One soulmate
Unique soul that
Call out to yours
From one galaxy
To another
From one side
Of the pole to the
Other side.
From the underworld
To the living.
One soulmate waits
For that other soul
For days to months
To years , maybe
Hundred years or more.
Just so it can unite
With your soul.
With your heart
It doesn't matter
The age gap
It doesn't matter
The race
It doesn't matter
The religion.
It doesn't matter
Mortality or immortality.
Once two pairs it clicked
Nothing else matters.
Knock on your faith
Knock on your thoughts
Knock on your heart
Knock again
You will feel him.
You will feel her.
Trial trial and more
Trials and tribulations
But together you will be
Be it in life or death.
If you can't live together
You will die together
If you can't
Then you will meet in
Death by being buried
Or cremated together
Tonight in the chilly night
We dance all night
With blood plastered on us,
That's not ours but the rain
That is pouring on us.
Let's dance
Let's scream
Let's beat
Our shoes on the pavement
Let's scream louder and loud
We are spirits that eat the evil
Soul and destroy the bodies
Into the fire we go
Into the freezing water
We swim and sleep
Into the hurricane
We howl together
With the thunderball
We stomp the ground
And scorch everything on
On the ground.
But tonight we dance
Tonight we scream
With excitement
Tonight all evil will die
The evil ones shall pay
Under the waning moon
We dance naked and bloody
We are spirits that devour
All evil .
We are spirits
We are guardians of the
Woods.
We will hunt those evil
Who are filled with greed
We dance tonight
Under the moonlight
We dance in the chilly night
With blood on our bodies
That aren't ours
But belongs to the evil.
We howl ,
We stomp
We hunt
We scream in anger
We shrill with excitement
We are the spirits of the Woods
COMMENTS
I like the last stanza the best.
Excellent as usual
I wonder will I go
For my next travels
I myself thought
Endlessly so
But in the end
I will go to places
Unplanned, without
Much of a word, I pack
Buy a ticket and leave.
No message no calls.
It's who I am
Ready for adventure
And in order not to spoil
My own mood to
Cancel it all, I will leave
Without telling you
I am an egoist
And my very intention
Is to leave you out of
My secret journeys.
I am called delusional
I am called a liar
They never saw a photo
Not a video is the countries
I had been to
With the people I met
But that is okay.
I know the truth.
I know where I had been
I know who I met
I know friends and foes.
But my rules still applies
Whatever happened in that
Place stays in that place
Wherever I go, no one shall
Know.
I don't want wet cloths
I don't want party poopers
I don't want worrisome beings
If I live I will come back.
If not then that had been
My last wonderful journey.
I wonder where I will go
I wonder who I will meet.
I wonder what I will see.
For my next travels
I myself thought
Endlessly so
But in the end
I will go to places
Unplanned, without
Much of a word, I pack
Buy a ticket and leave.
No message no calls.
My journeys are mine
Alone like yours are
For you to decide,
I decided how to do
With my own.
I can't control my fate
Nor my ending
But I can control
Where to go and
With whom.
Its thundering midnight
Astounding midnight
Stormy nightfall
So cold
So foreboding
Walking in the middle
Of the street is me
In catatonic state
Yet my body knows
Where it needs to go.
Feeling dead inside
Deep numbness
My body despite all that
Can walk well , like nothing
Is wrong yet not mentally
There at all.
Or am I?
Who am I?
Where am I?
What am I even doing?
Good valid questions,
I know not the answers to them.
The sound of the cathedral Bell
Struck at midnight
In the dead of the winter
Nothing but deserted streets
Except for a lunatic going out
In Night gown of mental asylum
Is me, walking in catatonic state
Yet I do not know what am I doing.
I can see it all but no control over
My body. Just I was supposed to be asleep.
Yet every night at midnight
I leave my room with nothing but a gown
Bare feet and nothing else
I sneak out , I walk around the alleys
The valleys and the square, cul de sac,
To the slums and red district then to the river.
I strip naked
Having a moon river bath
In the dead of the winter
Not ideal but I am sick,
I am not there yet I am there
I see it all but cannot stop it.
Like a zombie yet so alive
Like a free spirited person
Yet I was always chained
To responsibilities and reputation.
Chained to the family needs before
Who am I?
What am I?
Am I a human being
With rights
Or just a crafted tool
To use and discard?
Why am I in the streets
During the midnight hour?
Why In the foreboding winter?
Why do I bath in the river?
Did I need to run away from home?
Did I need to fake I am crazy or am
I really mentally unstable ?
What is safe and what is danger?
Like a zombie yet so alive
I run in the streets during the night
I am like a night crawler .
In the night always
Dancing under the stars
Always barefoot be it
On the sand, salty water
Or her own house.
But in the morning.
She wears a battle armour
To fight for those in need.
Beautiful, strong, powerful
Not without flaws but
That's what make her
Most relatable to many.
We all want her with us
As she sheds light on
Our own path while
She suffers in silence
Bearing the world
On her shoulders.
Our hero.
Brown long hair
Brown eyes
Tall and strong
But not too strong.
As she works too hard
Even her health decline,
Because she cares
Too deep , too much.
Sha dances at night
Under the stars
Barefoot on the sand,
Seabed and her own home
But in the morning
She wears battle armour
For the weak ones
For the needy
Against injustice.
The lady of the Justice
Is there for us.
Not a police.
Not a nurse
But a civil servant
Dedicated for us
Little impertinent thing
Come now,
Let's remove this
Façade and be straight
I never liked you
It's your twin I loved
You thought you can
Be the future queen
But your brother can be
My one and only consort.
He not only is humble
But sweet and sincere
Very careful in how he acts
As not to put his family
On the line of shame
Or execution.
You bully your twin
You call him dimwit
And even blackmail
Him emotionally
And your brother
Is always put with his
Back to the wall.
You impertinent little girl
You are lucky he is
One and only brother
That I love or I would had
Wiped your family out.
Any excuse or framing them
Is enough, but I won't
Cause I will lose the only
Love I truly known as
Sincere from your brother
My Seheon
Go now impertinent girl.
Leave this country
Take your family
But don't you dare
Take your brother with you
For we both are destined
To die by each others hands
Or die in each other arms
At our old age.
Time comes,
Time goes
We do not know
What it holds.
Its slippery like
A nice silky ink.
Its there but we
Do not see or feel it
Till its too late
Or its pressing on us.
Times goes
Times never comes,
We should cherish
What we have
But our greedy
Ungrateful nature
Always takes thing
way too for granted
That we forget
That nothing belong
To us ,
Neither time,
We do not own time
Its time that owns us.
So lets cherish everything
Till tick tock stops in our
Body and soul .
Time goes
But its not infallible
As we know it.
Time like us is not exactly
Permanent but truly
Impermanent
Feeling lonely and depressed
With food in my hands
Dangling to its life in the bag
In the other hand four bottles
Of soju one of every flavour,
But no cake
No candles
It's my birthday
And in this loneliness
I am just a nobody.
I went to some apartment
On their roof sitting
At the very edge
Looking at the streets so
Cold and empty as I am
I sense there is someone.
Someone who shouldn't be
Here but then neither do I.
We are two strangers
Yet both intruders.
He could had been a thief
A murderer.
A woman blossom thief
Or some gangster.
But who am I to judge?
All I know I could do
Some company even if
It can be my very last.
He doesn't know my name
I don't know his
We don't care much.
I had fried chicken
And two fat muffins mostly
Expired and soju
Shared it all with him
He didn't accept immediately.
But relented.
We ate in silence
But that silence said it all.
It's all I needed.
Even if it's my last.
Time to go home.
That desolate cold
Empty home.
I got up , bowed my head at home and left.
He followed... Five streets
Yet continuing to follow..
Why he didn't stop me?
Why didn't he kill me
I do not know.
When I arrived I expected he
Would end me there out in the
Cold corridor or home.
But he waited till I got in.
This happened every day.
After work
After my course
After I am in drunk stupor.
Leaving food outside
With a note for me to eat
With a note to be healthy
With a note that I am not alone
Never alone.
He was my stalker.
The silent stalker.
I once was bullied at work
Had a bruise on my cheek
The next day my cheek
Was not swollen as it should
But the person who hit me
Died horribly six weeks later.
He was my silent guardian
He was my silent dark angel
My grim reaper.
My silent stalker.
To this day I am lucky
To be alive all thanks to
To his notes.
To his food
To his care
To his threat if I am not well.
My one and only silent stalker.
White Mourning Clothes, One Black Steel Sword And One Mask
Tears and shock
Nothing prepares
You more than this
Which is the ultimate
Betrayal of those
That you loved deeply
The ones that you fought
And protected so fiercely
When you least expect it
....... you will get stabbed.
Ten times
Fifty times
Hundred times
Enough to turn you
Into a mush.
Unrecognizable mess.
Dry your tears child
Wear this mourning
Garment and this mask
And make those that
Betrayed you pay
Ten times the pain
Fifty times the betrayal
Hundred times overkill
For killing you inside out
But be thankful to them
As well for opening
These eyes of yours
That in this world
In front of Greed
Power and Glory
Family, Lovers
Friendships are only
Nice on the surface
But on the inside
Nothing is there but
Venom and hatred.
Tears and shock
Nothing prepared you
This ultimate betrayal
Cry all you need
Grief all you need
But do it for yourself
Because the ones that
Impaled you with
Ten swords of betrayal
Fifty swords of pain
Hundred swords of
Heart and soul killing
Nothing else matters
Anymore in this
Greedy world.
They are undeserving
So cry for yourself
Wear this mourning
Robe , take this sword
Wear this mask.
Till you avenge yourself
You are a nobody.
Rowing the boat
At warm yet humid
Night time under the
City of stars
Drunken in stupor
With my Harem
Of five husbands
One is a ruthless.
And merciless killer
The other is the owner
Of the famous brothel
One is the owner of
Spy house.
One is a general
Guang Xu Tong
And the last but not
Least is known
For Thousands Faces
Accompanied me
In every journey.
I am a mute to all
Including my husbands
Families and permits me
To stay quiet immersed
Into my world drinking
Wine and basking in my
Music and observations.
But my partners know
Better that I only speak
When I feel it's needed.
Under the moon or stars,
In front of the storm
Or sea of fire or
Deluge of arrows and
Flying swords I will plunge
Forward even if I fear
Death itself but keep going.
Be it a Pipa,
Two stringed instrument
A Guzheng
Or a Guqin from white Jade
Or Bamboo flute
I sail on a boat
Sometimes singing
Along our heart
While the bones within
Rots and blackens
Our soul dissipates
But the joy of freedom
Is there.
My beloved harem
Keeps moving with me
Right now under the
City of stars in the canal
Of Gusu going towards
Caiyi town bay
To the unknown.
From friends to unknown
New friends
From blood lusted enemies
That schemes to destroy
Me and my world
To the unknown ones.
Be it death or madness
As long as we are drunk
Together singing
Rowing, walking, running
Or even flying,
Crawling on the verge of
Death clinging
Desperately to life
To stay united
Our heart not so noble
To strangers but
Scarlet hearts to one
Another till the end.
Be it Autumn
Or Winter Frost,
One last song
We sing and die together
The same way we found
One another.
Under the moonlight
Or city of stars
Swimming in our blood
Yet with a smile
For next reincarnation.
The strong wind
Carries the rain
Over the rivers
To the dark village
Like raging waves,
Downpour strikes
The surrounding
Mountains and hills.
The wood burns
And my cloth is warm
My darling cat and
I stay inside.
Stiffly lying in bed,
In a desolate village...
I feel no
Sorrow for myself.
I still wish
To go to war,
Fulfilling my duty
For my country.
Lying in the
Depths of night
Listening to the howls
Of the wind and
The rain deluge.....
I dream of riding
An armoured horse
Crossing a frozen river...
COMMENTS
Dead Man’s Sin
-Cadrewolf
The moon was full
And glowed an uncertain blue
The wars had vanquished
With nothing else to do
Kings sat with kings
And the queens worn their crowns
Music and laughter filled the air
But there echoed no sound
But not long ago
After everything’s been said
Soldiers and armies
Arose from the dead
Their bodies’ mangles
Tis eyes of red
Swords in hand
And soul’s not shed
Hale, hale.
To this uncertain night
When armies of dead
Will at last strike
Not for hate
At fellow men
Just at themselves
For that of their sins.
Abandon all the feelings
Abandon all desires
In this desolate world
Filled with blood
Filled with hate
Greed and lust,
It's a world not for
Soft hearted souls.
Assassins assassins
Beautiful and lethal
Ladies.
Some kill with poison
Others will weapons
Other much more cruel
Using psychology
Manipulation
Emotions against their
Targets but not allowed
To fall themselves.
Assassins not allowed
To have ever a sunshine
In their life,
Not allowed to have sadness
Not allowed to have grudges
But most of all not allowed
To fall in love specially
Not their targets.
One escapes
Means execution
One disobedience
Will have their limbs
Cut off from their body.
One sadness will have
Their eyes gouged out.
Sexual affairs are nothing.
Part of the job if necessary
Then remove the womb.
But heart is not allowed
Unless you want your heart
Cut out of face permanently
Disfigured for life.
Abandon all the feelings
Abandon all desires
In this desolate world
Filled with blood
Filled with hate
Greed and lust,
It's a world not for
Soft hearted souls.
Assassins life
Is a true lonely life
Devoid of feelings
Devoid of desires
Devoid of life
Devoid of freedom.
Just a tool for others
To use.
Beautiful blue fluorescent butterflies
Flying and roaming in every
City, town and village
That from lively and bustling
Places becomes desolated
And haunted places.
Till they take form of
The most beautiful human form.
Black silky long hair,
Brown chocolate right eye
And the other is covered
With metalised mask.
Dressed is wedding red gown
Carrying a bamboo umbrella
And a soft sword hidden in his
Red leather belt.
Demon king
Demon king
Known through the whole
Country that wherever he goes
It's river of blood
Mountains of fresh corpses
Wherever the butterflies goes
It's the cruelest plague
With no cure.
A crown Prince that had
Had become an immortal
He is a Daoist and also
A cultivator.
Up in heaven he is seen
As an annoyance
Because besides
His strength he got
Nothing but good looks.
He is too innocent and
Too naive. Intelligent
But not enough.
Although he is a crown Prince
He lived in poverty
Collecting thrash that
Can be used and live is
Shabby places
Yet still very humble.
Demon king o demon king
Fell in love at first sight
Although the young Daoist
Is naive, he ain't stupid.
In order to get to stay by his side
He took form of when he was
Just a teenager.
Daoist slowly fell in love.
When he discovered the
Young boy was the demon king
It was already too late.
Because he refused to stay away
And became his partner for three lives.
It's so gentle
Yet so cold
But refreshing
It cleans out
All the sadness,
Cleans out the heart
Cleans out the soul
Of every creature
And living things,
Be it humans
Animals,
Demons,
Ghosts and Gods
Rain is purity
That the world needs
Can never live without.
Summer it's light
But fresh drops,
Spring it helps and
Enforces all living
Beings and things
Leaving an earthy
Welcoming scent
And brings love into
The air amongs us.
Winter storms enraged
Thunder and lightning
Be it deluge of ice
Deluge of snow storm
Or deluge of water in form
Of rain that causes even
Floods and disasters,
Cold blooded indeed
Is the Heavenly Retribution
But also restoring balance.
Autumnal rain washes
Away all the things
That needed to move on
To the next life.
Old memories to be Cherished
But also giving time
To grief and appreciate
What we had and grow
With a better foundation
Next year season.
Autumn is there to clean
Away and makes space
For new life.
Rain is what every
Living thing needs.
Even the ones in
Nether world and
Hell needs the rain
For being not only
A nourishment of life
But also a justly symbol
Of life and death.
Of purging and cleansing.
Symbol of
Heavenly Retribution
Also to wash away all
The pain and bring
New beginnings of joy.
Walking with bare back
Singing while bleeding
Finished from war
The whole villages
Were decimated...
Most of our people
Ended up either as
Corpses or slaves
Crying for our departed
That suffered
A brutal death,
But relieved
At the same time from
Being humiliated for life.
We the Han people
Lost at the hand of
Our enemy thanks
To a traitor helping hand.
But that traitor died
By my own hands....
He was my brother
He was my comrade
We ate together
We fought together
We even bathed and
Drank together .....
But never thought
That our mind and heart
Were meant to be enemies.
Walking with bare back
In this snow so white
So beautifully
White cold yet all stained
With the blood of our
Our brother in arm's blood
With our enemies' blood
Villages were decimated
Most were dead
Or slaves.....
Crying for our
Departed ones but
Clinching our teeth
Gritting them together
Making an invisible oath
That the moment there
Is a chance we will avenge
Them all in blood same
As they died....
Suffering the humiliation...
This is for our country...
For our comrades....
For our families.....
Walking with bare back
Singing and crying
Grieving and became
A resentful Ghost
That no matter how long
It will take....
I will avenge each and
Everyone of them...
We Han people .... Will
Always be remembered
Even after we bitterly lost
We lost at the hands
Of a traitor..
He will be the first to pay..
Walking with bare back Singing till each and every
One of my enemies die
At my hands...
Forever a resentful Ghost
I will be..
I like it when you suffer
I love the feeling that crushes you
I enjoy when you beg for mercy
But even more when you do not,
Because you suffer even more,
I relish your tears
Cry more
Beg me more,
Holding onto your pride
Will only make you bleed more
This is what you get for hurting me.
You wanted to turn me into a doll
You used manipulation on me
When that failed
Physical violence came
Cut, bruised , broken and shattered
I became messed up and regressed
But I never let you do as you fit
I fought back but the more I fought
The more I bled. It was ok
But now I wanna see you worse
Than I was.
No one messes with a sick minded
Person.
And I am hundred percent certified
Sick minded person,
I relish your tears
Cry more
Beg me more,
Holding onto your pride
Will only make you bleed more
This is what you get for hurting me.
I like it when you suffer
I love the feeling that crushes you
I enjoy when you beg for mercy
But even more when you do not,
Because you suffer even more,
So now you know.
I am no doll
I am a beast
I am a Monster
I am here to watch you
Cry more.
Distance
Far away
Is what I always do
So I won't be abandoned
No more
Shutting down
Shutting down
All the emotions
Is what I always do
So I won't feel pain
No more
Wrapped up in my world
Mute all my vocal cords
All my reactions
Towards outside world
Unless I really need to
So the world won't
See me and get me.
We all live
Different lives
We all are emotional
Beings.
Some are very sensitive
Some are insensitive
Some are neutral
I do not belong to none.
I get hurt
Very very easily
I bruise easily
I break easily
And continue using
Duct tape to stick that
Pieces of my broken mind
To use glue to attach
Pieces of my poor soul
Band aids to keep
My heart from bleeding
All out and die
But it still dies
Bit by bit.
Needle and threads
To patch out
My skin from wounds.
In the end no matter
What I do
I will always get hurt
I will always be abandoned
No matter how I tried
To fix myself
I can't fix
What it was not meant
To be fixed.
I can't change
That it can't be changed
So ....so....
Distance
Distance
Far, far away
So I won't be abandoned
Ever again.
Shutting down
Shutting down
All my emotions
Is all I can do
So I won't be in pain
No more
No more
Tears and pain
No more
No more
Voice will ever
Be uttered from
This mouth of mine
No more
No more
COMMENTS
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Cadrewolf2
19:49 Aug 27 2025
Great job