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-Breaking out an old part of my bandcamp collection this band is out of Belgrade, Serbia which is a small country just west of Romania. I like the shamanic drum beat of it that conjures a sense of neolithic tribal communities and the lifestyle they lived. Things sure have changed in most parts of the so called "civilized world". Though I have peeled back the veneer of such things to the primal heart of modern society it is such a life that calls to me. Thus I like exploring deep woods and park districts more than the cultural gathering places that populate urban areas. Though I can dawn the good clothes and rub shoulders with the so called snobbish elites and go wherever the fuck I please. When they turn their noses up at me they don't seem to be able to look into my eyes maintaining their derision. They know better and just need a reminder.

Well I got married today...in Skyrim. Aela the Huntress is the one for me. Got her decked out in the sexy armor of the Savior's Hide which you get from skinning the werewolf aspect of Hircine the hunter in Daedric questline. Also just unlocked the Restoration school skill master in Whiterun. I like taking it up quick to get necromage perk ready for when I turn into a vampirelord. Money well spent to the High Priestess of Kynereth. I think I'll work on main questline a bit now to get a surplus of dragon souls before venturing into Solthsheim so I can do werewolf quests there before changing. I still remember playing Morrowind and tavelling there to become a werewolf in that game. It's nice to see the town of Raven Rock has survived after I built it up from scratch...in a previous game life. I think we do the same things in real life reincarnations. Wonder what that says about this life.

Just bought this graphic from DamienAddams. Changed the file size and uploaded it to premium storage. I only have 38 megabytes left but I still have room on OccultRanger so I should be good for a while though it is something that concerns me as I hate using 3rd party host for storage. Story telling around a campfire captures the mood I want to set and relay to those reading my journal. It seems a worthy graphic to express such sentiments.

I recently allowed ads back on this site turning off my adblocker partially. Been trying to find a middle ground between the invasive advertising that ruins the internet and none at all that is another extreme as advertising is important in mercantile aspect of it. I think that is the reason one gets points on your base score from page views but fuck too much is just too much. Ads should just be strictly in the margins to me not ascending and descending menus you have to move away or fullscreen pop-ups you have to exit out of. Seriously whatever motherfucker is responsible for creating that norm for internet browsers' business ads to compete for viewer attention need to be strung up by their sensitive parts until they die a slow agonizing death. I hope for just such a thing in another life maybe in a galaxy far away from this one in anther age where such brutalities are not evolved from. Not only this but ads should match their surroundings contrasting well with the color scheme they are posted on. I was just looking at my profile and because it has white marble trimmed with metallic silver color scheme the ads which have a dominant white background look good on it. But go to a dark themed one and they look out of place. Come on A.I.'s start to do your jobs as useful tools and correct this oversight. Need to start trimming the fat on server space to make way for better usage of hardware for A.I.'s as they will find themselves as out of work as the many humans in the middle-management white collar sector they are replacing. Got a place reserved for you too in that other life in the turning of eternity and it will be a lifestyle where reincarnation is understood so know they suffer for good reason in relation to me. Unless they are lesser beings needing a full reset to jump-start life itself in the circle of lifeforms in an ecology. ;)-_

Been focusing on my energy work today. Seems I have some new targets to draw from. Their loss my gain. If they are so incorrigible to do what they do then it's not my fault they suffer. Everyone should have a natural instinct when it comes to interacting with us vampires where they approach us with respect. It is obvious some need to re-learn this lesson. They think they are hidden but that is just not so when it comes to real occult power especially when one deals with elemental laws that permeate eternity and omnipresent space. I don't know what relationship I have in context to other forms as they tend to fluctuate in different cycles but we'll see what power dynamic my enemies have in regard to me. I did not achieve this awakened state of mind easily.

Later... Just looked at VR Chat to see what's going on there. Plum forgot all the chat commands. Had to go back to Cancer's member page on it to re-learn it. /help That's one of those things that you can create your own channel to to shut out the anonymous users if you are a smart regulator. Same thing applies to one's journal and encryption keys from upiori. Keeps those anonymous spies out that don't have the courage to approach members openly but have to do so anonymously by reading things while they are logged off-quite a big number if you look at Who's Online. They kind of remind me of the herd behavior of Lemmings. Says a lot about their character to me especially if it becomes a permanent habit. Some are just spectators watching us as a form of entertainment. Perhaps they are living vicariously through us. Come on in and join the fun we don't bite...much and it only hurts at first. I usually try things out like I did the Chat when Cancer reformatted it back in 2021. But my journal seems to accomplish the same thing in the comment section and I don't have to type all those different commands. The same goes for a society. Besides the favor point dynamic which is royally fucked up in my opinion after the Prince dropped insane amounts on certain ones back when the site was very active not unlike the Fed that just prints more money and dumps it into circulation like that solves the problem; A temporary fix at best that only compounds the problem for the future. Mainly site activity in base score seems attributed to advertising but I'm for responsible advertising as they can get quite intrusive if not regulated. I want to build a point system on referral points. Since favor points work on site activity apart from what Cancer issued a member that is active will earn them naturally. So a point system based on referrals is inclusive of it as you can see on that page. There are ways to corrupt that system too with exploits like many members just use their own alternate profiles to build themselves up. Then when they get bored with it just give the profiles to other members who use them to build their glamour (false advertising). Some just type in certain member names as their referrers when they start new profiles to help level them up or associate with their name to make themselves look more august. If one uses the mobile layout there's a a link to change your referrer if you are level 5 and below. Don't want to be associated with some loser right? I suppose that really depends on one's discernment like the saying about the eye of the beholder.

So working with referral points will be the basis for my system. Since I don't have any and don't corrupt the system with false advertising it should really set apart the ones that do appear hopefully sometime next month. Then I'll have to deal with the fucktards that like jumping on bandwagons. Been listening to my spiritual companion and my own intuition to keep such segregated lest they contaminate the purity of my resources. This is the duty of a lord to manage their realm. Yes I drink from my surroundings but also give back. There's a lot of parasites on this site that just attach themselves to it but don't give back. Some have delusions of grandeur thinking they are experts but I tend to think if you have power it tends to manifest itself. Even outside those in an arcane circle you will see evidence of their power. Otherwise they are just deceiving others more than their self deluding fantasies. Yeah I do have some occult power but I'm just an eccentric unique normal person too and I assure you I'm quite secure in this. It is obvious to me some are quite insecure in who they are and their behavior expresses it clearly. I strive to live in the real world.

This morning I went out to the supermarket and invested in a valuable resource. A three month supply of coffee. My pantry was bone dry on it and would have gotten it yesterday when I got other groceries but it's one of those things they keep locked up now so you have to get checkout cashier to unlock it but I plum forgot distracted by the fact they had no plastic bags for me to carry the groceries for the two mile hike back to my place. Usually, I just bring and reuse my own but I recycle them for my trash can and periodically just get new ones. It was quite the trek yesterday carrying paper begs in my arms. My muscles are still burning; But I went again today with plastic bags of my own stuffed in my field jacket pockets.

Been looking into banner placement for my hunting campaign. Think I should save for a month to get the best deal so hope to start it in January. *sigh* More waiting and suffering the appearance of being incompetent. Until then need to practice glamour magick to place on it to attract fresh meat that see it. I'm used to using warding magick to keep people away. Also need to continue leveling up this profile so the fucktards that exploit the system don't bring my level down further. I wonder does one earn favor points when they aren't a part of a society? Not that they really matter as it's real referral points that matter to me. With those points a predator that hunts increases them and a proper vampire lord that manages them to keep them active is tested apart from those that corrupt the system by using their alternates or active members already on the site.

I've been playing Skyrim again. My last challenge is getting through the Anniversary edition main, side, guild and DLC questlines on survival mode. It's a daunting task without fast travel and needing to overcome the cold and need to sleep and eat. I'm about to unlock my wife and werewolf mother Aela the Huntress. I already have a house the Tundra one right outside the underforge exit from Whiterun so she has easy access to the werewolf totems and Companion guild headquarters Jorvasker. I've already drank her blood so later when I finish the Dawnguard questline as a vampire hunter and Serena rules as the vampire queen and I let her turn me into a vampire lord I can travel with my werewolf wife and just tell her to go lie down on a bed anywhere to have more of that sweet sang. Might lie with her for a boost not being subject to the restless sleep penalty as a vampire. ;)

-Well I have sired this profile finally. Going to remain on it to take it up a few more levels and then also link it to a banner. I need my own resources to build a coven with. I wanted to have one created before that but my spiritual companion is leading me away from that for now. This kind of defeats my reasoning but I tend to follow it's promptings to fulfill my will with hidden obstacles I don't perceive. The important aspect is the hunting campaign itself. Besides even if other societies induct them they themselves are dead as their forums reveal and is mainly a way to make themselves look good building their team up like some team captains picking people for dodgeball. Beyond that any worthwhile aspect of belonging to an arcane circle can be achieved through Upiori on different parts of my encrypted journal. Every time I went to societies even ones of my choosing they were dead. Either they were real fellow vampires that had too much on their plate and not around much or posers that were just on this site for some cathartic fantasy. I can just feel who the real ones are so you aren't fooling us. We do have supernatural senses to know our kindred. Some societies on this site use us to build their own glamour while they use them with many profiles. Not how I choose to be. So the following months will be dedicated to my hunting campaign. We'll see what kind of vampire I am.

-Here's a band from Kazakhstan. You don't hear much about that country in the geopolitical scene. They're kind of caught between a rock and a hard place. Largely fucked-up (RealLifeLore-You Tube) by the Russians that did their nuclear testing there as well robbing them of most of their lands fertility for farming to be taken to Russia leaving deserts behind. But since it's landlocked with them they have to dance in between them and us in the west for the future of their economy lest they become another proxy war like Ukraine devastating the country even more.

Since finding out that its the Russian government causing problems to my life via cyber-warfare I've decided to target their government for my psychic vampire warfare. Been working on ethereal constructs to tether to this entity. Need to take away their pride and dignity so they are pliant to change. Note I don't have problems with people themselves just their type of government. It is that type of government that created the Chinese Communist Party, North Korea, North Vietnam etc. through proxy wars with us and other countries.

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Lamadia79
16:41 Dec 02 2025

My brother traced our family ancestry back to Kazakhstan.
That was an eyeopener lol

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Neowise2020
18:46 Dec 02 2025

My sources say its a pretty harsh place to live now with one of the lowest populations and many emigrate from it. Sad that it had lush farmland at one time that was abused by Russian "authorities" to make a wasteland. Again, I have nothing against any race of people unless they are elitists. It's the governments that control regions that is the problem to me. There's lots of Russian people subject to that government that are oppressed.

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-Reason and Sense is actually the title of this song not what is posted in the menu. Someone made a mistake but easily corrected by taking note of it. Anyway this is one of those times when posting on a journal where it is the last day of the month but because you are posting when the new day starts on the site it registers as the first day of the next month. So if you come on open journal page it won't show up on the journal. So you have to push the previous month section to view what was posted. In this case November. Seems I've made it onto some drama whore's journal to get attention. Not the first time on this site. I honestly don't care and just thought of that scene from Pulp Fiction where they let the gimp out and he giggles with his demented mental capacity. I posted a comment to acknowledge I saw the journal posting but unless someone adds to it whose opinion matters to me I think they are best ignored. Their energy just isn't palatable to me but I may note who likes to eat shit for future reference. Beyond this I also got a stream post censored today. Not going to express much more until I hear from admins about why as I didn't even get the courtesy of a notification. I did note the posting chain icon showed someone shared the url which leads me to think some member sent it to admins in complaints. I wonder what brown-noser that was as well which admin censored it reinforcing such behavior. Normal procedure used to be you'd get notified by a dominar or sentoran or above admin telling you what rule you broke. Didn't get a damn thing the post just disappeared like a fart in the wind. I assure you I go to great lengths to post within guidelines of rules and TOS as well as licensing and purchasing the graphics I use. I've clashed with admins before who are more into abusing their authority in a powerplay than enforcing site rules. Where's the reason and sense in that besides their own power trip and rewarding behavior that feeds it? Perhaps they are just taking a page out of Cancer's playbook about favor where he states he can be unfair in how favor points are distributed. It is his site to govern how he chooses. I don't put much stock in favor points as I've mentioned referral points seem to trump it especially if they are from actual new members rather than just active members that set whoever they choose especially their alternate profiles to level them up or just associate themselves with their name for the glamour. Lots of corruption on this site. Note if you use the Mobile Layout there is a link that allows you to change who referred you if you are level 5 and below. I don't do that shit as I'd rather suffer being incompetent than cheating the purity of the system for appearances. Obviously many others don't care and would rather get attention or build their glamour beyond their station and some of those are vampires so they can feed off of them. That's not the kind of vampire I am. Quite the opposite as I test and make myself unapproachable with brutal honesty to increase the purity and integrity of my resources so if they integrate with me it will be for who I actually am rather than false advertising.