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To my beloved Logan, my fiancé, my partner, my heart, my soul, my best friend… On this special day, our anniversary, I just wanted to say a few words. These last three years with you have been nothing short of extraordinary. You’ve brought such a radiant light into my life, keeping away that all to familiar darkness. I never imagined finding someone who fit me so perfectly in every way, but with you, I found the person I was always meant to share my life with. You are truly my soulmate.
I am beyond grateful to have met you, to be loved by you. I don't know if I'll ever be able to express just how much you mean to me, but I hope you can feel it in every beat of my heart. I love you with all that I am, and more. You are the most amazing person I’ve ever known, and my world is brighter, better, and more beautiful simply because you’re in it. Thank you for being my everything.
Here's to the last three years together, and the lifetime we have to go. I love you.
When tit for tat is considered harassment and attacking. Dude, you gave me negative honor first, I simply repaid you in kind. But please, do go on about how you're not here for the drama and you don't stir the pot, all of VR knows better than to believe that from you, of all people. I don't know why I bother, you have your own narrative, I'm the mean, awful admin who won't leave you alone, meanwhile, you steal my words, and leave me negative honor. I had to block you to stop you and your daughter from coming into my journal and spouting your nonsense. People are sick of your bullshit, I'm utterly exhausted by it. Grow up, take accountability for your actions, and stop playing the victim when you aren't one.
And here comes the whining about how I abuse the system. If I abused the system, do you think I'd still hold the position of Master Vampire? Cancer is not above removing people from this position when he deems it necessary. Christ, which of us Admins doesn't "abuse the system" in your and your daughters eyes?
Anyway, I'm done, this is it. No more addressing the stupidity.
05:54 Dec 20 2024 Times Read: 847
It's one of those "the lady doth protest too much, methinks" kind of things.
I figured out why the person sent me the song out of the blue, and it's depressing...
It's not a secret anywhere that Logan and I are engaged, and it's especially all over Facebook, since I'm always posting about the things we do when we're together. This person, who I've spoken to once or twice in the near 20 years we've been out of high school, who spoke to me once or twice the four years we were in high school, and they want to go get coffee and asking if I'm single.
Shit like this is why, would something ever happen between Logan and I, I say I'm going to stay single. I don't want to get back into that dating pool again. Logan shares the same sentiment. Welp, now I don't have to wonder why he sent me the song anymore.
Good for you no one cares.
you're just like my cousin always gossiping about something.
and sharing private messages.
trying to get people to go against each other.
It's my journal, no one is forcing you to read what I post. Also, this person doesn't know VR even exists, so who exactly am I trying to pit against them? I was just pointing out a reason for a weird message I had received that I wrote about in an earlier entry.
If you read into a song randomly posted in my journal, that's on you. I posted it because last night while I was enjoying an edible, it was on loop for about an hour and I just made me think of when I was a teen, and I wanted to share it in my journal. Not everything is about you, Julie.
HEh. I know the feeling. You wax nostalgic about a particular thing and somethings crawls from that post to attack you for some universally fated reason. Unhealed Hurt people are fated to keep the cycle.
23:19 Dec 12 2024 Times Read: 1,068
Sometimes I don't know what to make of people. I have an old classmate from high school as a friend on Facebook. Me and this person rarely interacted with one another all four years, so when they sent the request, it was a bit weird, but I accepted. But, late last night they sent me a video of them singing what I assume is an original song and playing acoustic guitar. It was really quite good, but I don't understand the meaning behind them sending it. We've talked on Facebook maybe three or four times in the few years we've been friends, and that was mostly when Hogwarts Legacy came out. So, to randomly be sent this video confuses me. I'm sitting here wondering what I'm supposed to do. I did respond and told them I really enjoyed it, but what was the meaning behind it? Why send it to me at 2:30 in the morning? I just don't get people sometimes.
I agree, cry for attention. Sure it was sent to many people who felt the same. A man I knew did it with photos. I stop replying as he spam every day. But when only interaction is wanting praise, nope. I tried conversation starters and all I got photos.
Apart from wanting to share something they created, were the song lyrics suggestive of something deeper? Was it a video they had JUST got done recording and were excited to share it? It's a bit disheartening to see people call it a cry for attention at a glance. That's a rather negative observation on a person sharing something they've created. Do our journals boil down to simple cries for attention? Doesn't anything and everything we put in public view not scream: "please look at me" ?
The lyrics honestly are the largest source of info for you, I think. Are they loaded? Weird? Maybe they saw something you posted or like and figured the song they made fell in that range? I've shared poetry I felt particular about with people that I don't normally speak about poems with. I'd be... quite torn if they just saw it as a cry for attention.
And... you could ask why they did so, in that manner.
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SheFox
17:48 Dec 26 2024
This is so sweet and I am so happy for the both of you :)