I grew up in army camps in a couple of different countries, the constant moving from place to place has made it far too easy for me to lose friends and move on without a care, this place is one of the ways I'm going to try and keep in touch with people who matter.
I got bullied through most of my school life, not liking dance music R&B and whatever other crap, wearing black a lot and generally psychotic behaviour mean the standard school chav has an instant dislike to you. Fuck them.
I'm a goth, I think that "goth" is a far too general term for the varied sub-cultures that most people throw under that name.
I don't believe in the whole moody depressive side that most people belive to be the norm of gothic culture I think more along the lines of the dark aristocracy, reserved, well mannered and a far cry from the chav culture that has erupted in Britain today.
Also I dissagree with the moody thing because why be the way you are and force yourself into depression or whatever else its seen to be goth? I go out I enjoy my life, wearing black or not.
I like meeting new people, making new friends, connections, people are what make life worth living, many people would have lost their way if it wasn't for friends and loved ones around them to support them.
I love music. Music can inspire a man to great things, men wrote music for the love of a woman, out of severe depression, joy, anger, music shows the full range of human emotion like no associated colour or other description can.
I'm a hands on kind of guy, I would much rather do it than read about it or be told about it. I'm interested in most extreme sports and would like to do most of them, I do mountain bike a bit, I tried skateboarding and hurt myself a lot more than I would like.
I sometimes prefer the company of women to that of guys, guys are very competetive, I'm not all that bothered if you are better than me at something we all have our skills and our weaknesses, I don't need to flaunt mine to be happy. I'm pretty good with guns, I shoot skeet whenever the oportunity arises.
I'm an Empath, sensing how pople feel has its uses, It also means that if I open myself up to it the emotion will overwhelm me, useful in a fight because you just go berserk, heedless to pain yet spurred on by the pain you cause others. It also means that when I have feelings for someone, whether they be of friendship and loyalty, or love, I can't shake them, they stay around at the back of my mind. Same goes for when people piss me off, those feelings of hate never leave, unless they make it up to me. I can be very understanding and forgiving. Then at the same time I can be cold and callous toward those who betray me and never forgive them.
I'm very sensual, I refuse to tip toe around feelings I'll tell you how it is. I can possibly be too trusting at times which has gotten me hurt very badly in the past.
I guess most of what I am can't be explained, I don't think anyone can really be explained easily, everyone has there own quirks and personality, only way to really know someone is to meet them and get to know them. Hopefully I will meet most of the people Ive met on here someday.
Traits I have:
clean, organized, regular, self reliant, tough, positive, high self control, very good at saving money, dislikes chaos, resolute, realist, trusting, hard working, dislikes unpredictability, prefers a technical specialized career, not worrying, respects authority, enjoys leadership, finisher, normal, optimistic, controlling, prudent, modest, adventurous, does not like to be alone, intellectual, likes the unknown, very practical, high self esteem, assertive, perfectionist, busy, altruistic.
| Music |
| - The assortment of noise I deafen myself with on a regular basis - |
| Cradle of Filth | System of a Down | Dimmu Borgir | Opeth | Trivium | Avenged Sevenfold | Jethro Tull | Korn | Slipknot | Arch Enemy | Moonspell | Queen | Meatloaf | Green Day | More to add when I can be bothered.
Likes:
Cheese on toast
Drinking
Reading
Cheeseburgers
KFC
Spending time with friends
Snow
Cherry VK
Orange VK
Lasagne
Driving (Which I do very well.... minus license)
Music
The moon and night.
Computer games
Pool (I'm terrible at it which makes it so much funnier)
Shooting
Movies (horror and decent Sci Fi like Aliens mostly)
TV
Dislikes:
Closed-mindedness
Losing contact with friends (I've done far too much of that in my lifetime)
Being too hot
Being too cold
Bright sunlight
Homophobes
People who are always bitchy. (Mark...)
Rude customers
Movies
Tank Girl
Kill Bill
Dusk til Dawn
The Crow
Bill and Ted
Rocky Horror Show
Grease
South Park
Ghost Ship
Interview with a Vampire
Harry Potter
Aliens movies
AvP
Predator
Stargate
Star Wars
Beetlejuice
Ace Ventura
Jim Carrey generally
TV
Family Guy
Simpsons
Buffy
Fawlty Towers
Charmed
Blackadder
2 pints of lager and a packet of crisps
Little Britain
