I dunno why I saved this, but I did and I'm glad I did. It is a reminder of one of the times that were just fun. I still remember laughing with her about this and the other little tidits that happened.
And then I read the quote she wrote on there. It makes my heart heavy.
My biddy, it is too late for that. You have became such a part of peoples lives. Even if it there wasn't an everyday convo, but a random touching of bases, you were still thought of and always a fixture within the heart. You were that comforting light that was just there. No matter the busy-ness of life or the moments in between chats, you were always that light that never faded and was always there when you had/wanted to find a way home.
You're still a light, my biddy. Just one that will fly higher in the sky and cast your shine for more of the world to see.
I lub joo, my biddy.
It isn't fair. It just fucking isn't fair. I am so angry, sad and just so damn clusterfucked. I am so damn tired of seeing people who are just amazing and strong an really just good people get taken away.
People that make a positive imprint within those around them.
I'm so tired of death.
I love when a book series turns out to be cozy when you weren't too sure about it in the beginning. It's like a pleasant, comforting surprise.
What I don't love is when my subconscious turns into some kind of freaky movie thing when I dream. Dreaming in a third person view is odd. And then switching to first person in the middle, is even odder. It gives me the feeling of 'I know I slept, but I really don't feel like I did'. Weird, man.. Just weird.
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TheArtistRose
22:27 Nov 10 2015
That's perfect. She was so wise. Always had the perfect words.
Surreal
04:35 Nov 11 2015
That's so her. And her light will forever shine in us, because she left us just a little brighter from her presence.