Makes me sad that my grandmother spent most her money on televangelist instead of her health. . She died. I blame the televangelist for my grandmother's death.
From aeons to centuries
Throughout the mysterious
From the sea breeze
Nyx rises up from the wind
Ready to defend
Those in need
Like the moon Goddess she is
Embracing her motherly kiss
With hope strength and courage
It was only yesterday
That in salem, witches rights were taken away
I like to dedicate my love to those who died for their beliefs
Dealing with the society sleeves
Of torture, massacre of deaths
Because it didn't suit with their standards
Prejudices and slander
Let's not make the same mistakes again.
Why being a witch is awesome .
For one. The ability use Magick for healing , protection etc.
For two. The ability to connect with Goddess and God's
For three. Embracing nature
In some part of the states, it's begining to look like the movie, Amerika. It's an older movie but good.
Book banning, civil rights been taken away
From our own youth, today !!!
It's starts from a crumb of ideas to a whole bread.
Spreading propaganda like jelly
Force feeding brainwashed ideas down the belly
Civil rights is crying begging to be free
It's you it's me
That's can fight the 1984 plot
And remember those who fought
Freedom comes with a price
What could help the economy out is taxing the living hell out of televangelists. They have billions of dollars they used for their secret lifestyle. Believe me their closet is full of scandals and affairs with white powder in a baggie.
I feel bad for the trans youth in certain states, And the prejudice they face. Why can't people accepts that people are different and unique.
Instead of using a credit card, would anyone get a chip implanted in their hand. So they can use their hand to buy things? This sounds to much like 1984 to me. I would decline.
They want to put the 10th commandments in school. In my opinion, they should put every religion on the wall. That way kids can picks what suits them instead of being indoctrinated for only one.
They should legalize Marijuana's in all states across America. I think everyone would be peaceful not so hateful. So roll a joint to freedom and peace.
I'm happy to know that my therapist knowns who Hekate is. I talked about her in therapy session. Hekate is a beautiful Goddess who I confined in. I feel she protect me. Hail Hekate!
I might get into trouble for saying this, but I believe biological men and biological females should have separate sports. Both need to feel safe and compete to success. Their been alot of complains and injuries when putting the two together.
My psychiatrist thinks I have borderline personality disorder. I have a lot of the symptoms.
"Borderline personality disorder (BPD) is a mental health condition marked by extreme mood fluctuations, instability in interpersonal relationships and impulsivity.
People with BPD have an intense fear of abandonment and have trouble regulating their emotions, especially anger. They also tend to show impulsive and dangerous behaviors, such as reckless driving and threatening self-harm. All of these behaviors make it difficult for them to maintain relationships.
Borderline personality disorder is one of a group of conditions called “Cluster B” personality disorders, which involve dramatic and erratic behaviors. Personality disorders are chronic (long-term) dysfunctional behavior patterns that are inflexible, prevalent and lead to social issues and distress.
Many people who live with borderline personality disorder don't know they have it and may not realize there’s a healthier way to behave and relate to others."
My therapist suggested I get Neuro tested. That way they can understand me better. Make sure my past diagnoses are correct. I have p.s.t.d .
Its a test on how your brain and mood works, your attention span and what you need to work on. The first time I did it l, they test my mood, mental disorders like bipolar and depression. I'm hoping it comes out good.
I'm getting some Nero testing done today, to see what diagnoses I may have. It will be fun. I'll let you know the results.
A certain someone, who I don't like, said they don't want certain history taught, So certain individuals, won't feel bad about what their ancestors did. They also banned a few books. I think trying put history in the closet will eventually come open. Those who cannot learn from history are doomed to repeat it. George Santayana
One thing that cause war is religion and politics. I fear that the place I loved will turned into a 1984 theocracy. Times are scary folks.
Lucifer, please help me build a bridge
With a beautiful ridge
That lays flat and gentle to shoes
With oceanic blues
That you can see for days
A bridge that eyes can be open with your knowledge
I cut so deep into my soul
Deeply and puncture a hole
So deep that death was knocking
Lurking and flocking
By hundred crows
The only attention he got, was the back of the hand.
During those times, he got things planned.
A gun for his salvation
Bullets to put his feeling into sensation
His emotions rotten away like cavities
His eyes dead inside like his soul
Innocences of others his sacrifice
For his device
Times to load at the 7-11
A moment of despair
Moment of slowed time, not much he can bare
Aim pull, it all ends in slowed silence
All for a taste of defiance
Madness in his shots never going back
Frustration pain hate anger all in his attack
Time for his last breath
Time for his final death
A mother's tears
When will our children live in safety
Vampirerave a place of imagination
A society, a nation
Where you can be a poet, gothic, or a vampire
a place I truly desire
A place of fantasy of fantastic thrill
And place to simple heal
From the judgments of others
And i'm grateful to be here
Is something we all take for granted
It's a seed that needs to be planted
It's needs to be explored
Rather it be p.s.t.d or depression
You shouldn't have to live through suppression
There is resources out there
Know there are those that do care
Like a therapists or a mental health provider
Being normal is like a fly on fly paper.
I'm proud to be a witch
So let's ditch
The Hollywood puppy tails
Frogs and whistle bells
By embracing it's theology
And it's mind set of psychology
Earth, wind, water and fire
And nature we truly desire.
My therapists, who I love seeing. Introduced me to grounding techniques. For example: close your eyes and pick four colores in the room.
It really helps me, especially when I have suicidal thoughts.
Hekate, has I lay and dream
Lead me to a peaceful stream
With black swans and birds in the trees
And busy honey bees
And lazy bears doing what they please
Beautiful scenery all around
In this town
Full of woods, streams and acorns on the ground
Thank you for your love
And your creation above
Lucifer full of light
Helps me daily with this everyday fight
His loving sight
His heart true blue
Helps me get through
I know I can do
Day star full of guidances
Knowledge and science
I do love you
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