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Today went fast & easy, I had to question if it was a dream. If I did in fact have a lunch or just thought I did. My day didn't go fast because it was busy, it went fast for an unknown reason. I was weirded out to say the least. I am hoping for a fast day tomorrow too.
It's been a cold couple of days, pipes freezing and down right crystal air. Ready for it to leave, it is crazy that my lungs have not thrown a tantrum yet. Water is finally back on.... should have known there is no way to stop it from freezing over even with all the preparation of dripping faucets etc. Now I get to deal with tons of ice as it melts for a small time then quickly freezes over, nothing but ice. This summer cannot come soon enough. I want to feel the sun on my face, touch the hot sand, feel the icy water on my neck as I swim far into the water, smell the campfire and eat smores.
I understand, sometimes it is almost like knowing what happens next.... You are not crazy.
Nothing Special..
16:14 Jan 15 2025 Times Read: 188
So many things to do today, I do not want to do one of them. Not due to a lack of nightmares, just simply wanting to take a day to myself. Duty calls, need to make money, have to be active, be there for friends, etc.
Holiday shopping is fun when it is under a dollar, I love it. Maybe breakfast (late start) with coffee to holiday shop? Yes, that sounds nice. Ugh, fine.
Work is silent for now, just like VR has been.... why don't people use the chat room? Sheesh, we are all shadows standing in the light, there is only so many places to hide! Right?
We were chatting in the VR chat room Friday and Saturday night pretty often but have gotten away from that somewhat lately. Try Friday around 8-9 EST :)
Less to do in the summer for more time for fun. Time to start early on canning and sourdough along with dehydrating. Winter is my time to get things done for more time in the sun with friends. Learned of soup trays you can freeze, might be a new thing for me. Needing some new jam ideas as I am tired of the same ol' jam. Hmmm a new thing to dig into this week I suppose. I also want to experiment with radishes as they are my all time favorite thing to eat... yum. That's it for now..
The laughter we had during the well-deserved land pirating. The smell of the autumn air during the rainstorm while running from danger. The innocence of not knowing the wrong because you tricked me ever so gently. My gullible beliefs that are wrapped around your pinky due to your image as my hero. Not caring that you are evil as they say, believing everyone deserved what they received. How could I ever see different when my life wraps around the darkness spreading hungrily in my veins making me like you without realizing it, ever so liking it. I will forever see life differently as I have seen both sides, which side will I choose in the end is a mystery worth waiting as I enjoy the sting of the journey given. Please do not judge as you created me the way I am and the road I am taking, just sit next to me and enjoy the ride.
Why are you leaving? Leaving me to deal with the darkness you created in a world of pain unknown to happiness as I used to see it? Why leave it for someone else? Why are you spreading darkness elsewhere or denying who you are and become? You will not be accepted where you are going, or will you? Am I wrong in thinking that goodness has a limit?
I see now that you must go; you must go for both our sakes as I have to take over. I will never come close to your level, but I am happy with who I am and the creature I have become to survive in this world of good and evil. Someone may hold a candlelight if they must as I walk in the darkness no longer afraid to be alone while I am feeding on the darkness I have come to love.
To sum things up, life threatening things have happened in the last several months... I am hoping it is all past me now. Fingers crossed. Good to be back.
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