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Well i have made a choice to try acid on August 12th and I would have to say that it is the drug of all drugs. The high was one of a dream world where i could be me, do anything, feel great and happy. The normal depressed me was like a kid for a 12 hour high that was intense and filled with color.



I had a new feel and outlook on life during and after the high. Feeling connected to the world, to everything from the smallest ant to the biggest trees, to the ground and the connection between me and my boyfriend was unbeleivable how this drug has opened my eyes to the world as a whole and everything in it.



Yes i understand that drugs are a bad thing but hey let me make my one decision and do not judge me on the things i do but for who i am as a person and a human being.



Raving was also somehting that i had picked up during my high that now allows me to redirect my negative energy that i have towards the world to a positive flow of movements. I also learned that there is no right or wrong way to rave, You must do what you feel is right and express the feelings you have throughout your body with the movements, no one can tell you that you are doing something wrong cause they do not know what you are feeling or the beat that is in your head. In the rave community no one is judged for how bad they rave or dance, they are accepted as a person with feelings and emotions. Just like i am on VR, i feel at one with the world right now but i still see the cruelty and the reality of the things around me.



Acid is just a dream world where i acted childlike and carefree. I liked the feelings and want it back but i must say that the drug was just an experience that i wouldnt mind to relive. The sence of euphoria and peacefullness i felt during the whole day after the high was gone, was just blissfull and i didnt want it to leave. As i woke up this morning, i noticed that i felt depressed because i no longer felt the bliss i had the day before.