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Ha ha hah! I'm a month ahead on my rent for the first time! I'm soooooo happy and excited! FUCK YEAH!

Guess what BITCHES? I'm getting put in charge of a couple shifts where I work on the next schedule! Hell yeah! Promotion!

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SouthernFreak
03:57 Feb 28 2011

Congrats! I hope you will enjoy it. I don't let work you to hard.

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SouthernFreak
03:59 Feb 28 2011

blah...That was supposed to say..Don't let them work you to hard. (sorry about that)

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placidchaos
04:20 Feb 28 2011

Thanks! Oh believe me, I wont'. I learned that lesson once upon a time.



Heh No worries, I got what you meant.

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So, I've decided to expand my ranting, commenting, and what-not horizons to include youtube... Yes, that's right. I will now be v-blogging. I hope it won't blow your minds too much, I'd hate to be charged with manslaughter for negligent amazing.

Weekends suck.

Hmmm... I got a 50% off coupon for some adult toys, and I'm thinking of using it to buy an electro stimulation kit that normally runs about $50. I'm having trouble deciding if I really want to spend the money though.

Sometimes, when I look in the mirror, it surprises me that there isn't some outward indication of what's going on in my head.

I feel so lonely right now. it sucks and is making me feel super depressed.

Out of boredom, and because I never have, I got on chat roulette last night. It was funny for a little while. Once or twice, it was downright hilarious. Although, I apparently underestimate just how creepy I am. I found this out last night. I can't decide if I find this amusing or a little depressing.

So... After my friend urged me to give it a try, I signed up on a "sugar daddy" website as a male sugar baby. So far, i've gotten two emails, and both of them are women trying to find sugar daddies... I'm not sure if they're sending the emails not realizing what I'm looking for, or if they're sending them anyway. The sad thing is, I have to pay $30 to get a silver membership if I want to read or send emails.

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Seeker2112
16:12 Feb 25 2011

Its hard out here for a pimp, when he tryin to get this money for the rent. That's all I got to say about that.

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ThothLestat
17:25 Feb 25 2011

Strange. And here I am with all this sugar and no babies to give it to.



sigh.

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Time for me to do naughty things in front of my webcam!

I just bought myself a webcam! It's been a while since I've had one. I'll have to get on it on here sometime.

Shit. I accidentally over slept and didn't wake up until after my first class of the day started. Now I'm struggling with whether or not to go. If I go, I can at least have the benefit of in class work since it's drawing. On the other hand, the instructor's policy is that you get counted as absent if you're more than 5 minutes late. So I won't get credit for being there if I do go.

The science test was easy. I finished first, and a couple people gave me looks for it. Oh well. I think I missed one or two questions, I wasn't 100% sure on all of my answers. We shall see.

I'm feelin' really good right now. I'm also feeling very, very aggressive.

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SinginGhost88
02:35 Feb 24 2011

Rawr.

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placidchaos
15:42 Feb 24 2011

Mmm... Totally.

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I'm really not in the happiest mood right this moment. I wasn't in the best of conditions this whole week, shit got fucked up with me receiving my laptop on time, and now this. I'm just not in the mood for anymore bull shit. Period. This is probably a good example of just how truly little patience I have.

Sometimes, it really doesn't take a whole helluva lot to annoy me.

Certain of my personal relationships are a little odd. An example of this is my ex and I. We've been broken up for a couple of years now, but we don't always act like it. We still act affectionate toward each other at times, and we even got each other gifts for V-day this year. There's nothing wrong with that, it's just unusual. There's also my friend Rachael and me. We're just friends, but we often act like more. A good example of that is the other night. I gave her a hug, and she commented that I smelled good. Me being me, I admitted to her that I specifically bought the body spray I was wearing because I thought she'd like it. She admitted she sometimes makes it a point to wear certain perfumes she knows I like. Again, there's nothing wrong with it, but it's not the norm.

I didn't get my laptop back yesterday like I was supposed to. the fedex guy came while I was in class. The poor customer service people had to deal with me when I got home. I used to be one of them, I was never my favorite type of customer. I'm the type who knows exactly what they want, nothing will satisfy them or make them happy except for exactly what they want, and csr people are rarely able to offer that without going through the chain of command.



On a similar note...



When I go to Subway, I order exactly what I want and how I want it. I keep my order simple too. With that in mind, why the fuck does my sandwhich almost always get messed up during the process? I almost always have to stop the sandwhich person and correct them! If it was complicated, or if I was a little vague, I could understand that, but neither are the case!

I am so effed up right now. I'm not used to having side affects from pseudophed or loratadine, I never have before, but that appears to be what's going on. I'm sort of dizzy... It's really more like I'm standing on a wavy body of water... and exhausted/tired. There are things that I need to do, but all I want to do is lie down with the lights off. I can barely stay upright. Every movement I make seems to take WAY too much effort.

Bleh. I'm still not feeling 100%. Also, everytime I have to burp, it feels like I'm going to vomit.

I woke up in the wee hours of the morning in a massive cold sweat. I had to get up and rinse off in the shower. When I went back to bed, I kept getting really hot and sweaty, but my skin felt clammy. It sucked. At one point, I tried to take a deep breath and had a coughing fit. I spent a couple of minutes hacking phlegm out of my lungs. This also sucked. So I got up this morning and went to the doc. She told me I had (yes, had) some bug that's been going around and that all the trouble with sweating and being hot was from running a fever and getting over it. I'm not sure how I feel about this. On one hand, I'm still suffering some of the after affects. On the other hand, I got over the worst of it in my sleep.

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Joli
19:01 Feb 15 2011

Beats the alternative?

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placidchaos
19:09 Feb 15 2011

Too true!

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I got a premium membership today (finally), and I was looking at the people who have me on their friends list. There are 1 or 2 that I don't even recognize and a couple that haven't been on in months. I love how popular I am. lol

Wow. If that wasn't a horrible blonde moment. These guys said they needed a ride, and I said I could do it. Then I remembered that I walked here and left my car at home, about 10 minutes from here.

I had to make a run to Wal-Mart today. I put off getting some things when I was in DSM yesterday. I didn't have much to get. I got some towels, razor blades, etc... While I was there, I tried on a pair of jeans. As I'm getting ready to leave the changing room, I hear some woman talking to her daughter through one of the doors. The girl was having trouble getting some dress on or something. That room was diagonal from me. I turn to shut the door behind me just as the mother opens the door to the other room while telling her daughter she's coming in and her daughter tells her at the same time that she's naked. For just a moment, I got a full view, and I instantly averted my gaze. The poor girl freaked out on her mother, and I don't blame her. I kept running into them around the store, and the girl blushed everytime. *sigh* Talk about awkward.

It's my personal opinion that, sometimes, I'm the best kind of evil. ;)

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SinginGhost88
03:33 Feb 13 2011

lol i hate you in the best kind of way.

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placidchaos
00:16 Feb 14 2011

>;)

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Whew! I got a pic text from a certain woman today. Damn. That's all I can say.

I went shopping with Rachael today. It was a good day. I didn't buy too much. I got a pair of shoes because the pair I've been wearing are a little worn out. I also got a pair of boots, just because. I got a couple of fun things too. I got a plasma globe, a black light, and a black light poster. We went to The Cheescake Factory for lunch, it took a while to get our food but it was so worth it. They give you quality AND quantity for your money. The mall was a little crowded, and that put a damper on things a bit. I also bought a new cd, Tear The World Down by We Are The Fallen. It's awesome!

There's a local guy I've talked to in the past who wants to hook up with me tonight. I'm unsure about it though. It's been a little while since I've had sex, and it's been longer since I've been with a guy. It could be fun. I have to think about it a bit more though.

Learning to play piano has reminded me of what I already knew about playing viola. I'm excited. I need to get my hands on one again so I can practice!

They say that your eyes are windows to your soul. So, if there's passion in your soul, there's fire in your eyes.

My friend showed me the most beautiful thing last night. She has these sort of art films that she made with an old photographer friend of hers. It was amazing. I can't even describe it properly.

I got completely stoned off my ass Sunday night. I've never been that fucked up. I woke up Monday a little disoriented, and my mind was completely blank. My alarm woke me up, and it took a little bit for me to figure out I needed to get up and shut it off. Once I turned it off, I stood there for a few minutes. I just stood there doing nothing, my mind was completely empty. It. Was. Wonderful. I've never had no thoughts before. You people take the ability to not think for granted.

So... My friend that I've been hanging with and have feelings for admitted, essentially, that she has feelings for me too, but she doesn't want anything like that between us. It's just not what she wants. She said there are things that she wants to do with me that she doesn't feel would be right because she doesn't want to lead me on or get involved that way. It's not that she specifically doesn't want to be involved with me that way, she doesn't want to be involved with anyone that way. It's nice to know I'm not the only one feeling something even if nothing will come of it. It's made it a little easier for me to be content being her friend.

I bought myself one of those pull-up bars that hang in a doorway the other day. I've been putting it to use, and it's been beating my ego up. My upper body strength has really slipped. Well, I realized another use for it last night. It's perfect for a little, ehem... Let's just say that ropes are involved in my idea, or cuffs.

I actually had a fairly decent day, but I still feel a little down right now. It's odd and sucks.

I tend to be annoyed by people who assume they know me. It's not that I mind people thinking that they know me. What annoys me is when people make an analysis of me based on the superficial b.s. front that I present through most of my daily shit. There are very, very few people in this world who actually know me, and none of them are related to me. For those who have never bothered to look beyond the surface that they see, there's no way they could ever know me. In fact, even most of the people who have looked beyond that surface don't even know me. They walk in and see a room, and they think that's me. Most of them never see the crazy labyrinth behind the door across the room from the entrance. It's really not all that hard to get to know me though, you just have to put some effort in and be willing to accept some fucked up shit. If a person can't accept that shit, they have no hope of ever really knowing me.

Ever have one of those days when you're in a bad mood for no rational reason? There's nothing to change it, you're just unhappy?

Mood shifts are rather annoying.

Having money can be as stressful as not having it sometimes. I have just a little over $3000 to my name at the moment. I'm planning to save a bunch of it. I've already put $700 into savings. It's frustrating though. There are so many things that I want or need, and I have to decide what things are priorities. Plus, I have to draw the line so I don't spend what I shouldn't. More than anything right now, I just want to blow my money on fun and frivolous things.

What do you do when you feel like there's something very specific you want to do but have no clue what it is?

What the fuck? I signed up for a health class before the semester started because I finished a different class early that was supposed to be on my schedule. Well, when I went to look up the book I need for it, it didn't show up on my schedule. I thought that it didn't actually get added because of some error, but I had decided I didn't want to add another class right now anyway and wasn't going to worry about it. I went in to my schedule online to check what grades had been posted so far, and you won't believe what change I found made to my schedule! Yep. It wasn't on there a couple of days ago, but it is now.

"Don't you people have anything better to do other than get online and look at news articles and comment on them, bunch of dorks. Good pics by the way, even though I could do that pretty easily, but I'm not going to make a big deal out of it that's for sure." Says the asshole posting a comment on a news article.



We've all come across fucktards like this. I think this type of behavior should be punished by sterilization.

I got up late and was late getting out the door to head to class because of that. I had to transport my drawings, so I had to drive, and my stupid ice scraper broke while I was clearing my windshield to boot! The rest of the day's gone better so far though.