As the night draws near
I hear bellows of screams
And sounds of tears
Outside in the pouring rain.
Frightened girl down on her knees
Hair a mess a face so pale
I can hear her begging, "Please"
"I swear I won't fail."
A dark shadowed figure in the night
Standing before her looking down
I could see teeth so big and bright
As he stood there not making a sound.
"Take me", she cries
Throwing back her head
Tears feeling her eyes
The look of dread.
"Are you sure this is what you want?"
Comes from the shadowed man
A small laugh of taunt
As he grabs her by the hand.
She pleads, "yes", to him once more
As they stand face to face.
"Human you will be no more.
Over will be the days of grace."
I hear her say, "I don't care.
Just promise you'll never leave."
Her neck now bare
He says, "Close your eyes and breathe."
Before I could turn around
So I couldn't see
The girl was on the ground
And that girl--was me.
April Lankford
For every breath I take
You take none.
For every ray of sun I take
You take none.
For everybeat I have
You have none.
For every meal I have
You have none.
So to make you and I even
To make us one
I give you myself
My breath, my rays of sun,
My heartbeat, and me---
Your meal.
As time passes by
I find myself asking why
Do I hold on
Even after it's been so long
Letting go isn't inside me
Although I know it should be
Can't let you go
And you know this to be so
The only way I'll be gone
Is if you tell me to leave you alone
All I want is for you to be happy
Just wish that could be with me
So for now I'll hang in there
Remembering all the times we've shared
Until the day you say go away
I love you I will continue to say.
April Michelle Lankford
Copyright ©2008 April Michelle Lankford
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ITS HARD TO LET GO, BUT I AM HERE FOR YA! HAVE BEEN AND ALWAYS WILL BE.
Looking off in to the midnight moon
Wondering why things seem so gloom
Having loved in the past
Thinking it was strong enough to last.
Watching the stars twinkle in the night
Knowing that what I feel isn't right
Having loved in the past
Why did it fade so fast?
Watching the moon fall and the sun rise
Listening to my heart as it cries
Having loved in the past
Thrown out to sea like a bad cast.
April Michelle Lankford
Copyright ©2008 April Michelle Lankford
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Darkness Is All About
Darkness is all about
We just choose to not see it
Standing alone in the rain
Wishing that we had a hand to hold
Wanting something that can never be
Darkness is all about
The clouds that follow
The sun that never shines
People always looking and laughing
Knowing that you are hated so
Darkness is all about
Family who turn thier backs on you
And those who don't only abuse you
Always giving only to be made a fool
Trust ripped away by cheaters and liars
Darkness is all about
So for those of you who don't believe
Just turn around the corner and look
Don't close your eyes to the darkness
Trust me it doesn't close its' eyes to you.
April Michelle Lankford
Copyright ©2008 April Michelle Lankford
This is one of my poems. I love writing poetry.
COMMENTS
great poem!
THIS IS SOOOO TRUE, FOR ME ESPECIALY THE FAMILY TURNING THEIR BACK AND THE ABUSE PART.
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cadrewolf
18:41 Mar 19 2008
words hmmmmmmmmm
STABB666
01:25 Mar 22 2008
Yes, 'words'. Clearly something a person such as Cadrewolf is incapable of understanding.
meanmelissa
05:41 Mar 23 2008
I LOVE THIS POEM, I CAN FEEL HER PAIN.....