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20:47 May 30 2022
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01:59 May 27 2022
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Whilst talking to Cheshire...


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ShadowDollie
ShadowDollie
05:47 May 27 2022

Awww cunt for brains you really brag about a convo you setup him up but why don’t we talk about the damage you’ve caused I bet VR would love to know how many you have pushed to wanting to die. Trust me another convo will not happen again





immortalxkiss
immortalxkiss
05:58 May 27 2022

Maybe you should let Matthew choose who he wants to have in his life. I talked to him, I said my piece, I owned up to my failings and my mistakes. We moved past it. Because he and I have been friends well before you came along. He's a grown man, he chose to talk to me. I didn't force it on him, I didn't make him do it. He wanted to. He could have easily said no. He could have easily hung up the phone or ignored my call. I care about him, I will always care about him. I fucked up a lot, I'm not denying that, but that is between he and I, considering it was our relationship. If he wants to talk to me, I don't see how your opinion should matter. He's an adult, he can make his own choices.





ShadowDollie
ShadowDollie
06:03 May 27 2022

Nicole no one believes your half psycho bullshit not even him. Tell me for having these fake ass good intentions at heart which you don’t have one why would do this knowing full well it would cause problems for someone you pretend you care for. Right now I am taking him out of a mess you fucking create your heartless worthless cunt





immortalxkiss
immortalxkiss
06:08 May 27 2022

Whatever, Cat. He was perfectly fine up until you made an issue. We were talking up until he said you read my journal. So that sounds more like you caused a scene and he had to react to make you happy. If that's how he wants to live his life, fine. If he wants you to dictate who he can and cannot be friends with, fine. I'll step out of the picture again. That's not a healthy relationship, and he told me things that make me seriously worry about him. But, whatever. Think what you will, demand that he never speak to me again. You do you.





ShadowDollie
ShadowDollie
06:09 May 27 2022

Good go fuck up Logan god only knows it will be a matter of when cause you always fuck up anyone near you





immortalxkiss
immortalxkiss
06:39 May 27 2022

You know what, no. I'm, not going to step aside until he tells me that's what he wants himself. You're not him, you don't get to speak for him. As I said, he's a grown man who can make his own decisions. If he doesn't want to be my friend, he can tell that to me directly.





ReaperSoulMate
ReaperSoulMate
21:07 May 27 2022

you need to stay out of people's life's this isn't the first time she wanted to fuck with someone's mind by she I mean immortalxkiss shes just an attention whore while shes dating her one profile she tries to prob her self into someones life hey immortalxkiss did you ever tell the guy you talk about your whoring around yet?????? WHERE WAITNG FOR ANOTHER STORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





ReaperSoulMate
ReaperSoulMate
21:08 May 27 2022

own person < not profile my bad I must correct my self before the attention whore does





ReaperSoulMate
ReaperSoulMate
21:10 May 27 2022

I meant her own person she brags about I guess this makes your whole family look bad immortalxkiss you make a peanut look better than you.
and id rather read the peanut gallery





immortalxkiss
immortalxkiss
21:13 May 27 2022

Hey Julie, stay out of shit that doesn't concern you. You know nothing about this outside of secondhand information. Me having a friendship with someone I've known pretty much since I joined this website is not any of your fucking business. Thanks.





ReaperSoulMate
ReaperSoulMate
23:43 May 27 2022

Also you did not known this person for since you joined this site just like you claimed War profile was not yours keep lying to me immortalxkiss and lets see how far you get with life because from my point of you look like a total jack ass right now by posting about people constantly you claim you are mature but clearly you keep showing other wise if you are truly mature and if someone tells you to leave there boyfriend alone maybe just maybe you should learn to fucking read for once in your god dam life





ReaperSoulMate
ReaperSoulMate
23:47 May 27 2022

side note get the fuck out of everyone's life immortalxkiss no one likes you and stay the fuck out of it stop trying to mind fuck people this is why no girls cant bring there boyfriend to the site because your a little whore spreading your legs on to them begging them for attention than causing them to break up like you did me with my boyfriend on Vampire Rave for6 months





ReaperSoulMate
ReaperSoulMate
23:48 May 27 2022

than you told my boyfriend to try and kill me by not allowing me to eat food go fuck your self!!





ReaperSoulMate
ReaperSoulMate
23:50 May 27 2022

I also had to call the police on my boyfriend because ofg your stupid twit ass





immortalxkiss
immortalxkiss
23:57 May 27 2022

I met Matthew a few months after I joined this site, so kindly shut the fuck up about things you know nothing about, Julie. As for you and Tony, I don't know what bullshit delusions you have, but considering I barely spoke to Tony save a few.messages where I told him to go spend some fucking time with you off of VR, I had no influence on your failure of a relationship. So what you two did to one another is purely on the two of you.





LittleLottie
LittleLottie
12:36 May 31 2022

Nicole, you're finally finding happiness in your life. You're finally coming to a place where you deserve peace and acceptance from those around you. I haven't commented on a journal in years, but it is disgusting to see how people never change. It is disgusting to see how women attempt to bring down fellow women. I'm now the age you were when I first met you; you've become a beautiful person and you deserve a life away from all the hate bred on this site. Shame on Cat, and her gang of misfits to continue to play a million and two games after all these years gone by; what a waste of your own life. Please stop giving these people any more of your time, they deserve not a single second of fuss.

I hope you continue on your journey. I hope beautiful things come to you. I take joy in reading your journals the few times I log on to snoop around. (Hufflepuffs are just as neat as Ravenclaws btw





 

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23:09 May 26 2022
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Hate, like love, is a strong emotion. You really have to be invested in a person to feel true hatred for them. The thing about VR, or the internet in general, is that I'm not invested in the majority of the people I encounter. You can't be. So, to say I hate anyone here is silly. For one, you don't know what I feel as you aren't me. Do I dislike people? Oh, for sure. Some very much so, but I don't actively hate any member here. I'm just not that invested. I simply do not care. If anything, I'm apathetic in regards to 99.99% of the member base. Apathy is a lack of interest or concern. And that pretty much sums up VR for me. I log in, see to my duties as an Admin, and then I log off. Maybe I'll write a journal. But for the most part, I'm hardly here. I work full-time, I have an active social life, I spend time with my family and my friends, my boyfriend. VR is not a priority to me. The members, once I log off, mean nothing to me. The few people I do like from here I have access to outside of VR. Even those I dislike, once I log off, they're out of mind. So, no, I don't hate people here. I actually don't hate anyone in my life because such an emotion is wasted on people. No one consumes my thoughts enough to warrent such a feeling.

As for forgiveness and holding grudges, sure. I've been known to hold on to things for too long. But, that was the old me. I am not that person, I haven't been that person for a long time now. Saying you took in my account in the hopes that I would come around and... Do what exactly? Say sorry? No. I stand by my words. There's mental handicaps and then there's pure laziness and an unwillingness to learn better. I have people in my family who are mentally handicapped, but even they try. You don't try. And I find the hypocrisy of your words worth commenting on. I don't need to be your friend. I don't want to be your friend. I've tried in the past, and every time you crossed a line. The profile in question, the profile you traded to your Coven to be nothing more than a prisoner, is gone. You had no other intentions for that profile. That was the sole reason you traded me over to you. I know that. You know that. You're just mad that I'm not playing your game. But, it's just easier to wash my hands of it and send it off into the void than it is to try and reason with you. Been there, done that, I'm over it. As for holding grudges, you're still holding some imagined slight against me. Some belief that I ruined your relationship with Tony. That I wanted to kill you. That's shit you've told me directly. I had nothing to do with your relationship ending, and I have never plotted to kill anyone. That's fucking insane. Own up to your own failings and stop blaming someone who had no influence on how you and Tony treated one another.

As for the War account. It belongs to Rachy, you fucking idiot. Never once has it ever been in my possession. Never once was it ever mine. Never once have I ever stated as such. I don't have "hidden accounts", I don't see a point to hide who I am. I explicitly state who I am on each of my accounts, and so long as you're not a complete fuckwit, you can pretty much tell in the way I write. Ask Cat if you don't want to believe me, she would know. Ask Saetan. Ask Rachy herself. Fuck, ask an Upper Admin of the IP for the profile has ever been the same as mine. They'll all tell you that the account isn't, nor ever was, mine.

This is the end of it. As far as I was concerned the matter was over the minute I deleted that account. I stopped thinking about it. But you keep bringing it up. You can't let it go. And I find that sad. To be so invested in me, to constantly feel the need to keep fighting. I'm not going to be removed from my positions, and I've been a member here for over 16 years, it's safe to say I'm not leaving. Get over it or don't. Just know that this is my last say on all of the bullshit. I'm done.


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19:25 May 26 2022
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Dipshit, War was never, ever my account. Get your facts straight before popping off like the moron you are.

And, I haven't bothered anyone. The account is deleted. That's the end of it. But as usual YOU can't let things die.


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03:32 May 26 2022
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Phone calls with old friends... It's like there wasn't even a gap in our friendship. I missed this.


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23:45 May 23 2022
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Ah man, VR, never change.

"He's been attacking me for 3 months!"

- two seconds later -

"thanks for the Lifetime person who I just publically called a bunch of names and said all this shit about!"


Fucking classic VR.

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OccultRanger
OccultRanger
02:53 May 24 2022

To me being goth is finding wholeness in all the parts of nature not just the favorable ones to the majority while hiding the rest. Anyone who has listened to Cancer's radio show knows a part of this site is satire. If you can't handle a good roasting then go ahead and leave the site but even those that wine about it like a seem to like hanging out on the site like a masochistic gimp that the sadists just love hearing from. The only problem I see with the site is all those who cyber and empower those who do when it's open to +13 minorities and is inappropriate to me in accord with federal law here in U.S.. I'm kind of a sadist myself and will do my part to fix this by personally inviting some very special people to this site. Draconic LOL





immortalxkiss
immortalxkiss
03:06 May 24 2022

That's honestly a good view to have in regards to the nonsense. If you can't take it, this is clearly not the place for you. And hey, you spend your money on whomever and whatever you deem appropriate. it's your money, after all. And I'm all for putting money into this site we all love. I just find it funny that someone who was literally calling you names and writing entries about you at the start of the day has turned around and changed their tune. But, as I said, that is classic VR. People switch the opinions, morals, and standards at the drop of a hat.





 

23:03 May 23 2022
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Honestly, that's pretty fucking hilarious.


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22:02 May 23 2022
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I'm sorry, but I don't think you get to call someone a moron when you can't even use the most basic of variation of "you are" correctly. The same with a lot. Allot and a lot are not interchangeable, they mean two very different things. And honestly, don't get me started on your punctuation, or rather, lack there of. Stones, glass houses and all that.


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ReaperSoulMate
ReaperSoulMate
22:22 May 23 2022

I told cat you're starting stuff on your other profiles when clearly this isn't about you





ReaperSoulMate
ReaperSoulMate
22:24 May 23 2022

I dont want to be around a drama instigator like you Immy Ranger has been harassing me for 3 months you can even ask cat





immortalxkiss
immortalxkiss
22:24 May 23 2022

I'm not starting shit on any profile. Merely making an observation.





AzraelStarlight
AzraelStarlight
22:40 May 23 2022

I already told cat and pulled my coven away from her alliance because of you siding with Occult ranger when hes been cheating the whole site and paying for peoples life times so they stop asking for adds

haven't notice he clearly an asshole IMMY you're on the wrong side of the fence and I can talk how I want to fucking talk or type how I want to type just like you can your not perfect either just wait until cat gets back she knows allot about occult ranger to and them being in Niki Lady moon moons coven ect
and than being kicked out so forth

You want to start shit while cat is gone
and where both in the same alliance I at least dont bother someone while they are in the same alliance as me





AzraelStarlight
AzraelStarlight
22:41 May 23 2022

Unlike you





AzraelStarlight
AzraelStarlight
22:42 May 23 2022

If I could block you right now Immy I would because I only tolerate you because of cat
but other than that I really hate you immy
I truly do for what you did to me and Tony





immortalxkiss
immortalxkiss
22:43 May 23 2022

Again, I'm not siding with anyone. Merely poingint out the stupidity of calling someone names when you don't have the most basic grasp of grammar and punctuation. I'd do the same thing we're it anyone else.





AzraelStarlight
AzraelStarlight
22:44 May 23 2022

I DONT FUCKING CARE IMMY
ABOUT MY GRAMMAR I DIDNT TAKE GRAMMAR CLASS LIKE YOU CLEARLY DID
FUCK OFF





immortalxkiss
immortalxkiss
22:45 May 23 2022

And again, I did nothing in regards to you and Tony. If suggesting that he spend time with you is an asshole move, so be it, I'm an asshole. But you seem to think I was plotting to take your life, which is fucking bonkers.

Also... This is my journal...





AzraelStarlight
AzraelStarlight
22:46 May 23 2022

If cancer allowed me to block certain admins you would be the first admin I would block TBH





immortalxkiss
immortalxkiss
22:47 May 23 2022

You can block me. Nothing is stopping you from doing so. You can't block Upper Admins, but I am not an Upper Admin. So, go for it.





AzraelStarlight
AzraelStarlight
23:27 May 23 2022

I will block you with all 8





ShadowDollie
ShadowDollie
23:28 May 23 2022

I am not sure exactly what is going on but I have been at work and don’t have time for the drama of three grown ass adults. I am gonna go back to my hole I kindly would like to remain there. I have other things to worry about like spending with my owl and orc. Night folks try to behave for once.





immortalxkiss
immortalxkiss
23:35 May 23 2022

Yay? As you can see, I don't block in return, I don't see a point. But have at it, Julie. 8 blocks isn't going to kill me.





OccultRanger
OccultRanger
01:49 May 24 2022

Over 75 blocks won't kill you either just takes the max penalty of minus 5% of your base score. Yeah I agree its rather redundant to block any admin master vampire and over except in giving them a penalty to score if they have over 5 against them. I suppose there is a power Cancer gives to his admins that negates all those lesser things others are governed by...normally. I have freedom from natural occult sources and really the appeal is lost on me. Other than whatever prestige is gained by being favored by the prince and having a status title in that rank section of a profile.





OccultRanger
OccultRanger
02:01 May 24 2022

I think having a sire on vampire rave that has penalties in the red really gives one character. This is a REALvampire site. Truth be told who doesn't like to show off those bite marks. ;)_-





immortalxkiss
immortalxkiss
02:16 May 24 2022

The penelty on my score isn't much, I can take it. Even if it was, I'd still not be bothered. Nothing is going to change my status as Sire, as Admin, having a little red means nothing. Arbitrary numbers, I've been saying it for years. I don't put much stock into silly numbers on a website like others do.

And given everything, I'm sure I'll be right there with you in all those blocks. Sheep follow one another, after all.





 

04:51 May 23 2022
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I never seem to learn...


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17:27 May 02 2022
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Yesterday at Faire was... Well, it just was. Nothing I really want to go into here, but yeah. I'm just frustrated and hurt.


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04:38 May 01 2022
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So fucking tired. Today just felt like it was never going to end. I'm just gonna hop in the shower and then go to bed. I'm exhausted.


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