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Since reaching 2000 forum posts I've moved to #rating to level up now. Only seems right to me to rate active members. So if I'm going around to different societies and going through your members I'm scrolling first to see who was active within the past week which is marked at the end of the profile (last Log-in). Got to say it is hard finding them as there's just so many dead profiles or alternates members forget about. In accord with V.R. rules I rate by my standards of what I think constitutes a good profile. I stay objective no matter who it is. Some are hard to judge in that case I usually throw in my own personal pluses and minuses. I already took hits to my own rating score and honor. That all just empowers my integrity and the standard of rating itself. If I gave tens to everyone the standard would lose power and actually become obsolete. Perhaps a tool for glamour to those seeking some catharsis on this site from life's hardships where some give you a perfect score for just being you has a little merit but the price is too high to me. I'll suffer the hits to my honor and the revenge rates so go be yourself if that's who you are. I'm not being fair to those who actually put in the work to create great profiles by giving the same to all. Also be prepared for the consequences of your actions with me as I'm free to express my dislike for your behavior. Probably by sparing one allotment of taking honor as I prefer the carrot to the stick to those that earn my honor points.
What the hell is this shit here. I've investigated this phenomenon in the past. If one were to go to status level page you can see the 80's (Enchanter) and above then go to their last log-in at the bottom of their profile and see for yourself who could be responsible. But even giving a 5% tolerance for bonuses like stream posts and society forum and checking where certain individuals give their honor I still wasn't able to locate who it could be. Thus I determined it was a dynamic on this site I wasn't aware of. Someone very high up perhaps the Prince himself would be responsible to write in the programming of this site to manipulate members for their sadistic pleasure. I do remember not being able to type the word lifestyle and even now have problems with J-A-V-A-S-C-R-I-P-T without the dashes. Not a big leap to think one is capable of creating all manner of torture tools to use on their site or for a good laugh to share with certain company. Now unless you are a master vampire and above rank to see who gives and takes honor anonymously I guess one can't be sure. Then one starts looking at those with lots of honor on the Honor page and things start to make sense. That's why you look at those who get honor by members openly that tells me who is really on top. That would usually be CTD among the admins in my calculations. I can't be sure but that's what I go with until I know better. So if I end up in the dishonor area again it would be to some sadistic admin. I assure you even if this is true and I can't confirm their identity I still have power to reach out and touch them. Because someone is still the most responsible for the fuckery and I prefer surgical strikes. Reminds me of this scene from the movie Wizards. Though for the moment my elemental donor has stayed my executive desire for justice and I just endure it...for now.
As I recall you were one I was looking at as many of your alternate profiles fit with it. I understand well the power that comes from suffering but what some fail to recognize is the hypersensitivity so whatever they are dishing out may seem small to them when it can be multiplied exponentially. I'm used to it in many ways living with the condition but it still doesn't get easier unless one becomes jaded. I have occult forces that also come into play to cope with it-especially understanding. However I also literally had the spirit of the law beat into me so have a strong sense of justice. Those in authority carry the lion-share of the profit that goes quite well with the culpability.
I'm honored that you thought it was me. Though it wasn't.
Finally Zarr got positive honor with alot help from the family The antagonist is now in the #1 spot for dishonor. Leave em there. And alone.
Yeah we discussed that in the past your honor was going elsewhere; You were only suspect because your alternate profiles were in the level bracket. I'm pretty sure its just a tool of the Prince being able to put the squeeze on us. Kind of like how it states in V.R. Manual about earning favor that he can be unfair in how he distributes it; Or like blood cost for societies'. Honor is a renewable resource on a member basis. Active members have it to distribute. Just becomes a problem when some have multiple accounts to affect scores. Then one looks at who is distributing it like name brand as some names carry weight and respect others don't. So some coward taking it secretly doesn't matter much as long as you have someone of worth that gives it openly. I figure after I get a coven going the way I design it then I'll start giving it openly.
Nope not yet. I'm working on perfecting the graphics now as I want to do this artwork myself with my own left hand then I can advertise it on the back of my leather coat.
Realty vs. Fantasy [Public Entry]
12:16 Aug 04 2025 Times Read: 290
Woke up yesterday morning with the movie: "Queen of the Damned" in my You Tube queue that they're offering free for now. Well sitting through ads seems like a steep price to me if you don't pay for premium service but to each their own. Anyway, I enjoyed watching it again after some new ways of looking at things with more awakenings. It seems like just about everything I see in the world around me is hyped with artistic license. There is a reality to the vampire to those initiated into the mysteries that they live the lifestyle where for others it is just a catharsis to help them cope with their pathetic existence during this incarnation. But from my vantage of eternity they will come to know such a thing when the season their soul is in creates it.
I sometimes get caught up in my own world and forget that others don't have things in their life I do and thus are different for them. Take one of my chronic charities Wikipedia. I use links to it often to clarify things but as a supporter I don't get the notices begging for donations and of course I got a dark theme when I use it that fits me better.
It was this oversight via arrogance that blinds one that was my undoing in this incarnation especially in my childhood as an Army brat. Pride has it's place in a competitive context but not everything is one. For me vampirism is a parasitic genetic trait. In a natural average it's not so sinister but I'm also hypersensitive on my father's side of the family so that blew all that way out of proportion and my youth got a critical hit dealing with a proud Vietnam vet that transferred quite a bit to me. Those brainwashing techniques our government was using in that age to make better soldiers by breaking them down and building up as a fighting unit trained to obey orders on command happened to me before I had anything to break down in personality that takes a while to solidify then built up in the institution of the family rather than a military unit. My father was a sympathetic vampire to my mother's natural state and took it to levels it shouldn't have been. I see the same pattern here on V.R. and I'm here to tell you like my government bears the lion-share of the responsibility for this oversight and my father in the context of the family institution there are those in high places on this site as well that will likewise have much to answer for who are merely empowered buy us who are vampires naturally. Ignorance of laws and principles is no excuse. I'm really not a tit for tat kind of guy that would say we'll switch places as I allot for big and little fish and the suffering that is a part of it in nature's principles. One of the right things about the vampire subculture that integrates the contrast between different dichotomies like good and evil. Yet still there is a price to pay. Those august egos need to taste and suffer some serious humiliation. They just eat up the prestige and honor to the point they'll lie and hide to maintain the perception as society has forged in their personality; Just like we Americans will in the next world war that is close. We'll carry on because that's just who the fuck we (e. plurabis unum) are and survive but there's a price for the fuckery. I think everyone can claim they are victims of circumstances to some degree but not everyone grew up as a government component so...directly.
Been meditating on eternity and fate. To my under-standing everything that happens from conception in the womb till death is the product of ones DNA and every experience imprinted in their memory determining behavior; Freewill is pure bullshit that stems from naivety and or ignorance to this fact.
As a HLV I can conceive via my human mind capable of abstract thought that concepts like eternity are understood. Beyond that as an occultist I have experience with subtle energies to add an empirical dynamic to such abstract ideas.
I have found this state of mind is a lot like opening Pandora's box or unlocking the Hellraiser puzzle box. I have developed an intimate and constant relationship with an elemental being that permeates every aspect of the omnipresent and eternal cosmos relative to the limited brain cells that I can assign definition to. I don't think I'm a masochist but I do seem to suffer the downside to anything I do. Just part of the cycle to be endured especially as a hypersensitive. It is understanding that allows me to cope. Kind of makes it hard for me to relate to most with this frame of mind where others don't have the spiritual dynamic I have after years of empirical experiences.
I sometimes get caught up in my own world and forget that others don't have things in their life I do and thus are different for them. Take one of my chronic charities Wikipedia. I use links to it often to clarify things but as a supporter I don't get the notices begging for donations and of course I got a dark theme when I use it that fits me better. 
my human mind capable of abstract thought that concepts like eternity are understood. Beyond that as an occultist I have experience with subtle energies to add an empirical dynamic to such abstract ideas. 
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