posted image above in stream today titled: "Taken in the Night 004" by Fangs4U. I'm quite tired now and don't feel like posting much.
I have been in love in my past and it is a great and powerful thing and yes very dangerous. I don't think I'm capable of it anymore as a vampire because I think a level of naivety is essential in it's make-up that we lose when perceiving eternity and the absolute. But I have hope I'll experience it in some other incarnation.
You are right, love is dangerous. The emotional pain I experience through being loved and the vulnerable state it places me in has far surpassed any deliberate cruelty or physical pain I've experienced.
I needed to maintain a level of naivety to love, if I didn't, and I saw love for what it truly is — tearing, soul-destroying pain. What is left but to follow a loved one to their grave? For that's where my own fate lies. I don't have the strength to live without my wife.
We're all endless in some ways. You draw people to you, as you have with me. And I hope you'll experience love in some other incarnation.
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00:22 Apr 26 2026 Times Read: 245
-Well today I bought and posted above image in the Stream titled: "Night Feeding" by JABtheWriter. Been feeling some BlutEngel though my German is quite rusty since living there as a kid this song really appeals to me.
-Today started my morning routine about thirteen hours into daily 16 hour fast with a hike to the grocery store to restock my pantry. Then did some housecleaning. Now my place smells like bleach but it is my favorite disinfectant. Ate some high protein meals and now I'm into the next fast. Worked out arms today-biceps, triceps and forearms with weights.
That image hits home. I don't live in a modern house and our fireplace is over a century old. I don't think I'll cause myself any harm posting some pix in the stream when it's lit one day. I love that image. We have sheepskin that we play on. Even the windows are in the same place as the image lol.
I live in a SRO hotel room now so I kind of miss living in an old house with a fireplace. My relatives are well off with lots of land and houses but they're religious and I'm not so we don't get along to understate it a tad.
In many others, sadly not in my experience. Fear, misunderstanding, fragility, endless reasons.
You are among the few, wherever you stand.
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00:17 Apr 25 2026 Times Read: 294
-Wow my nature spirit companion presence really hit me last night. Posted the image to the left in Stream today titled: "the demon lovers" by leatherslut1. No it's not a demon which is the product of a dichotomy that certain ignorant minds have created and then empowered through repression. But since people really don't understand what I'm talking about after years of my mind being trained by occult sources I can't really express it clearly. Nevertheless, I decided to post this image for those the view the world in a linear format like heaven and hell. One can take the vortex which is three dimensional or the wheel of the year and just ignore spring and fall paying attention to summer and winter and then sublimate the form. It has sound principles in engineering to create power like pressure in a pipe but making that your cosmology is severely shortsighted. To each their own as not all are in the same state of mind of as there are different levels of corruption in the turning of eternity.
-So I have been trying to change some habits especially my wake-up routine. After doing some research the first 90 minutes after awakening your cortisol levels are high so it's best not to start exercising until they drop. I figure that's a time to come onto this site as it's really quiet now and still dark out. I think I got into habit of coming onto this site just after 4pm because that's when the vampire rave day resets to distribute honor points and the universal time clock changes dates here for me on pacific time. Anyway after about an hour I'll brew some coffee to drink after I hit that 90 minute mark which is about 13 hours into fast from previous day while doing some stretching. Then its off for the morning hike. Because of the region I live in there's plenty of hills to tackle to change the pace up. I want to get this established and refined and hence forth just call it my morning routine. Later...okay yeah I got a three hour hike in through some hilly trails for 3 hours. Also worked out chest and abs with weights.
Thanks. Yeah I've had experience with spirits in the past but after my mind was retrained with natures cycles the spiritual dynamic changed for me. I've had a nature spirit companion for over 30 years now retraining me whose very presence is so sublime it burns me in ecstasy constantly guiding me about absolute truth. Our very language doesn't contain the correct format to understand these concepts so it is I seem so different than this age's vernacular and experience others relay. My vampire curse perceiving eternity in this awakened state of mind I have as a human living vampire. Becomes frustrating when I can't communicate what I perceive. Only thing for it is to find others who understand.
"I've had a nature spirit companion for over 30 years now retraining me whose very presence is so sublime it burns me in ecstasy, constantly guiding me about absolute truth."
I know about this. Because I have this. And I celebrate your blessing. Our blessings. We have both found fortune in those that love us from beyond the veil of the ordinary world.
And this:
"Our very language doesn't contain the correct format to understand these concepts, so it is I seem so different than this age's vernacular and experience others relay."
I'm there with you too.
I also have a language not understood in the ordinary world.
I'm pleased for you. I am.
The kindness you have for me is reflected in the warmness of my heart in knowing you hold this window to elsewhere.
Thanks I mainly walk a ronin path now and depend on that communion where others have societies.
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03:15 Apr 24 2026 Times Read: 337
-Started the day at the crack of dawn with another 4 hour hike before breakfast. Worked out shoulders and back today with weights. Since this has become a routine now should just use shorthand to record it. Also used vortex vampyre magick without sigil sources. Today I posted in the Stream with graphic above titled: "Wonder Woman Encounter With Dracula Page 3-4" by TranceToonBattles.
Well I'm happy to get the go ahead from my occult sources to start my hunting campaign in force but not about creating a coven. I've mentioned it before as favor points matter little to me but referral points trump them by far to my vampire. It has been humiliating waiting for this to come to fruition and now I'm finally going to be able to work on it. I know when I placed a banner in another social network it would grab some attention and it did but I didn't feel right about it so had to do it differently. Will be pursuing this avenue soon and should have more soon. We'll see next month.
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03:34 Apr 23 2026 Times Read: 375
-Got up early this morning for another hike before breakfast. Worked out arms today with resistance training. Been prepping myself for my hunting campaign but am still being prompted by my occult sources not to create a coven. Oh well the encrypted journal can serve as an exclusive place for them to interact with if they want. Posted the above image in the Stream today titled: "Balance" by Shanemck83. I see there has been some changes to a certain coven I was in before on my other profile. It's hard for me to trust people especially over the internet. Though I tend to put more weight to those I recognize as vampire kindred with my psychic senses they also tend to have lots of baggage because of the darkness they were subjected to that makes working close to them hard. We vampires tend to be solitary for a good reason and only those that are good at lying to themselves as well as others seem to tolerate others. I'm very honest.
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00:54 Apr 22 2026 Times Read: 414
-Started the morning with a four hour hike to the beach for some exercise. Worked out my chest on bench press home gym after eating some food which I guess is my new "breakfast" to be literal. Okay been really working the vampyre magick which I've been exercising while well exercising. It's quite energizing. Posted image to the left in Stream today titled: "Dr. Herbert West (Re-Animator)" by intothefade. Also watched the Accountant 2.
Well there it is another problem and it seems to be by embedding you tube videos. They must have changed something and now it has fucked up embedding them. Oh well I rarely use them except as a research tool.
I always enjoy your posts. They hold lots of positivity.
I lost your reply to my last blog btw. I don't know what's going on with that. Same thing happened yesterday on a different blog I did. Comments lost. Goodness knows.
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05:25 Apr 20 2026 Times Read: 494
-Today was an off day and took it easy. Even went out to eat at fast food place. These places are getting to be too expensive at least here in California to my budget. They just went up in price again then the cashier had a bad attitude. Shit just ain't the same when I was young I learned the value of the dollar and to appreciate work many people don't seem to anymore. I get the fact that times change and the circumstances that shape what lifestyle people have are different and is something to consider in other incarnations apart from times in this life alone. Is something to give hope or dread pending what dispensation one is at at any given time. though I'm not pleased with what shaped mine still I pretty much average in the middle somewhere...usually. Anyway Posted the image above in the stream titled: "Red Eyes" by NukeRooster.
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17:01 Apr 19 2026 Times Read: 514
-This morning made a hike to the beach while fasting in tandem with vampyre magick that has become a routine now. Posted in the stream with image above titled: "Beauty in the embrace of darkness" by TiaMarch. Well that morning hike wiped me out for the day and just listened to a new audiobook. Went ahead and bought this classic King Diamond album.
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01:36 Apr 18 2026 Times Read: 539
-Well today I worked on my arms. Feels good to get back to an exercise routine. I bought and posted above image in the Stream today titled: "Blacklight Nightmare" by SentientArtStudios. I like the surreal aspect to blacklight art and think there is a spiritual component to both "violet" blacklight as well as red light and its effects on perception. I know many associate it to the trippy drug culture but I rarely do drugs; Maybe smoke some weed once a year which is legal here in California. My drug of choice is just caffeine from black coffee and I've been limiting that to just 5 cups per day max.
That's literal cups which equates to two of my mugs.
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05:21 Apr 17 2026 Times Read: 572
-I worked on chest and been listening to an audio-book that helps stimulate my imagination that I find very useful in other...applications. Today posted in the Stream with the above image titled: "Bro Hug" by intothefade.
Yeah I saw the one you posted. Nice. I like having more image file storage the stream gives. Though I'd imagine it can rack up expenses to maintain the memory and bandwidth. I'm thinking of posting banners to offset the cost though I don't have a society yet it won't matter if the site doesn't survive.
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08:31 Apr 16 2026 Times Read: 595
-Went Greek today posting image above in the Stream titled: "I wasn't the first?" by Andvarinn and music by the Greek metal band Yoth_Iria. Today was an off day for me besides the pre-breakfast hike early in the morning. Not really in the sharing mood today.
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13:35 Apr 14 2026 Times Read: 651
-Well today I worked on arms with weight training. I bought and posted the image above in the Stream titled: "The Wicked Limb" by DevilLivedCYN. I see my computer is notifying me it needs an update. I use windows 11 which is notorious for fucking your computer up during updates. I'm *crossing my fingers*. If you never hear from me again you know why.
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03:20 Apr 10 2026 Times Read: 794
-Today I bought and posted the exclusive image in Stream titled: "Gym Wolf 6" by GenaFurry. After a significant hike this morning I assembled my new home gym machine. Got it all put together and folded away in the corner with the free weights. Been a while since I pumped iron and am looking forward to working out in tandem with vampyre magick. Perturbator is some good workout music to me so posted them to commemorate this day.
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03:38 Apr 08 2026 Times Read: 858
-Today I made an exclusive purchase and posted the above image in stream titled: "Horror Theme" by DamienAddams. If I ever get around to actually creating a coven then I'll use this in-depth graphic. I've set my bar higher than others it seems on creating a coven as I want mine built on donors and or actual sired members that I've bonded with physically In Real Life. I got trust issues when it comes to dealing with people over the internet. Certainly one can create bonds with such to a certain degree through it but one must be careful not to create fruit bats which are actually not ready to be awakened.
There's a particular member that frequents this site that demonstrates such character quite clearly to me that tends to be a nuisance to many. It's a pretty good reminder not to make the same mistake. So it is my coven will be forged of physical members I have personally met IRL. No deep feeds via the internet for me. There may be surface feeds which is hard to resist as an empath when one can sense others on a deep level that happens automatically.
Well today I got in plenty of aerobic exercise in with a hike to and through the woods. I'm eagerly awaiting my exercise bench and weights so I can really start putting the muscle back on. I used to be so cut and built but got lazy there for a while. I'm already 6'8" so have an imposing stature but just don't feel right without the bulk too. Plus when it comes to glamour magick I like to work with my own body as a foundation then extend it out from there to other things. Not into illusion like some.
Inside a single image, for those who see its deepest nature, there is only peace.
You have a clear path. It will save you from those who are weaker than you and, while they may hold the best of intentions, may inevitably fall off a cliff while dragging you with them.
I see your strength, yet the strongest are also the kindest, and I wish you, with my heart, that you stay on the path you have forged, and not be taken into the thorns through your kind heart and nobility.
I feel you've traveled this path before. This time, make it yours and yours alone, until the time comes when you are sure of those around you.
@Adain Thanks I'll strive to do just that. It's the mob mentality that is the hardest to contend with to me that find power in numbers like lemmings running off cliffs.
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15:13 Apr 05 2026 Times Read: 921
-Well here it is the next morning I decided to post after I got some coffee in me; Yesterday after spending the day hiking in the sun I wasn't in the mood to post. Anyway, this morning posted the image above on Stream titled: "Escape from the Void" by heartyjessman. Also bought BLVCK CEILING's (Dan Ocean) entire discography which is 131 releases on Bandcamp. Probably be seeing a lot of his work embedded for a while. I really like his style in the witch house genre.
Getting ready for another hike to establish some new habits to get aerobic exercise in everyday then after I get the weights can replace these elastic bands I've been using for resistance training. Been eating a lot better too to rejuvenate my health. Need to strengthen my heart. Well I'm off.
...Later. Phew, had a decent hike/run in the sun today in tandem with vampire magick. Came back to see my journal wasn't in the open journal page. It was set for public. I made it private then public again and it seems to have apeared where it should have been. I wonder what glitch in the system caused that shit.
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07:19 Apr 01 2026 Times Read: 972
-Today I bought and posted the above image in the stream titled: "Cosmic Dark Purple Landscape" by wellowr.
Been continuing my fast for the full moon which among Pink for the flowers here in the U.S.A. has also been known as the Egg, Seed and Awakening moon. I've been practicing lots of vampyre magick exercises to keep my energy up. Today I posted in a certain member's journal but they seem to have self deleted as is their habit to not have to deal with drama they are actually the most responsible for creating in the first place. I seem to have been brought into the middle of this shit and am going to have to deal with the narcissistic member that thought it was a good idea to attack my character. I'll deal with them astrally.
It has been humiliating waiting for this to come to fruition and now I'm finally going to be able to work on it. I know when I placed a banner in another social network it would grab some attention and it did but I didn't feel right about it so had to do it differently. Will be pursuing this avenue soon and should have more soon. We'll see next month.
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