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22:20 Dec 30 2020
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My test came back negative. So, yay I guess. It means I no longer have to quarantine myself, but, honestly, where else am I going to go? Hang out with my father downstairs? Not a fucking chance. My bedroom is my sanctuary now. At least I can get back to work come Monday.


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Wiccanmoon
Wiccanmoon
22:33 Dec 30 2020

I am so glad you are going to be okay.





immorteb
immorteb
11:15 Dec 31 2020

Congrats! *Pours a celebratory shot* :)





 

23:57 Dec 28 2020
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Me: It would just be easier to have Covid, though. Then I wouldn't really have to worry about catching it again for a few months.
Him: but it could fuck you up in the long term
Me: Eh, so can a lot of things.
Him: Yeah but I don't want it to happen to you
Me: I'll be okay. It's nice that you care, though.
Him: Of course I care.
Who else am I going to play destiny two with, watch Game of Thrones, and talk about [redacted]?
Me: I'm sure there are plenty of other girls into all of that.
Him: Maybe but none of them are you


He makes me smile. ❤️

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01:17 Dec 28 2020
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I adore him. In my sickness, my only comfort has been him. We've been playing Destiny, GTA, we've started watching Game of Thrones, we finished off the two seasons of What We Do In the Shadows. Everything I've seen before, but it's fun going into it with someone who's new to it. We've stayed up talking until 6 for the last handful of days. He's just been such a big part of my life lately.

I go for my Covid testing tomorrow, but I'm probably just going to wind up taking this week off. It sucks, missing two weeks of work, even if the weeks are 3 days, but I'm still dealing with not feeling well. I've had a pretty constant headache for a week straight. My days have been spent locked away in my bedroom, either lying in bed and watching all the streaming services, or in my recliner, playing games for brief periods of time until it becomes too much for my head. I'm fully expecting the results to come back positive this time. It's going to mess up work a little, but if they really need someone to go out in the field, they have Francis. I'm sure he'd appriciate the bit of extra cash for milage.


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06:32 Dec 26 2020
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I really don't know why I bothered. You're a piece of shit.


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22:17 Dec 24 2020
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Mom tested positive, which means I need to take a test this weekend.

Merry fucking Christmas.


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EnthralledOne
EnthralledOne
22:40 Dec 24 2020

Sorry hun, Know how you feel my granddaughter tested positive, waiting on my daughter's test to come back. I will pray for your mom a fast recovery and a negative result for you.





Kaylee
Kaylee
23:03 Dec 24 2020

Hope things are better I'm very sorry and may your Christmas be brighter then ever. I know this is rough time girl stay strong and postive.





Hatfield
Hatfield
04:07 Dec 26 2020

Sorry to hear that, hope everything goes okay. My work has been on quarantine because one of our Staff tested positive. Good thing is during this time we get a $3 pay increase an hour. I hope your test comes back negative.





 

19:48 Dec 24 2020
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So, this year hadn't been as bad as it could have been, but it just had to end on a shitty note. I was so looking forward to Christmas Eve and Christmas Day spent with my family, my nephew, my niece, but I can't have that. My mother believes she has Covid, so that means the household is quarantined. She took a test yesterday, and while we were hoping to get the results last night, it looks like they won't come in until this weekend, if we're lucky. Which means I don't get Christmas with my family. It really sucks.


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22:54 Dec 21 2020
Times Read: 446


They finally made a Darksaber replica. It went on sale for pre-order today, and thanks to my Kylo, I managed to put in an order. I'm so excited. I've been dying for a Darksaber for forever, and now im finally going to get one. The catch is that I won't get it until August of next year. But, I'm happy to wait.


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LORDMOGY
LORDMOGY
23:14 Dec 21 2020



Uh oh, someone is going to need to take a cold shower....LOL!






XxSithisxX
XxSithisxX
02:02 Dec 22 2020

I went to comment earlier and it went poof! dammit LOL!

anyhoo, I am so xcited for you!!! HOLY FUCK Darksaber!!! Badass!!! Next year please share when you get it :::jumps up and down:::





immorteb
immorteb
11:21 Dec 22 2020

Hell yeah! Congrats, im sure the wait will be worth it :)





 

00:42 Dec 20 2020
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It feels great to have a reason to smile again.


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immorteb
immorteb
11:21 Dec 22 2020

Beautiful smile :)





 

17:22 Dec 19 2020
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So, my Kylo told me something pretty big last night/this morning. Well, I guess it's pretty big? Some people would definitely think less of him, I guess. But you know what? It doesn't bother me. I'm not leaving. I'm sure he thought I would after telling me, but it's really not all that important to me. He's stuck with me. Because, dammit, I adore that boy and what he told me wouldn't change that.


Also heard from Kevin last night, Christmas is not cancelled! His test came back negative.


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Kresyten
Kresyten
18:54 Dec 19 2020

That is awesome news.





 

22:18 Dec 18 2020
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So, updates. I started working from home today, been doing training all morning, and once I get back from lunch, Art is going to have me listen in on calls and have me input notes into DAS. It's definitely an interesting thing, to be working from home. I'm situated in the living room, on the big love seat, comfy and cozy and getting paid to play around with all the programs we use. Though, I do think I prefer to go out into the field.

My dad sprang it on us that he'll be here for 6 months. So... That's been something to deal with. We had a bump on Wednesday, when he first got here. But after that, it's been okay. I'm not happy about things, but it's obvious that he's trying to be a better person. Of course, my interaction with him has been minimal, to make it easier on myself. We'll see how things go as time goes on.

No news about my brother yet, but he said we should know by tonight or tomorrow what's going on with him, if he has Covid and if Christmas is cancelled.

And lastly, I got myself some new shoes from Demonia today. A pair of ankle boots and a pair of mid-calf boots. I'm excited to get them. My Kylo definitely likes the ankle ones.


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XxSithisxX
XxSithisxX
06:24 Dec 19 2020

6 months? Holy hell. I am hoping by the end of his stay, things will be a lil better for you both. Crossn my fingers for you:)





 

20:21 Dec 13 2020
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I spoke with John last night via text, apparently I won't be going over there to stay while my dad's out here. Oh, I could, the offer still stands, but he's started seeing someone and I wouldn't feel comfortable being there if he brought her over. Yeah, there's a bedroom I could lock myself into if he did, but honestly, that's just what I'd be doing here at home, and I'd be far more comfortable at home. It just really sucks. He was supposed to be my safe space to go to when I needed an escape, and now that's gone. I mean, I'm happy for him, he deserves more than whatever he and I have had since April, but I'm also being selfish and thinking about how much it affects me now. It'll be weird not to have that anymore. He called me his "Covid girlfriend" and said how much he valued my being there for him, not just physically, but just actually being there, giving him someone to talk to, someone he could let his guard down with. But, I guess I'm no longer needed. Which is fine, I have my Kylo and seeing John hasn't been something I've been interested in for a while. It was just weird to essentially have him break up with me again. He calls me one of his true friends, but it'll be interesting to see if he still talks to me if I don't reach out first now that he has someone new.


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20:13 Dec 12 2020
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In addition to finding out my aunt tested positive for Covid, we found out Kevin was exposed and might have it as well. He gets tested on Wednesday. So, this means Christmas might be cancelled for us. If Kevin is sick, we won't be going over, of course. I really hope that's not the case, with Christmas Eve at my aunt Sue's not happening this year I really need Christmas with my family. Especially since my dad is going to be here and I don't want to deal with him. So... I guess it's just a waiting game at this point.


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18:39 Dec 12 2020
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My aunt Stacy tested positive for Covid, which means her entire house is under quarantine. This includes my uncle, my two adult cousins, both their significant others, and at least one baby. Thankfully we haven't had contact with her since mid-November, and the family wasn't going to do Christmas Eve this year. It's just a lot. I don't think there will be any complications, they're all healthy people, but I'm still just a little worried.


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QueenZombiee
QueenZombiee
11:36 Dec 13 2020

Well you can't ever know. I had covid and it was very hard. I was in good shape. My health before covid was perfect but covid break me. Also my mom had covid too and she didn't have good health before covid but believe or not she didn't have hard symptoms like me.





immorteb
immorteb
18:24 Dec 13 2020

That sucks, just keep your head up and be positive, manifest into the universe that everyone makes a full speedy recovery.





 

06:32 Dec 11 2020
Times Read: 790


So, he introduced me to a new thing tonight, a web series called "Helluva Boss" and I am in love. It's fun having someone into the same weird shit I'm into. Also, it's got Richard Horvitz, the voice actor who voiced Zim! Anywho, enjoy this.


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XxSithisxX
XxSithisxX
07:39 Dec 11 2020

Zim!!! Yay love that!





 

23:03 Dec 10 2020
Times Read: 818


My father is coming out here for Christmas, staying at the house again. I don't have the cash for a hotel this time, and I can't stay at Kevin and Liz's because Liz's mom is gonna be there for Christmas. So, I'll be at John's on the days I'm not working. It's gonna be... Interesting. I won't have my Xbox with me, so I won't be able to spend my evenings with my Kylo. I've never stayed with John for any extended period of time, when we were dating I stayed over for two nights once, but that's it. This will be between 6 and 9 days... If nothing else, I'm sure it'll really drive home the fact that we would never make a good couple.


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04:46 Dec 09 2020
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It's amazing how easily he can make me feel better. It was a shit day at work, but he's been there throughout my day, and he made me feel so much better.

Him: I want to see that pretty face.
Me: Not very pretty. Tired. -sends picture-
Him: No, it's pretty!


And then the conversation kinda went a little "after dark" and I am not gonna share that, that's for me. But, that bit made me smile. Even if I look exhausted and ick, he still thinks I'm pretty.

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16:09 Dec 08 2020
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Officially cut things off with the Vampyre and the actor. Though, to be fair, I hadn't seen either of them since August. It's just not what I want. And now that I have my Kylo... I'm just focused on that. We aren't official or anything, but there is talk to meet in person soon, so that's a plus. And, I'm the type of person who is fiercely loyal to the person I'm with/like. And, I really like him so that loyalty kicked in. At this point, anyone who isn't him is just background noise. We text from the moment he gets up to the moment we go to bed, we hangout on Xbox nearly every night, playing games or just watching movies and shows. I don't want to spend time with anyone else. So, no more fun with other people, even if that fun was not sexual. I'd still feel wrong about it.


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01:11 Dec 08 2020
Times Read: 943


Just shut the fuck up.

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RelentlessTenebrosity
RelentlessTenebrosity
05:10 Dec 08 2020

That thought crossed my mind quite often.





RelentlessTenebrosity
RelentlessTenebrosity
05:10 Dec 08 2020

Crosses*





 

18:50 Dec 06 2020
Times Read: 977


I kinda really like him.


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04:13 Dec 06 2020
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He's building me a house in his Minecraft world. That's commitment, right? You don't put effort into something like that if you're not gonna keep the person around, right? He's making me a Roman Villa next to his Victorian house.


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MorningStarAldan
MorningStarAldan
09:14 Dec 06 2020

Omg that is badass! Doing a Villa on Minecraft is monumental. So yes, that in itself, speaks volumes:)





 

08:59 Dec 04 2020
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Kylo with a kitten is the best Kylo.


We played some Dark Souls 3 tonight. That game, man, that game shows no mercy. It's such a departure from what I'm used to (Destiny). Destiny holds your hand, Destiny is easy. Dark Souls wants you to suffer. Dark Souls wants to make you cry. But, I had fun despite dying so many times. It's a sense of accomplishment when I achieve something in that game.

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07:39 Dec 03 2020
Times Read: 1,136


You know what hurts? Hearing someone say to the whole world how they settled for you, how they were only with you because they didn't think they would get anyone else.

Yeah... It's not been the best day. Thank goodness for my Kylo. He's really made me feel like I actually matter.


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MorningStarAldan
MorningStarAldan
07:53 Dec 03 2020

You DO matter. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. You know the ones that deem your friendship priceless. They are always there even when they aren't. You are very precious!





Wiccanmoon
Wiccanmoon
12:46 Dec 03 2020

I may not know you hun but I can say you are worth everything to everyone on here who deem you a friend. In which more you are worth something because you value whom you are and points upward she is so right.





Cartomancer
Cartomancer
16:31 Dec 03 2020

I believe that's probably happened with me- but I try to look at pairings in a different way. Some might have settled for me, while others found in me a person they were not worthy of. It's only because we all need different things in a mate. Personality traits sometimes don't jive. It doesn't mean we are "bad"... it means we need different things. We could be givers, amazing support systems, 10 on the sexy scale--- none of that matters if you're a person who doesn't like to communicate, doesn't respond to support- any of those other things. Some people are very shallow surface types who have no interest in digging for the mysteries. They're boring. Yeah... they settle for amazing people sometimes because they couldn't find a person who preferred not to tread those waters. And vice versa. Sometimes those of us who are deep settle for shallow people because we at least need to be connected (and then find out connection is impossible with them). We make bad judgement calls with people all the time because we are searching and hoping. I'm sure you weren't really getting what you needed from that guy either.





 

21:49 Dec 02 2020
Times Read: 1,177


I'm just gonna leave this here. He is one sexy Kylo fucking Ren.


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