 
hair:brown/black
eyes:brown
age:17
occupation:searching for tranquility
I adopted a cute lil' death fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
So...in here i'm gonna tell you a little bit more about me....my name is Claire. I'm 17 yrs old and i live in Malta.
I love listening to rock and metal...i've been into rock for the last 2 years. My favourite band is Theatres Des Vampires. I also like Otep, Marilyn Manson, Metallica, Kamelot, Dragon force, Within temptation, Type o Negative, and more.
Till now, i never smoked and i never had drugs but... who knows what can happen? ;P It's not that i wanna have drugs but...newayz.....I' not the type of person who has loads of friends, i just have my own group of friends and that's all. I would like to meet and get to know new people however.
You need security.
There has been many changes in your life and
you have had to live in an unstable
environment. This has lead you to be suspicious
and always on guard. Your mind has a hard time
to unwind and this could lead to you having
sleeping problems, since you think too much.
People are a category you don't give much trust
at, and find yourself to be a better secret
keeper than they could ever be. Because in your
changing world you have learnt that you only
have yourself in all times.
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?????How can you not love this actor?????
For all of you who didn't know yet, that's David Boreanaz. Apart from many other films, he took part in Buffy the vampire slayer as Angel and Angel himself in The City of Angel.....and yes; HE IS my favourite actor :P
The following is a list of some of the movies i've seen and adored:
 Butterfly Effect
City Of Angels
Cursed
Crue Intentions
Donnie Darko
Dracula |
Dracula ||
Fear Dot Com
House Of Thousand Corpses
House Of Wax
Interview With The Vampire
I Know What You Did Last Summer
Jack The Ripper
Ring Around The Rosie
Silent Hill
Skeleton Key
The Amityville Horror
The Crow
The Dark
The Exorsist
The Jacket
The Nun
The Omen
The Ring
The Phantom Of The Opera
Underworld
Hmm...i found this really interesting:
You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.
"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."
Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.
As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.
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Some of the bands i like:
Audioslave
Ashes You Leave
Aerosmith
Avanged Sevenfold
After Forever
Bon Jovi
Cradle Of Filth
Cranberries
Danzig
Dragonforce
Disturbed
Evanescence
Earshot
Foo Fighters
Guns n Roses
HIM
Iron Maiden
Jack Off Jill
Judas Priest
Kamelot
Lacuna Coil
London After Midnight
Metallica
Machine Head
Megadeth
Mudvayne
Nightwish
Nickelback
Otep
Opeth
Panthera
Sirenia
Slipknot
Sonata Arctica
Static-X
System Of A Down
Switchblade Symphony
Type O Negative
Theatres Des Vampires
Theatre Of Tragedy
The Used
Tristania
Within Temptation
.......to be continued.........
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You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.
Here are the lyrics of some of my favourite songs.......
Queen Of The Damn>ed- Theatres Des Vampires
When the sky become dark
I come out from my coffin
In search of my new victim
Unholy passion... hot blood on my mouth
Pointed teeth on your neck
I feel your soul inside me
I feel your enjoyment...
I feel you... in my veins...
When the light leaves the earth
I rise from my grave
Queen of the damned... I love the blood
I cut the throat of innocent virgins! For my thirst
She who loves the pain!
She who loves the suffering!
She who loves the lust!
She that want satisfy my thirst!
She who loves the blood!
She who loves the death!
She who loves the evil!
Lilith's Child- Theatres Des Vampires
You are the Lilith should born by a sacrifice
Under a full moon... rites of black masses
The purity of the sin will show out
When the Antichrist's advent will be near
The mark of the beast will be imprinted on us
Everyone will become its children in his kingdom of darkness
He will hammer the thorns of the crown in the skull of Christ
and the blood of God will come again and for the last time spilled
before falling in the domination of Lilith's child...
The wolves celebrate your birth! Rise from hell!!! Raise!
Slaughter of christians snatch snatch their hearts
Burn their bodies on the crosses
Sodomize their brides! Impale the priests holocaust!
"Comme les anges a' I'oeil fauve... Je reviendrai dans ton akove
Et vers toi glisserai sans bruti... Avec les ombres de la nuit.
E je te donnerai, des braisers froids comee la lune
Et des caresses de serpent ... Autour d'une fosse rampant"
You are the Lilith child... born by a sacrifice
Under a fullmoon your revenge will be completed!
Caput mortum, signo Lilitu, impereti tibi! Sanguis vita! Sigillum Lilitu!
In nomine mater nostri Lilitu regina immortalis humana nocturna!
HOOKS AND SPLINTERS- Otep
YOU FUCKING PARASITE!!
I'LL BEAT YOU TIL YOU DIE!!!
it hides inside me,
IT HIDES INSIDE ME!
SIC SEMPER TYRANNUS!
EVERYDAY YOU DECAY
IN CHAINS, DISMAYED
BROKEN SOUL, SPLINTERED BONES
GHOST-CHILDREN
IN THEIR GRAVES, SOLD AS SLAVES
UNSTABLE, GREEDY FLAMES
LIFE IS A SACRIFICE
A 7 INCH SLICE
THE STILL-BORN WASTE
OF A SUICIDE CHRIST
i'm learning to like the pain ....
I HOPE YOU DIE
WE, BROKEN PEOPLE
I HOPE YOU DIE
WE, BROKEN PEOPLE
it hides inside me,
IT HIDES INSIDE ME!
EVERYTHING IS DEAD
EVERY DAY IS BLACK
WORD BECOMES FLESH
BLOODIED, BURNED, & SCRATCHED
EVERYTHING IS DEAD
EVERY DAY IS BLACK
THE FACE I WORE WAS YOURS
AS I LAUNCHED THIS SELF-ATTACK
HYPOCRITE!
HERETIC!
BLASPHEMER!
[bridge]
in pain.
insane.
a bullet in the head
a knife wound in the .....
i cried, as my innocence died.
i cried,
as my innocence died.
DEATH WILL HAVE MERCY,
I WON'T.
HERE IN THE SERIAL-KILLER HOLY LAND.
[i will sit, i will wait, i will make no mistake,
i will sit, i will wait, for as long as it takes]
IT'S NOT OVER,
WE'VE ONLY JUST BEGUN.
LIKE A FETUS ON THE FLOOR,
LIKE AN ADDICT WANTING MORE,
LIKE A SEX SLAVE ... CRYING & SORE ...
I WANT TO SMELL THE VIOLENCE,
I NEED TO SEE YOU BLEED,
TAKE ME INSIDE YOUR SOUL & MAKE IT WEEP FOR ME,
.... I NEED TO BELIEVE.
[outro]
I WILL SIT!
I WILL WAIT!
I WILL MAKE!
NO MISTAKE!
I WILL SIT!
I WILL WAIT!
I WILL MAKE!
NO MISTAKE!
FROM SLAVE TO MASTER!
I'VE BECOME THE HYRDA!
MORE HEADS & VENOM!
IT HIDES!
INSIDE!!
ME!!!
HOOKS & SPLINTERS!
HOOKS & SPLINTERS!
[it hurts to exist]
SUICIDE TREES- Otep
i spent my whole life
in love with despair
kept my lungs full
with the breath of their
mute atmosphere
... i became what i hate.
and thus shall i remain
to give birth to a mighty assassin
armed with a weapon of words
to defy the lies
to never compromise
no.
today, my name .... is pain.
[2]
i stood
beyond the world
whispering secret syllables
in the eyeless dark
dancing wildly
round and round on the rotting ground
surrounded by the dead dusts of Hell ...
this is how i delete myself
& this is how i corrupt everyone else
obey
obey
betray
betray
you are not unique.
you do not need to think.
take it, take it!
i will,
i will ... i will.
you succumb, so nicely.
[like an insect staring back, like a dying dove]
my love ..... [no] ..... my love.
[song]
so here we are again
the sheets are stained & bloodied
the animals scratch at my skin
here we are again
my face is scraped & bloodied
i've nothing left to give
- i wasn't there,
- i'm not involved,
- i'm innocent,
- it's not my fault.
- i wasn't there,
- i'm not involved,
- i'm innocent,
- it's not my fault.
.. here in the suicide trees.
.. here in the suicide trees.
[[no. bloody, bloody, bloody, MURDER!]]
AMONG THE EXCREMENT OF MY SINS!!
it's not happening, it can't be happening, it's not happening.
so here we are again
in secret ceremonies
changing shape, amen.
here we are again
pretending not to notice
the illness sneaking in.
- i wasn't there,
- i'm not involved,
- i'm innocent,
- it's not my fault.
- i wasn't there,
- i'm not involved,
- i'm innocent,
- it's not my fault.
.. here in the suicide trees.
.. here in the suicide trees.
toil & labor
hate your neighbor
faith in favor
obey!
toil & labor
hate your neighbor
faith in favor
obey!
OBEY.
OBEY.
HERE, I DO AS I PLEASE!
HERE IN THE SUICIDE TREES!
HERE, I DO AS I PLEASE!
HERE IN THE SUICIDE TREES!!
OBEY!!
HATE YOUR NEIGHBORS!
HATE YOUR NEIGHBORS!!
[the animals scratch at my skin]
it's not happening, it's not happening.
Down With The Sickness- Disturbed
Drowning deep in my sea of loathing
Broken your servant I kneel
(Will you give in to me?)
It seems what's left of my human side
Is slowly changing in me
(Will you give in to me?)
Looking at my own reflection
When suddenly it changes
Violently it changes (oh no)
There is no turning back now
You've woken up the demon in me
[Chorus:]
Get up, come on get down with the sickness [x3]
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me
I can see inside you, the sickness is rising
Don't try to deny what you feel
(Will you give in to me?)
It seems that all that was good has died
And is decaying in me
It seems you're having some trouble
In dealing with these changes
Living with these changes (oh no)
The world is a scary place
Now that you've woken up the demon in me
[Chorus]
(And when I dream) [x4]
No mommy, don't do it again
Don't do it again
I'll be a good boy
I'll be a good boy, I promise
No mommy don't hit me
Why did you have to hit me like that, mommy?
Dont do it, you're hurting me
Why did you have to be such a bitch
Why don't you,
Why don't you just fuck off and die
Why can't you just fuck off and die
Why can't you just leave here and die
Never stick your hand in my face again bitch
FUCK YOU
I don't need this shit
You stupid sadistic abusive fucking whore
How would you like to see how it feels mommy
Here it comes, get ready to die
[Chorus (last line changed to "Madness has now come over me")]
Wait & Bleed-Slipknot
I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander over where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...
Goodbye!
I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time
Everything is 3D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up
This is not the way I pictured me
I CAN'T CONTROL MY SHAKES!
How the hell did I get here?
Something about this, so very wrong...
I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this
Is it a dream or a memory?
I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander over where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...
GET OUTTA MY HEAD CUZ I DON'T NEED THIS!
Why I didn't I see this?
I'm a victim - SINNED-BY-JUST
Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away
I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander over where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...
GOODBYE!
You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
My flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free
I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...
AND IT WAITS FOR YOU!
WHITE
WHAT I LIKE:
*Rock/metal
*Vampire rave
*Hang out with friend
*City of angel
*Buffy the vampire slayer
*Blood
*Bites
*Hugs
*Kisses
*Vampires
*Clothes
*Black
*Night
*Buffy The Vampire Slayer episodes
You are Louis, the unusually compassionate vampire
and by far most people's favorite.
WHAT I LOATHE:
*Lies
*Rap music
*RAPPERS
*People with an extremely high self-esteem
*Red meat
*Matches!!!!!(and whoever invented dem!)
*Exams
*Insects
*Politics
*Perverted old men
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