((Okay, i know that someone has posted this topic before (might have been me), but i couldn't find it.))
I've read a lot about awakenings and what usually happens, but i need a really detailed description of it. I believe that i am going through an awakening right now, but i'm not 100% positive. I know they can also take from a few hours or days to a few weeks or years (and all that) but i need to make sure that what i've been going through the past few days is indeed my awakening...PM me if you can offer any advice or help.
Wow, really, love to help ya, but I wouldnt know a thing 'bout it....
Would be interesting to know what you are going through, I would like for you to post more.
usually awakening is getting clearer in your mind, your taughs, your desir, you whole mind and body will make it clear, it also can be just a change like anynormal human have, if it a wakening then you'll know it, you wont have doubts about it.
You'll know it inside and you'll feel it.
yeah she's definitely got most of it; The parts I know atleast, if anyone has anymore like lezbutterfly said post it in here i wanna know too .lol
Im glad you reposted it, this subject came up recently with a friend and I couldn't find it either. Whatever anyone finds out (myself included) please post!
((Ha ha, I found it!))
What kind of awakening are we talking about...? I'm confused but it sounds like something I want to know
Awakenings begin around puberty. Or just after. Usually people will begin to go through the events in a group, of persons who have formed like a coven.
First normally comes a sense of alienation from the rest, much like what happens in puberty and adolecense.
then an undenyable urge towards magicks, like lusting after it in all forms.
With that lusting, and some study one finds they are drawn to somethings more then others, and learn energy practices, Some then branch off and stay within the wicca and witchcraft aspects never developing further because they get afraid or whatever else. When the seeker who has acknowldeged their inner nature and seeks to press on,
the dreams start. The nightmares and the sense that dreams are more real then the waking world. When you learn from your dreams, of lives youve lived and things you have gone through, all the while still studing occultism,
the visions start, the feelings of atunement to nature and things that are coming.
You then can drain others, and feed, most stop here. If you continue to finish the full awakening then you develop abilities individually that allow you to process your energy better. Your senses are at your disposal and it seems like there is nothing you cannot do.
When you have achieved this "quasi-godhood" you are only partly there. Everyone who walks the deepest recesses of their hell to seek out their true nature, will come to understand the planes. Being able to put their consiousness at will in any plane while being able to function and exist on this one.
After that you then have interactions with other entities, demons, and gods, and spirits, getting to know them on a first hand basis, being between the worlds and drifting.
When you can solidify your consiousness to one plane only, and deal on any plane at will in what ever form your persusts require then you are almost finished.
It then comes that you will be thrust into the world on any level, getting your lessons to be learned and experienced. You must use all of your senses, all of your abilities, and gifts to walk your path. Your patron, the driving force of what you are will make itself known on an individual level. You are because your your patrons hand at this point.
When you have firmly cemented your astral body between the worlds, allowing accuracy in consciousness, living as you see fit, taking in your abilities and applying them on unknown levels, to unspoken depths in your life, then you have finished. Then you are a vampire.
This process can take over a decade of pathworking to achieve. Good luck on your journey, see ya when you get there.
I read all that and I'm still giggling because I'm in my sexual "peek".
Hehe.
Sorry.
Having said that, while I've undoubtedly experienced many if not all of the above symptoms, I doubt I've awakened to anything. Just been the normal run of the mill life growth processes. At least for me. I haven't woken up with any new knowledge or thoughts or feelings.
And yes, it would help if we knew what you were thinking you were awakening to...
Dude....marseille France..18th century France. I had a dream I was there and when I got up..I spoke some french...I dont even know what I said...A little help..
France was a bad time for many people...the period of transmigration is at least 300 years....i hate the french for stuff they pulled.
An 'awakening' is when your 'vampric nature' comes out. I did a speach on it in one of my classes. It is when your body changes. You feel a need for blood, love for the night, sometimes very alienated, and you know you are different. It usually happens around puberty. I will never lie so I will tell you the truth and it will hurt. Isnt it Ironic that it starts around puberty? And lo and behold, there are some very similar traits between an awakening and puberty. When I was about thirteen i had the same experience, later to do more research and i finally realized it was only puberty. I know this is probably going to piss people off, but if there were vampires they wouldnt be waisting their time on VR. If you have any further questions on the matter feel free to message me.
*I appologize is my spelling is incorrect*
As I'm not a vampire, I really don't know, but I find all of this information fascinating
Everything that has been said is right on the money so to speak w do start to awaken around this time and things are a lot clearer within our mind and in our body but it can be very painful change to go through physically emotionally and spiritually as well..
there are those of us who fight within ourselves to fully awaken and become what we are meant to be..
wow so i guess you got your answers huh? ^.^
i found this site interesting...
http://www.vampiricreality.com/Awakening.html
ENJOY!!!
~silver
Being Sang is not always the way it goes. There are those who are purely Psy.
Unfortunately there will always be some people who are afraid of their true selves.
I don't necessarily mean that in a Vampiric Awakening context.
People need to make peace with what and who they are and need to learn not fear change but to embrace it.
This statement goes for Gays, lesbians, transgendered people, the vampiric community, teenagers and many other subcultures.
I especially find that people are ashamed of thier sexual identity, stop fearing change and the opinions that others may have of you live your life to the fullest.
Awakening in the context of finding who you and what you are is something I can relate with. As far as an awakening for Vampire urges I have not.
Okee, first off, one goes through many Awakenings, not just one. The first one at puberty is a change in thought process. It's the age of reason, the loss of your child's innocence.
You will have Awakenings later on in life as well. Because, simply put, you are Awakening to inner knowledge and then you must learn how to use that knowledge. The more you use that knowledge, the more Awakenings you will have.
You will know when you are Awakening because you will become aware of the changes in yourself...
Thanks for the info people gave me something to think about...
I have a question though, you say that you will be aware of the Awakening(s) but what if (for some unknown reason) a .. 'block' has been put in place so that a person will not know 'what' they are or what they will become? I fit more than 50% of those symptoms, especially the substances ones and energy ones..
But I'm only new to this so I more than likely have no idea
You may find the answer you seek at LordOfNoctemAeternus's page/journal. ^_^
You would do well to talk to MasterThoth about this.
I have had many conversations with him before on this matter...
Thanks everyone. I'll check out the page and I'll ask Master Thoth if he would be willing to talk with me about it
wow interesting thread. I'm so going to be checking up on this because it is interesting.
wow ok now i know i am a vampire hehe i have all the signs and i even have something extra i even have the fangs:D anyone care to be a donar?
I've heard of the assension of powers. That's the normal time any spirituality powerful being begins the spiritual and carnal acceptance of their powers and they have received the use of such powers. My assesnsion took several days.
Mines still going on but yeah i have accepted whats happening..and is it bad to drink the blood of those willing to give it to you...because ive had all these cravings for blood and i wanted to know if thats alright...i feel alienated out here in a mostly christian town
and another question...my employers sent me to see a shrink because i have these rage problems but i got cat scans and mris and all these tests done and i only get angry when someones pissed anywhere near me..not nessecarily in the room but if they are mad and laying in their bed. and their door is closed i start getting irate...what can i do to control this anger...
yah..it seems most ppl have those symptions...i mean...most of those listed above are..what i've went through more thena few times....nothing found in any tests...all my cat scans are "normal"
even was chucked in councilling...nothing helped...so i just learned to deal with it
My awakening has lasted a few months. It is thanks to my best friend, Sonny/MasterThoth.
Awakening can take several weeks to months ,such as myself.My tastes changed to more sweet and more spicey foods.Light sensitivity and change in sleep patterns started happening.My energy seemed to be ebbing during the day and would come back at night.I really felt more alive and active at night.The colour of food seemed to matter..red..yes the colour red would appeal to me.Drinks, food, if the colour was red i was drawn to that.I learned to safely cook red meats and keep a healthy diet.Learning to feed,from energy as well as sang.helped a great deal.Took me a long time to ballance my need for blood and energy with a proper food diet.It's a constant learning process.Some don't have some of the symptoms I have listed, we are all individuals.
being more intutive and having "second sight",being aware of spirits and energies around you.Past life dreams or images,precognition, all these fun wee things and more come calling eventually to most of the newly awakened.
I am thankful for my awakener that helped me thru this, otherwise would have thought I was mental*grins*
If I may be of help to you, plese let me know.
Noc
Now,I'm curious..if someone is kinda enought to answer this..
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Someone ..well more then a few someones told me,
IF you Hold back the change or wakening for too long..
that you go insain!?Many people can NOT handel this
wierd new world of a vampire life..and they prolong it for so long..that there body goes crazey..breaks down..and they go insain and usually rots from the inside-out and dies.
The energetic awareness that comes from awakening, rewires energy currents in the body. If the awakening is halted, or slowed moreso then it is when it is occuring naturally, then these energy points short circut and get overloaded indeed causing a death of the organism, or insanity.
Woah,they they were telling me the truth.
TY,for the answer.
awakening signs and symptoms
yawning, streching, and morning wood etc. occasionally regreting drinking so much the night before
wildchild,,Lol..I'm begining to think that your the class clown in the VR!lol!