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New paths...
14:28 Aug 27 2012
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Think the time has come for me to follow a new path the ones i have chosen to take so far

have not been good ones

I feel a little lost to be honest right now

and scared what my future has in store

The truth is i hate being the good guy

who without fail gets shit on

time and time again...

I ask myself why everyday

but still can't come up with an answer

I have my daughter

who means the world to me

she gives me the strength to keep going

But i want more...

Surly i'm not meant to be alone

just some ones toy to throw away

when done playing with

(mind, body and soul)

loveless and lonely

I must be scary and just can't see it myself

'cos i really can't explain why i'm never

'the one'

but always the one left pushed to the side

So yeah that's my happy tale

must be the weather here in the UK

got me thinking deep and dark O.o

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BLOODLIFE
18:26 Aug 27 2012

It's good to look hard at your life just don't over think things. You're a cutie and your time will come ;-)

spookshow
18:30 Aug 27 2012

Thank you and i hope so :)

ThothLestat
20:44 Aug 27 2012

Do I need to beat someone up for you? 'Cos I'll do it, ya know. Hang in there, Spookster! Good things will come your way.

veauclin
10:13 Sep 30 2012

i can understand and empathise with most of what im seeing here. the saying good guys always finish last in most cases i find to be true sadly. like you i wished i could be the bad guy and do things without feeling bad for it . and only care about my own needs and not others. sadly thats not me ill be the good guy as long as i live.

My decision
21:32 Aug 12 2012
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I left the Coven i was head ACM for today...

SHOCK HORROR!

I'm well over sire level an adult

and it's my choice to do as i wish

I don't like confrontation i have my own mind

and this is after all just a website

Lies and rumours

oh and DRAMA on a website keep it all

thank you ugh *shakes head*

So yes spookshow is now riding solo

once again...

And this is all i'm saying on the matter.

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