I am not good about talking about myself, but will endeavor to do so. Please check out my portfolio and journal . . . . .
For the mundane information, I grew up in lovely San Diego, CA which calls itself America's Finest City, you might say in a privileged family. After 9/11 and after being downsized from my position, I moved up to Anaheim almost 6 years ago for my current job at a place that I always enjoyed coming to every year since I was 5 years old..... Disneyland. I work in emergency services, just like police dispatch. Have always enjoyed spending time there since I was a little girl. As you might have guessed, the Haunted Mansion is special to me. Still a fun place to let worries go and just enjoy the rides and what a fantastic place to people watch...there is also the annual Bat's Day - the unofficial goth day at Disneyland in late August each year - now that's a day to go!
Single and unattached for the past five years, just not met that special person. With friends, family, job and my hobbies, I'm happy and busy....not that I wouldn't love having a special guy to share it all with, but we shall see what Fate has in store. It is just a matter of time before our paths cross.
I am a most sensual and romantic person. Always been drawn to the ways of old and not wanting chivalry to be dead. Touching and being touched is extremely important to me. Kissing is an art form, wouldn't you say?
Have two exceptional cats, one is only 32 pounds and the little one 4 pounds. Unforunately, dear big Trouble just died, so now little calico Pumpkin cat is all alone. I so miss having horses and dogs. Horses are creatures I identify with and to ride and be one with the horse is hard to describe.
Was a police officer for 5 years, got hurt and had to quit, still not over that, miss it..... learned alot about myself, and what I am capable of and the inner strength I didn't know I had. And.....yes I can kill someone and not lose sleep over it. I have a hard time with people bitching and moaning over cops in general . . . don't be so judgmental until you walk in someone's elses shoes/boots for awhile....trust me.
Had been a professional belly dancer for around 12 years. Still practice, because I feel so much with the music and how it affects me.
I'm 5' 6" tall, voluptuous in stature, true emerald eyes, and half Irish, with Welsh and Scottish tossed in for good measure - and doesn't take much for that Irish temper to surface. Born in December, I'm a Sagittarius and oh how do I live up to description.
Am an empath whose powers are sporadic but powerful. Still attempting to control it. I touch objects and can feel emotions and sometimes have visions of a previous owner. Never know when nor where the visions will come.
I am a Psi Vampire, and became aware of this several years ago. Always been drawn to the dark and those beings that inhabit it. Finding a site like this in which to explore this side of ourselves and our true natures, as well as others to explore with is fantastic. As far as the Masquerade, I would be of the Clan Ventrue..
On a solitary pagan path. Learning the Tarot.
The paranormal has been a complete fascination for me, and have had several experiences ever since I was 4 years old. I know I have walked this earth many times and have been told that I am an old soul - but this I knew from deep inside me.
A lover and participant of Renaissance Faires, major conventions, like WorldCon, DragonCon, San Diego ComicCon International and enjoy cosplay and role play, in all respects - miss it and wish I had those to play with again.
I sew costumes, as well as work with resin, silicone and fiberglassing....love to make and collect props from movies.
I'm an insatiable reader and collector of books. From Stephen King to Patricia Cornwell to Dean Koontz to Robin Cook . . . just about anything. Also enjoy historial biographies and the works of Edgar Allen Poe, H.G. Wells, Sir Arthur Conan Doyle and other classics.
Love to write, just hate to show my work half the time. Sometimes the words just flow and other times it is hard. I can easily lose myself in the words making the characters come alive to me...like becoming part of the story and having it write itself.... I do have an ongoing story unfolding in my journal, please stop by and enjoy.
A lover of movies and adding to my DVD collection each month - enjoy the classics of many years past as well and happy to see that many beloved movies that one can hope to see late night on TV are now being put on DVD.
Music has always been an important part of my life. Depending on my mood I will listen anything from techno, to dark, classical to rock-n-roll. to New Age, opera, middle eastern, even love the bagpipes... but then that's in my Celtic blood. Own several soundtracks as well.
Am a collector of black roses and black hearts and proud founding member of the Black Hearts at the Renaissance Pleasure Faire in Southern California.
About to get my site back up - darkestdesires with the ongoing stories of three female vampires with 'issues' - I love to write and have different projects I am currently working on - and enjoy writing with two friends on two of those projects...
Please, stop over at my portfolio for pictures of me and some of my friends, and will continue to update it.
"Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways - Chardonnay in one hand - chocolate in the other - body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming "WOO HOO, What a Ride"
Have been searching for many years the man in my dream.....to always get so close and yet never see his face . . . why does he continue to call me over the years and yet not let me see or know him?
The Dream:
I am in a long dark green velvet gown, with silver candlestick in hand, walking down an elegant hallway with wall sconces lit amongst the paintings in the vast hallway, down a long and winding ornate stairway at least 3 floors to a sunken library. Three walls covered from floor to ceiling in books, huge carved fireplace with carved lions on either side with a large fire roaring. Near center of the room is a large ornate desk and another large dark wood table with several volumes piled on it. A large dark brocade wing back chair has its back to me. I can smell a pipe and see the tendrils of smoke curl upward from the other side of the chair. I am drawn to this man. I walk up to the chair and place my left hand on the top of the chair and as I go to turn to face the one who calls me . . . I awake.
