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-Today I posted in Stream the image above titled: "Aurora Borealis 00" by heartyjessman from Deviant Art. Another one of my off days I took it easy today. I had quite the hike yesterday and my knees are still a bit sore.

Been feeling a certain energy pool in my microcosm when I came onto this site today. Hmm...well I'm not going to turn it down for someone else to pick up. I'll just add it a surplus I've got stockpiled.

-Feeling really good today. Got in a pretty long hike through the woods to the beach this morning. Been also practicing some vampire magick exercises.

-Yesterday I bought and then posted in Stream today the image above titled: "The Black Fortress Awakens" by socialgatheringstar from Deviant Art. I have been watching these reports on how social networks lost case in court and have been found negligent to minors. Although I believe this is a problem it's just not one the business is responsible for but rather the lawmakers and government and more the parent responsible for their children. That's the whole point of having age restrictive rating systems to determine what is appropriate for children then enforcing it. The business should have content that instructs a parent on how to regulate and censor what their children have access to that the government deems inappropriate. No they just want to rather pass the buck unless it's a way of making a buck.

I have been getting myself back into an exercise routine to get back in shape. Getting some cardio in every morning and also today with some resistance training. Right now I just use some elastic bands but next month will probably order some free weights and a folding exercise bench. I miss my physique.

-One of my lax days to let the blisters heal. Bought and posted the image above in Stream today titled: "Fantasy Land Owned By Dragons" by Laneadoe on Deaviant Art. Had an interesting dream today about being a foreigner in a new city visiting a temple devoted to nature.

-Well went out with my girlfriend today to that new bookstore. We didn't find anything but got plenty of exercise. Glad we held off till today as it wasn't that hot. I found myself needing quarter supply restocked for my building's laundry machines so had my girlfriend pick me up some from her bank but she went somewhere else and ended up getting shorted. So we specifically went into a local drugstore franchise (I choose not to even mention the name of) to get some and pick up something cold to drink. I grab a Gatorade and this became a problem for my girlfriend so she goes for the deal of getting three for the better price. We finally get through the waiting line with one cashier and ask for four quarters as part of the price. Cashier agrees and my girlfriend pays for it by tapping her phone to it and sliding a dollar bill to get change. Apparently this doesn't open the register and the cashier doesn't actually have the competency to open the register when given cash so entire venture becomes a waste of time and energy. Do people really think a digital money system is going to work? That takes all the power away from the consumer so they are at the mercy of an electronic system. Last time I got scammed with charges on a bank card I didn't get the money back. This is what people are not going to trust which is the most important thing when it comes to an economic system and government to work.

-Well I'm back to more activity on this profile again. Had gotten in the habit to work on my main one but besides the public forum it doesn't have priority now. I was also using images from the stream as a source but I'm not sure how long they last and I prefer strong sound structures rather than expendable ones unless its for something like wiping my ass. I prefer my journal content stick around as long as V.R. lasts. The stream is more like a played out toy for me now. My focus is on other things not like so many other empathic kindred who lose themselves in others on this site.

Well I'm off to get some exercise this morning before it gets hot.

Later... There we go got my exercise in. Fuck got lots of energy feels great. Got a new weight bench and free weights ordered. I need to get back in shape. I let myself go there a bit. I think all the burning in ecstasy did it from the presence of my nature spirit donor. I've got quite the tolerance built up now though. Time to put some bulk back on. Also been checking out some new running shoes from a manufacturer here in the USA. Yeah they're more expensive but that's the price you pay to provide work for Americans.

Been working on a new vampire magick exercise. It's revolutionary. I guess we'll be seeing how it works out.

-Isn't it just like a drama queen to leave a comment then block you. I never block because lines of communication should always remain open. It's how people can have a dialog to work things out. Some are just not that mature and won't ever be...well in that particular incarnation as things change in other ones. It's actually all the suffering that creates life in other incarnations in the turning of eternity. It's a vampiric principle don't you see? The difference is vampires are living it all out in one life with others suffering feeding their life. Just a different scale.

-Okay this entry turned out to be a project within itself. First I started taking screenshots to demonstrate what I'm writing about. Then I uploaded them to my premium file storage. One of the files had an apostrophe in the title so it wouldn't upload. Thus I had to go to a service I use to change the file title and even downsize it because I didn't need to use the original size for it and waste. But as Murphy's Law would have it I had just purged my cache history to see an avatar on a shell profile I just created so had to reinitialize many steps that were easy before. Finally got the new screenshot titled without the apostrophe so I could upload it.

Now vampire rave is my only social network that I use on the world wide web and as the main page reads the site is the social networking website for vampires and goths. We are a home for real vampires around the globe. So I try to support it. Sometimes during celestial events I'll either buy a member a lifetime or just create a shell profile. Did the latter this last blood moon. But while I was out between 1 and 4 am to photograph and do magick for this event I couldn't activate it being continually logged out on mobile so had to wait till I got home to do that part on my computer with a dsl hook-up. After activating it that's when I saw it someone had visited the profile. Shells don't appear on profile page so someone with more access had to have seen it which suggests admin to me or perhaps a hacker. I'd believe the former before the latter. I know being an empath the kinds of punk ass bitches that do shit on this site that need to hide behind false profiles so only treat people at face level on a website. But there is a will behind a profile and that is who will be paying a price for profaning this shell profile. That's just the price you pay dealing with us real vampires and our magick. Why people tend to treat us with respect or awe and some fear but I suppose some have to learn the hard way. I go ahead and rate from this profile (Neowise2020) the individual's profile which is actually lacking content so can't rate them the exceptional ten I give others who do so; Otherwise it would negate the value of rating which needs a standard to define it.

Later I come back to the shell lifetime premium profile last ten which has others visiting and a couple giving ratings to it. One giving a one. This is a shell profile that doesn't even appear on profile page so some fucktard had to tell them about it for them to even see it or is just using multiple accounts to manipulate members from. So one wonders why rate it or give it a one? Of that individual that initially visited aka Marix doesn't even appear on my last ten and the one who gave the one rating will pay a horrible price and they need only thank who told them about it. The only one who should have seen it was Cancer. This behavior comes from the mob mentality of people who identify with groups in a society that they draw strength from and share gossip and secret stuff with. They learn from other people in books and communities thinking they are safe in that knowledge. *SMH* Fools, masses of people thought the earth was flat too then later thought all the planets revolved around the earth. You honestly think you are safe in mainstream knowledge. Especially about what we vampires are? I think you have a rude awakening coming. There's no changing it now as it's deleted. The only place to see it now is on the Prince's Mark page.

Most people I deal with that have ego or the mob mentality I'd like to just peel the flesh from their skull until they beg me for the mercy of death and because I'm a nice vampire I'd give it to them. Now to mundane people that would seem a little over the top right? But to us vampires that are awake (state of mind) to eternity and omnipresent space it is normal. We are just cold like that and don't think like mundane people. Don't think I'd live long in society if I go around doing such things so just have to deal with my occult power of influence. Not that I really think I'm that special to have delusions of grandeur but I do have have some occult power and am a pioneer to new things others don't seem to know with a nature spirit giving counsel. That's not like others divine beings one reads about in established occult systems or religions which are housed in physical brains through eternity perceived in one form or archetype but elemental nature itself which I've been in a relationship with for over thirty years now. You'd have to have a similar experience pool to even relate. Guess some will be finding out just how connected I am. Why am I so open about it? Because I don't fear death it is merciful to me after the life I've suffered. Yeah I'm nosferatu and can feed from any source but like the song Vampyrica by Theatres Des Vampires lyric goes I've found I'd rather have another life than suffer this one anymore but I still strive to make the best of it until I do die.

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immortalxkiss
18:06 Mar 06 2026

New profiles do appear on the Who's Online page. I saw it there when you created it, and I'm sure others did as well. Just because it's an empty account that won't appear on the profile page, doesn't mean it's invisible to everyone. It isn't unless it's lurking. Just thought I'd throw that out there so you're not blaming innocent people of handing out information.

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Neowise2020
22:01 Mar 06 2026

That solves that mystery. It was just a free profile while I was out photographing the eclipse. That fucking auto-logoff shit from cell towers ip address changing is what fucked it I guess. I use to be able to do it but had to wait. Should have just self deleted it to protect it until I was able to make it a premium then went into lurk like you mentioned. Lesson learned. I was wondering how I got mark of Prince without Cancer visiting it in last ten. Then I go and take honor from the wrong person for it so had to fix that mistake. Now I'll be taking honor from the actual culprit. I strive to give honor to those that provide needed activity to site but can take it too to express my dislike of it. Innocent people you express are still guilty of many things they are just good at using their power to hide them like this Epstein file debacle or push them in realm of ambiguity so people can't prove it without doubt. Sometimes I get details wrong and misspell things but spirit of it is still true like the difference between the spirit of the law and the letter.

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ThianaNight
22:58 Mar 06 2026

Stop your shit, came down. I was not trying hard for you. 'Yes, I am aware of your girlfriend, whatever that has to do with anything. Talk to Cancer and have the Lifetime Transferred to another shell. Or she, if Cancer can take ratings off. Maybe they need to be there, stop looking at things so badly, hun.

Look for the positive

Not the negative IN LIVE

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ThianaNight
23:08 Mar 06 2026

Sorry edited brain fog.🤔😦🙁😲

Stop your shit, calm down. I was not trying to harm f you. I was not trying hard for you.

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ThianaNight
23:10 Mar 06 2026

😦😢

WTF, OK I'm done

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Neowise2020
02:01 Mar 07 2026

@ThianaNight this isn't about you but I still appreciate your (kitrah's) input. My girlfriend doesn't come anywhere near this site because she thinks its toxic. But she's not a vampire so can't appreciate things on the level I do.

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-There we go corrected that honor mishap. I hate owing others anything and strive to right any wrongs asap. Don't have much of an ego anymore to worry about the humiliation. Not true for others I see as they'll lie to protect their mistakes unless there's no way out. Even then they want get the humiliation over quickly so they can get back to their high horse. Hell I think fate actually does this to me to keep me in this state of mind so I can perceive reality with a clarity others don't perceive because their insecurities force them to lie both to others and themselves that warps their perception of reality.

My girlfriend is pleased about a sports water bottle bottle I got her. It's the small things that matter and she enjoys certain things that give her prestige. Nothing new giving her something to suck on. Planning our next date to a local new/used bookstore my intuition tells me will be a good hunting spot for donors.

I ended VTM: Bloodlines 2 video game. It was too easy so am playing it on a harder difficulty and making different choices to get more achievements. I played Brujah first now I'm playing as a Toreador. Don't see myself playing it through again after this one though.

I don't think this war with Iran is going to end well for us. They'll get their nuke and strangle the world's economy through the strait of Homuz and with cheap drones keep the war going for way longer than other predict. We poor people will be paying for our leader's hubris. Momento mori all things die even the USA. :(

-Made a mistake today and took honor from the wrong person. No problem just apologize and rectify the mistake. I recently created a shell profile which I do occasionally during celestial events like the blood moon we just had to help support the site. A shell profile doesn't even appear on the profile page so it would have to be seen by someone with an admin account. So when some fucktard abuses their authority and down-rates it or shares it with others I'm not pleased with their abuse. A prime example of why this site is going to shit. Let me tell you right now I'm an empath and part of being one is sensing others on a deep level. Problem with this sense is there's a clusterfuck of others on this site that hide themselves with fake profiles pretending to be someone or something they are not. Some are created by others and it becomes hard to differentiate on who is actually who. I would need to have confirmation they are who they say they are outside of this site without which I won't associate with them. Even if they are kindred which I'd just respect their boundaries if they don't want to associte with me I don't really have human feelings to get all buthurt about. As far as admins on this site Cancer included I don't even consider real vampyres. Oh they may dabble in the occult and with their admin access they know how we talk and how we act which some mimick. But you actually have to have this mystical depth to truly know us as just pretending will only take one so far. Its cool if you are just a vampire or goth enthusiast and use this site as a catharsis. There is no turning another to a vampyre unless they are ready for it already which real vampyres can tell through seeing their beacon via their psychic senses. I intend to create my own society soon which will be for my own referrals that I know personally. If there are actually some that stumble onto site from the world wide web then again to interact with me I'd have to get to know them outside of it via a video conference or phone. If they can't do that that's fine. I'm here for my real kindred.

-Well last night's excursion wasn't too bad. Just like all the eclipses I went out the last few times for this night started out looking decent with clear skies and the full moon was bright. Then it happened a giant low hanging cloud overcast everything about 2am. I was pissed. But every once in a while I saw holes and thought maybe I'll get lucky and the blood moon will make an appearance. It did indeed shine through at different intervals. Below is the ones I saved beginning with the full moon then the blood moons around 3:33 am then another after eclipse was ending.

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Cadrewolf2
19:07 Mar 03 2026

Excellent

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Neowise2020
12:37 Mar 04 2026

Blood moons are my favorite and I identify with them in this incarnation. You literally see all the phases of the moon in a few hours. The peak of which is the blood moon as the light of the sun passing through Earth's atmosphere refracts to the moon giving the effect. Something very mystical about it to me.

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-Been fasting in preparation for the Death Blood Moon tonight...well really just before dawn tomorrow (around 0333). Weather looks good so should be a decent night for visibility. Get to add another picture to my portfolio. :)

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Cadrewolf2
04:00 Mar 03 2026

hope you see it and take pictures cloudy here tonight

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-Wow the ambient energy I've been feeling today has been awesome. Probably because many got paid on Friday and are riding that high through the weekend. So have been in meditation most of today appreciating...things. My hunger has been over the top too. Need to do some hunting. Been considering a used book store some night soon.

-Some metal out of Iran seems appropriate today. Can we even afford this war? Maybe there will be a better more stable government installed that can bring in some prosperity to tax and banks to finance it's people like us in the west. Misery does desire company. Hopefully we won't be paying the price of dealing with radical suicidal dirty bombers that makes terrorism in the past look like a playground at recess in comparison. I'm sure our Canadian neighbors will be getting better deals for their oil and energy by dealing with our rivals. Good for them. Let's see how things play out...if we live that long. Yes we in the USA have the strongest military at this time but lets see what happens when a communist country made up of a people of 99% one race surpasses it and doesn't allow free trade in it's borders except to stimulate it's own power. Remember how airports and travel was after 9/11 or the lockdown after covid. I'm sure that Covid virus will never be proven to have come from some poorly managed lab in China just like all the redacted files in some other case isn't a cover-up. Our borders should remain open to everyone to promote good will to all and such security measures shouldn't be implemented because it makes the woke culture feel bad. I'm sure all the charity organizations that were shut down didn't bribe corrupt foreign powers rather than help people that really needed it. I'm sure all the mainstream media coverage isn't funded by biased or lobbyists groups for a particular group of people and for the sake of convenience most Americans turn a blind eye to will continue to keep them complacent and or distracted. Well until some atrocity changes their lifestyle beyond what they can tolerate. What will they be able to do when that day comes that some AI can't do in the hands of their rich masters? Work for food no other country buys from our country to survive by subsidies made by our government?

Was just watching a video on YouTube on what the automated system does to flag and ban content on it. There's just no way I can compete with content creators that know how to work with AI as much as I know how to lie to people like a politician to gather perceived support aka glamour. My strength lies in perceiving truth and maintaining it through separation. As an occultist I work with the spirit of nature and their cycles. I still just use YouTube as a research tool. If I must work with others I prefer dealing with them in real life. Been thinking of developing a new habit locally.