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V.R. Today [Public Entry]-Best viewed with black background.
00:50 Nov 30 2025 Times Read: 128
I think we are all in for some rough times soon when it comes to the economy for most of us in the world. The billionaires are positioned well to survive it and profit from it. Can't really get mad about it because I do the same thing as a vampire only my currency is ethereal especially energy. I hope Cancer can hang on and/or this site survives.
So it's getting to be that time that my hunting campaign begins. I'm thinking the crash is going to hit sometime next year and it won't be anything like any other we've experienced unless you lived through the depression in 1929. No I don't believe vampires are immortals like the superstitious mundanes believe but it's more about a state of mind an awakened mortal achieves from occult power. Being able to astrally project from one's grave in the future can be misconstrued as us coming back from the dead to the mundanes. Just the power of our brains trained from special circumstances. Anyway unless one is recalling another life in reincarnation everything dies even us real vampires. You must be living a really good life to want to hold onto it forever. I personally think every life is unique and worthy to make the best of it but not enough to want it forever. Some seek death as a mercy to horrible lives of suffering. I'd want something else or if it is a great life then a price should be paid for one. Anyway, I live a spartan lifestyle so money other than for basic survival is all I need. As a vampire lord what I pull from my domain I return it like a landlord returns to those who they collect taxes from in their realm. I haven't been given the green light to start a coven yet from my occult sources but I will begin my campaign. Not that the prince's favor points are of much value to me as a currency societies on this site use. My vampire desires referral points and thinks they trump everything else. Besides anything a society can accomplish can simply be done using Upiori on one's journal if one earns the password. I have a journal section for just such a thing. On OccultRanger it is titled Blood Bank while on this one simply coven. I think I'll link this one to a banner campaign while the other is more attuned to my personal work on other sites and people I meet IRL. Pass or fail it is what makes a proper vampire to me. So, we'll see what kind I am.
Just put some items in my cart to order next month. A machete and sheath for it from the Ontario knife company which is one of my favorites and some military grade faraday cloth. Want to craft some coverings for my electronics and also fashion a pocket protector for my phone to shield it. These are my Yule gifts for myself. I'm not big on firearms but do have crossbows as a prepper. In the military I was just a grunt and carried an M-203 with the M-16A2. Likewise I know how to distill lethal toxins, fashion explosives and incendiaries using household supplies to use with crossbow bolts. Can't explain further or I'd be breaking the terms of service. Got to go with what I know as a mere grunt. I'd like to get a sat phone too but have been putting it off as they're quite expensive besides if the internet goes down anyone I want to communicate with is within walking distance at this point in time. Perhaps that will change after my hunting campaign if Vampire Rave survives.
Later... Just filed a complaint to the FCC. I don't expect much but found it was merely my duty as a citizen to report suspicious activity on the internet that compromises trust in it's fidelity. Probably a mere drop in an ocean of complaints but every single individual adds to the whole.
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07:28 Nov 29 2025 Times Read: 185
Justice. I had the spirit of the law literally beat into me. I was raised by a government agent. It was a very strict childhood. I'd go to other friends houses and see their family life and just breathe a sigh of relief. What they experienced was nothing like mine. Later in life I learned about hypersensitivity and knew that was the missing factor in others. My father and I shared this trait and it added a completely new exponential degree others don't perceive. That said how do you think this effects my personality and relative to this site my identity as a vampire.
I got a surprise in the mail from my bank. A new card I didn't order. Now I tend to believe paper trails more than something digital. So as I'm reading through all the charges I was getting pretty steamed which later when checking my account hadn't been attributed with. I pretty much live a spartan lifestyle which suits me so don't worry about money like others do, besides, my currency of choice as a vampire and occultist is ethereal in nature. In these things conversely I'm quite wealthy. Anyway after my rage subsided a bit while pondering the curse I was about to unleash as a fitting punishment and vampiric compensation my nature spirit companion checked me that it wasn't their fault. What a hacker? Nope this has an A.I. feel to it. Then I start tracing the source to this thread as there is a human intelligence behind using such tools. I found the source in the Russian government. I know this sounds like some conspiracy theory by a paranoid schizophrenic so I was doubting the veracity of it but no my companion and my own intuition kept reaffirming this. We here in America are under siege from the internet by foreign powers using A.I. to wreak havoc. It seems these other countries are getting too uppity and need to be put in their place. I intend to do just that with my occult power unleashing my brutality on an apt foe. There's a price to pay for fucking with us. Who truly is the dominant predator. We shall see.
Yep and posting graphics like on the stream here on V.R.. I purchase licenses via shutterstock and also use Deviant Art which is mostly A.I. sourced for my graphics outside my own work. It's a great tool universally. But of course humans will weaponize it.
Its like the terminator is crowding out the starving artists. Just type in a few prompts which is an art form within itself and you get A.I. produced images, music, and video. I see a lot of taxis and trucks being driven by A.I.'s now. I'm seeing a reality to that old movie Maximum Overdrive coming.
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02:40 Nov 28 2025 Times Read: 216
Well getting ready for another night hike. Tonight is the first quarter moon and this one is above the horizon. The last two phases were below it and the last full moon was hidden behind storm clouds. This one may be viewable. We'll see as clouds get pretty dense over the Pacific and the first quarter peaks when its only 8 degrees above the horizon before setting a little before midnight. It's getting a bit chilly out there in the mid fifties.
I'm really not one to celebrate holidays like Thanksgiving. I know for many it is a time to join friends and family but because of special circumstances in this life it's just not for me. But I did eat a decent meal from another's generosity. Now celestial events are holidays to me especially if they have elemental correspondences like tonight's first quarter moon.
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08:29 Nov 27 2025 Times Read: 239
Well I can relate to this song in my own way. See if it's not evident by now I'm Ramkht in the Current of Elorath in the vampire community. A priest of the most primal and purest of ethereal constructs to any being with a nervous system throughout eternity-Elemental nature. I burn in ecstasy all the time and when I build a tolerance it just increases in magnitude and intensity. I can still feel pain but it is dwarfed by comparison. If this pattern continues when I die it will be a merciful release. It is my desire to build a coven to circulate and ground such energy. I'm getting there slowly but surely.
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08:38 Nov 25 2025 Times Read: 308
This song is kind of a gothic version of the Beatitudes. That is the sermon on the mount that Jeshua gave (Matt. 5:3–11). Let me reiterate here for those that don't know me I am certainly no Christian but there was a time in my past where I wasn't really sure of myself and the world around me so I studied it and having so many believers around me wielding their spiritual authority I did look into different religions and chiefly Christianity. You'll find I know it better than most who actually adhere to the faith that stems from being hypersensitive that I look deeper into things others accept at face value. Like that dudes name Jeshua which is the Hebrew name rather than the poor Greek translation Jesus which literally means the son of Zeus. When you break down a language you find a different cosmology. So this is not Apollo the sun god we are talking about here but a man from another tradition and I think it's important to recognize this to avoid confusion when translating scriptures thousands of years old. Now I reached a point that didn't come easy that I saw the religion as not being absolute truth. So it's really not for me to split hairs about what a person believes. I don't fear a lake of fire of eternal damnation but I do respect nature and it's waxing and waning cycles where an afterlife in another incarnation can seem like an eternity and not because they are having fun where time flies but quite the opposite suffer and it crawls agonizingly slow. Just how segments of an eternal spirit renews itself in the turning of eternity. This helps me appreciate the little I have in this one to make the best of it.
Anyway, here see the lyrics to the song for yourself as just hearing it in metal genres' guttural tones can be hard to understand:
Blessed be the tailors
The masks are cut to fit
Blessed be the woodworkers
The crosses and the gallows
Blessed be the forgers of iron
And the spikes and the barbwire
Blessed be the stone cutters
It took a quarry to bury the dreams
Blessed be the misery, the filth, the discord and the horror
Blessed be the lies, the guilt, the fear, the woe and the betrayal
For these ones didn't need any outside source
For these ones come from within
And here it is
Grown from within
An invincible stronghold
Adorned with death
A suit of shining armour
Replaced the skin
And calligraphed sins
Are as coat of arms
Hollow
I see my secret hater is back. This is a delusional small minded individual on this site that is using shell profiles to express themselves. A shell profile is a free profile a member can create and according to the Terms of Service a member can only have three at a time. But there are exploits to overcome this. If they create a free profile they can go to a persons profile downrate them a one and then block them. All this effects their score. The downrate hardly matters to one that is level 99 rated favorable by higher leveled members but the block penalty stands until it runs out a month later from their last log-in. I have amassed 14 from such shell profiles that has brought my score down otherwise I would have sired in October. They can continue to exploit this even to the point I reach 75 blocks the max penalty you can receive giving a -5% penalty to a base score. Now they can self delete that profile and then create another and do the same thing over and over until that max penalty is reached. They can go back and void the self delete after a time to reinstate the blocks another month. Seems like a lot of work to me so they must be exercising quite a bit of pent up frustration not unlike the same person bombing our stream posts who make nonsense comments to increase that number. They are nothing to me however certain members whose opinions matter to me in comments do. I'm not going to get frustrated over these individuals' antics. As I mentioned before I'm an empath and can gauge who a person is without knowing them and they are really small minded and delusional like a pot-head's perception of reality compared to me. Note I do live in California and do occasionally smoke weed legally every once in a while but not often. Their souls just haven't reached much maturity yet in the turning of eternity after that moment that things cancel out to begin again in their spirit so they go around behaving as they do like a retard having a tantrum. I'm not their parent and responsible for them to discipline them I am however responsible for my actions in how I deal with them which is with patience. There are lots of individuals on this site like this and in different stages of maturity. Some are really highly functional too and can almost pull off being adults. However, I will express this I'd much rather put up with their bullshit than some adult in a position of authority that does something wrong and rather than correcting their behavior needs to save face because of their pride. I know their spirits are in for a rude awakening after this incarnation but here and now putting up with them as an awakened vampire is just something I can't do. Best they stay the fuck away from me because I will discipline such with my occult power - I just don't tolerate that bullshit because they know better but out of insecurity choose to hide it. They need to make themselves bigger than they are and maintain the illusion. A principle in nature like a bear standing up but I'm not moved by such. Others who aren't empaths and reached spiritual maturity flock to them because they think they're the shit out of their naivety. That really is the crux of the matter on a social network. Who are you in relation to the community in it. I live by my own standards and sense of honor. Having a bunch of sycophants fawning over me is just not appealing to me like many members in high places on this site. Being true to myself (a proper vampire) is. Much like reading in between the lines there is an ethereal scoring system on this site to the community of vampires. So their actual scores that are being affected by exploitation and manipulation really don't matter. I'd develop discernment in perceiving that rather than physical scores on this site.
Yeah it is kind of crazy. I've been labeled such by many but in my view I'm just eccentric. I've tasted insanity during stressful times in my past where my mind couldn't handle the pressures (momentary lapse of reason) but like power weightlifting breaks muscles down to rebuild greater mass so too was my mind rebuilt to handle the pressures. I've come to recognize some don't recover but their minds' stay in a broken state. They'll heal in another incarnation as I understand it and will appreciate it after suffering in this one.
V.R. Today [Public Entry]-Best viewed with black background.
05:57 Nov 24 2025 Times Read: 360
This song expresses my relationship with Vampire Rave very well. So as soon as I sire this profile the next phase begins-my hunting campaign. The creation of my own society built on my referrals. Although I am an empath and can sense others on a deep level which really is at the heart of being vampire I have determined I'm quite unique and different than others on this site. I maintain my identity by separating from you not becoming a part of the clusterfuck. That literally is what this site is a clusterfuck and although being hypersensitive as made me more passionate I already burn in ecstasy 24/7 from having a relationship with a nature spirit and really don't need participation in these empathic orgies. I'm here as a fellow vampire to...fellowship. Being a parasite doesn't define me. I find wholeness in other ways. The landscape here on vampire rave reminds me of the anime movie: "Vampire Hunter D".
What in particular that stands out to me is the mutations that form around the reigning Vampire Lord's castle. Looks very similar to the denizens and landscape here in cyberspace on vampire rave. Not just the mutant creatures but the lifeless husks and bones littering the land. This is not what I choose to feed upon like a scavenger. I'm of a different breed than you. I'm looking forward to demonstrating this and perhaps other real predators like myself will show themselves.
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15:56 Nov 22 2025 Times Read: 403
I have been summoned. This seems to happen more than usual for me. Unlike this evocation rite for summoning Azazel some ethereal construct that draws on the uninitiated minds throughout eternity that the magician has dominance over mine is jury duty. I never get picked but they sure do like having me go through the motions. Perhaps it is some training exercise I have to go through to maintain being a responsible citizen. To me justice spans many incarnations. The mundanes don't think that way though and I can understand the need for it within a community but it just seems to be the system is imperfect and those that are exhibiting criminal behavior do so because the system neglected them until it became the problem. I understand it would take enormous resources to manage that so it is a matter of conservation of energy to satisfy the dignified egos in authority to maintain their refined quality of life not unlike the extremely wealthy (top 10%) in the financial sector gain more wealth at the expense of the other middle class and poor (90%).
Level 99...again. Well 99.62. That means 68.48 hours of time spent to level up base score again. If I average about 4 hours a day then it will be 17 days. I actually don't level my page view score that much as it lags almost 20 levels behind time spent. Just the pattern for me as I tend to spend time reading and or creating something on one page before moving on to another. I would need 5,700 more page views to level it and since there's no activity that requires it like #rate it will advance slowly. Really the only thing I do is work on this journal and answer messages.
Been considering my hunger lately aka the thirst we vampires have. It's always there except right after a feed. I really haven't fed well in a long time. But I plan to change that. I need to satiate that appetite and actually stimulate it further as it seems I've been fasting in many ways because of my elemental companions presence that makes me burn in ecstasy constantly. But I am getting a good grasp of cosmic realities on the elemental realm that is the building blocks to everything else. Got a pretty clear picture of reality now but it is far from what I had as a mundane. Won't be too popular explaining some of the harsh realities of nature because some are just not ready for it.
I got mail today. Both the orders from Finland with the band patch with a global private courier service as well as other domestic ones with that book: "The Dictionary of Sanguinese". I knew right away it was written by my kindred as you can just tell. I feel the same thing from certain people. I really don't feel it too often on this site as the real ones are rare. But because there's people that have remained loyal to the site they have become sympathetic vampires from being around us.
I'm prepping for another hike tonight for the last quarter moon. As predicted and displayed in my portfolio the last full moon was completely hidden behind storm clouds over the Pacific. Tonight is rather cloudy too so may not be much of a picture either. Can't really complain as the Bay Area here gets most of our water from such so it is often overcast and foggy. Well I'm off.
Me too ever since original Lost Boys movie it has been redone and it never gets old.
V.R. Today [Public Entry]
21:23 Nov 10 2025 Times Read: 787
This song captures the fuckery I still endure and its effect. So we have this charge called shipping and handling but now on top of this we have a new one called custom and duty. This charge was buried in the fine print when I went back to check which I am not a fan of. I took the time and energy to voice my dissatisfaction about this. I got a response which is probably not even a real person but an A.I. explaining it to me and then thanking me for taking the time to express my input and it will go to helping customer satisfaction. So I go back to the website and lo and behold the site has changed in real time like my input was was a mere CSS coding to update their system and so they now have a banner advertising what I just went through highlighting the fact that they ship to the United States but there may be surcharges for custom and duty in order to receive your delivery. This just takes another piece of my soul and leaves me cold. I feel like a mere cog in the machine.
Level 99 now. One more to go, well unless some other...member in this "body" of vampire Rave downrates me further. *SMH* I'll deal with it because I'm not one for the hollow victories. I've found the most satisfying lifestyle is one where you got to fight or overcome challenges for everything you have. If you get it too easy you won't appreciate it. I recently went through all the societies' member profiles to rate them but only the active ones-meaning I'd see who was logged into the profile within a month prior which you see at the end. There wasn't too many from what I had already I only ended up increasing that bonus (#rating) by .09% from what I had. There's not too many active members here anymore and even that number is subject to people with multiple profiles. I rate on how much content you have and how it is presented. When I started that endeavor I was close to a 9.8 profile rating score which would have given me a 2% bonus but lost it and am at risk of losing the .5% even now because of the tit for tatters and revenge raters. I expected all that knowing the kind of people that are here but I did think we had more active members that could average out the penalties from such people. So now I'm level 99 and figure I'll need to put in 109 hours of time spent to reach sire. Then work on creating and managing my own society. Again that based on my referrals that I'm responsible for bringing to the site rather than leeching off of what Cancer's site brings in naturally. Hopefully I won't be there playing with myself for long like many of you do with multiple alternate profiles or people from site you're already in bed with in another society doing that tit for tat shit that only takes you so far no matter how much misdirection you use. That's like drinking your own bathwater you share with each other. I'd rather drink from fresh springs.
Just ordered this book. Not even going to attempt to make another database entry until someone starts processing the ones I've already made. I'm not going to go tongue to bung on admins to get them to do their duty. Much like many other dysfuntional aspects of this site I'm just going to focus on my own responsibility and strive to make things work. So I'll probably have to make my own little database in my society because then I'll know the job gets done. I hear many complaining about our Commander-In-Chief. As a man I don't like him but as a leader I have to support him until another takes the mantle. Lots of information leaders have that it's citizens don't have. Oh they can voice their opinions in this free country we have which other ones can't. I'm both proud and ashamed to be an American citizen not unlike being goth that integrates shadow and light-Death and life or pain and pleasure. Not an easy thing to do but worth it to me. I personally don't get wrapped up in party politics especially as an awakened vampire where things of the mundanes cease to matter. But if I did I'd be liberal. I think Ross Perot would have made a great president. That man funded his own campaign. Think about it, not much backscratching with lobbyists just free to do their job and serve the country.
Also ordered some socks. $30 for 3 pair. Well they do have a particular selling feature to me...they were made in the USA. I'm all for foreign trade but only with fair trade. Seriously we have to make bad trades with other countries and that's the reasons we now have the tariff problem. Yeah the dollar is worth more but come the fuck on there is no other country that has the most immigrants. What you got in China? 99% Chinese. How about Canada? White (nearly 70%), Asian (17.7%), Indigenous (5.0%), and Black (4.3%). There's a reason the dollar should be worth more. Its plain for me to see. The same goes for the illeagal immigrant problem. These people come here take our jobs then send the money back to their families elsewhere. That is a problem that needs management. You won't stop them but slowing them down is a needed step. As far as energy goes I'm for Nuclear but think we should make it subterranean that way they aren't easy targets in war or problems for public to deal with with disasters.
Religion is something left over from the infancy of our intelligence; it will fade away as we adopt reason and science as our guidelines. – Bertrand Russell
However, I will express this I'd much rather put up with their bullshit than some adult in a position of authority that does something wrong and rather than correcting their behavior needs to save face because of their pride. I know their spirits are in for a rude awakening after this incarnation but here and now putting up with them as an awakened vampire is just something I can't do. Best they stay the fuck away from me because I will discipline such with my occult power - I just don't tolerate that bullshit because they know better but out of insecurity choose to hide it. They need to make themselves bigger than they are and maintain the illusion. A principle in nature like a bear standing up but I'm not moved by such. Others who aren't empaths and reached spiritual maturity flock to them because they think they're the shit out of their naivety. That really is the crux of the matter on a social network. Who are you in relation to the community in it. I live by my own standards and sense of honor. Having a bunch of sycophants fawning over me is just not appealing to me like many members in high places on this site. Being true to myself (a proper vampire) is. Much like reading in between the lines there is an ethereal scoring system on this site to the community of vampires. So their actual scores that are being affected by exploitation and manipulation really don't matter. I'd develop discernment in perceiving that rather than physical scores on this site. 
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