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I'm new to the vampire scene, but let me take a better whack at this:

I'm a Black Swan for sure. I don't have any interest in becoming a vampire myself or going down that path, but I am looking for a vampire to donate to, if anyone has the patience for a newb like me :)

I've always been pretty interested in the occult, mostly ghosts, magick, and meditation.

I'm currently a CNA at an extended care facility (nursing home/skilled care/hospice care) and am in nursing school. I try to keep a positive attitude, but can be a bit of dick sometimes, unintentionally of course.

I'm not goth myself, although I love the aesthetic.

I am a practicing Wiccan.

I've been interested in vampirism for a few years now, though finally had an epiphany recently and decided to become involved in the community to learn. Most of my initial curiosity with the community came from a short stint on Fetlife and then continued to pop up from time to time across the internet, where I spend most of my time.

I play lots of video games, watch plenty of anime, and read and write often. I love cats and dogs, though my favorite companions have been rats. I adore campy movies and B horror and Halloween is probably my favorite holiday to celebrate.

Sometimes my depression gets the better of me and I cut communication for several days to months, which is something I'm working on bettering myself at currently. I apologize if it seems like I don't want to talk to you!

Please PM with any questions or if you're interested in showing a first-time donor the ropes! :) I'll answer any questions to the best of my ability given they're appropriate :p