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A pondering thought has just come to be, for me to explain I have to fill you in with the dream that occurred last night. In this dream I was at work as usual looking over the VR site, and my co-worker came in and said that my step mom had called and my dad was omitted to the hospital for a heart attack. Now when I awoke this morning, this ever lingering dream played on my mind over and over.



Now the last few minutes this dream that I had so vivid just played out to every detail. Now is this just premonitions that have come to be or has my mind traveled forward to see all of this. Eerie thoughts seem to plague me on this yet I swear that I may still be dreaming all of this. So is this what they call Dea Ja Vue or something yet unexplained to my mind. This has happened several times before yet I passed it off as a fluke in the cycle of lives mystery.



I called the hospital and my father is fine and being released, just a small tremor as he called it. Yet the memory of my dream still weighs in my mind. Huh, as long as things are fine I shall continue the day with some uncomforted feelings.



And should I be dreaming still, this post will once again be placed if it is played out on my journal entry. Weird and unknown is all I may say....

Is a person so logical that sometimes the words seem so illogical. The ideas of skeptics have a place and yet it falls to the waste of those who wish not to challenge, if the logic of these individuals are flawed or not. For some answers hold different meanings in life, as artist we have learned that many shades make up this world in which we live. So like the colors portrayed we in fact have different answers to one pondered question.



It is our thought process to examine and define what we are incapable of seeing within the written language. Our mind seems to whirr as our thoughts justify the rational form of the fictional aspects. Our do we just turn a blind I for the fiction is now becoming the reality in which the human race wishes to exist.



It is not my intent to hamper the beliefs or structure of others but to make them logical think that the coin holds two sides no matter if it is lying flat. For good we must have Evil, a balance within our existence to give us hope and dreams of the life that has gone astray. To challenge others minds to be logical and yet have faith in the beliefs of others structured mind.



I know a few shall mock these words, that the logical thinking of this insane mind. Yet I have no worries for my mind values the thoughts and criticism of those who wish to defile my thoughts and my reasoning of my own being.

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DarkWolfman
19:48 Mar 26 2009

Everyone sees things in different ways.Five people read the same book and you get five different views and opinions on the topic.It depends on how one perceives the logic and takes in the question.Not everyone sees the world in the same light...and they may not want the same outcome.

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Lately it seems that times have gotten to everyone. Work has been real slow and talks are going on about lay offs. Even at our local lodge, members are not renewing their dues because there is not enough money to go around. I hope this economy starts to flow a little more, we need to keep all alive and in good health. Many new robbers are taken place and more domestic disputes because of household money.



I just shake my head at the whole thing. Give the money to the people and let them stimulate this economy, instead of lining the riches pockets. I have always held my tongue about politics and government but lately I am more and more upset with all that is going on.

I am just on for a few hours today; I must go preside over a funeral this afternoon. For a dear friend of mine who as past away from lung cancer. Usually I have no problem doing the service for a brother Elk member, but I think this one is going to be very difficult and I hope I may get through it without breaking down.



I am just dreading the time, and the countdown is coming fast. It may have been a little easier but some of the family started arguing over what he had left already. Spent last night trying to moderate the situation and it just made me sick to my stomach on how people act with greed. Boy life is every changing.

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ladygoddessaries
14:27 Mar 17 2009

Positive thoughts are with you~

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PandorasBx
04:55 Mar 18 2009

I'm sorry for your loss hun *hugs*

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Well sorry to all my friends for not being on Friday, it seems that anything that could go wrong did. Work was over whelming and during the first process of the work two of our computers had Trojans on them. So we shut down the network for the day and had to rebuild the computers. So my time was lost here on vr. So hopefully today I shall try to spend some time, but still will be putting the drivers back on the two computers. People that have no time on their hand and make these malicious programs for other computers to be shut down, should be taken away and, deprived of all their rights for their whole life. That’s my opinion on them, as bad as crooks or murders.

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PandorasBx
17:03 Mar 09 2009

That sucks ass, and yes they are criminals...

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Sinora
17:48 Mar 09 2009

*Nods*

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Concrete life is all around us we must look over the top to see the whole picture. Life is hard but at some times the beauty of it is never seen under the footsteps we take. For the rush of our everyday life has consumed our very souls in which passion and love use to be the first we held. We struggle to make our lives whole, yet we search like into the night like a lighthouse looking for a ship to guide to safety.

We or my mine has been so fuzzy lately, not knowing the thoughts that seem to jump within my mind, thoughts of hurt and death. Yet no answer too any of this turmoil that seems to plague me lately... Confusing, my mind speeding ahead looking for relieve in this life. Yet it shudders as there is no answer to the path in which I have seen or taken. For the doors seem to be more at every turn lost in the direction of life and love and death.

I am sure answer will soon be and life once again will not falter on the tracks of life, and once again my thoughts and words of compassion will again flow freely on the pages of my mind and soul.

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ladygoddessaries
05:00 Mar 06 2009

Positive thoughts are to be had~

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Wow, what is with the double entries this morning, one is suspended indefinitely and starts another and another. How many times do you have to use the same name and not know it is the user? DUH. The other ones did not like there name and wanted to be higher ranking. Come on people have a little time to know the site and update later instead of wasting times of others.



I guess i got up on the wrong side of bed this morning.

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XxLDRxX
16:28 Mar 04 2009

Your not the only one who got up on the wrong side. Ya i noticed the double accts too. Have a better day.

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Sinora
17:31 Mar 04 2009

Must be someone with alot of time on their hands lol

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