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Suffered a blackout today. along with a new moon it was deliciously dark. It was quite complete as the cell towers were down too. That's the way to arrest control of a group of people control their power. I have a hand crank generator for emergencies but would loathe using it. I also like old school communication aka ham radio that goes on when everything else goes off. What did bother me during this blackout was the lack of air circulation.

Been communing a lot with my nature spirit companion lately. Haven't been on V.R. much in the process. Been in save mode to start my hunting campaign next month so I can cast a bigger net to draw in more. Got the new moon and the winter solstice to celebrate soon so am prepping for them. Just leveled up my time spent part of base score and now it takes 100 hours to level it up each increment now (4.17 days). I see a certain fucktard that has me blocked also coincides with other shell profiles that have blocked then self deleted. This guy's obviously got some mental challenges. They talk about being brave in the face of their enemies yet their behavior to me suggests he is actually a coward. One of those with delusions of grandeur that populate this site. Their power to me is being a nuisance and not much more. Seems important to me to separate yourself from them so their rot doesn't transmit to you like saying about one bad apple can ruin the barrel. Just make sure you're in another barrel so the fungus and bacterial decay doesn't spread and rot you as well.

Well haven't been in a great mood of late. It will pass after some time then I'll return to the norm.

Seeking refuge from a rainstorm I think I'd be able to handle this one where poor Mickey couldn't. I can handle the different time periods manifesting to my psychic senses as much as any psychic attacks. Just got to respect the ghosts from other times or if it's an attack then just use my own authority to drive them away. Have had experience with this and on this very site too.

Been doing lots of research lately.

I have noticed a big surge in anonymous users online lately. Maybe its some of those Australian kids locked out of their accounts looking for a fix for their addiction. Let's embed more video for them to watch.

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Zarr
03:38 Dec 12 2025

Congrats on making Sire. 🍨🍨🍨

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Neowise2020
06:13 Dec 12 2025

Thanks. My next goal is to best Cancer's score on Referral points.

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Today Australia is beginning a ban on under 16 year olds to use social media and such companies are at financial risk for failure to implement safeguards (FOX LIVE). Lots of speculation about what shitstorm this will start. Like Digital ID's to insure someone is who they are. The amount of abuse in the economic scene is staggering now as businesses profit from A.I.'s targeting consumers and businesses themselves to streamline costs and transfer wealth to the top of the pyramid. The amount of abuse if digital ID's are mandatory will skyrocket profiting those in power. My experience tells me it is about money and who gets it more than some safeguard for public safety which is only a by product to sell it to the masses that will give it traction. I still find it fucked-up that you are mature enough to decide to serve and die for your country at the age of 17 but still not be able to make a decision to drink alcohol legally until five more years later at the age of 21. Statistics be damned a teenager is the most chaotic trying new things in their development which the government harnesses their exuberance as a weapon and those in authority from the family institution to other policy makers in the government strive to control for their profit and or appeasement of public insecurities. The blame is the biology at that stage of development so infringing on their rights at that time to regulate them with forms of control aren't the answer. addiction to doom scrolling algorithm on social media screams of that babysitter guardians use to get a break from parenting and the responsibility for such bad habite is their failure not the businesses. More information and ability to experiment is better so they can make informed decisions plus proper authority to manage them rather than censoring in my opinion unless someone wants to neglect them and or dumb them down so they don't make critical decisions. Now banning drugs and products that are extremely addictive are something to regulate but what that is is up for debate. Unless there is some genetic trait involved alcohol doesn't fit that nor cannabis but they are lumped in with hard drugs like coke and heroin. The same applies to censoring information and access to social media. Restricting them further is not the answer but rather giving them tools to make better decisions is as well as guardians responsible for them to manage them to teach moderation while fostering such guidance to inspire critical thinking here on such platforms.

Later... I have been noticing certain patterns now. Like a certain college I attended in my distant past has been reaching out with texts asking if I want to renew my education. Of itself it seems harmless but there seems to be subtle undercurrent of manipulation involved in it especially with exposing vulnerabilities. I am very critical in my thinking questioning everything and especially myself. So these so called vulnerabilities that are being exposed I've already addressed asking myself hard questions of why things happened and continue to do so. Know thyself is an occult doctrine I have instituted as a constant in my life. I think if I was like most it would sow guilt and insecurities but for me having already answered those hard questions it only makes me think why am I being introduced to this questioning in the first place. What is it's source? We live in a world now where algorithms and A.I's squeeze us as consumers but apart from that are in a constant battle by foreign powers. I've mentioned this before and it seems A.I.'s promoted by Russian intelligence are harassing me looking for exploits or buttons to push but now I've turned to the culprit and am using my phychic vampire warfare against them. I know it sounds crazy like a schizophrenics delusion but I keep getting affirmations from my nature spirit companion. Since I don't respond like the normal people (awakened vampire here) I still feel the pressure like I am an experiment being prodded in certain ways to see the results. Being an empath I've survived by lots of alone time to center myself lest I incorporate all this other stuff I pick up from others into my identity.

Noticed I provided a link to the news feed for Fox at the beginning of this entry and I think I should relay that was just a matter of convenience. I actually have different biased and unbiased subscriptions to get my news from. So I use FOX, CNBC, CNN, CBC, Associated Press and Ground News to get news and form opinions on all of them. Been leaning more on the unbiased like Associated Press and Ground News more lately because news can be very pointed in their reporting and I'd rather get a filter up on that.

-Well I have sired this profile finally. Going to remain on it to take it up a few more levels and then also link it to a banner. I need my own resources to build a coven with. I wanted to have one created before that but my spiritual companion is leading me away from that for now. This kind of defeats my reasoning but I tend to follow it's promptings to fulfill my will with hidden obstacles I don't perceive. The important aspect is the hunting campaign itself. Besides even if other societies induct them they themselves are dead as their forums reveal and is mainly a way to make themselves look good building their team up like some team captains picking people for dodgeball. Beyond that any worthwhile aspect of belonging to an arcane circle can be achieved through Upiori on different parts of my encrypted journal. Every time I went to societies even ones of my choosing they were dead. Either they were real fellow vampires that had too much on their plate and not around much or posers that were just on this site for some cathartic fantasy. I can just feel who the real ones are so you aren't fooling us. We do have supernatural senses to know our kindred. Some societies on this site use us to build their own glamour while they use them with many profiles. Not how I choose to be. So the following months will be dedicated to my hunting campaign. We'll see what kind of vampire I am.

-Here's a band from Kazakhstan. You don't hear much about that country in the geopolitical scene. They're kind of caught between a rock and a hard place. Largely fucked-up (RealLifeLore-You Tube) by the Russians that did their nuclear testing there as well robbing them of most of their lands fertility for farming to be taken to Russia leaving deserts behind. But since it's landlocked with them they have to dance in between them and us in the west for the future of their economy lest they become another proxy war like Ukraine devastating the country even more.

Since finding out that its the Russian government causing problems to my life via cyber-warfare I've decided to target their government for my psychic vampire warfare. Been working on ethereal constructs to tether to this entity. Need to take away their pride and dignity so they are pliant to change. Note I don't have problems with people themselves just their type of government. It is that type of government that created the Chinese Communist Party, North Korea, North Vietnam etc. through proxy wars with us and other countries.

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Lamadia79
16:41 Dec 02 2025

My brother traced our family ancestry back to Kazakhstan.
That was an eyeopener lol

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Neowise2020
18:46 Dec 02 2025

My sources say its a pretty harsh place to live now with one of the lowest populations and many emigrate from it. Sad that it had lush farmland at one time that was abused by Russian "authorities" to make a wasteland. Again, I have nothing against any race of people unless they are elitists. It's the governments that control regions that is the problem to me. There's lots of Russian people subject to that government that are oppressed.

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-Reason and Sense is actually the title of this song not what is posted in the menu. Someone made a mistake but easily corrected by taking note of it. Anyway this is one of those times when posting on a journal where it is the last day of the month but because you are posting when the new day starts on the site it registers as the first day of the next month. So if you come on open journal page it won't show up on the journal. So you have to push the previous month section to view what was posted. In this case November. Seems I've made it onto some drama whore's journal to get attention. Not the first time on this site. I honestly don't care and just thought of that scene from Pulp Fiction where they let the gimp out and he giggles with his demented mental capacity. I posted a comment to acknowledge I saw the journal posting but unless someone adds to it whose opinion matters to me I think they are best ignored. Their energy just isn't palatable to me but I may note who likes to eat shit for future reference. Beyond this I also got a stream post censored today. Not going to express much more until I hear from admins about why as I didn't even get the courtesy of a notification. I did note the posting chain icon showed someone shared the url which leads me to think some member sent it to admins in complaints. I wonder what brown-noser that was as well which admin censored it reinforcing such behavior. Normal procedure used to be you'd get notified by a dominar or sentoran or above admin telling you what rule you broke. Didn't get a damn thing the post just disappeared like a fart in the wind. I assure you I go to great lengths to post within guidelines of rules and TOS as well as licensing and purchasing the graphics I use. I've clashed with admins before who are more into abusing their authority in a powerplay than enforcing site rules. Where's the reason and sense in that besides their own power trip and rewarding behavior that feeds it? Perhaps they are just taking a page out of Cancer's playbook about favor where he states he can be unfair in how favor points are distributed. It is his site to govern how he chooses. I don't put much stock in favor points as I've mentioned referral points seem to trump it especially if they are from actual new members rather than just active members that set whoever they choose especially their alternate profiles to level them up or just associate themselves with their name for the glamour. Lots of corruption on this site. Note if you use the Mobile Layout there is a link that allows you to change who referred you if you are level 5 and below. I don't do that shit as I'd rather suffer being incompetent than cheating the purity of the system for appearances. Obviously many others don't care and would rather get attention or build their glamour beyond their station and some of those are vampires so they can feed off of them. That's not the kind of vampire I am. Quite the opposite as I test and make myself unapproachable with brutal honesty to increase the purity and integrity of my resources so if they integrate with me it will be for who I actually am rather than false advertising.