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30 entries this month
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14:16 May 30 2021
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01:11 May 27 2021
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14:24 May 25 2021
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01:04 May 25 2021
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12:40 May 24 2021
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04:03 May 24 2021
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And tonight, the sky just seems a little darker.
The stars, ghosts caught up in a blanket of black.
Everything feels desolate, empty.
Including me...
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09:21 May 23 2021
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02:49 May 23 2021
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I have to admit, I miss having people here to talk to.
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00:48 May 23 2021
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02:07 May 22 2021
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You're welcome.
10:25 May 21 2021
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Holy shit, tonight was so very needed. Getting out and hanging out with a real friend has been something I've been needing. I didn't realize how starved I was for conversation and quality time with someone who isn't in my family. We just watched movies, they fiddled around with their instruments for a little bit, and I got to see all the stuff they've been working on in the last year regarding thier video game. I had such a great time, and now that I'm fully vaccinated, this needs to become a regular thing. There are plenty of people I haven't seen for over a year now that I would love to catch up with in person.
21:45 May 20 2021
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Took care of some bills, washed my car, paid too much for gas (but I think that has less to do with the pipeline thing and more to do with the fact that this is Southern California and nothing is cheap)... I hate being an adult sometimes. But, tonight is something to look forward to. Movies with a friend for the first time in months and months. I need this.
02:32 May 20 2021
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This is why I don't tend to do nice things for people. It always gets thrown in my face.
23:19 May 19 2021
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Do you guys actually read the bullshit you write for your Coven pages? Because it doesn't feel like you do. Or you're all just idiots who don't know the most basic rules when it comes to grammar. I swear, I should just start offering my services to fix the shit writing on your pages. I'll make things sound like they weren't just copied/pasted from every other Coven, while also ensuring that you don't look like an absolute idiot by putting apostrophes where they don't belong or spelling even the simplest words wrong.
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01:28 May 19 2021
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12:30 May 17 2021
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02:10 May 16 2021
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13:08 May 14 2021
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I don't know what all that was really about, but if you're trying to bait me into something, it's not going to work.
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11:11 May 14 2021
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23:44 May 13 2021
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18:47 May 11 2021
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But you are.
You are asking for sympathy and high rates. That is what that sob story is all about, sympathy and guilt tripping people into rating you a fucking ten. That's disgusting. This is just a website, the numbers here are make believe and don't matter. You want to hit Sire? You want to create a Coven? Then fucking do it organically. Submit to the Database. Post in the main forum. Spend time here. View pages. Don't fucking guilt trip people into giving you a ten. I don't lack compassion, you don't know the amount of people in my family I've lost to cancer, I simply have higher standards when it comes to profiles here. It's on you if you want a simple profile, but it's on me to rate that profile what I feel it's worth. And to honestly get this bent out of shape about a pretend number is kind of pathetic. Get over it. Earn Sire like the rest of us.
13:09 May 11 2021
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I'm going to leave this here for the kids who think I'm "attacking" them because I rate them low. No one is going to get an automatic ten from me. Ask friends, ask well established members. I am a harsh judge, deal with it. Put some effort into your profiles, don't just copy and paste the same shit over and over again.
Why do I rate the way I do? If I've rated you it may seem like I'm just being an absolute bitch towards you and rating you low, as I rarely ever give above a nine these days. But, that's really not the case. I rate based off written content, and what that written content says. Sure, you may have a couple of paragraphs, but said paragraphs could be song lyrics, or favorite quotes, or a number of other such nonsense. That doesn't jive well with me. I spent the better part of just about seven years getting my profile to where it is now. Yes, I know, there are no pretty pictures for you to look at. But, images won't give you insight as to who I am like words will. I want substance, I want to know you. So, if I've rated you low, you know why. You didn't give me substance, you didn't paint me a picture as to who you are as a person. That's all I desire. I don't care about your favorite movies, or bands, or colors. That's just the surface. No, I don't expect people to write me a novel like I have written on my profile, but I want something real from you. A profile is meant to give insight to a person. And a rate is a judgement. I judge harsher than most. If you don't accept it, that's on you. If you want to be petty and give me what I've given you, that's well and good. If you want to rate me lower just to prove a point, know that I will happily return that low rate. We can be adults or we can be children, just know I am not above playing the latter if it calls for it. Role playing, any kind of role playing, will get you nothing more than a five. This isn't the place to live out your delusions, to dedicate entire profiles to fictional characters with information you copied and pasted from Wikipedia or wherever else. Such nonsense will get you a low rate, and I will not budge on that. I'm accommodating, if I rate you low and you update your profile and shoot me a message letting me know, I will gladly re-rate you. But when it comes to role players, what you get from me the first time is all you'll ever get from me.
Also, I really can't, and don't care to, keep up with all the multiple profiles you people have. So if I rate more than one of your accounts in a short amount of time, it's not because I have anything against you, it's just that that is the order in which I stumbled upon the profile and I don't keep lists to see what account belongs to whom.
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11:57 May 10 2021
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00:14 May 10 2021
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05:55 May 09 2021
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06:29 May 07 2021
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15:34 May 06 2021
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I don't often take pictures of myself that I like, but I like this one. Probably because I'm in the dark.
19:51 May 05 2021
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I'm not quite sure why, but it really annoys me to see that the school system has failed so many. People don't know basic grammar, basic spelling, basic math and science. I'm not college educated, I tried, but I don't do well with forced education. I like to learn what interests me and I like to do it in my own time. But even so, I payed attention and learned something in the 12 years I was required to go to school. Why haven't so many others? Why are the most basic of things beyond their comprehension? You can't be that fucking stupid, can you?
It's not just here, though the amount of people who don't know the difference between "a lot" and "allot" makes me want to cry. I see it on Facebook, I deal with it in my real life. It gets to me. I don't know why, it's not like it really has any effect on my life, but it bothers me. Is it laziness? Stupidity? Disability? Any combination of the three? I don't know, but I don't like it. When someone talks to me online, using text speech or misspelling basic words more than what I deem acceptable, I immediately stop talking to that person. If you don't have the ability to talk to me like an adult, I want nothing to do with you. You don't need to be professional, you just need to not look like a fucking moron. And when you're too lazy to see how a word is spelled, you fall into that fucking moron catagory.
And, this isn't me saying I'm perfect all the time. I'm not. Not by any streach of the imagination. But, the difference is that I will look something up if I'm not sure of it. I will read and reread things and try to sort out typos and misuse of words before I send them. There will always be mistakes, again, I'm not perfect, but I do my best to limit them as much as possible.
16:09 May 04 2021
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I just bought the cutest pair of Minnie ears from a little Etsy shop. They're Kylo Ren themed, because of course they are. I was looking at what was available for May the 4th via the Disney Store, they have Darth Vader themed Minnie ears for pre-order, but honestly, they aren't that nice. So, instead, I got the ones from Etsy that I've had my eyes on for a few months. So now, when I can finally go back to the parks, I'll have my Kylo Ren mini backpack and wallet set from Loungefly, my Vader Adidas, my Kylo lightsaber necklace, one of my many Star Wars shirts, and a nice set of Kylo themed Minnie ears ready to go. Bit much? Probably. But, what can I say? I'm a Star Wars nerd, have been since I was a kid.
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09:13 May 04 2021
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