The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

i really need to remember to either copy and paste my writings/codes into the thing i'm trying to give them to AND SAVE IT!!! -or- i have to rememebr to copy and paste onto a diff page and then after its posted see wats wrong with it and fix it by either copying and pasteing again into the stupid thingy mabobber something like that. but i just tried to post a stupid story journal entry, i had really good ideas, and a lot of them, and i forgot the system thing i keep forgetting and i saved it and it came out wrong and now i dont remember it and even if i did remember it i dont think i have the time, place, and/ or energy to type it all again.grrr stupid thing!!!!

i hate life itself right now. i wonder wat death would feel like. pretty cool. i' be hot, then frezing for an instant and then burning even more. hahahaha. lovely, darling. i'd be like " daddy!!! i'm comming home!!!!"hahaha. lemme have my little fantasy ok? gawd! i never asked u anything else b4 in my life! grrrr

yeah i just made this thing. some people told me to. seems pretty cool. wish i had a better picture tho. heh.