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I wish I was free
from seeing a me
that I'd rather not be
like an unwanted self illusion
that's far from a delusion

I just want to be able
just to see a self-reflection
and hate
to be able to eliminate
this negative reaction
I have every time
I see myself

I just want to feel normal
instead of abnormal
wondering if everyone
can see what I see
that everything's wrong
with me

I wish I knew why I feel like this
if I could give a reason for that
I would
instead of always feeling like
I'm trapped within my head