AthenaRose's Profile at Vampire Rave.

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How many times do I have to relay think on things. Is the sun dark the moon light, is the widow crying or is she sleeping. How many times have I asked myself that one question. Dose He love me. I am the angel hidden within the shadows. A lost soul hidden amongst the dark..

What more can I ask for, the shadows seem to caress my inner most soul. I cry out for you, I feel the essence caressing my soul the shadows dancing across silken flesh. Do You hear me do You feel the flesh crawling with my essence. Do you feel the pain shadowing my soul. I am the good and the bad within You I fight for what I know is right. I am the gray the line in between Yin and Yang.

I call for you, your essence it flows upon the wind. Your every being is flowing through the air. Yet I can't find what I am in search for. The pain seeming so deep and so dark seems to flow across the waters. I am the Gray that shines from the moon the Light that covers the waters at night. Do you see me do you search for me upon the waves of emptiness.

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I feel alone and lost I cry tears of blood. I search for you my every wakening moment. My heart beats to the beat of the drum. What more can I do, My thoughts my soul seems dead. I walk within the shadows within the light of the moon I caress the dark waters. The lonely winds seem to caress my face. Your essence seems to walk upon the water.

So you want to know a little more about me. I am a 32 year old submissive/slave. I am into the BDSM and Gorean Lifestyle. I have been around the lifestyle for siixteen years give or take a few years have lost track. But most of all I am a Vampire the night calls to me my heart races. I don't play games what I am is what You see. If you think You can push me around think again. I have many friends here in Vampire Rave that would tell You I am a sweet and kind person. Unless I get pissed off then I can be a real Bitch. I love all my friends here in Vampire Rave and am glad this place is around. Am also a Wiccan Sorceress and studies the art of energies.

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I am going through allot right now. My life seems to be turning around and around in curcles. The shadows seem to caress my inner most soul. What more can I do but walk away from the pain the desolet shadows as they caress my soul. I have found no one to help ease the pain it is endless. I am in search of my prince my dark lord can You help me are you the one that has called out to me from the shadows.
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I have many protectors within the walls of this place. Here below are the names and faces of thoughs who I claim as my TRUE friends here. Thoughs who have listened and thoughs who have cared are beneath these words.

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What more could I ask for. The Shadows seem to caress my cheeks as tears of blood flow down Them. I wander aimlessly upon the waters of tears. Tears that I have shed for You. Never again will the agony and fear overwhelms me. The night is my life and the moon my essence. I await the day that my Dark Prince finds me. And when that day comes the essence of Him I will know.
I see You walking along the sands the blood stained grass under my feet. I smell Your essence flowing across the wind. You followed me the tears upon my cheeks flow onto the ground. The blood surrounding me is of my broken Heart. I stand there a sword in my hand waiting for You fighting off the shadows of death that come my way. I fight for You my Prince I stand upon the blood stained ground sword drawn.

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Love Song For a Vampire

Come into these arms again
And lay your body down
Th rhythm of this trembling heart
Is beating like a drum.
It beats for you, it bleeds for you
It knows not how it sounds.
For it is the drum of drums
It is the song of songs.

Once I had the rarest rose that
ever deigned to bloom.
Cruel winter chilled the balm,
And stole my flower too soon
O loneliness, O hopelessness
To search the ends of time,
For there is in all the world
No greater love than mine.

Love....Still falls the rain.
Still falls the night.
Be mine forever...

Let me be the only one
To keep you from the cold.
Now the floor of heavn is laid,
Its stars of brightest glow.
They shine for you.
They shine for you.
They burn for all to see.
Come into these arms again
And set this spirit free.

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Not many people understand what its like to feel the power. To feel the energy of life, no one truly understands what pain is inflicted on us day after day. Until the night comes, the pain of never ending turmoil will always exsist.

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