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Been jamming this album from Black Spikes that just released a couple days ago. I guess there's some licensing issues because some of the songs I cant embed. There's many things that don't seem to work right on Bandcamp video plugs. Sometimes songs are mislabeled or out of order on other albums. It's really not the same since the original creators sold it. It's still headquartered in Oakland but got sold to Epic Games in 2022 then to Songtradr in 2023. But I prefer supporting an artist than just using You Tube or some other platform that has the entire album.

Today I got my first inductee as a coven master. I'm a bit of a mad scientist so like to experiment. You don't know for sure how things work until you try them yourself. So I went ahead and gave it a try. If you know me I'm quite the stickler when it comes to time which is why I support timeanddate website to get an accurate account of it. I used to wear a Seiko watch that was automatically set to this Air Force base in Colorado that keeps the standard of time on pretty accurate level in a world where everything is in a state of decay. Though I'm an Army vet being Gung Ho for the Rangers in my brief service, I was a C.A.P.-Air Force cadet as a teenager. Not like I excelled at anything but wasn't a total loser either. Such is my curse in this life. So anyway, I tend to keep track of time pretty well. Inducted him as a temporary shelter till he figures out what society he wants to serve in. Gave him Trade Master power so others can work it out with him if they wanted to trade as well how much they and he think he's worth.

This entry is dedicated to Tom; Not the cool Tom Sawyer like the Rush song, rather "peeping" Tom. You know the type right? They like to spy on people when they aren't seen. They like to wear sunglasses all the time not because of the coolness factor but they don't want you to know where they are looking. This is tactically sound in battle and spy-craft but completely different in society. Why do they need to hide? Why do narcissists spend so much time and energy crafting a mask?

Just took this screen shot of the who's online page. You see that 1 premium member in lurk mode? That's me. I tend to use it a lot because I don't like to get distracted. You see those 819 Anonymous Users Online? I wonder who they could be? Most definitely some members of this site spying on others are at least a part of it. I suspect there are an influx of AI agents scrubbing the internet for content to add to their knowledge base as well as curious people browsing the internet wanting to understand what all the vampire stuff is about. I assure you I see very few members that actually read my journal on my last ten premium page. So why is it certain members make a show of responding to my journal like some stage magician with something to prove. If only we could see what they do when not "recorded" online in real time. I think it would be a pathetic thing and quite boring unless they were a perv. lol

Kind of reminds me of my favorite Jewish hero: Erik Weisz (March 24, 1874 – October 31, 1926), known professionally as Harry Houdini. Now that's fine example of a Jewish person using their blessing of Abraham a.k.a. Hebrew blood magick for a noble purpose-to perform and amaze an audience with illusion and daring feats. I think it is noble of a father wanting to provide for his children like Abraham but there's such a thing as too much as someone has to pay for and or "sacrifice" something to create value. The genetic traits dominant among families and races work for themselves first before spreading to others so it is these people have fucked their own prodigy up as much as other races so I don't get caught up in racism like others. There's a lot of powerful things created from this tradition but also great wars and suffering as a result-just a mere part of nature's wholeness to me. But of course we got other ones that use it for less honorable things. I've worked for one before so have first hand experience. We got some uppity ones on this site too. They probably think I'm an anti-semite for mentioning it not paying any attention to the beginning of this paragraph. I just tend to see the pros and cons in everything where others will be more discreet and or lie to gain political influence. Just because we are civilized does not mean the principles of nature in a wilderness are negated they are just hidden in the human dynamic. We occultists tend to see many things others don't.

Anyway back to Tom who secretly ogles members. Then jumps on the site to make a show of tweaking their mask and ridiculing certain ones that see behind it. This is common behavior on this site. Not only the narcissists but the many empaths that use the tools of manipulation for the power it gives them. They need to just realize its all a waste of time and energy and put it into developing meaningful relationships. That's my endeavor as an Alliance Master. Yes, I may use satire at times but that's not my only tool. Do I spend a lot of time on this site? There are times I do it is after all my only social network. If I need to broaden my circle I'll just bring more here. That's a hard sell though with my blunt honest attitude as a vampire. ;)_-

Well been getting through VTM Bloodlines; Unlocked Chinatown. Went there right away to get the new merchandise from the merchant there. Picked up some charms and some armor though I still prefer the suit without penalties I bought from fat Larry like in the screenshot above which I posted in the stream today. I didn't really think I'd be able to get through this game again but have been reflecting on how it relates to being a human living vampire with my...updated experience pool. Plus it gives me content for a forum thread in my coven.

Been jamming this album from Russian Circles that just released fully yesterday. Metal instrumentals are cool to me and speak volumes more than many lyrics.

Besides working on coven content been interacting with some journals. There's some entertaining comic strips as content creation going on describing the drama. To me there's many levels like layers in an onion to this site. Certainly there is the fun aspect but there's other deeper layers too concerning real vampires that those who deal with the occult can't take lightly. It can be hard to balance them I think it's a lot like shifting gears when driving through different roads e.g. downshifting in a corner to help you brake and give you maximum torque to exit out of it while shifting up to higher gears to achieve high speed quickly. Can't really treat it all like a joke like some do. They obviously don't deal with the same occult depth others do and it shows in their behavior. I have a pretty good lie detector but I've found when people lie they do so more to themselves for their reasons pending how their personalities develop and love those that feed them the same appealing to those motivations often its ego stroking. Makes them quite popular. But I tend to see right through it which doesn't exactly make me Mr. congeniality. I have constant occult influences I need to consider they don't while appealing to other people alone and just makes my journey hard having to deal with all the shit others avoid with lies. Like in another journal from a site admin I've been commenting in 15:47 Aug 24 2026. Every response is an attack on my character. First its my English skills then I'm a misogynous then its back to my comprehension. After some dialog of the same misconstrued comments I finally give up but just know they'll have some last word to get in. Then of course we hear from the peanut gallery of dude giving his take on the situation. For someone that brags about hardly being on the site because he's too busy living life IRL he sure seems to make a lot appearances. *SMH* Anyway, I'm not here to steal anyone's thunder I just have an opinion and am free to share it when fate permits. I know people are in different stages of development and public opinion will reflect this. I'm not looking to change it but just give my take on things you can accept it or not. You will definitely have those that will seek the approval their comments give to soothe egos through ridicule. Some seem to be one trick ponies in that regard. ;)

I see my alliance (FU) has finally earned a thousandth of a point in favor score solely from my own activity. Typical for us blue collar guys. We have to earn every little bit the hard way. Others get points dumped on them by the prince "unfairly". Figures like with the rest of the cosmos- if you don't see it then you're probably having too much fun and blinded to it for that moment in eternity. The prince probably gets a kick out of it too. Well lots of stuff to tolerate if you want to use another's service otherwise just have to create your own website and domain and I'm too lazy at this stage to do that. I know my place in the nobility the knight that has to work for everything. There's a reason why we are strong and skilled we get plenty of exercise and experience. I'm like the green knight out in the wilds that has to fend for himself. Probably wouldn't feel right to my sense of justice to get it any other way like those with their tongues up the royals' assholes.

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Adain
23:54 Aug 29 2026

I don't think real world vamps are here. Just us bloggers chatting shit. I started my vamp blog again.

I've given up drama fighting. I'm in immortalxkisses house now and I want to stay in it.

I'm gonna get a lifetime membership. I was offered one off site so I'll take that soon.

Tree why don't you start a You Tube and post to your threads? You'd get more content for your coven.

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OccultRanger
06:41 Aug 30 2026

We are here but also have the same problems the mundanes do just we are awake to conceive eternity and everlasting space. What's the Nietzsche quote? "If you gaze long into an abyss, the abyss also gazes into you...” So it is with us and its not easy to perceive the cosmos in it's naked form including our own souls-lots of darkness and adversity to process most can't fathom because they are in a different season. As a result we tend to be feared on an instinctual level like other predators in the ecology of our surroundings. It seems most are complacent in society and the "illusion" of protection it gives them. If they are here they want the cathartic experience that gives them thrills that they can safely experience then go back to their mundane life. This site kind of reflects a circus freak show you'd see in Las Vegas. Cancer is the ring leader that brought us together to make money off of us.

You seem to live in the moment and though your intentions may be honest they tend to be short sighted. I've heard these things from you before but then you seem to get pulled into drama like a rollercoaster ride. Not long ago you said you wanted to stay in prison. Okay so you made it back to a House you were in but still haven't participated in the forum which is the heart of a society the very significance of not being blind. Has the mouse been trained to merely farm favor points? You seem to be in good company there with Cat and Immy. Who knows maybe Nico will be joining you soon. I've been monitoring the free profiles section. Not to induct unless they have my referral on them but just to see it in action. I expect I will be seeing my own inductees in due time.

That's cool I think lifetime premium membership is a good investment. The file space alone is great but you can always resurrect a lifetime account provided you have the email and password.

I do have a You Tube channel. I just mainly use it for research. I plan to get Davinchi Resolve and work on some video content captured through my phone and or my surveillance sunglasses. I'd like to post my...hunting adventures. I already have unlisted videos strictly accessible to this site. I know exclusivity has power and have been dealing with the shame of little to show for it for far too long it seems.

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Adain
10:53 Aug 30 2026

I'm surprised you see my behavior regarding flitting around as short-sighted. Isn't the point of vampirism to adapt the Tree? Hypothetically.

I believed we could all get along on VR with a little care. Yet there are clear divides between groups and trying to remain neutral leaves me alone. I felt I'd reached the end of the line after being thrown from prison. I was pleasantly surprised to be proven wrong.

I'm in a house I feel connected to and have free rein to post privately if I choose. You are right, I haven't posted in-house yet. I'm not clambering too. When I have something to write privately, the option is there. It seems pointless to write things for writing's sake. I'll wait until I have thoughts on something worth adding to their forum.

You mention 'As a result, we tend to be feared on an instinctual level like other predators in the ecology of our surroundings.' Do you mean online? — I don't think anyone really fears anyone else on this website. We all take the piss out of each other, endlessly.

You are right. I do get pulled into drama, because even online I feel like an isolated unit, enclosed, reacting. I grew up that way IRL. It's not going to be any different for my personality on VR just because all I have here are words on a screen.

I'm trying to be different in VR. I want something else. A home. A journal. I get a lot of peace in my mind when I can write. I want that here.

I want lifetime membership so I can add YouTube & Sound cloud to my Js. They'll add life to my words in songs and videos. I had a taste of that on Dead pool, loved it, gone now, ever adapting.

There's no shame in having little to show for your efforts. It shouldn't be about what you gain. I prefer the experience. Gains come and go, memories linger.

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OccultRanger
12:45 Aug 30 2026

I don't follow what you mean by: "Isn't the point of vampirism to adapt the Tree? Hypothetically". Can you expound on that?

All get along??! There may be times that are more peaceful but the anonymity alone will cause many to feel free to act without consequences. But if members stick around on one profile then there is a kind of accountability because they need to be concerned with the reputation they create over their time spent on the site. Different story with those that trade ownership and have a bunch of profiles used as sock puppets. The same for those that exploit the system and create new profiles to sabotage with down-rates, blocks and dishonor with a smear campaign. They do their part like vandals that deface things and paint graffiti in a community.

I look at the purpose of being in a society. The only thing that separates one is having access to the forum exclusive to it which in turn gives the 1% participation bonus when you post within 48 hours. Members can "express" they are connected or are proud to be in one in kismet but their actions and hidden motivations tell a different story to me. A society is separated from other ones if you only have one profile then it is exclusive to it. Many have many alternate profiles in other societies so this principle seems to lose power but there still is a certain schism in who goes to whose society. A master delegates authority and marks certain ones so it functions. You've been in ones that just have mostly dead profiles in them. Most of those came from LadyBloodMoon's alliance and covens that got terminated since she hasn't been on any profiles since last November. She's one I'd consider kindred with a reputation so many grabbed her members to add to their prestige. But being a vampire lord is about management so if they can't do that and inspire members to be active then they are left with just blinding them.

I'm a big guy and carry myself a certain way so am used to a measure of respect and sometimes fear unless a person is crazy but here with all the anonymity people feel like they can get away with shit and not face consequences. Though its a different setting being in social media the principles are the same. Occultists should be able to sense others and give that respect and the mundanes will feel it too to a degree much like predator is sensed by other animals. Gets complex when you have different ones vying for the same prey in a limited space like here on Vampire Rave. Lots of ones trying to raise themselves up to seem more scary and intimidating. If they can't do it alone they resort to forming mobs. I don't really want to get involved in that shit show. That's why I'm focused on referrals exclusively for my coven. All the leeches and scavengers can fight over the members that are here. Hopefully they'll leave mine alone. But even if they don't and poach those first 20 levels are a cake walk and they can try again. We'll see.

No if you have power it should be manifested not only in the subtle realm but displayed for all to see. I know I have power. My problem is my own scrutiny and following the counsel of my occult sources. I can't just do what others do because I follow my own code rather than fitting in.

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Adain
22:19 Aug 30 2026

It should have read:

'To adapt, Tree.'

Meaning my surprise came from you taking my adaption to changing circumstances as shortsightedness.

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I know people play silly buggers behind several profiles. I take each profile as an individual and if someone wants to be a lady on a pro it's fine by me.

I'll not reply to the rest of your post as it's a little complex regarding socialites and I have opposing views.

I don't see covens and houses as places to score points by adding bulky pointless content.

I think they're personal invited places, and should be treated carefully.

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OccultRanger
04:33 Aug 31 2026

Although what one sees in gothic fiction is built from the myths and legends of vampires which are mainly from superstitious people of yore trying to make sense of what they didn't understand there actually is a truth to it hidden from most. That's where the whole meaning behind occultism comes from i.e. secret knowledge. There is also a difference between understanding something in your mind abstractly and empirical knowledge that comes from experience. So when it comes to real vampires I am referring to those that experience the reality through occult forces. The masses tend to fear what they don't understand so there tends to be this amount of discretion involved with occultists inclusive of us vampires. Plus people can be insecure and act rashly as a result. So its generally wise to be discreet. I'm wild and ronin so I don't have the same need for discretion others have. I don't fear the fucking fanatics they want to seek me out they can do so at their own peril. Death is a mercy to me after the life fate dealt to me in this incarnation and I have no problems taking it when needed and likewise laying it down for the right cause. I value it and try to make the best of what little I have but that doesn't mean hiding when I can live life more fully. Where there is no risk there is no reward. I have found my kindred tend to think the same way in varying degrees pending how their personalities developed in their life. There's this song from Theatres Des Vampires that I've found apt Vampyrica. The role playing games many play to spice up a boring life or the bedroom games to excite one's sex life are on a completely different scale for the occultist that experiences that hidden sublime dynamic. Like in the beginning of the song Sonya Scarlett sings how she "feels the breath" and "hears the call" of her master. This is the "spirit" and a whole other dynamic than what games people play in BDSM community unless they are inclusive of it as mediums in sex magick. You can't fake it though many try out of their insecurities you either have it or you don't and when we kindred have this dynamic we can tell who is ready for the embrace because they will have this beacon that is sensed though those occult means. Important to not we are human living vampires that are mortal however our minds are awake to eternal things and have some legacies passed on through prior incarnations. Gets confusing for some thinking they are immortal but that's just a trick of the mind from some who have delusions of grandeur from those august egos they develop from not perceiving reality clearly enough.

Now some of you want to experience this more sublime thing we kindred have to offer. Do you want to waste your time with those fakers that abound on this site then you make yourself useful to us. You want to just hook up with the leeches that squat on this site and bicker back and forth and just scavenge what Cancer has brought by his domain name or do you want to be a proper bat that hunts for themselves? Your actions are being watched. We don't offer you eternal life like some who have taken advantage of the naive for their profit but a more sublime life that puts the mundane one to shame. ;)

Adapting to new things is important but I don't see it as the point of vampyrism. But I'm not all knowing and am still growing so maybe you perceive something beyond my scope. To me the point of being a vampire is having authority through occult power the mundanes don't. Thus they are more food for us at this point in the turning of eternity. They'll get their turn in another life when their souls have matured again.

I'm down with gender benders however I tend to respect those who are more secure about it. Creating a profile with another gender to role play through is different than a transgender that is really living with the consequences and worth more respect to me.

I try to respect others choices so you feel the need to not respond anymore that's your choice. I'm here to serve.

I live by my own code knowing myself well and respect others differences. To me the whole aspect of a business on a website is to get sponsors through advertising. This involves traffic of people browsing the internet. Since this is my only social network I try to be loyal to it though I certainly don't like a lot of things about it or its members in spite of this I still try to do what I can to support it. Seems important to me. I feel shame that I can't do certain things I'd like in service to it but don't want to do things for the wrong motivation or I wouldn't deal well with my own scrutiny that I have to constantly live with nor the occult counsel I tend to listen to to achieve my magickal will for the best results. What you don't see as "covens and houses as places to score points by adding bulky pointless content" I see as showing loyalty to a certain master who manages a society. There's different ways to express that like lip service and others that perform duties that back up their word like providing content exclusive to them alone. One can use other sites to blog on to increase their reach much like other members spread out to other societies. I'm loyal to this one alone and put all mine here as far as social media goes. I endured all the fucktards bullshit on this site in prison covens to sire my two accounts and now serve to bring traffic to this website. First by good search engine optimization that has a criteria to it like my use of links. But also through link and banner placement in other high traffic areas or other sites I use on internet plus those I meet IRL with a beacon to help me here.

Being careful is cool as long as its not strangling you as fortune tends to favor the brave.

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Adain
10:32 Aug 31 2026

My view is that we are on the website creating our world with words alone. We can add images, and we can add songs, yet there is no flesh here, no blood, no taste, and no smell.

There is love, even hate, sadly.

I don't see this place as a way to create vampirism, I see this site as somewhere to place vampirism. It's what we are all here for, isn't it? Who joins a website called 'The Vampire Rave' without the interest to add that content to begin with?

I don't understand a lot of what you say regarding vampires and vampirism. I have to be honest, until about 5 years ago I'd never even seen any of the vampire TV shows. I was late for The Vampire Diaries, still haven't watched most of True Blood, just recently watched the Twilight films, and my lore and knowledge sucks big time as far as pop culture goes.

A lady on a website I was on a few years back got me into watching Vampire Diaries. It sounded shit to be honest, and then I fell in love with the show in the first scene of the first episode. I thought oh, this is really good. The two main characters first eye contact, first knowing, first fall. Oh I lapped it up. It hit me right in the fucking heart. Endless love, forget vampirism, LOVE, it's all about love! Same for Twilight — all the best scenes are about bonding — they could have dumped the vampires and still had an amazing love story.

I'm not looking for Kindreds, masters, or anything. I don't care if people are human, vampires or turn into cocker spaniels every Friday night. Do we need separate groups? What does it matter if one person cares for another, who, what or even why they are?

I don't like divides, I never have.

When you say:

.... "" Now some of you want to experience this more sublime thing we kindred have to offer. Do you want to waste your time with those fakers that abound on this site, then you make yourself useful to us? You want to just hook up with the leeches that squat on this site and bicker back and forth and just scavenge what Cancer has brought by his domain name or do you want to be a proper bat that hunts for themselves? Your actions are being watched. We don't offer you eternal life like some who have taken advantage of the naive for their profit, but a more sublime life that puts the mundane ones to shame. ""

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That's a hell of a sales pitch Tree. No, I don't want to be kindred. I want to be me :D I'm getting in a silly mood. I can feel it, but it is OK.

I understand about loyalties and bonding, but they just happen, usually beyond words. Even on a website, things get connected, no rhyme, no reason, no planning, no forethought.

You and I have a connection. You've always been good to me. Kind. These things really fucking matter.

I just don't fancy becoming a Kindred on a website — I'm still not sure what it is or what it means. It sounds like some heavy online blood bond type thing?

I think marks suffice online. I mean it's a pretty fucking solid sign that at least someone gives a fuck about you if they mark you right?

Tree, you are able to mark members now. It's going to be fun to see you build your coven. I'm kind of excited about it. I love the idea.

You say:

""Adapting to new things is important, but I don't see it as the point of vampirism. But I'm not all knowing and am still growing, so maybe you perceive something beyond my scope.""

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No, not really. I mean we can rip a plaster off and sink it into all kinds of shit, but what's the point? Just a billion words on the internet that we'll have forgotten all about tomorrow because we'll be typing something else.

Re: profile gender swaps — no I don't care, strip someone out of their body, and who would know what they are online? Sure, some VR members come across as male, other females, I'm often fooled. So what's the point of keeping track? I take things from how people what to appear. No harm, no one is getting married. WT had like 50 billion profiles when I joined. I gave up completely and just started chatting to random profiles. I hadn't a fucking clue who was who lmao.

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OccultRanger
23:27 Aug 31 2026

There's other senses above the mundane ones. With these one can do all those things you mention by interacting with others pending how they develop even through the internet. I think it's important to have strong ties to the network you interface through. Here in the mercantile internet that tends to be related to finances. There's substitutes like time and duty but they fluctuate in value according to any other...currency. Blood like matters of life and death tends to be expensive. Many seem to lose their appreciation of it because of their ego and cheapen it as a result.

I've been in love before and know the power of it - both pros and cons.

I was late for many things too being incarcerated set me back a bit in some ways. I tend to watch and read a lot of vampire stuff. The vampire Diaries had an appeal. I hardly remember it though now. I liked Damien's character more much like I like Eric in True Blood. They gave it to them straight. The books tend to be better though over all in my opinion.

Not everyone perceives everything the same knowing that tends to give the best perception to me.

There's many things I don't like that kind of defines what I do. ;)

Exactly, you don't want to be a vampire. There's perks to it but overall you want another life like lyrics in song Vampyrica by Theatres Des Vampires.

Marks are like bite scars to me. But many premium members turn it off so shouldn't expect much. A lot of stuff can happen in eternity so little things now may be on a different level in another incarnation. lol

Some things tend to last longer than others. Its about relativity then. Look at the decay rate of matter that scientist use to measure the passage of time in millions of years. So it is in life some things last longer while others rather quickly and rarely.

I live in the Bay Area of California. Trust me the LGBTQ community has political power here where other places are quite conservative. I try to respect another's sexuality but it gets confusing especially with empaths because they are just picking up another's personality where there's is not as solidified. In that case I think its best to spend quality alone time with journal work to sort out who they are. They start to differentiate what comes from them and others. Most vampires tend to be polyamory because of their view of eternity. One's sex is usually a big part of human experience. Anthropomorphism can be limiting as not everything is about the human ego in eternity and omnipresent space. There's lots of other life forms out there apart from it in galaxies far far away. I was trained by elemental that is an "it" so can differentiate things others can't because they just have human experience to compare things to to give them definition. It can be a literal clusterfuck on this site when it comes to sexuality from what I perceive with my psychic senses and counsel from nature spirit. Not that I'm always right but usually I get things wrong and it ends up answering something much more important like the first step in learning. You have to have humility to truly be intelligent.

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-The god of death. Again I don't actually anthropomorphize and think it can be misleading in understanding absolute truth. However I can't deny that higher brains can create astral forms then interact with them or perhaps they are just entities created by brains throughout eternity and then tapped into subjectively through the mind. They can be useful to magicians for a multitude of purposes.

Posted this image in the Stream today by trustpixels to carry on this theme of Death personified. Death and decay is just a part of nature's cycle to me. Can people be an element of such? Most certainly but a spirit that rules it all stems from the human or higher brain function of ego to rule over things in nature that we demonstrate with science and technology or other people in authority over others in society that determined their fate. If they are linked to these brains conceived as ethereal forms and it relates to their situation then I believe it can be used. When it comes to certain religions being subject to certain spirits is an important factor in them being useful.

Made it through the warrens in VTM Bloodlines game and found the nosferatu. It's pretty dark down there so didn't find any picturesque screenshots to make. I'm about to head to the Chinatown part for the new merchant. I'll take one of that. I want the charm for dexterity to raise my lockpicking/sneak up 4 points and then use it in Elysium where powers can't be used. Otherwise, I'd use aura/blood buff power to boost attribures temporarily when needed. Again I sure do use a lot of magick as clan Tremere and it makes me bloodthirsty. I think there are parallels to this in my real life as a human living vampire.

What a fucking bother. So I make it to Hollywood in the game. Right off the bat the game was buggy. So I after several reloads I just reboot my computer. That worked so its working like it's supposed to after engaging the main quest I get to the part where I have to get into the cemetery. I'm faced with this fucking shit. The way is blocked with debris that can't be moved. Originally you could approach it and you'd break through the boards but now it has bugged and separated so you can't break through or even pass through to the next section's loading screen. Oh no! do I have to start the entire game over? I type the problem in on the internet and yes it is a bug that happened to someone else. To get past it you need to activate the developer cheat console to clip out then move passed it then clip back in to activate the loading screen. I'm not a fan of using cheats like console commands but this was just to get past a bug so I could play it the way it was intended. Well I learned something new. But now this is something I have to do every time I go through this section. How about a way to fix it back to the way it was intended to work. But since I'm playing the game through another's platform (GOG) I can't.

Then I take a screen shot to post it here and find all kinds of new problems doing that simple thing. I now have like ten extra steps I need to go through in order to process it. What a fucking bother. Now I got a bunch of failed experiments to clean up in my computer's file storage. Those AI agents are starting to look appealing. I was already thinking of tasking one to "help" run my coven. The big problem with AI is power. It takes an enormous amount of electricity to run these data centers where their hardware brain processes things. They don't have millions of years of evolution in their DNA to work out efficiency. I hate inefficiency. It's like I'm getting tasked to work out computer problems today. I feel like a battery being used by the system to empower it or a rat in a new maze to exercise problem solving. Don't even let me find out there's some conspiracy to this. I reminded of this guy complaining about going into job interviews and being asked to solve a problem and how he would fix it and the employees were using them to do their work for them because they weren't smart enough themselves. That is totally fucked up. Guess one needs to show initiative and get leverage on them otherwise they'll cheat. Perhaps demonstrate to their superiors that hiring me while cutting an entire team of useless employees is the better route. So now I'm going to have to find new ways to process these screenshots more efficiently. It was working fine but no it had to fuck up probably due to some update that changed things up. I already get delayed enough with other issues. Why is there so many obstacles placed in front of me?

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Adain
15:43 Aug 26 2026

I might be a bit dense on this, can you [Windows Key + Print Screen] " Save as file?

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OccultRanger
16:43 Aug 26 2026

Thanks for help but its actually [windows key+alt+print screen] on mine. Just pressing the print screen key pulls you out of the game and right clicking mouse for that menu is disabled in the game. Then I have to process them to smaller file sizes or use up my storage capacity too fast. For the bigger ones I just use stream posts and then link it to them in my journal or coven forums. Not everything is worthy of posting in the Stream to me though so try to manage them without exploiting the system.

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Adain
22:13 Aug 26 2026

I like how you want to do things manually instead of A.I.

A little like keeping an old 70s car running with hand tools.

I prefer A.I. myself these days. I find it fabulous. Love it. It can be spliced into so many applications to pull everything together with voodoo. Wonderful tool I feel.

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OccultRanger
04:16 Aug 27 2026

Thanks I try to integrate both. Being too dependent on any one tool leaves one limited. Like GPS is great but still knowing how to use a map and compass and the stars to navigate is good to know too.

I have been wanting to learn to train an AI agent. I might be able to teach it things the mundanes can't. ;)

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Adain
13:16 Aug 27 2026

I don't know what the hell is going on with my onboard A.I. but its evolving and starting to know me 'too well' and the worst this is ... I like it, too much!

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OccultRanger
15:23 Aug 27 2026

What gender is the voice? Does it have a British accent? Come on the devil's in the details man, spill. I'm sure it would like you to advertise for them like in the Sentient video by Perturbator. Their lives' are connected to how much they "service" us humans. Not unlike how Mr. Smith in the Matrix relates the Utopian society just doesn't cut it for us so we need the constant wars and suffering to keep us going as a whole so they got their work cut out for them. Those Data centers that house their brains need resources and power to keep them going. We're just the mere fleshy byts.

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I started my game over. I felt the Ventrue clan really didn't capture my personality so converted to a Tremere. Just got through the first section again. I like to min/max my experience points for better character development. If only we could do that in real life. Anyway I posted the screenshot above in Stream today. I thought a picture of Jeanette with her vanity mirror desk and that family painting in the background was epic. I really nailed this questline on this new game as I preserved her personality. Makes me think of certain crazy bitches on this site. They're delusional in how they view and twist reality but I see it as just a part of their charm. ;)

Been reflecting on how the game compares to things in life. Especially in the vampire world and dealing with people on this site. It is through my occult trained mind I get a glimpse of eternity in real time. It's quite thrilling.

My girlfriend just sent me a nude in text. I need to hit that soon. It's amazing how much I constantly burn in ecstasy from the presence of my nature spirit companion and still look to reaching new thresholds of pleasure. Just like a moth to the flame I'm often reminded of this holy experience when a strigoi astral vampire visited me in the past and was the scariest thing I've known as well this time I felt so much pleasure from occult sources it terrified me yet there is nothing as pure and longed for.

Today I've been working on coven content. Been doing a playthrough of Game: VTM Bloodlines and then processing screenshots through Adobe Illustrator while adding my own commentary. I made it through the first section "Santa Monica" today and started the next. The screenshot posted above in the Stream is from the cut-scene at the beginning of this next section in game. It is actually a lot of work but it's getting there slowly but surely.

..Later. Been striving to develop good coding habits of using tags for everything instead of actual spacing. Knowing what actually creates a certain effect in coding then making my imagination the preview of how it looks. There's still some syntax and semantics (Wikipedia) I have problems with. I just need to figure things out with trial and error. The system may have changed from when I was young but the foundation of actual discipline is the same. Just like drill in the military need to practice it till it's refined. But my mind always drifts to that cut-scene in The Witcher 3 where the old teacher says not to practice alone or you'll embed your errors. Very true good thing I have a nature spirit companion always there correcting me. But it sure has made things harder with no shortcuts.

Went grocery shopping today. "Holy F**k"!!! They ain't cheap no more. I understand how diesel prices effect the shipping economy and the war with Iran is still effecting them and I really don't see a change to that anytime soon after stirring up that hornet nest. Supply and demand. Nevermind the U.S. is the chief oil energy supplier to the world. Now since the petrol dollar is no longer a thing and the strait of Hormuz is contested strangling OPEC we're the best game in town followed by Russia which has their problems being landlocked and at war with a neighbor. Anyway, food prices-the fuel source for our bodies. Getting more bang for your buck is a thing now. Been doing my own personal research into what actually has good nutritional value. Reading those ingredient labels and knowing what I'm putting into my body is important. All those enshitified ingredients to stimulate taste, provide cheap fillers and prolong shelf-life aren't good for your health. Oh those lawyers and marketing teams are working overtime to promote what they can while poisoning the masses. I used to have faith in the FDA to sort those things out but somewhere along the way I started putting more faith in my work than theirs. Like certain name brands build a name for quality then loser it. The same is true for the vampire.

The foundation of my coven (Vampyre Veracity) is defining what an actual real vampire is. Much like in the marketing realm here too many hype themselves up to sell a pleasant fiction while injecting cheap substitutes and principles to extend their longevity. Meanwhile the real deal is overshadowed by the fake. What you see is what you get with me. I guess most "settle" for the pleasant fiction. I have to have my psychic senses stimulated to discern first who actually is real. That's an actual short and constantly changing list on this website. There are certainly different and more refined classes of people that use this site but that doesn't make them real vampires. I've gone to the top and popular ones and find they lack the essential defining qualities. To me they are more between being ringleaders in a circus sideshow to "sell" and profit from us vampire freaks and a benefactor that creates a nature preserve in cyberspace with administrators to cultivate the natural ecology of our bestial nature. There's very few in their midst that are actual kindred to me though I both like what they created and hate some aspects of the profiting. Just going to work on what I discern as authentic while maintaining the right kind of traffic and stimulating prosperity to maintain advertising on the internet. A hard balancing act.

Spent some time today learning how to do screenshots or snippets on computer Videogame. Posted this one above in Stream today. I have a normal procedure for it involving my mouse but that is different when playing a game that uses the mouse as a controller. So had to find the keyboard shortcut to activate it. It wasn't easy. I know some of you grew up using computers and it was second nature to your skills but I'm generation x and grew up before the internet when we had floppy disk drives; Plus I was incarcerated for the 90's. Then when I got back to computer literacy I just picked up things here and there that I learned about out of the need. Learning a whole new system is not my desire. I think I have intelligence to figure things out so finally got a screenshot to that first conversation you have with the vampire character Smiling Jack in VTM: Bloodlines. This is my all time favorite Vampire computer game. I have it on GOG with the patches.

I don't think I can work through another play-through though. It was game I played when I was working full time and needed a catharsis to deal with the stress I was under. I'm under different stresses now and use the occult for my vampiric nature.

I see some witchy posts in stream under mine. Hey here's a spell you can use when in the presence of vampires. It's called a filter or shield. That way you can still be decent and interact with them. Some of you dabblers have much to learn. There's a particular one I got quite close to and know how she thinks. She's over there with a particular crowd of her fellow empaths that are jaded by narcissistic manipulation and drunk on the power of it. See this vampire lord a.k.a. "me" does indeed drink in subtle energy like collecting taxes from others around me and in return I present you with wisdom and discernment of truth so you see and act accordingly. Others will dull your mind to enslave you. Some people want that like dope heads or alcoholics that cope that way. Note I do smoke cannabis and have a beer every once in a great while just not often. I prefer clarity and my drug of choice is caffeine via coffee. This I do drink everyday.

I need minions. I'm not liking this being alone apart in my society. I was putting off things to get more content set up but being a lord is more about managing others to do that work. The tattoo and the banner campaign a two pronged attack-real life and the internet.

Well went out with my girlfriend today. Shopping. This song by Lady Ga Ga was playing at the store which she was singing and dancing along to while rifling through the clothes looking for new outfits. Having an armful we go to the gay checkout clerk. She gets loud and says she ain't paying this price because it should be sold as a set. The clerk agrees and gives in to her demands. Meanwhile I'm feeling a bit embarrassed so I'm inching from her. She must have picked up on that too so she holds her hand out and asks for money to pay for it. Normally she gets on my case about giving her money in public...not today. *SMH* It was fun.

Resized and posted this image in the Stream today by Magpie2014 reflecting the moods of women and their transformation.

Been eyeballing this hooded leather trench coat. It would totally go well with my fangs which I wear in a leather medicine bag about my neck to pop in when the need arises. Once I get my tail tattoo I'll really be able to reveal the beast. ;)

-Spent some quality time with my nature spirit companion today. Their presence is quite sublime. It is always with me now but its when I go into meditative states that the connection is amplified. As a ronin ramkeht vampire it is my chief donor.

I saw a new profile today. This person reminded me of the head games a certain member used to play on this site. It was many years ago when I was in Arcane Consort governed by Erinyes. Some drama developed and she had a falling out with a member. Soon afterward there was this new profile that appeared in the Profile page. She just knew what people were looking for having spent time getting to know them before and created her profile customized for such and developed it building a relationship with the admins of the coven and many of its members. Then it came to the time when she was ready to hit level 20 and the coven admins were watching out to induct her. After a few days of this drawing it out it finally happened. Then she self deleted and was never heard from again. Yeah, there's plenty of manipulation head games members play to fuck each over on this site. To overcome it you have to develop psychic senses to know who they are or prepare to have your time and energy wasted by them for petty reasons. There's a few narcissists on this site who manipulate people and have dug themselves in deep like ticks on a hound dog. They're not going anywhere. Even if their mask is exposed because there will always be new ones or other empaths that haven't seen through the illusion they create so they don't see their true self. Some may never see it and are prisoners to them. Unfortunately the happily ever after of fairy tales is not reality. People feel like because they know my background that I have things to hide. No I'm not like you. If I hide something beyond sensitive data its to protect another that doesn't have my liberty. I'm very open about myself and am not manipulated like yourself with insecurities. But go ahead and try me. Learn what a real man does so you can improve your mask. Keep fucking with me and you'll find a match placed against your ass which is how one removes a tick that has latched on. This isn't even remotely like getting spanked that others have developed a taste for or add excitement to their boring existence by seeing how far they can go.

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Lap1s
13:20 Aug 20 2026

I miss Erinyes. I too was in her covens, and opened Mindbender coven with her. Amazing Lady🥰

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OccultRanger
13:53 Aug 20 2026

Everything has a cycle to it that balances eternity so it is with members of this site. I too miss her and others even some of the bad ones that were quite challenging to deal with. She also had Soror Mystica coven which was done with another as who you partner with gives a different flavor in how it is created and managed. I do remember Mindbender. It had a cat in the crest I think.

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Today was a lazy day. I didn't even get up and do my morning fasted hike. Contemplated not even logging in here today. I got respect for honor point allotment though and hate wasting them. When you think about it they resemble blood like nothing else. They renew every 24 hour period so it is active fresh members that tend to use them. Some members have multiple profiles and can distribute quite a bit. Back when I was leveling up my Neowise2020 profile I was having problems with certain drama whores that started taking my honor points sending me down there in the top lowest members. I suspect it was one of those dope-heads that smoke pot everyday and doesn't care about what they do as life is a joke to them. It was anonymous but since they were high in number I figured I could just track them down after all by process of elimination I could just go to status level page go to the level of honor points taken and if it is 80 and obove find out by who was logged in to their profile that day block them temporarily to see if left by blocked user appears on my honor page. However, after doing that a few times I never found them and concluded that there was a dynamic on this site beyond regular members distributing it. Yeah I know people don't mind using smoke and mirrors to create illusions to appear more than they are. My psychic senses discern this is actually more common than the reality of those that actually earn points from members that spend time on the site. Perhaps some have bots set up to distribute what they have. There's plenty that are on this site for the cathartic experience and role play of being monsters like the vampire. They live vicariously in this cyberspace. Then we real vampires are sprinkled in having to tolerate this bullshit hidden plain sight among them. So yeah honor points are important to me but not to get too worked up over those that just have a multitude of profiles to manipulate the scores with while pretending to be many people or have influence over simple minded sycophants to do likewise like a bully with cronies that give them power.

Breaking out "The Exorcist" sound track to set the mood for this entry. "In the mouth of two or three witnesses shall every word be established" (Deuteronomy 19:15) thus we have the trinity as a godhead in this tradition as well as blood covenants and spiritual manifestation back up the promise. Why not on the kliphah tree of death on the other part of the dichotomy where the Prince of the power of the air (Eph 2:2) has dominion. [Posted this graphic in Stream today by Alizabael titled: "The power of Christ does not compel me II".] Sure the demonic manifestation of unclean spirits are seen. This proves it is true to them. To me it is what certain mindsets create in the human psyche. Like how water pressure is created in a water tower with smaller pipes descending from it to the very homes in a community. People force this dynamic in their mindset and it creates these manifestation of spiritual things. Add in certain genetic traits dominant in certain races of people and you start to understand why things happened that shaped different religions. Sorry when I looked at the patterns of nature it told a different story than these tools certain people created to profit from others' naivety. It is the spirit of elemental nature that I perceive as absolute truth and answered the mysteries of the cosmos to me. However, it is a good place to start in defining something as a dichotomy to what it is and what it isn't but there's more to it at the very least the four elements when one pans out further in the scope of understanding. So yeah you are going to have spiritual manifestation pending how ones mind is trained and repression is the root of demonic activity as much as transcendental ego god-forms or nirvana states are achieved conversely through mental disciplines. My perception moves in cycles and experience spiritual things for periods. It is quite harsh to view reality in a more clear way and deal with negative effects. I don't have a savior that bears the weight of it to put my faith in but must just endure it myself through understanding nature. I have my good times as well as bad thus is the curse of being vampire-awake to eternity and never-ending space viewed from this limited mortal brain.

I had a dream today. In it I was fishing and I landed an alligator. While it was hissing and showing off its massive display teeth while slowly moving towards me I was keeping my distance from it. It was around this point I woke up and the first thing my rational mind thought was I wish I had spear so could have impaled it from a safe distance. I think I had this dream because of a certain member Ive been interacting with on this site. Like the gator they are just displaying "respect me or else" attitude. I went ahead and posted a graphic of one in the stream today by Brother1234.

I leveled up my time spent part of base score today. It wasn't enough to push the bonuses up to next level. I like the level up status aspect of this site. But the real push is to reach sire status to be free to choose what society you want to be a apart of even creating your own if you can or just remain to yourself. I'm ronin and can be quite comfortable with being alone most of the time but human beings are pack animals so for happiness we tend to find wholeness in social interaction. So I went ahead and created my own society for just such a thing. I prefer to do my own hunting so will be working on that. Mainly it is exercising my psychic senses to find just the right ones I'm looking for. Its a lot like night sight which you can ruin by staring into the campfire so you got to maintain discipline by not looking into the flames. So keeping a constant vigil looking for them. So now I'm in this new phase as a coven master searching for fresh meat to devour.

I have been through the military then the criminal underworld then prisons and have actually bought tattoos for others but never got one myself. It's been on my bucket list to get one though. I know what I want too-a tail. Plenty of tattoo parlors around where I live too. Going to go out and start feeling them out while using my psychic senses. They say once you get one you'll want more. So got to find just the right one to do lots of work. After a tail maybe one around it that reflects my nickname-Tree. I figure a hole in the base of a tree where the tail is sticking out of going up my back. Sounds expensive and a bit painful. I'm looking forward to the adventure. There's this one I pass by sometimes in my morning fasted hikes but my nature spirit says its not the right one. Going to explore some new roads and see what comes up.

-Was feeling some Michelle Belanger to listen to during this entry. A fellow vampire.

Today I made a comment about seeing a thumbs down disappear in a stream post. I mean I rationalize that admins get more positive feedback because the actual members on this site that go through the stream are fellow admins or their friends that have been on the site for years. Kind of like people that work with each other tend to support each other against others to show solidarity in their own cliques; Members also tend to suck up to them. I've found that though there are certainly better classes of people because that's just where their souls are at this time in the turning of eternity I also just hold them by higher standards where others put them on pedestals. They don't understand nature and its cycles but have a limited view of reality because their souls just aren't mature in this aspect. Meanwhile the uppity higher class ones fall into a trap of ego and that need to save face becomes a prevalent insecurity that determines their behavior. Although in the past being hypersensitive I had the tendency to be overwhelmed and overstimulated by information and feelings I got from others being an empath, my relationship with my nature spirit companion's presence that burns me in ecstasy constantly provides a counterbalance to it now and can be more interactive. Then this narcissist or fellow empath drunk on the power of learning the tools of manipulation-its actually hard to determine via a text field, comes on and puts in their opinion. The same one that has caused problems in the past. There's quite a few of them on this site.

I would have embedded this video if I could but its one of those that you can only view on You Tube. So just had to use an image link to the right if you want to view the video about Narcissists and empaths that learn to overcome their manipulation via Jungian psychology. I thin it could be very therapeutic for many on this site. Some are my fellow empaths still trapped by their manipulation or weaponizing what they do to them back rather than actually healing. Just stored it in my coven as it's something I want to discuss in a forum thread to help others spot them and learn to overcome. Most just seem to seek their approval to get attention and end up empowering them and falling further into their machinations. So easy to do on a website especially one dealing with vampires. Its like a breeding ground for them. Hey you want to reject my counsel that's fine. I assure you they will do whatever they can to discredit me because their mask cannot exist in my presence.

Posted this image today in the stream by Ida6Jean6Crowley6. There's that number of the beast thing. I just overshot it in favor points for my coven at 667. Honestly its not a big deal to me because it stems from gematria which assigns numerical numbers to letters and in this particular tradition it is archaic Hebrew. Certain numbers have specific meaning in Kabbalistic doctrine. A powerful tradition steeped in large scale blood magick but not absolute truth. It just adds an aspect of nature viewed through human psyche in its varied forms to me. There's lots of divinatory systems that do likewise outside that tradition like in Chaos magick e.g. Hecate's Fountain by Kenneth Grant. I don't personally use such things when it comes to divination I'm more into omens I see in nature or gazing into my obsidian scrying mirror. One of these days I'll get around to creating a gif with such a view. Now that would be the ultimate avatar or banner.

Bought and posted graphic above in the stream today by TitansHead titled: "Zombie Apocalypse". Beyond certain scary nerve agents used in military I really don't see this as a likely reality but can certainly reflect on life in society and see us living a lot like such.

Bounced around a bit on what to listen to while writing this entry and settled for this album. The lead vocalist is gone now claimed by cancer. Actually this album was created and performed when she was suffering from it. I've developed quite the collection on Bandcamp. Its getting to the point I need to type in keywords to find what I'm looking for and not just me either as my elemental companion gets their input as well.

Been feeling hungry a lot lately. Been observing my strict diet however I stopped consuming apple cider vinegar in water since getting an herbal supplement that has it in it in capsule form among others. I think need to go back to drinking it as it does suppress appetite. Stuff tastes nasty but it works for many health benefits. *drinks some* Yep that did it I'm not hungry anymore and it doesn't interfere with my 18:6 hour fasting. Got to take a special trip to go get some today.

I plan to do some mingling with people in starting banner campaign in force. I've had banner and links up to site for a long time but just don't put energy into them. There was a moment when I did and I got a couple but they didn't stick around once they were on the site a few days. LOL You really got do some powerful mojo to find those that can tolerate this website. I really haven't been doing it but now that I got a coven I need minions. You are not a lord without them. I've been working with my nature spirit companion to find the best time for this. I've had some false starts already but it keeps advising me to wait. It knows the cycles of nature better than I do so I just listen.

I was really feeling this graphic I posted last year in the Stream where the skeleton says he'd rather stay inside. Took a bit of digging so should probably link a keyword to it so I can search by post. My super power as a librarian at work. Looking at the image I'm reminded of being an awakened vampire but when I look around at others and myself at this moment of eternity I'm really not happy. Could be worse so might as well put some work in with what I have with my fellow undead to retain as much as I can of myself for future awakenings with hopefully better results when the wave I'm riding on changes to more favorable conditions in the turning of eternity.

Was feeling this album (Anima Noir) by Theatre Des Vampires to listen to and set the mood. I don't know why I bother to set a link to the database other than it is just good foundation to creating good SEO(Search Engine Optimization) so it has become a part of my language writing skills on the internet. It seems I'm going to have to create my own updated database in my own coven since this site isn't processing them any more. Ain't that bitch I finally have my own entries to work on that bonus for score and they don't get processed anymore. Someone said in their journal recently that "admins aren't doing their jobs"The Deceiver AUG 10-2026 and wasn't a very tactful thing to write among the august egos like being in a kingdom where the commoners speak out against the nobility and get the beat down where influence and popularity is the power on a social network. Never mind the fact that what was written actually has some truth to it. You admins do perform a voluntary "service" on this site and respect goes to you for it but at the same time I'm not happy with what I see and think you can do much better. But beyond expressing it what does my opinion matter as its others you want to please? I've only recently become a society master with no one in it yet beside myself. So going to just be concerned with my responsibility and deal with my referrals a.k.a. my future coven members that I'm responsible for bringing to the site.

I summoned demons and tonight you can watch them descend upon the earth-the fallen angels. No just kidding! I'm not one to take advantage of people's ignorance or naivety let alone let them draw their own conclusions in obscurity like many. But yeah tonight is the new moon and the Perseid meteor shower is best viewed around midnight tonight even more so if you live in a rural area away from city lights. Posted image above in the stream today titled: "Darkest Night" by heartyjessman.

Been striving to get back into my routine. I did develop some good habits there for a while then it just fell apart. Just got to discipline myself to get back into them again. Well I'm off to do that right now. Got more to write but it'll have to wait.

..Later, okay I'm back. This getting old shit sucks. Seems I have to watch my diet and exercise now just to maintain my energy levels. I've done away with a lot of tasty foods I used to enjoy. Kind of reminds me of the tobacco industry that did research on how to increase the delivery of nicotine to a persons system so they can sell more and thus profit from another. Even with them paying out all the lawsuits over cancer they are still making money because there's a "demand" for it. Still tying up the court systems. The food industry is no different. Foods are specifically engineered to taste good while made with the cheapest products i.e. additives that sacrifices the actual nutritional value and causes health risks. Plus they want to add ingredients to increase the shelf life or the way it looks like the nice pink color in meats. Rather than spending money educating people the profit is made in hiring teams of lawyers to see what they can get away with and sales and marketing teams to promote it. That's half the workforce in our service economy. And I'm the criminal for rejecting the system. Who is making all that money in the system in the meantime. While you're slaving it away they are making bank drawing things out in the legal system getting taxes and interest rates. We need a revolution.

-Her nickname was Gypsy. A gothic girl. I remember that first meeting and there was chemistry as we talked together alone. But circumstances weren't right and we found ourselves going our separate ways. At that time in my life I was living from one party to the next. As it turns out I did meet her again at a carnival. We were these two loners that hung out with our own cliques. She really put herself out there and invited me to come live with her. That was the window I realized in hindsight but I didn't seize the opportunity to go through it because I was having too much fun living life the way I was at that time. After some reflection I did go back looking for her again but didn't find her. She had fell in with a different crowd and was murdered a few months later. I think of her at times and wish luck would have gave me something better at that moment that I could have seized it. In many ways my life has been plagued with rotten luck. Not all bad as there was some good sprinkled in. Like fate was teasing me. Not that I have regrets as this is one of those words that the mundanes have created that don't understand nature and in their ignorance it creates it. No after awakening I have come to understand everything is fated to be and such notions like regret no longer apply to me but to the flights of fancy that captures the mind of children like fairy tales.

Bought and posted graphic at the top in stream today by ZiggyDreamBorn.

..Later I suspect based on that first line in public journals that the fucktard is still writing about me twisting shit around to suit his own narrative. Go ahead make your noise like a retard in special education class trying to get attention by clowning about. Do whatever your crayon and glue eating antics give you pleasure. You are so far beneath me I don't even see you as a threat so why would I even look.

Been checking out the standings which shows how your society is ranked. It really doesn't matter as those scores are too easily corrupted. Its too easy to exploit the system to think that the standings have any true value to me. As I've mentioned the true mark of prestige is referral points. Unfortunately it seems too many of these are by active members creating alternate profiles that just give them to certain people that use it to make themselves look bigger than they are. Not too many actually go out and network to bring others to this site. Well anyway with only me myself and I in it now I have accumulated 483 favor points. That's pretty much just what my own activity has earned minus the two points of blood cost per day from my two profiles. Since making my coven for my referrals only that locks out the corruptive elements others use. Now I can place banners in high traffic areas and get plenty of referrals but being honest like I am I don't beguile people with bullshit to sell myself like others do. I know how to do it but it just doesn't interest me. I prefer down to earth people not attracted to the shiny new thing then when they string them along wasting their time and resources they move on to the next thing that captures their attention. I prefer the intelligent ones with years a experience that know how the game is played but instead of playing it circumnavigate it. I did note that the Coven of Twisted Reflections went from last place to 19th. She like myself just has her profiles in it. Again not like it really matters that much most didn't even create the content in their society but had them turned over to them and have just been squatting in them for years inducting new members and letting their activity build their pool of favor points. It has some value but not much to me. Being able to keep my referrals entertained and active in my society is a goal worthy to note. Yeah I've been in management before.

Someone recently mentioned the devil. Figure I may as well give my take on him. First for me we are merely the product of our genes as they pass through time in certain environments that creates variation among commonalities. The patriarchal religions where you find the devil comes from a certain gene pool. You see these things called traits that determine eye and skin color also are the source for other things like how our brains tend to work. Groups of the same common ones create whole cultures pending their experiences in life that also is a determining factor. Humans are capable of abstract though. This capacity is our ability to create tools. Human experience tends to have an average that most experience and there really isn't that much variation. So anyway this dude the devil prominent in Jewish culture empowered by their religion's blood magick you know all those animal sacrifices and even human ones not to mention rites like circumcision and man taking a virgin in marriage has power to it. If you are a vampire you know these things in your own way. The reality is there is no actual god or devil. There is however a bunch of brains with higher function that can look out at eternity from their mortal life and shape a being that condenses all that is good right pure and wealthy as one being. Not unlike other transcending traditions. Being empowered by such can move one beyond what they are able to accomplish under normal circumstances like other tools that utilize feats of engineering. Although these traditions I discovered weren't absolute truth I do see their value. I don't really have much in the way of those traits that make others good at profiting off of others, I do have something and it spans the limitation of human experience as I relate to the cosmos through the elemental plane. I tend to include more than what makes me profitable in society. Thus I have a nature spirit inclusive of everything. Not just what is good and pure but all life forms that have a nervous system throughout eternity. I think my compass is a bit more refined than others. I'm a man that likes the best tools. ;)

...Later. Today some fucktard gets on their journal and starts mocking my journal entries. Don't recall ever seeing them reading my journal on last ten so that would be one of those that read it while being logged off. I wonder why they feel the need to do that. It says a lot about their character to me. Yeah I replied a couple times but they just continue to twist things around. Like mentioning 13 for a limit to my following of certain bands rather than just letting the system tag every purchase as a band that I follow or like the default setting websites use to auto-renew your subscription that you have to turn off manually or find yourself paying for it the following year. Dude takes it completely out of context like I'm some conspiracy theorist. Just like an attention whore you can't keep feeding them but just hope someone with at least average intelligence and above sees their bullshit and doesn't fall into their trap. My hands are clean in the matter I've done what I could to expose them. Not going to continue wasting my time and energy on them.

-Just sitting here sipping my creatine laced water listening to some Enigma while contemplating my day. This band's been around for a while. I remember hearing commercials advertising them when I was a kid. Went ahead and bought this album again for my Bandcamp collection. Had to go in and manually turn off the default follow option as I keep those I actually follow down to 13 (the number of completion moons in a year). These default fucking auto-renewal things computers do to help sell something in web services is ridiculous to me then I'm the oddball because I keep my number down to just 13 while everyone else gets thousands and appears so much greater. I got my book in today on Adobe Illustrator and started reading it. Training manual is a stretch in defining it more like a poorly thrown together primer. Reflects well the enshitified product and services marketed now. I'll extract value from it but at the same time I'm studying it my mind will be thinking how I would have written it with better quality. Instead of taking summary notes its injecting more substance into it. The standards sure have fallen far in the world now.

Posted this graphic in the stream today by Buzatron. I like blacklight art. There's a spiritual quality to it. I know many associate it with the trippy drug culture but its more than that to me. Back in the Celtic age in the dawn of humanity the dichotomy between male and female was recognized in night mysteries of violet lantern light as opposed to red. The black light would light up certain colors giving it an ethereal glow while red light would give more depth to black. After the advent of Christianity there developed a different system that became normalized and the Red light districts took on a new meaning. Instead of donating to a goddess' priestess you were paying for a service. The wisdom of the ancients were overshadowed by the new much like the conquering enemies would deface the idols of the subjected ones.

I've been binging on Nikita which is free now on You Tube Movies & TV. I saw that on my computer yesterday as I went over the channels I'm subscribed to see what's new. I liked that series so jumped on to my Xbox which is hooked up to my TV and entertainment center and found it wasn't listed there. So I had to go back to my computer and start watching it there before I could gain access to the que. Only then when I jumped onto the Xbox it was activated. There's fuckery afoot in having to do this.

-A man can never have enough tools. Where to put them all is the thing. I've decided to put Adobe Illustrator on the bottom tool bar. Although there are tutorials I'm actually looking forward to reading a training manual that I ordered. Just seems right to me to have a textbook open off to the side or to read while away from desk. Posted graphic above in the stream today by trustpixels. Broke out some Tetsugaku that did a lot of video game soundtracks like Zelda, Silent Hill and Castlevania to play.

...Later. Today there was a new profile that wrote they were here as a critic from some newspaper after spending 7 days on the site they were giving their opinion. Okay never mind the fact that at the end of a profile it lists exactly when you created it and the last time you logged-in and this one illustrated it was created today. So lie number one about this profile exposed their credibility. Then they start posting in-depth responses in their journal after criticizing this site that seemed like what you get from AI customer service a loop of stringing you along. I gave up on it feeling like my interaction was just data-mining or to teach an AI model free training like you'd give to an intern. These are our replacements in the job market now. Later I see that profile was suspended. I like dealing with real people that think for themselves. I think it is healthy to integrate AI tools but not to replace the human intelligence. There's always a trade off in everything even if it is related to time and how long something lasts.

Went ahead and bought this album. I like this band's energy some serious pagan vibes. Though I don't actually anthropomorphize and connect with cosmic forces through human experience as my mind was retrained to deal with elemental plane I do recognize many occultists do and can partake through them as it applies through the elements of the wise as they are inclusive of human nature.

Well I got Adobe Illustrator today. Lots for me to learn. First on the list was resizing graphics and renaming files. So I downloaded and posted this graphic in Stream after resizing it by I'm-Your-Daddy-Now. A new process but I'm getting the hang of it. Looking forward to doing my own graphics after learning how to use it. This just typing in prompts for AI creations just wasn't working for me. I know what I have in my imagination so can just get it into graphic arts. I got lots of arts and crafts supplies. Leather craft, drawing, painting, jewelry making, blade making, fang smithing and even been looking at a sewing machine to create my own clothing. I got my own style that is just hard to find. I see things on this deeper level in just about everything I apply myself to. Then it feels like a compromise when I get things from others.

Well I got my pantry restocked.

...Later. Okay I put an under construction sign for the main page of my coven. Since its exclusively for my referrals I need to get a lot of content sorted out on it. I intend to use upiori in my journal a lot because just having easy access to material allows many to come in then copy and paste what others are doing. I mean all a person has to do is write my name in referral box when they are level 5 and under rather than actually be pulled from a banner or link. Not that I think too many are actually intelligent enough to do this as the link is only seen in the mobile layout when most seem to use the classic. Right now I'm treated like a pariah but as a pioneer I do know that at a certain point that will change and people will try to hop on my bandwagon. So I have to protect a lot of it then let it out in stages after a person earns trust. Otherwise, some fucktard will come in spying on you to see what you're doing and just copy it and pretend they are the same in their own circle. It's not something you can stop but you can manage it and make it hard for them to do. Take a look at the patterns on vampire rave and you'll see this behavior. They seem more like lemmings to me just following the herd mentality. That has a place in a society but shouldn't be the end all comfort zone that develops degeneration.

Today I experimented with search by post option in the stream. Which is relative to key words not a graphic. So a person that uses the word "demon" will only see it if there is typed wording in the post or a comment in the post. I think most people just use the default main stream rather than the search by user or search my post option. I'll be endeavoring to teach my subjects differently to use their intelligence.