Bittersweet is the only way to describe this moment.
Sweet, because I’ve laid down the fear of not being good enough. I feel proud—something I never imagined I’d associate with a step like this. For so long, it felt like just a dream, a fairytale I’d drift toward during quiet daydreams.
Bitter, because the people I would have loved to share this with—my parents, and some dear friends—are no longer here. I can only share it with them in spirit. When the process was done, a rush of emotion overwhelmed me. Tears filled my eyes, and I looked around only to find myself surrounded by silence once again. Another milestone met alone.
It’s a lonely celebration—but maybe that’s how it’s meant to be, for now.
The next step is waiting: a 10-day review period for my business submission. After that, I’ll know if anything needs to be changed.
It’s exciting, yes—but tinged with sadness.
Still, we live. We learn.
We grow. And we flourish.
COMMENTS
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CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
00:44 Aug 02 2025
Congratulations on the accomplishments! :)
MooniePie
02:32 Aug 02 2025
Thank you.