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My life is like Shrek! By day one way and by night another! Reasons being is during the day I have to obtain this facade that everyone wants me to be. Fake smiles, forcefully enduring the unwanted conversations, dreadfully bright lighting, light educed migraines and dreadfully boring conversations with people whom don't even listen to you half the time let alone understand you! I feel as if talking to the wall is more interesting. (oh look a chip in the paint) I feel your pain! eh Yet night time, The darkness caresses me as if it was to say "ah I have missed you my dear"! Yes I am weird but I accept it! Night time, everyone is away in their slumbers and me, well I am enjoying the solitude of the quiet with no worry.. ( until about 6 am again) I don't really know what to put here but this is pretty much my mindset and daily who-blah-blah If you really want to get to know me, I don't trust easily and I am very observant at first. Super quiet and self reserved. I have a specific goal and it's driving me nuts because it is not your normal avrage set goal! Nooo I have to find mine! Confused yet? Don't worry, all will eventually come to light once you get to know me. That is if you want to take the time to do so. Wait, didn't I already type something like this earlier? lol I have no idea what I am doing yet so if this doesn't belong here then I apologize.